Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! Chapter 177
While I was absentmindedly sitting on the bed, Lidi came back to my room.
ā¦ Seeing her face, I was sure Iād be told she chose Sion.
I donāt want to hear the definite words. Not wanting to accept it, on the spur of the moment I tried to keep Lidi away.
If I hear it, Iāll surely do something awful to her. I donāt want to do such a thing.
Thatās why I asked her to leave me alone, and yet for some reason Lidi made an awfully angry face and plunged into my chest. Then with strength that didnāt hurt in the slightest (although it must have been her all) she started repeatedly hitting me.
With her utmost effort she appealed that itās different and why wonāt I listen to her.
āāāā Honestly, I was bewildered.
After all, even if I was told that, my head was already filled with that possibility, so I couldnāt think of what else it could be. Thatās how much I always think of her.
When I hugged my beloved in confusion, from within my arms Lidi said unexpected words.
The time stopped for a moment.
But, at the same time I thought she wouldnāt tell a lie.
Sheād promised me, and above all I donāt understand why sheād lie at this time.
Still, I couldnāt think of it as a fact at all. I confirmed with her fearfully.
When I did, Lidi clung to me saying āI love Freed, so hold on to me properlyā.
Sheād been avoiding clearly saying these words all that time, but finally it became reality that she said them clearly.
I intuitively sensed itās the truth.
ā¦ How do I describe this moment.
All kinds of feelings of joy ran through my body in an instant.
I donāt know if I want to shout or cry anymore.
Still, one thing Iām sure is that I feel happy and fortunate.
Finally, finally she said it.
All that time since the day of the masquerade ball. Iād been waiting for her to say it all that time.
āāāā I wonāt let her go anymore.
When I told her I wonāt let her go even if death do us part, that wasnāt a figure of speech. I simply stated the truth.
And the one who responded to those words is nobody else but her.
Actually feeling that she, who was inside my arms, is mine, I was so moved my vision blurred with tears.
Saying she felt lonesome not being embraced, she was so lovely it sent a shiver down my spine.
Hugging her as she clung to me, I kissed her lips, cheeks, forehead; I pecked all over her face over and over.
Lidi was unbearably cute as she accepted it with an enchanted face.
I felt delighted that when I repeated that I love her, she returned similar words.
A happy time with my beloved.
But, after all kisses arenāt enough.
My desire to embrace Lidi is swelling up.
It might have been only few days, but I was enduring not embracing her all that time.
I wanted Lidi so much, yet I bore with it.
ā¦ And now thereās no reason to endure.
Thatās right. I can embrace her all I want.
We can confirm our feelings.
Feeling my lower half grow endlessly hot, I wryly smiled.
There was nothing but to laugh at my too honest reaction.
After all, Iām already at my limit. I canāt help wanting Lidi.
I want to deeply connect with her now that she finally said she loves me. I want to bore inside her and pour my semen inside many times.
Isnāt it natural to feel so.
Thatās why with that feeling I pushed her down on the bed.
Wanting to connect with her quickly, I impatiently kissed her.
Her arms wrapped around my back. Feeling that, I smiled, when suddenly I felt strength leave her.
I called out to her. No reply.
When I raised my body and looked at Lidi, for some reason she was peacefully sleep-breathing.
Overwhelmed by the situation I became speechless.
āā¦ No way. You couldnāt possibly sleep at this timing?ā
My body stiffened from the impossible development. I didnāt consider this.
Thereās only one thing a man and woman in love can do in bed after communicating their feelings.
Moreover we are betrothed and will marry in two months.
Thereās nobody to disturb us anymore, rather itās encouraged in this situation, so I absolutely didnāt think sheād lose to sleepiness.
I dropped my shoulders dejectedly.
I sighed that it really is just like her.
Looking relieved, she fully departed for the world of dreams while sweetly sleep-breathing.
Her goofy sleeping face is adorable.
When I took a glimpse at the clock, it was still evening.
Sheāll wake up in few hours.
If endure until then, that time I will certainlyāāāā.
āPrepare for when you wake up Lidiā¦ Until morningā¦ no, until tomorrow afternoon, I wonāt let you goā
I corrected myself after recalling Alex telling me that itās fine until tomorrow afternoon.
It might have been because of my bad condition, but well, heāll have to tolerate it this time.
I poked her cheek with my finger.
She fretfully rolled to change her position.
Looking at her sleeping comfortably, made me realize I am also lacking sleep. Itās shameful, but I couldnāt sleep well from anxiety.
It canāt be helped. Itās a good opportunity, so letās take a nap while hugging her.
Anyway, I donāt intend to sleep later tonight.
āNnā¦ Freedoā¦ Nmuuā
Maybe itās because she told me she loves me, but she looks excessively cute.
I combed her hair with my fingers.
I finally obtained it. Her heart that I wanted the most.
Sheās so lovely I feel like crying.
Iād never imagined such happiness could exist. Much less me obtaining it.
āGood night, Lidi. Till laterā
Tightly hugging her, I lightly kissed her lips.
āAahā¦ jeez, my Lidi is too cuteā
She looked so cute and happy unconsciously snuggling up to me, that it became difficult to calm down my thing that grew even hotter.
āā¦ This isā¦ harshā¦ huhā
With my body I was made to experience what it means to be stuck in a limbo.
And so, itās Christmas today. After a little over a year, Lidi and Freed finally got together. Fufufu. From now on I can write the two of them flirting with all their hearts (`滊“ć»Ā“)ććŖć Actually, this is more fun than writing the main story (lol)