Under everyoneâs eyes, the carriage slowly headed towards the direction of the medical academy. Inside, Gu Beiyue sat on the left while Qin Min sat on the right. Both of them faced each other with heads bowed in silence.
Gu Beiyue secretly sighed, but finally opened his mouth. âEldest Miss Qin, this matter dragged you in.â
âAs the Madam of the Academy Head, itâs only natural I bear such hassles. It doesnât count as dragging me in, so Academy Head need not feel guilty,â Qin Min replied.
To them, âMadam of the Academy Headâ was a powerful status symbol that had nothing to do with feelings or their relationship.
âThank goodness Shaoyao ran fast,â Gu Beiyue said.
âMm,â Qin Min nodded. They fell silent again, and Qin Min spotted Shaoyao waiting for them at the gates of the medical academy from a long distance away. She ran towards them as soon as she spotted the carriage, so fast that it almost startled the horse. It reared up its legs in a whinny, but Lin Yue was experienced enough to rein it in.
âYoung Miss, are you okay? What about the master? Where is he?â Shaoyao asked urgently.
Qin Min looked out the window, displeased. âWhatâs with all the fuss? Arenât I back?â
Shaoyao gave a start before breaking into a radiant smile. âYes, yes, yes! This servant was too fussy. With master here, anything can be fixed! Young Miss, you should bring him with you when you leave the house in the future. Nobody will dare look twice at you then.â
Qin Min was too lazy to acknowledge Shaoyao, but Gu Beiyue glanced at her. Not expecting this, Shaoyao ducked her head fearfully and shut up. Actually, Gu Beiyue didnât mean to look, but just inadvertently glanced over.\nHe said, âLin Yue, send over the wheelchair.â
Before he could speak to Qin Min, the latter spoke first. âYour Excellency Academy Head, no need for the trouble. I want to go live in the Qin Estate for a few days. Have Lin Yue send me there, Iâm not heading back.â
Gu Beiyue thought it over and lowered his voice. âThatâs good too. Itâs about time to deal with the Qin Clanâs matters.â
âMhm,â Qin Min nodded again.
Gu Beiyue hesitated before steeling himself to be ruthless. âEldest Miss Qin, itâll probably be chaotic in Medical City after a while. After capturing the mole within the Qin familyâŚâ
Before he could finish, Qin Min interrupted again. âYour Excellency Academy Head, Iâll go back to Ningzhou when we capture the mole. Iâve already sent someone to Yunning last night to take Shadow back to Ningzhou. We wonât bother âyou'[1] anymore.â
SheâŚactually had a plan?
SheâŚactually used âyouâ (ć¨).
Gu Beiyue didnât know whether to laugh or cry. He nodded without hesitation. âFine. Iâll have someone escort you back when the time comes.â
âMany thanks to Your Excellency Academy Head,â Qin Min looked happy.
Gu Beiyue only secretly exhaled in relief. He never thought things would progress quicker and easier than he expected. After all, he had delayed his plans for days because of this matter.
Shaoyao was called up to the carriage before the trio headed for the Qin Estate. She had no idea what had happened just then, but seeing both her masters silent she didnât dare pry. After all, masterâs glance at her still left her with lingering fears.
When they were about to reach their destination, Gu Beiyue began to discuss the matters of flushing out the internal mole with Qin Min. Yet she refused, saying sheâd rather deal with internal affairs personally behind closed doors. Gu Beiyue couldnât very well force the issue, so he just reminded her to be careful.\nAt the Qin Estate, Gu Beiyue personally carried Qin Min off the carriage. Right before he set her on the wheelchair, Qin Min remarked, âYour Excellency Academy Head, this should be the last time I trouble âyou'[2] again.â
Gu Beiyueâs movements didnât stop, but his heart gave a jerk. When he stood up, he sighed subconsciously. At some point, he had started sighing at various actions of Qin Min. Now he didnât even know how many times heâd already sighed.
To be unable to love a person, yet not hate them; to be unable to accept a person, yet not reject them; to be unable to compensate a person, yet not hurt themâŚhelplessness was probably the only option left.
Gu Beiyue looked at Qin Min and said, âEldest Miss Qin doesnât need to be so formal.â
None of the Qin family expected Gu Beiyue to personally send Qin Min back, much less that sheâd live at home for a few days. Husband and wife had just returned to Qin Minâs rooms before her marriage when the entire clan surrounded them. After a while, all of Qin Minâs younger married sisters all rushed back with their families too. In the past, Qin Min was the familyâs laughingstock because of her crippled legs. Leaving aside the concubinesâ families, even her own sisters by the same blood disdained her.
Qin Min had Shaoyao block everyone at the door and refused to let anyone in.
âYoung Miss, this servant told them you were tired and needed rest. But they wonât leave. Young master, heâŚhe mumbled that he wanted to see master. He wants master to let the old master free,â Shaoyao said helplessly.
âKeep guard outdoors. Say that the master needs to rest too, so they should all disperse. If theyâre too noisy, theyâll have to shoulder the consequences!â Qin Min was merciless.\nShaoyao was scared, but she recalled her mistressâs current status and figured it was no big deal to throw such words at the crowd outside. Thus, she left in high spirits.
