Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 399
Edward also wanted to go with us to the courtyard, but Raid clearly refused him.
āItāll be a lighthearted chit chat between women. In other words, a girls-only gathering. Are you saying you want to peep at a girls-only gathering? Isnāt that in bad taste?ā
As a man, Edward had no choice but to back down after being told something like that.
Still, at first he tried to somehow persist, but she added, āAre you saying you will ignore the wish of your master to go with her first female friend on a walk?ā Edward, who loves Raid, only answered, āI understand.ā Poor thing.
The garden I was guided to appeared just like a tropical botanical garden. Plants with large leaves grew abundantly. There were only plants that I hadnāt seen in Wilhelm. Noticing a coffee tree among them, I stopped. White flowers were blooming.
āIs this a coffee tree?ā
āYouāre knowledgeable. Indeed. This is a tree thatās the source of Irvine specialty, coffee.ā
Irvine is the worldās largest coffee exporter. Tea is by far more popular in Wilhelm, but coffee is also drunk. Itās not an exaggeration to say the coffee beans are almost all imported from Irvine.
Thereās also the fact that the coffee tree , the raw material, grows easily in the tropics, but the coffee from Irvine is very delicious. I know Father and Brother drink it from time to time.
I recalled that and nodded.
I thought that it was natural for a coffee tree to grow in the garden of the Royal Palace of Irvine, its worldās largest exporter.
āIf you donāt dislike it, Iāll prepare coffee after the meal. Iām a little proud of our countryās coffee, but everybody has their preferences. Fundamentally, unless foreign guests ask otherwise, we make sure to serve tea.ā
āAh, I certainly want it.ā
Since Iām in Irvine, I want to drink coffee served in the Royal Palace hereā¦. Or rather, I need to know. Only one type of coffee beans is important to Wilhelm. If there are any other types, I want to try them by all means.
āGot it. Then, Iāll inform the kitchen. Please ascertain the taste of Irvine coffee.ā
āThanks, Iām looking forward to it.ā
After all, I want to check out local specialties. Iām sure Freed will be pleased too.
I thanked her with a smile. Afterwards, we got back to strolling, but chatting with Raid was so fun I lost track of the time, and I completely came to like her.
While I was walking, Raid talked to me and I replied. Raid came to a stop, so I also stopped walking and looked at her.
āThereās one thing I want to ask you. Lidi, Iāve heard that His Highness Friedrich desired to marry you. That His Highness fell in love at first sight, and it eventually developed into a passionate love, and even now he favors you greatly. What is His Highness Friedrich to you? I want you to tell me that.ā
āEh? Whatās this out of nowhereā¦?ā
I wondered why sheād asked that, but Raidās face was serious, so it may be a meaningful question for her.
I thought a little and answered her.
āFreed is my everything. I canāt imagine my life without him.ā
Our feelings became mutual, we married, and I offered Freed all of me. Similarly, I think I received all of him. I am his, and he is mine. Weāre in such a relationship.
When I calmly returned an answer, Raidās eyes went round.
āEverything, huh. Youāre amazing to be able to declare that⦠Yup, after all, my eyes didnāt deceive me. You both can be my new fuel.ā
āFuel? What do you mean?ā
When I answer that in puzzlement, Raid grinned. Then she said.
āActually, this is a secret I havenāt even told Elder Brother, but I write books. Iāve published a few under a pseudonym.ā
I stared at her, astounded by the sudden confession.
She writes books? In other words, sheās a writer?
āTheir theme is romance between man and woman. But, Iāve been in a slump recently. I was troubled. Then, I heard the rumors about you two as a married couple. I thought that I wanted to hear about various things.ā
āThatās why, I was happy when Elder Brother told me to go to Irvine, butā¦ā
Raid sighed as though it was extremely regrettable.
Taking the opportunity, I asked her.
āThen Raid, why didnāt you come to Wilhelm? You wanted to hear about us, right? Since Iād heard youād be coming, I was looking forward to itā¦ā
āCan I go to another country looking like this?ā
āB-But⦠You were able to keep up appearances earlierā¦ā
Hadnāt she told me that? But Raid shook her head.
āI can do it only for a short time. It would be impossible for the whole stay in Wilhelm. Elder Brother said something like, āIf you make a serious effort, itāll be alright,ā but my limit is a few hours, I couldnāt do that while studying abroad!ā
āBesides, I heard Iād be together with Edward. It made me even more reluctant. I understand Elder Brotherās scheme. He wanted to do something as foolish as getting me together with Edward.ā
As Raid displayed anger, I gingerly asked her.
āRaid, donāt you love Sir Edward? He appears to care about you.ā
Raid frowned with utter disgust.
