George stopped and heard the voice coming from outside and Claire took the opportunity to escape her fatherâs questioning. She tiptoed over to the window and secretly looked out and saw that refined man, Nick.
It had to be said, the Holy Light Churchâs uniform was very uplifting and Saint Nickâs white robes were quite handsome, and in comparison, the two standing at the door appeared much more normal.
But why did Saint Nick come?
Claire didnât know and didnât want to go back to her fatherâs questioning, so she stayed by the window to see what Nick wanted.
Nick didnât know that Claire was secretly observing him, and he was currently enraged but doing his best to suppress his anger.
The two guards at the door actually stopped him and told him to go back!
âIâm Saint Nick! Do you not recognize me?â
âUh⌠Saint Nick, we naturally recognize you, we know you arenât an imposter.â
âThen why arenât you letting me in?â
âWeâve explained it earlierâŚ. the king is ill and princess Claire has to take care of him along with other political matters, so sheâs very busy and is not seeing anyone today, so please come back some other time.â
âNonsense! I heard that princess Claire went to see a general two days ago and was invited to participate in the war meeting the day after tomorrow, so why is she not seeing anyone when it comes to me?â
âUh⌠we just received the orders today, as for what you said, we donât know of it either.â The two guards politely responded and treated him respectfully but just wouldnât let him in.
It was natural for Nick to be upset, because usually when he comes even if the guards donât let him in, they would make a report, but unfortunately, today wasnât a good dayâŚ
Claire was still angry because of Lin Xiao, so when she came back she sternly ordered them to not let anyone in otherwise they would be executed! So how would they dare to let Nick in? Since they knew that the princess was angry, they were even more afraid of reporting to Claire, so they could only stop Nick outside the door.
âAre you two really not going to let me in?â
âSaint Nick, weâre just following orders, please donât make this difficult for us.â
âDamn⌠okay then, could you at least make a report?â
âW-we canâtâŚâ
âDonât worry, I have a good relationship with your princess, if she knew it was me she would agree to see me, so please give her a report, itâll be fine.â
âThatâŚâ
The two guards looked at each other and werenât sure.
Saint Nick indeed did not have a normal relationship with the princess, they heard that Nick once confessed to Claire last year, and even though he was rejected, he should be different to other people, right?
âItâs just a report, she wonât blame you guys, trust me! ⌠If she rejects me, then I wonât bother you anymore and will immediately leave!â
As expected of a refined handsome guy, he was easily able to make a promise and persuade the guards so that they couldnât reject him.
âO-okay then⌠Iâll go ask.â
âMuch appreciated!â
One of the guards turned and went into the yard and tried to report to Claire, but when he was halfway in, he suddenly saw a small white hand reach out of the window and waved at him a couple of times and then completely closed the window.
âUh⌠I understand.â
The guard understood her meaning and turned back to tell Nick.
âSorry Saint Nick, the princess doesnât want to see you, please come back another time.â
âWhat? She doesnât want to see me?â
He never expected that Claire wouldnât see him and even declared boldly that she wouldnât reject him earlier, not it was like a slap in his face. Now he had no other pretext and had to immediately leave like he said he would do earlier.
âSo princess Claire is not planning on seeing anyone?â
âYes, the princess has said that she isnât seeing anyone starting today.â The guard put extra emphasis on the âanyoneâ.
âOh, it seems like sheâs quite busy, then I wonât be interrupting anymore.â
Once he heard that it was anyone and not just directed towards himself, Nick felt a bit better and then left.
âHe left?â
âHm.â Claire nodded and walked back next to the bed.
âWhy didnât you see him?â
âI already said that I wasnât seeing any guests.â
âNot even such an outstanding man?â
âThis has nothing to do with if theyâre outstanding or not, Iâm just not in the mood.â
âI heard that heâs interested in you and confessed many times but was rejected⌠why?â
âIâm not interested in him.â
âSaint Nick is gentle, humble, elegant and capable, more importantly, heâs also handsome, why are you not interested in such an outstanding man?â
âI already said it has nothing to do with being outstanding, if Iâm not interested, Iâm not interested!â Claire stubbornly responded.
âOh, then Iâm guessing youâre interested in Lin Xiao?â George lowered his voice and pretended to ask casually.
âHm, a bit, heâs not like other men, I⌠father! Y-youâre setting me up!?â
âHehe, it seems like we got an answer for the conversation from earlier.â
âFather, stop kidding around with me, what are you trying to say?â
âOkay, I wonât beat around the bush anymore.â
âDo you like him?â
âW-who?â Claire blinked and pretended to not know.
âWho else, your hero, Lin Xiao.â
âEh???â
Claire wanted to find an excuse but when she looked at her fatherâs serious eyes, she couldnât say anything. Even though he was sick, he was still quite quick-witted and she was never able to hide any secret from him, this time was no exception.
ButâŚ. did she really like Lin Xiao? That was one thing that Claire couldnât admit to.
âFather, why do you think I like him? I just think heâs amazing and someone that can be entrusted with heavy responsibilities.â
Women wanted strong men to protect themselves, that was natural, but Claire hasnât gotten weak to that point, she just wanted Lin Xiao to help with some urgent matters, not to depend on him. And liking him was out of the question.,
âBut if you donât like him, why did you cry because of him? Thatâs not your style.â
âI, IâŚâ
Thinking about her overreaction, Claire knew that she was crying for no reason, but she couldnât find an answer.
âFather, I donât understand either⌠can you tell me why?â
âNo, thatâs something only you can answer yourself, no one else can help you.â George shook his head and didnât give her answer, âClaire, youâre brave and not afraid of anyone, but you have to learn to be brave to yourself.â
âBe brave to yourself⌠how do I do that?â
âHehe, you have to ask yourself that⌠what do you want to do most right now?â
âIâŚâ Claire bit her lips and contemplated a bit.
âI want to cure you, I want to save my country, and I want those bickering generals to join up against a common enemy and defeat the rebels!â
âThatâs good, then go do it.â
âBut my strength is limited, and I canât deal with those scheming generals.â
âSo what do you plan on doing?â
âI can only ask for help, and it looks like Lin Xiao is the best choice⌠but he already rejected me!â
Claire lowered her head but her father smiled and continued asking.
âSo, what do you plan on doing next?â
âNext⌠hm?â
Claire looked up and saw her fatherâs smile and understood. Thatâs right! The rejection is unimportant, it only matters what you do next!
âHe may have rejected you once, but what about the second time? Whether you like him or not, or youâre just interested in him since you need his help, why canât you go ask him again?â
âRight! Father, I, I can go again!â
She didnât have to worry about this, no matter how Lin Xiao sees her, she only had one thing she needed to do, convince Lin Xiao and get him to help no matter what!
Even if she hated, or humiliated, she shouldnât get angry or cry and should just shamelessly beg him!
âClaire, do you still remember that ancient legend from the Great Qin empire? Is someone like Lin Xiao not worth visiting multiple times?â
âOf course, heâs worth it! I understand father, I was too immature, Iâll go look for him right now! If not two times, then three times, if not three times, then four times, I wonât throw a tantrum this time!â
âHehe, thatâs right!â
âThen father, Iâm going!â
Claire got more and more excited and was ready to go look for Lin Xiao, but she was suddenly stopped by her father.