Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 232
While looking at Lady Helene who came into my sight on the guest seating upstairs, I recalled her personal history.
āā A concubine, Helene von Schwarzer
Sheās a beautiful woman with long wavy dark brown hair and amber eyes similar to the Queen.
She hails from Schwarzer marquis house thatās deeply trusted by the King, when she was fifteen she by chance met the King who visited their territory and immediately became his concubine.
If I remember correctly, sheās thirty. She doesnāt have any children yet, and Iāve never heard of her pregnancy.
The dress sheās wearing isnāt particularly luxurious, but it has a flashier design than Mother-in-lawās, which makes her look more youthful. Normally youād think sheās in her twenties.
ā⦠Why is Lady Helene in such a place?ā
Lady Helene is famous for hardly appearing at official events. Of course she attends those sheās obligated to, but other than that sheās mostly absent.
It seems she doesnāt appear much in public because she usually spends time leisurely in the room given to her as a concubine.
There are rumors that she shows restraint in consideration for the Queen. As a concubine, her unintrusive conduct has been relatively well received.
Such Lady Helene appeared at the chivalric order practice ground.
For a moment I thought I mistook somebody for her, but itās undoubtedly the person herself.
While wondering what to do, I heard knights chatting.
āAh, itās Lady Heleneā
āItās true. Itās exactly the time for her strollā¦ā
āAs always sheās beautifulā
āReally, sheās a feast for my eyesā
The Kingās concubine appeared. I thought theyād be nervous, but everybody appears calm. They are carefree, nobody seems to particularly rush to greet her.
Confused by their attitude that seemed to say itās the usual thing, I tried calling out to one of the knights nearby.
āSay, does Lady Helene perchance come here often?ā
āEh? Yes! Princess Consort!!ā
The knight I called out to was collapsed on the ground, but when I spoke to him he sprang up, looking flustered. Standing at attention, he nodded.
āYes! It is exactly like that! Coming here is like Lady Heleneās daily routineā
Despite finding it surprising, I questioned him further.
Right now I want any information I can obtain.
āThatās right. Lady Helene goes for a stroll every day past noon. This place is on the routeā¦ā
āThe chivalric order practice ground is on her stroll course?ā
What a strange stroll. I had a greedy reason of wanting to see Freed, but I donāt think this is a place where women would get close by choice.
All the more so for a woman whoās treasured as a concubine.
I thought so, but from what I hear Lady Helene has been taking such strolls for over a decade, itās nothing unusual for the chivalric order members.
⦠Perhaps Lady Helene is also infatuated with muscles. Then we might see eye to eye.
Still standing at attention, the knight answered the questions I had.
āBecause it has continued for over a decade, we do not particularly pay attention to it. Of course, at first the commander himself greeted her, but Lady Helene herself said it is unnecessary, especially nowā¦ā
Iām sure itād be unbearable to be greeted each time when coming every day.
Hmph , while I was thinking, the knight said.
āShe truly stops by only for a little while. She does not call out to any particular knight; we recognize it as a short breakā
I see. She casually comes and leaves right away.
Then itās natural the knights wouldnāt care.
When I said thanks to finish the talk, a tense answer āNo, I am honored to have Princess Consort speak to me!ā was returned.
While he doesnāt feel nervous towards Lady Helene, it seems he does towards me.
Well, itās natural since sheās been coming here for over ten years. While thinking that, I looked at Lady Helene again.
Sheās sitting on one of the guest seats and looking over the practice ground. She doesnāt seem to be particularly looking anywhere.
She sweetly smiled at me.
Apparently I was noticed. While wondering what to do, for now I bowed my head.
Even if I have the Kingās Flower and am treated as Freedās princess consort, the reality is Iām only his fiancĆ©e.
Concubines are considered below princess consorts, but as the Kingās favorite mistress she undoubtedly has a higher status than me. Therefore, itās correct to take a polite attitude.
When I raised my face after a sufficient time, while still smiling Lady Helene beckoned me.
⦠Apparently sheās telling me to come.
āā Hmm. Well, whatever.
After thinking a little I decided to try going.
Iām wondering if I canāt do something for Mother-in-law, but naturally I canāt advance without knowing Lady Heleneās circumstances. Aside from the King, sheās the person most related to it. I need to talk with her sooner or later.
Of course I canāt frankly ask her out of nowhere, but I havenāt even spoken to Lady Helene once.
I thought I might have some progress even if I only understand what kind of person she is.
Anyway, itās a precious opportunity. I decided to gladly accept Lady Heleneās invitation.
I again thanked the knight and headed to Freed.
āWhatās the matter? Lidiā
āFreed, sorry. May I have a moment?ā
āItās fine, but what is it?ā
Noticing me coming, Freed looked back.
I understood he was busy talking. So I didnāt want to disturb him, but itās better than moving without saying anything. If I left of my own accord, Iād surely make him worry for no reason.
To finish the talk as soon as possible, I got straight to the point.
āListen, it seems Lady Helene has come and wants to talk with me a littleā
āNn? Mistress Helene? Ah⦠Itās that timeā
Hearing Lady Heleneās name, Freed knit his brows for a moment, but then he looked at the wall clock and nodded like he was convinced.
Come to think of it, Freed was the Royal Guard Chivalric Order Vice-commander before. Since Lady Heleneās been coming here for over ten years, thereās no way he wouldnāt know about it.
āItās not that I want to go outside, so if you donāt mind⦠could I go alone?ā
When he nodded, Glenn, who was waiting for us to finish talking, spoke to me.
āLidi, to go up exit through the door then turn right. The staircase will immediately come into your sightā
āYup, got it. Thanksā
āYou will get there if you go up the first stairs you see. Shall I have somebody guide you?ā
āItās alright. I mostly get itā
Exit through the door. Go up the first stairs I see.
Itās enough that I understand that.
I apologized for disturbing them and left the practice ground. As told by Glenn I turned right and certainly, I could see a staircase.
A rough stone staircase. The steps are tall, so itās a little hard to go up in a dress.
I laughed a little thinking about Lady Helene ascending this staircase in her showy dress.
Itās nice that nobodyās watching. I lifted the hem of my skirt a bit boldly and went up the stairs.
When I reached the top, deep crimson curtains came into my sight. Two curtains overlap, it seems like you can pass through the gap between them. There seem to be no other entrances, so I tried going through. When I did, the view of the chivalric order practice ground spread before my eyes. It gives off a different impression from the top. But even from here I could see Freed adequately.
The guest seating that overhung the practice ground had four simple yet high-quality benches installed. It also has a roof in case of rain.
The woman sitting in the frontmost seat looked over her shoulder, perhaps in reaction to my foolish voice.
āWelcome, Lady Lidiana. If you like, why donāt we talk a little?ā