āPlease, stop. Why Ed. Whoād like such a girly man?ā
āHeās a man who with a serious face says things like, āWould you like to take a walk under moonlight?ā or, āYou are so dazzling I canāt look at you straight.ā When I first heard it, I wondered if he went insane.ā
A dry laughter escaped me.
Because, Freed says similar things. Itās just that Iām happy about those pick-up lines, so thereās absolutely no problem. But Raid thinking that he went insane means she really must have no feelings of love towards Edward.
āI canāt imagine loving him. Why did Elder Brother come to a strange misunderstanding? No matter how many times I deny, he just laughs that Iām hiding my embarrassment.ā
Raid looked like she completely disagreed. While listening to her, I recalled that Prince Hendrik said yesterday that she was hiding her embarrassment.
āI placed Ed on my side because heās my trusted childhood friend and a skilled knight. Furthermore, heās understanding of me dressing as a man. Thereās no man more suitable to serve me. Thatās all, but Elder Brother misunderstood that for some reason.ā
I stared at Raid as she sighed. She showed a tired smile.
āElder Brother wants to marry me to Ed no matter what. But, as for me. If it was an order, itād be difficult to refuse, but honestly, I want to be spared marrying my childhood friend who I consider my family if possible.ā
āMarrying a childhood friend who you consider family. Certainly, itās impossible.ā
Itās as if Will was assigned as my marriage partner.
I couldnāt imagine my husband being my long-time childhood friend.
Iād rather marry a complete stranger.
When I was running away from the marriage with Freed, I also removed Will from the list of potential candidates first.
I completely understand the feeling of not wanting to change the close relationship with an important friend.
āYou understand me, huh. Iām grateful.ā
Seeing me nod seriously, Raid offered her thanks with a serious face.
āAnyway, thatās how it is. I was interested, but I decided that I couldnāt go to Wilhelm. But, Elder Brother wouldnāt allow that. Every single day heād tell me to go Wilhelm with Ed. Because heād already obtained consent from the other side⦠I gradually got angry that he didnāt ask what I thought of it and snapped.ā
āAnd now, Lidi, heās invited you all here, no? Iām angry that heās doing something as unnecessary as involving other countries. I got fed up with talking with Elder Brother and started ignoring him. Be that as it may, you all simply got involved. I bear no grudge against you all. Besides, itās true that I wanted to meet you, so putting everything aside, I was looking forward to it.ā
I had no choice but to stay silent.
Told that Prince Hendrik was ultimately acting rashly, I pressed my hand to my temple.
āUm⦠What can I say, itās terrible.ā
She gave a one-word reply, but that one word felt strangely heavy to me.
āWell, there are more reasons why I didnāt want to go to Wilhelm, butā¦ā
āPlease let me keep it a secret. Lidi, we became friends, but this is something more personal. Iāll talk when I feel I can.ā
I was curious, but itās only natural to find it hard to talk about a deep part of yourself to a recent acquaintance.
When I nodded, Raid smiled with relief.
āThanks, Aah, thatās right. As thanks, why donāt we go to town, even tomorrow if youād like? Being a writer, I go to town quite often. Iām not perfect at it, but I can show around those new to the Royal Capital of Irvine to some extent.ā
āReally!? Certainly!ā
I wanted to see an Irvine town, so Iāll be saved trouble if she shows me around.
If I see it with Raid first, I can show Freed around later, so I was very grateful for Raidās proposal.
Seeing me squealing with pleasure, Raid too made a happy face.
āIām happy that youāre so pleased⦠Ah, thatās right. Tomorrow, Iāll be dressed like today, butāāā
ā? I know, what about it?ā
Itās a natural appearance for her, so her going dressed as a man is a matter of course. As I had such thoughts, Raid for some reason smiled wryly.
āNo, um, itās that. I donāt mean to brag, but Iām often mistaken for a man when looking like this. And so⦠It may be an unnecessary concern, but I donāt want His Highness Friedrich to misunderstand. It would be great if you told him in advance.ā
ā⦠Freed doesnāt know?ā
I was sure he knew, but Raid shook her head.
āHe doesnāt. Weāve met several times, but only in official settings. I was dressed as a woman at those times, and despite being friends with him, Elder Brother must not want to talk of his own accord about the shame of his family. I didnāt really care to tell him either.ā
āHmph. Got it. Then, Iāll tell Freed.ā
Certainly, if he saw me walking with Raid while unaware, Freed would absolutely get jealous and angry. I intend to treat her like a female friend, so naturally the distance between us will be closer than if she was a man, and if he misunderstood that, itās clear as day what would happen.
When I made a complicated face after imagining it, Raid said with a serious look that made it clear she understood what I was thinking.
