When Freed finally parted from me, in total exhaustion I proclaimed the end.
Itās the middle of the night.
Having limply fallen on the large bed Iām breathing faintly.
Perhaps as the backlash from yesterday, since then Freed has been at his peak.
I already donāt remember how many times I was made to come or how many times he came.
āLidi, youāre giving up too quicklyā
The man whoās similarly lying next to me as Iām groaning while pressing on my hips said that somewhat dissatisfiedly, unlike me heās in extremely high spirits.
Both of us are still naked. Weāre talking while wrapped in a large duvet.
I always think so, but heās unbelievably tough. Iāve heard menās ejaculation uses up a considerable amount of stamina, but I have a doubt whether thatās really the case.
āYup, or rather itās not enough at all. Later keep me company one more timeā
As he smoothly dropped a bombshell, I shook my head.
Anymore is impossible, at least today itās impossible.
āTha⦠thatās it for today!ā
āEeh?ā
As far as I remember, we shouldāve done it five times. I think I kept the promise sufficiently.
Seeing me shake my head that itās impossible, Freed chuckled as if he found something funny.
āWha, what?ā
āNo, itās nothingā
Saying so, he embraced me and enclosed me within his arms.
As I obediently nestled inside his arms, Freedās face came close right away.
Heās splendidly handsome as ever. But, I got quite used to it.
I found it strange that I felt like this situation is natural.
āSoā
āNn?ā
Freed extinguished his smile and all of a sudden fixed his gaze on my face with a serious look.
I felt like his face said he wouldnāt allow lying, although I couldnāt understand whatās going on I tried escaping. But, being hugged, naturally I couldnāt move.
āEh? Huhā¦ā
āYes, be obedient. Donāt be scared. Iāve said before that Iāll ask later. Could you tell me what you talked about with Prince Maximilian?ā
Easily suppressing my rampage, Freed asked.
Having completely forgotten about the matter with the Crown Prince of a neighboring country, I stopped moving and made a blank face.
āEh? Crown Prince Maximilian?ā
āYes⦠Rather, Lidi has completely forgotten about it, havenāt youā
Seeing my attitude, Freed pressed his forehead as if shocked.
My eyes swam as he hit a nerve.
āEh, err umm, no⦠Iāve only forgotten a little, yup. Itās no use thinking about it⦠If something happens, Iāll try fighting then, I guessā¦ā
āWhy are you so spontaneousā
Moreover, when asked why Iām working under the premise of a confrontation, even I became a little embarrassed.
With my naturally belligerent disposition and the fear of that Prince dispelled, I was completely in the mood like āIf youāre coming come! Iāll turn the tables on you!ā.
Having said that, if I was asked whether I have a strategy, I donāt really have one⦠Father and Brother often got mad at me for that.
ā⦠A, ahahaā
Thatās bad, with this and that afterwards, I forgot. Especially with the bath with Freed, or the bath, or the bath.
As I laughed to gloss over it, he glanced at me.
Unreasonable. Freed is clearly half to blame.
āLidi, youāre really⦠And? What did you talk about with Prince Maximilian? Tell me properly, without trying to gloss over itā
Freed stared fixedly at me as if to say he wonāt allow me to befuddle him even if I try.
⦠Prone to worry.
Despite thinking the matters of that man arenāt worth worrying about, reluctantly I talked to Freed about what I remembered from that conversation with the Crown Prince.
āāā
āI see⦠You said abhorā
āYupā
Iāve more or less finished the story and awaited Freedās response.
By the way, Iāve only talked about the conversation during the dance, I havenāt revealed that careless statement.
If I spilled that here, I have a feeling Iād be in dire straits.
⦠Gravely scary. Iāll keep it to myself to the bitter end.
āThen, he told you it had been a joke, but he changed his mind. Is that right?ā
āYesā
I carefully nodded as Freed confirmed details of what happened one by one.
Seeing me nod, Freed let out a deep sigh.
āWhy did you pick a fight with Prince Maximilian again. He was interested from the start, of course heād take a liking to you if you did such a thing, right?ā
What are you doing raising flags yourself , watched with such a feeling I shrunk.
Itās exactly like that. I have no words to return.
Picking a fight with that sort of man on the contrary makes them interested, thatās certain.
The typical development often seen in my previous life.
Doing that despite being aware of it, even I think Iām an idiot.
Even so.
I too have an excuse. Because I couldnāt help it.
In the first place, heās the one who picked the fight with me first.
