Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 279
Perhaps relieved that the Apostate disappeared, Lidi came trotting.
When I unconsciously spread my arms, Lidi settled down inside them like it was natural. When I put strength into my embrace, Lidi snuggled her cheek up to my chest.
āLidi. Itās alright now.ā
āWas it okay to let him go? That was Apostate⦠right?ā
āIt wasnāt okay, but it couldnāt be helped. Besides, we donāt have time either. I have to return quicklyā¦ā
āTime? And return? To the castle?ā
āAah, not thereāā.ā
When I told Lidi, who was looking at me blankly, that I entrusted the army to Sion, she blinked her eyes.
āEh? Sion as a tactician? Rather⦠Eeh? The battle isnāt over yet⦠Or rather, it hasnāt started? Was it okay to leave?ā
As Lidi asked questions in rapid succession, I explained things one by one.
āThey will manage. Besides, both Sion and Alex encouraged me to go right away. They seemed to be afraid Iād become a cowardly general with Lidi gone.ā
āCowardly⦠You, Freed? No way!ā
Lidi looked up at me in disbelief, but they didnāt tell a lie.
Recalling I had been about to unconsciously have my magical power go out of control, I could only realize that I am truly useless without Lidi.
āActually Lidi, I was so worried about you that I couldnāt move. I had to go and yet my body wouldnāt move. It was a first for me.ā
While Lidi continued looking up, I reached out my hand for her cheek. Her soft skin felt comfortable.
āIām a failure as the Crown Prince. However Lidi, youāre my everything. I was made to realize that if Lidi is gone, I literally canāt breathe. Thatās why, I really want you to be careful. Lidi, when I heard you were kidnapped, I stopped feeling alive.ā
āUm⦠Iām sorryā¦ā
Hearing my words, Lidi hung her head.
I slowly stroked her head. I didnāt want an apology. I just wanted Lidi to understand that sheās an irreplaceably important existence for me.
āYou donāt need to apologize. Lidi, I understand you wanted to save that marquisās daughter. It seemed like something youād do, Lidi. Iām really glad youāre safeā¦ā
When I tightly hugged her while softly saying so, Lidi nervously raised her face.
āUm⦠Listen, Freed. What about Millyā¦?ā
After all she seems worried about Mirialliaās treatment. To reassure her, I stroked her back.
āLidi, knowing that you saved her, thereās no way I could kill her, right? Of course, sheāll receive punishment, but I donāt intend it to be death penalty. For now, I ordered she be put under house arrest.ā
āReally? Iām gladā¦ā
Lidi mustāve been so worried that her body lost strength, and she showed a weak smile.
āThank you, Freed. Both for Milly and for coming for me. Um⦠Listen, I believed youād come, but after all it was very reassuring to see your face, Freed⦠I was so happy I teared up.ā
Saying that, Lidi was incredibly cute. Iām glad from the bottom of my heart that I protected this smile.
āItās natural Iād come when youāre in danger, Lidi. Just⦠Thatās right. When itās all over, would you give me a reward? I want Lidi.ā
When I whispered in my sweetest voice, Lidi flushed.
Even so, she gave a small nod.
āāā Fine. Iāll give you lots.ā
āAfter all, I too want to feel your temperature, Freed⦠Okay?ā
Lidi said such a thing with upturned eyes.
I wonder what sheās doing, inciting me pointlessly like this.
While I was seriously thinking I have to hurry up and finish the battle quickly for this, I felt a strange magical power distortion from behind.
Lidi noticed my expression change, and she asked so with an uneasy face.
I separated from Lidi and turned back.
Checking the source of the magical power confirmed my expectations.
Swelling magical power began leaking from Andre. Andre himself was still unconscious. But thatās exactly why his magical power became uncontainable and leaked.
āThatās bad. Like this Andreās magical power will spontaneously go off.ā
Upon hearing my words, Lidi looked at me and Andre in surprise. As if she immediately got it, she said.
āS, spontaneously go off⦠Is it about the divine power?ā
āRight. Andreās divine power is no longer containable. Itās his limit.ā
āWonāt it be a disaster? T, then, what if I neutralize itā¦ā
āThat will be difficult.ā
I appreciate Lidiās suggestion, but itās not suited for this.
Andreās magical power continues leaking. Lidiās power is suitable for erasing released magical power, but itās poorly compatible with magical power that continues to flow. To erase it, sheād have to keep touching Andre. Thatās too big of a burden for Lidi, and above all, I hate it.
āErr, then what can we doā¦?ā
I calmed down panicking Lidi and checked the breast pocket of my coat.
I felt relieved from the hard sensation.
Iām glad. Itās in the same place as usual.
I glanced at Lidi. There was a tinge of exhaustion on her face worried about Andre.
Lidi repeatedly insisted that sheās okay, that sheās doing fine, but she mustāve received a considerable shock from suddenly being kidnapped.
I donāt want to deal further damage to Lidi.
If Andre flashily explodes before her eyes, a large scar will remain in Lidiās heart.
I thought about escaping before that, but the fact that heāll be ādeadā remains. Surely with how gentle Lidi is, she would despair over abandoning him.
Just like avoiding having him killed by Apostate before, I must somehow overcome this situation. To protect Lidiās heart.
Thatās why I told Lidi.
Probably sensing the seriousness of my voice, Lidi fixed her eyes on me.
While nodding to her, I said.
āItās just my prediction, but if heās left as is, Andre will be crushed by his divine power and die. I wouldnāt mind if he died. But even though heās such a man, you wouldnāt want to see him die, right Lidi?ā
āY⦠yup. If thatās possible⦠Sorry.ā
I expected the agreement she returned in a whisper. Itās different from the attack during the date before. Itās hard to accept death of somebody you know, if even a little.
āWhy are you apologizing Lidi? Itās fine. Then, Iāll try one possibility Iāve been thinking of. If it goes well, Andre will be saved.ā
āIf it goes well? Then, if it fails?ā
I showed Lidi a slight smile as she found fault with my words.
Then I patted her shoulder.
āLidi. Are you seriously saying that? Lidi, do you really think Iām a pathetic man who wonāt make your wishes come true? Iād be sad if I appeared that way.ā
āI said if it goes well, but I didnāt say that thereās no way. Canāt you believe your future husband?ā
ā⦠I can. I believe. After all, youāre Freed.ā
There was trust in Lidiās eyes as she nodded at me.
If Lidi wants it, Iāll make it come true, no matter what it is. No matter how unreasonable the demand is.
Thatās why I smiled at Lidi with a feeling to leave it to me. As soon as I did, Lidiās face flushed. I couldnāt help but find Lidi lovely as she reacted so adorably.
I dropped a light kiss on Lidiās forehead while she was flustered. While saying, āHauā, Lidi turned further red.
āIf you make such a cute face, Iāll want to discard everything and go back. Then Lidi, donāt fret and wait for me. āā Iāll finish it immediately.ā
āIf you like, you can go further away. Even if you think itāll be alright, itās scary after all, right? Even if youāre away, Iāll protect you, Lidi.ā
I said that, but Lidi didnāt nod her head.
āNo. Itās fine. I want to be close, Freed.ā
Respecting Lidiās will, I nodded.
I put my hand on her head. While stroking her small shapely head, I turned my gaze to Andre. The situation is dangerous. However, my heart is strangely calm.
I donāt feel one bit anxious.
āNow, Andre. Be grateful for my fiancĆ©eās kindness.ā
If I were alone, Iād abandon him.
I whispered so, and approached him.
āā As long as Lidi is near, I wonāt ever fail.