Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 416
She and the Night of the Sixth Day
āLidi, welcome back.ā
Immediately after leaving Raidās room, I heard Freedās voice. I was surprised, since I didnāt expect him to be waiting outside the room.
āY-You surprised me. You couldāve just gone back to our room first.ā
āThere was no point in going back to a room without you, Lidi. And so, have you finished talking?ā
Next to Freed was Edward, who had been driven out by Raid. When he noticed me, he deeply bowed.
ā⦠You have my gratitude for associating with Her Highness, Lady Lidiana. Has Her Highness called for me?ā
āNo. Raid didnāt say anything.ā
Since Edward had been told he couldnāt enter without being called, he made a disappointed face but didnāt say anything else. Somehow, I observed Edward.
He always liked Raid, and even now unmistakably loves her. However, Raid had feelings for another person. Did he notice that? And, did he continue loving Raid knowing that?
āLidi, weāre going back.ā
At Freedās urging, we left Edward behind and returned to our room.
I was taken to the bathroom by the court ladies waiting in the room and thoroughly washed. I was sticky from the sea breeze, so the hot bath felt good.
After cleaning my body and changing clothes, I returned to the room. Unlike me, Freed doesnāt particularly care about taking hot baths. Apparently, he only cleaned his body with magic and changed clothes today.
Sitting at the desk that was in the room, Freed seemed to be writing something.
āAah, Lidi. Welcome back. Just a minute.ā
After writing his signature, Freed put down the quill. I became somehow curious and asked.
āYeah, for Esteemed Father in our country⦠Iām talking about signing an agreement with Irvine now, so Iām contacting him about the progress.ā
I was unaware of that. When I looked at Freed in surprise, he said while sealing the letter.
āLidi, I told you earlier. Sahaja has been increasing its activities. They seem to be reaching out for Irvine. Hendrik is here, so I think itāll be alright, but he isnāt at the top of the country. If the King makes a promise, as a prince he wonāt be able to do anything. I discussed it with Esteemed Father and decided to make the first move. Pretending to be unmindful of Sahaja, Iām offering a secret cooperation agreement to make the King of Irvine think itās more profitable to form an alliance with us. Thatās why Iām busy every day.ā
āSo youāve been doing thatā¦ā
Irvine is a friendly country, but itās not connected to Wilhelm with any particular treaty. The countries have been close since long ago, so there was no need for that. However, since there are no agreements, nothing stops them when another country reaches out for them.
Once I learned the reason for Freed being busy every day, I realized that, after all, we didnāt come to Irvine because of Prince Hendrikās selfishness.
āPublicly, I pretend Iāve brought my consort to observe a friendly country, Irvine. In fact, itās true that I also accepted for that reason. But, going to Irvine was an opportunity to talk with the King directly. I have to do what I can.ā
āAh, of course Lidi, at the same time Iām discussing importing the coffee you recommended, so rest assured.ā
I understand Freed is incredibly busy. He has only ten days to accomplish all that. Of course, he has to meet the King every day.
I also understand the reason why Brother rarely shows up. Brother is a civil official. He must be busy preparing documents and examining various things.
After hearing what Freed said, it was hard to ask for his time tomorrow. However, itās an important conversation for Raid. I want Freed to cooperate for just a few hours.
āAnd? What did Princess Ophelia talk about?ā
Freed put away the letter in the drawer and stood up. He came to me, reached out his arm and pulled my waist to him.
āIf you canāt talk, of course you donāt have to, but if you can, I want you to tell me.ā
āThatās, yup. I was thinking of talking just nowāāā
Itās just right if he wants to listen. I took Freed to a nearby sofa and we sat down together. I didnāt think it was a talk we should have while standing.
Except for Raidās love for Prince Hendrik, I told him her feelings. I also talked about her knowing that Ilya is a beastman. Freed knew about Ilya, so I decided not to leave that out.
ā⦠And thatās how it is. And, she asked you to be present, Freed.ā
I ended the story and looked at Freed. He looked me into the eyes and nodded.
āOf course Iāll go with you. But, I see. Princess Ophelia knew all Hendrikās schemes. So thatās where her attitude came fromā¦ā
āHe married his beloved as he pleased, and since he cannot leave behind an heir, heāll ultimately leave it to his little sister, how selfish.ā
āNow that I hear it again, itās a terrible story.ā
When I first heard it, I didnāt think so much about it, but after hearing it from Raid, who had it forced on her, I understand itās nothing but Prince Hendrikās selfishness.
It canāt be helped that Ilya is a beastman, and Prince Hendrik isnāt at fault for falling in love with her.
But that doesnāt make it right for him to force the Crown on his little sister without asking.
āMoreover, who His Highness Hendrik prepared for her was Sir Lantinotz, whoās not an object of romantic interest to her. He married his beloved, and yet heās pressing her to marry a partner she doesnāt want to. Raid was angry about that too.ā
āWell⦠Thinking of Hendrik did, it might be natural the Princess got angry. But, does she hate Sir Lantinotz so much?ā
āHate⦠Hmm. Raid said if His Highness Hendrik had married for political reasons, sheād have accepted it as inevitable. I guess she refuses because sheās not pleased with His Highnessās Hendrik selfish way of doing things⦠If she had no choice but to marry him, Raid would probably accept, I think. She said it was a royal duty.ā
ā⦠I donāt think Raid is being selfish.ā
When I mumbled that, Freed peered into my face.