ā⦠Because, he said heās the same as Freedā
āEh?ā
As Freed asked back, I explained the situation in detail.
Before I didnāt speak of it because I was talking in general, so while at it I relayed the content of the conversation with the Crown Prince.
ā If itās only about being a crown prince, Iām the same. Since weāre the same anyway, because I can use you skillfully take my hand , is what he saidā
As I spoke sullenly, Freed looked up at the ceiling as if convinced.
ā⦠Well, what should I say, itās just like that Prince to say itā
āThen I got angryā¦ā
Until then Iād been able to be polite, I believe Iād been able to deal with him calmly.
Everything went crazy from that moment.
ā⦠I flared up, and before I noticed said I abhor himā
āDid you get angry because he said Iām the same as him?ā
Freed asked quietly.
While staring in his blue eyes I nodded.
I donāt think I did something wrong. Iām not regretting either.
Even so, itās a fact I did something careless.
Thatās why I thought itās inevitable Iād get scolded, but for some reason Freed breathed out and slowly stroked my hair.
āFreed?ā
āHmm⦠I canāt get angry at Lidi today anymoreā
Freed smiled with a troubled face.
I wonder if itās my imagination that his expression looks strangely happy.
As I tilted my head finding it strange, Freed entwined his hand with mine.
And with his mouth slackening he slowly spun the words.
ā⦠Especially after I heard such a storyā
āNo, butā
āNo, spare me from more today. Actually, what I wanted to hear the most is what Lidi said to Prince Maximilian at the end, but see?ā
āUghā¦ā
After all it was exposed.
Freed seems to have noticed I didnāt talk about it on purpose.
But well, that may be natural.
After that statement, Freed helped me when I was almost caught by Crown Prince Maximilian. He was at a distance to notice something happened, with his good judgement itās impossible he wouldnāt notice.
With the gaze fixed on me, I became lost for words.
Grave⦠Ah, yup. Iāve already dug it. Itās too late, huh.
When I dropped shoulders in an easy to understand crestfallen manner, Freed smiled bitterly.
āYou didnāt talk about it earlier, so that means you donāt want to talk about it, right?ā
āNo um, itās not like thatā¦ā
If I talk about that, eventually Cainās matter will be exposed. Thatās what Iām worried about.
Itās not like I donāt think it might be fine to talk already, but in that case, Ā Iād like to get the consent of the person himself. No matter how much Iām called his master, I donāt want to do something selfish without his consent.
ā⦠Sorryā
When I hung my head, ultimately unable to say anything, Freed once again stroked my hair.
āThatās why Iāve said itās enough already, havenāt I. Iāll spare Lidi from the investigation today as thanks for getting angry for my sake. But if itās something really important, donāt worry and talk to me properly. Itās too late if something happens. Can you promiseā
āYup, I understandā
Having been gently warned I nodded.
Supposing I hear some useful information about Sahaja from Cain next, at that time Iāll talk properly, including his matter. Until then, I have to discuss it with Cain.
āWhatever the reason, I understand Lidi seriously caught Prince Maximilianās eye. Itās enough to know this much for nowā
A dangerous glint saying when push comes to stove Iāll crush him appeared in Freedās eyes.
Cold sweat flowed at Freedās words.
When Freed noticed that, while meddling with the bangs that stuck to my forehead he spoke.
āLidi, you see. Iām probably much more jealous and narrow-minded that Lidi thinks. Even though I understand Lidi doesnāt have feelings for that Prince, I have no intention of letting Prince Maximilian make advances on my Lidiā
In some respects, I have to be grateful , muttered Freed with a terribly serious face.
But, as for me I was only surprised.
After all, who would ever think heād be jealous of that Crown Prince.
I remember him saying something like this during the evening party, but I thought it was no more than a joke.
ā⦠No matter how many advances he makes on me, I wouldnāt want to go to that Princeās placeā
I abhor such men.
When I frowned, a small kiss was dropped on my forehead.
āI do understand. But I believe Iāve said it before, thatās not the reasonā
āā¦ā
I have no idea what should I say to Freed who erased his dangerous expression and heartrendingly narrowed his eyes.
āHey, Lidiā
āNn?ā
Freed whispered into my ear in a low voice. His voice was filled with heat.
When I turned to him, I met his sparkling turquoise eyes.
āSurely in the future too, there will be many men who will want Lidi. Even so, Iāll absolutely hold onto Lidi and not let go. No matter what means I have to use⦠Even so, is Lidi okay with it?ā
āI amā
Without needing to think about it I nodded. Itās not worth worrying about.