Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 236
Translatorās note: It may be a late change, but Iāve decided to change theĀ āKingās Flowerā to the āRoyal Flowerā.
She and the Concubineās Secret 3
I almost fainted upon learning that my flirting with Freed earlier had been seen.
At the same time, I lost confidence in my earlier remark that we hadnāt kissed.
⦠I donāt remember⦠B, but perhaps we might have kissed somewhere.
Fundamentally, I accept Freedās wishes.
I might have kissed him if it was just a peck.
My confidence continued plummeting. Seeing my gaze wander about, Lady Helene loudly laughed.
āUfufu. I lied. It was a complete lie that Iād seen it. When I came, His Highnessās training had already ended. I only guessed from the feeling of the rumors Iād heard⦠But perhaps it was a bullseye even so? If thatās the case, Iām amazing.ā
I know my complaint is barking up the wrong tree, but I still wanted to utter it.
Whatās with her guess about my flirting with Freed being a hit.
After all I must restrain myself a little.
Contrary to the crestfallen me who dropped her shoulders, Lady Helene seemed to have a lot of fun.
āAra ara, what happened to the energy you had until a while ago? Isnāt it fine. Itās not His Highnessās one-sided unrequited love, right? You too love His Highness. Isnāt that right?ā
There was no need to deny that, so I immediately nodded.
Lady Helene picked up her cup and moistened her throat, then she laughed slightly.
āYou have it good that itās a mutual love. Itās enough to make me envious. Clinging to and flirting with my beloved is something I absolutely cannot do.ā
Of course, the beloved Lady Helene is talking about is the King.
Sheās his concubine so thereās no problem, but try as I might, I canāt imagine it.
Besides, when I think about Mother-in-law, I donāt want to see it.
, while I was thinking, Lady Helene said.
āDonāt worry about me. Itās a rare chance, so please tell me about yourself. And? Is His Highness also amazing in bed, I wonder? How many times a week does he call for you?ā
Lady Heleneās question made me feel uncomfortable.
Lady Helene misunderstood my bewilderment for not wanting to say it and piled up words.
āIsnāt it fine. Weāre both women. Iām curious. After all, the story goes that that upright, strait-laced His Highness is head over heels in love with his fiancĆ©e. Thereās also the Royal Flower, so youāre already doing it, right? That kiss mark is amazing too.ā
As expected, I couldnāt say that itās wrong when asked by the Kingās concubine.
When I returned an affirmation, Lady Helene got even more excited.
āAra! After all you are! And, how does it feel?ā
āEven if you ask me about how it feels⦠I live in the same room as His Highness, so he doesnāt particularly call for meā¦ā
āAah, thatās right. Then, I wonder if he wants to do it every night? After all fresh lovers are different. Arenāt you lovey-dovey!ā
I feel more and more uncomfortable.
Not understanding whatās making me uncomfortable, I tried asking her.
āErr⦠Rather than me⦠How about you, Lady Helene? Um⦠Isnāt it difficult?ā
Since Mother-in-law doesnāt entertain him, Lady Helene should be the Kingās only partner. I was worried about Lady Heleneās condition since she doesnāt have the Royal Flower, but she smoothly said.
āIām alright. His Majesty is gentle. He never does anything unreasonable.ā
Told so I couldnāt ask for more.
However, somethingās bothering me.
, while I was thinking, incidentally my gaze shifted to the bed in the inner part of the room.
Here the King and Lady Heleneā¦
Lady Helene didnāt miss my momentary frown.
When I shook my head, Lady Helene laughed that itās fine.
āItās strange you arenāt curious. But your face is saying you are in the Queen faction.ā
āEh⦠The Queen factionā¦ā
I tried asking about what she meant, but Lady Helene cut me off.
āAah, I donāt particularly blame you. Itās fine. Lady Lidiana, continue being the Queenās ally. She is lonely, so Iām sure itāll help if she at least has an ally in you.ā
āEven if I say that, since Iām a concubine itās not persuasive.ā
Lady Heleneās eyes were serious when she told me to be Mother-in-lawās ally.
But, I understand Lady Helene less and less.
Mother-in-law said she was grateful to Lady Helene. Then what about Lady Helene?
I want to know what Lady Helene is thinking.
āLady Helene. What do you think about the Queen?ā
āAra? Itās another blunt question.ā
The question rushed out of my mouth, but it was just met with a smile.
But, I have a feeling that Lady Helene is more likely to answer to a straightforward approach rather than a strange roundabout questioning.
, Lady Helene said after looking like she pondered for a short while.
āI hope she forgives soon.ā
āYeah. Thatās basically all.ā
, Lady Helene put a finger to her smiling lips.
āAah, but. This is a secret. Donāt tell the Queen, okay?ā
Since I didnāt have the intention to tell anybody, I nodded. Then, Lady Helene said, āIn that caseā.
āIn exchange for keeping it a secret, Iāll tell you one more good thing. This too is my treasured secret.ā
āEh? Lady Helene? I didnāt reallyā¦ā
, I gave such a firm refusal, but saying āItās a precious opportunityā she didnāt listen.
She happily leaned forward and whispered into my ear.
āAs a matter of fact, Iāāā
I froze, overwhelmed by the bombshell statement that I didnāt intend to hear that came from Lady Heleneās mouth.
When I stared at Lady Helene in astonishment, she corrected her posture on the sofa and made a troubled face.
āAra ara, itās just a little secret, you donāt need to be so surprised.ā
āNo⦠Itās very surprising.ā
The words I heard were beyond unexpected.
āItās not really a problem, right? Itās alright. Despite appearances Iām unexpectedly an earnest woman.ā
Giggling, Lady Helene looked extremely refreshed.
āAh, I feel refreshed now that I said it. Iād never told anyone until now. Thank you for listening, Lady Lidiana.ā
āI donāt mind, but was it okay to tell me that?ā
What Lady Helene said to me was a considerably problematic statement.
Itās a secret youād keep for a whole life and take to the grave.
And yet she only laughed.
āOf course. Because youāre the Queenās ally, right? Then thereās no problem.ā
Since Iām Mother-in-lawās ally, I think it will be nothing but a problem.
Recalling Lady Heleneās statement, I sighed.
She may be satisfied to have said it, but as the person who heard it, itās unbearable.
I felt uncomfortable again.
The words said to me ran around my head.
I raised my face and fixed my eyes at Lady Helene.
āN, no, itās nothingā¦ā
I shook my head in a fluster.
But, I received information from Lady Helene. And, Iāve realized something.
Of course, itās nothing but my own conjecture.
Itās necessary to verify it. But, this might be that kind of thing.
A hard to hear, quiet voice.
Hearing it, I looked at Lady Heleneās face again.
Without saying anything else, she just gave me a wink.