āAfter all, I could marry my beloved. Surely, I have no right to tell Raid anything. Every day is happy for me since I could marry my beloved, so I donāt understand Raidās feelings as she desires a marriage of convenience, and probably, Raid doesnāt want to be understood either.ā
āYup. Itās the same for me.ā
Freed drew me to himself and slowly stroked my head.
āIām sorry, but I understand Hendrikās feelings more. I didnāt want to marry anyone but you, Lidi. I understand the feeling of not wanting anyone else. I canāt call Hendrik way of doing things bad.ā
āRather, when I heard his story, I thought it was natural. I can painfully understand his feelings of prioritizing obtaining his beloved above everything and sacrificing anything for it.ā
Each of them has something they canāt yield on.
And each of them is surely right.
However, Raid is also right to censure Prince Hendrik. She got involved, so she has the right to condemn her brother.
Prince Hendrik must listen to her.
Although what he did canāt be helped, he must silently pay the price for his own selfishness and hear about his sin directly from his little sister.
āā¦Ilya being a beastman shouldnāt be a bad thing.ā
However, it resulted in various inconveniences.
Discrimination shouldāve been abolished long ago, and yet itās still rampant in the country, and I actually saw a scene of persecution. After witnessing that, I canāt say that Ilya being a beastman isnāt a problem.
The wife of the Crown Prince of their own country is a beastman. Would the citizens obediently accept that?
At least in the present Irvine, I feel it would be impossible.
And Iām sure itās the same in Wilhelm.
Discrimination against beastmen remains even now, so both Ms. Tithi and Levitt hide their identities.
āI⦠want to make a country without discrimination.ā
I didnāt mean to say it, but apparently, I voiced my thought.
Freed looked at me with surprise.
Since he heard me anyway, I looked him in the eyes and said with determination.
āI want to make Wilhelm a country without discrimination. So that beastman can live without hiding being a beastman. No, not just them. Iām sure there are various discriminations. Nobles and commoners. Rich and poor. And other discriminations Iām not aware of. I want to improve those little by little and⦠make it a country where everybody can live with a smile.ā
āThat may be the country I want to make together with you, Freed.ā
My consciousness changed little by little since becoming Freedās consort. But, I couldnāt see a clear direction for myself.
What do I want? What kind of country do I want Wilhelm to be?
I feel like I saw its shape for the first time.
Itās not that I want to destroy aristocracy. I think itās a necessary system in the world I live in. However, the existence of aristocracy and nobles oppressing commoners are different things. The same goes for the rich and poor. It canāt be helped that thereās a difference. However, itās wrong that the rich trample down on the poor using that difference.
I want to eliminate such unreasonable discriminations and oppressions.
I awaited Freedās reaction.
He was surprised, but eventually, joy filled his eyes.
āLidi, thatās the shape of Wilhelm you want to work towards, right?ā
āYup. Of course, itās impossible immediately, and I might pass away before itās achieved. But, I want to work towards it till the end.ā
āFreed, Iād be happy if you could include my idea in the country you make.ā
Heāll become the King. Thatās why he can basically make the country he wants. I trust Freed that he wonāt do anything strange, so I want to help him.
But, Iād be happy if he incorporates my wish.
āOf course I donāt mind. āā Lidi, your wishes are my wishes. If you want a country without discrimination, Iāll do my utmost to realize it.ā
āI told you on the night before the wedding, didnāt I? Letās protect this country together.ā
Of course I wouldnāt forget. Iām sure Iāll never forget his redone proposal for my whole life.
āItās my wish that you stand together with me, Lidi. And now, you spoke as my consort, as royalty. Iām incredibly happy about that.ā
I was tightly hugged. I wrapped my arms around his back.
āLidi, youāre walking on the same path as me. You think about the future of the country from a royal perspective. Iām unbelievably happy to know that.ā
āIām sure your wish will come true, Lidi.ā
Freed was very cool as he declared that.
āLetās make a country without discrimination. A country that doesnāt suffer from unreasonable discrimination. Iāll spare no effort for that reason. After all Lidi, it will make you smile, right?ā
When I affirmed, Freed smiled. It was a very happy smile.
āThen it goes without saying. Thereās no better reward for me than your smile, Lidi. Iāll do my best for dear life.ā
āFreed. Weāll do it together. Iāll do my best too.ā
I donāt want Freed to grant my wish alone.
I want us to do it together. Because, weāre a married couple.
When I sullenly corrected him, Freed said, āOf course,ā with a confident look.
āOf course Lidi, I need you. You always show me the way. Fufu, now that itās come to this, I want to succeed the throne quickly.ā
In Wilhelm, by convention the throne changes when the first child of the Crown Prince is born.
And Iām sure that time isnāt far away.
āLidi, my consort. My special person.ā
Freed released the arms hugging me. Instead, he took my hand. He kissed the back of it as if making a vow.
āāā I love you. After all, youāre the only one for me, Lidi.ā
āFreed, I love you too.ā
Freedās face approached. I naturally closed my eyes. Our lips overlapped.
As I was once again strongly hugged by Freed, I felt happy from the bottom of my heart that I love and am loved by this person.
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