āPlease. Iāve heard from Elder Brother that His Highness Friedrich favors you, and I understand heās obsessed with you. I donāt want to be killed over a misunderstanding.ā
āA⦠Ahaha. Yup, Iāll absolutely talk with him.ā
The part of Freed that makes me unable to say that he wouldnāt do that is scary.
I said the last words with a serious look on my face, and we decided on the meeting time tomorrow.
Afterwards, we walked through the garden while leisurely chatting. Eventually, we returned to the spot where Edward was waiting.
Edward was standing motionlessly at the entrance to the courtyard, but when he noticed us coming, he came over joyously⦠What is it? I couldnāt help but be reminded of a dog rejoicing that its owner came back.
āIām going to show Lidi around the town tomorrow. Ed, adjust the schedule.ā
āYou are going together with Princess Lidiana? I understand.ā
Edward responded in a lively way to Raidās order. I could only see it as him being happy to be ordered by Raid. Taking Edward with us, we returned to her room. It was just the right time for lunch, so as promised we ate it together.
I took the opportunity to try the Irvine coffee that was served. It wasnāt strongly acidic, and the bitterness was suppressed too, so it was very much to my taste.
āWow, itās delicious. So thereās coffee like this!ā
āOnly one variety is exported to Wilhelm, but in Irvine there are hundreds varieties of coffee. This is my recent favorite.ā
I might buy some to bring back with me.
Talking with Raid was fun, so time passed in the blink of an eye.
āAh, I have to go back already.ā
When I looked at the clock, it was almost evening. Freed would soon return to our room. Thinking so, I said my goodbyes.
āSorry. Freed should soon be back in our room, so I have to go back.ā
āItās I who should apologize for keeping you here for so long. Lidi, see you tomorrow.ā
āYup, see you tomorrow. Today has been fun!ā
āIt has. Lidi, Iāll have Ed send you to where the soldiers escorting you are waiting. Itād be troubling if anything happened.ā
āEh, then you wonāt have an escort.ā
āI may not look like it, but Iām quite strong. Of course, my basic physical strength is no match for menās, but at least I can run away. Besides Lidi, it would be a bigger problem if something happened to you as the Crown Princess of foreign country. I want you to take Ed with you, for my sake too.ā
āIf thatās what you say.ā
Iāll gratefully borrow him.
Iād only just been cautioned by Freed in the morning not to lower my guard, so it was better that way.
To be honest, I didnāt have to worry about security because Cain was somewhere around, but I couldnāt tell Raid that, so nodding obediently was the best idea.
I had Edward take me to where my escort soldiers were waiting.
On the way, Edward didnāt say a thing to me. Fulfilling his duty must be that important to him. The tense atmosphere naturally made me silent as well.
ā⦠I also offer my thanks for becoming Her Highnessās friend.ā
When we were about to reach my escort soldiers, Edward, who was walking in front of me, muttered so.
āHer Highness had no friends for a long time. She prefers looking like that, moreover sheās unyielding, so that canāt be helped, but Iām very happy the number of people who understand Her Highness has increased.ā
āPeople who understand Raidā¦ā
āHis Highness Hendrik, if I may be presumptuous, me, and then a few court ladies. Unfortunately, Her Highness didnāt have anyone she could call a friend. Earlier, Her Highness looked truly happy. It had been a long time since I saw her make a face like that. I understand your stay is short, but Iād be happy if you spent as much time as possible with Her Highness.ā
Without looking back at me, Edward continued talking by himself.
When I was talking with her earlier, Raid seemed to have fun. She looked to be proud of who she is.
But, I donāt know if her surroundings see it the same way.
She has the position of the Princess of her country, and yet sheās still lonely. Raid said she writes books, but perhaps, she started doing that to distract herself from loneliness.
For some reason I thought about various things.
āWhat about Ilya? Does Ilya not know the truth about Raid?ā
Iāve heard from Ilya that they donāt associate much, but I wonder if she doesnāt know it.
I think Ilya wouldnāt hold strange prejudice towards Raidās look.
Theyāre fellow royals who are close to each other, and Ilya is interested in Raid, so I think they could get along. But, Edwardās answer left me perplexed.
āHer Highness Ilya? She secludes herself in the room in the inner part of the castle and rarely leaves. Itās same with Her Highness, so I wonder if theyāve even met a few times since Her Highness Ilya got married. Of course, Her Highness was in a female formal wear at those times. Unless His Highness Hendrik talked to her, itās likely that she doesnāt know.ā
They have too few interactions.
Letās think of the strategy to make Raid and Ilya closer later.
Quietly walking behind Edward, I decided so.
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