âMaster, Young Miss, rest well without worries. This servant will make sure no one outside gets in!â
After she shut the door, only awkwardness remained. Gu Beiyue suddenly realized that this was Qin Minâs boudoir. He stood up and heard the noise outside, but couldnât speak before Qin Min said, âYou canât leave right now. Itâs rare for you to come to the Qin Estate, so you might as well drink a cup of tea first. Your Excellency Academy Head, please come with me.â
Qin Min went into the inner rooms, but Gu Beiyue remained rooted in place, indecisive. This boudoir was divided into an inner and outer chamber. Inside was the bedroom while outside was the study. Between the two hung a thick draped curtain. Gu Beiyue had found Qin Min privately before the wedding, so this wasnât his first time in this boudoir. But he had never stayed in the outer room or stepped inside the inner one. Moreover, Qin Min had invited him to drink tea, but the tea things were right next to him, not in the bedroom.
Qin Min waited a long time. When Gu Beiyue didnât follow, she came back to take a look, teasing him. âYour Excellency Academy Head, are you afraid to enter the tigerâs den? Iâm not some tiger that will eat you.â
Gu Beiyue realized that Qin Min had other matters in mind and laughed before following her in. The bedroom wasnât very large and only contained the bed and no tea table or much extra chairs. He was quite embarrassed and could only stand. However, Qin Min let down the curtains, which made the room feel even smaller. A man and woman in such circumstances was very ambiguous, perhaps awkward. In any case, Gu Beiyue began to feel uneasy.\nHe said, âEldest Miss Qin, if thereâs anything to say, say it now.â
Qin Min didnât reply. First, she sat down on the bed and propped one hand against the pillow while beckoning him with her other finger. Leaving aside her dazzling actions, her charming smile was enough to melt many a manâs heart. But this scene only left Gu Beiyue shocked.
He had probably never been so frightened by a woman in his life.
He was dumbfounded!
Eyes gaping, jaw dropped, his mind went blank.
How could Qin MinâŚwhy so suddenlyâŚ
Seeing Gu Beiyue so stunned, Qin Min finally lost it and burst into laughter. She pressed down lightly on the bed before it split in half on left and right to review a secret passage underneath. Gu Beiyue recovered his wits and subconsciously stepped forward to a look, but Qin Min stood up to block him.
Her face was serious. âGu Beiyue, say the truth. Did you take me for one of those women just then?â
Gu Beiyue was shocked once more. This was the first time Qin Min had ever called him by name. For some reason, he felt that Qin Min seemed like a changed woman when she said those words: so foreign despite being so familiar.
For a while, he didnât know what to say.
Qin Min stared at him gracely, but in the end she ended up laughing again. âYour Excellency Academy Head, Iâm only joking with you. Donât take offense. This is a secret passage that leads to the back door of the Qin Estate. You can leave through here, Iâll deal with the mess outside.â
She stepped out of the way, but Gu Beiyue didnât budge. He seemed to be still recovering from the bombshells.
âYour Excellency Academy Head, you should leave,â Qin Min said again.\nIn the end, Gu Beiyue didnât answer her question or say much else. He went down the secret passage, but spoke up when Qin Min went to close it.
âQin Min, whatever happens, you have to be careful.â
The bed slowly closed up again as Gu Beiyueâs figure vanished from sight. He didnât see Qin Min sitting on the ground, much less heard her mutter to herself, âGu Beiyue, isnât it nice for you to call me Qin Min?â
Gu Beiyue left just like that. Qin Min laid on the bed with eyes closed, though no one could tell whether she was asleep or awake. The crowd outside dispersed, but Shaoyao was still waiting like a fool outside. She cheerfully deduced that master and mistress might have some guy-girl things going on inside all alone.
Actually, sheâd rather the Qin family kept watching the doors so they could force master to stay the night. Unfortunately, things didnât go as planned. Soon enough, Qin Min summoned her inside and Shaoyao understood as soon as she saw no sign of the master.
âYoung Miss, youâŚwhy did you send master away? Are you a fool?â
Qin Min only replied, âShaoyao, I thinkâŚhe has someone in his heart!â
âAh?â Shaoyao was stunned, then coaxed, âYoung Miss, donât speak nonsense. With masterâs skills, he could marry anyone! Heâs just a blockhead who hasnât figured out romance yet!â
Qin Min looked at Shaoyao and stopped the words that came to her lips. Instead, she said, âYou donât understand.â
âYoung Miss, how could I not understand? Master looks at you with different eyes than he does everyone else! Master definitely likes you!â Shaoyao was earnest.
Qin Min waved a hand. âDonât speak of these things anymore. Go tell them I want to eat a meal with the family tonight.â\nShaoyao nodded and left, but her heart was full of doubts. Should she find a chance to talk with master privately?
Qin Minâs mother had already passed away, while her little brother was too young to understand anything. Thus, the Qin Clan found the second master (Qin Minâs uncle) to head the family.
On this night, Second Master Qin put on a show of strength to intimate Qin Min.
1. Here Qin Min uses the more formal ㍠nin, reserved for guests, strangers, or superiors, instead of the more intimate ä˝ ni.
2. Again, sheâs using the more formal you ㍠nin.\n