chapter 11

‘Of course, I didn’t expect it to be so convenient for me and him to be in love each other again as if nothing had happened. I was worried. I even felt depressed. Since I was in Japan, I was afraid that Ruklov may already have a wife and children. Yes … I was supposed to be prepared, but when I looked at Lukrov, who had cold eyes, in front of me, and when I was exposed to words that seemed to be refusal, my mind suddenly went dark.’

“sorry”

　’It is not possible to apologize once or twice. Of course, I know that but I couldn’t find any other words to say.’

　Even in front of Chizuru’s apology, Lukrov is still looking at his former lover from another world, without moving his eyebrows. The bonfire gave off sparks, and the only crackling sound was the only sound that echoed between them.

　’I’m finally back.’

　Even though there are only two people within reach of each other. Even though they are facing each other around the same fire, is it possible to return to the original state? Such anxiety swirls disturbingly in Chizuru’s mind and disturbs her heartbeat.

　Silence seemed to last forever, but after a while Lukrov broke his nearby branch and threw it into the wood, slowly opening his mouth.

“You haven’t changed …”

　Chizuru blinked a few times for a moment because she couldn’t determine whether he was talking to her or if she was just listening to Lukrov’s murmurs. Then, it felt like Lukrov’s facial expression was slightly softened.

“Your skin, face and body are the same as when we parted 14 years ago.”

　Chizuru nodded in a hurry to Lukrov, who added a kind of explanation.

“Over there … in my world it’s only been a year and two months old, so I haven’t changed much. But, I think my hair has grown a little.”

“One year and two months..”

“Yeah … but Lukrov hasn’t changed.”

　Once again, Lukrov grabed a dead branch and put it in the moving fire.

“No, I’ve changed. I’ve changed more than you can imagine. There’s no hero 14 years ago.”

　It was a solid statement so as not to give a chance to argue. However, Chizuru, on the other hand, was relieved by his nostalgic way of talking … because he always spoke stubbornly like this.

“I didn’t come … looking for a hero.”

　When Chizuru whispered, Lukrov slightly raised his brow.

“Who then?”

“you”

“Me?”

“Yeah … but maybe … are you married?”

　As if symbolizing Chizuru’s anxiety, a sharp roar resembling the howling of a wolf was heard from behind the darkness. Even though the night sky is clear and distant, there is a depth that can be felt if you’re alert. Yes, Chizuru has come to a world completely different from the modern Japan.

　’If Lukrov says, “I’m sorry,” I don’t what I’ll do, I don’t know how to go home.’

　If Lukrov is already married and or if there are other women you like, You may be wandering around without aim or purpose. It doesn’t seem like you have a firm mission like the last time. Certainly, when I was about to go to this world I heard the “voice” tell me to “save him.”

“marriage?”

　With outright hatred in his eyes, Lukrov bluntly repeated Chizuru’s words. “Who? With whom?”

“Well, with someone. If it’s been fourteen years, You’ll probably meet someone, I don’t know …”

　What more would she say? It seemed like her heart was crushed, but it was even harder to make a voice. Lukrov shakes his head again, as if to reproach Chizuru.

“I’m not married. I’m not going to do it.”

　Surprised Chizuru raised her face, and Lukrov, who had a more serious face, gazed at her.

　Chizuru suddenly staggered, and in order to disguise it, she shifted her line of sight to the flame that was burning between them and silently shut up. ‘It’s safe to say that you’re not married. However, the line saying that you do not intend to do it from now on is unexpectedly that you say that you do not love other women, but it seems to me that I do not love me anymore.’ The sparks dancing in the air hurt her eyes.

“You? How many men have you been able to seduce in the last 12 months?”

“eh……”

“How many men did you hold? How many men touched your lips?”

　Lukrov, who suddenly started to ask questions, had a mild tone, but under his cold expression, she felt that a hot passion was fluffing around. Chizuru hurriedly shook her head, and moved back a little to escape from the excessive heat.

“Well …”

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　Immediately after Lukrov stood up at a ferocious speed, he stood in front of Chizuru, jumping over the burning flame.

“Lu, Lukrov …”

“Answer!”

“None!! …

　Luklov’s body covered hers and Chizuru swallowed a scream. She was pushed down on the ground and he held herhead tightly, before she could even blink his lips is blocked hers by such a kiss. The ferocious kiss continued for a few seconds, and when Lukrov finally let go of her lips, the two were snorting and breathing at each other.

“Please answer … Who touched you?”

　Lukrov’s voice seemed to quiver. His big hands grabbed her face, and Chizuru’s throat was dry and she couldn’t speak well.

“No one … no one has touched me. Really … Kya!”

　Hearing that Lukrov broke her clothes in the chest area with a lightning-like momentum, he tore the white and green medieval dress that Drothy had given her, and swiftly and violently began to bite her white skin. With a rough breathing his lips greedily start to caress Chizuru’s chest and her body begins to quiver all the way to the tip of her toes.

“Wait, Lukrov … Ah.”

　Her breast was strongly sucked, and Chizuru’s field of view of became pure white. When Lukrov’s tongue caressed there cleverly, , and Chizuru’s mouth leaked louder moans. But of course he wasn’t happy with that.

“Is there a man who touched this chest?”

“Ahh!”

　Chizuru moaned as the tip of her other chest was struck with his finger. If she doesn’t answer quickly, Lukrov will surely get mad. However, Chizuru can no longer speak because of the intense sensations, and Lukrov, who did not get an answer, pressed harder down against Chizuru.

“Has a man touched this chest?!!”

　In the middle of his rough breath, Rukrov asked to yell. Chizuru cried back in tears.

“No! No one but you … !”

　Suddenly, Lukrov’s act of suking and biting her chest stopped.

　With a rough breath, he envelps Chizuru and stares into her eyes while Chizuru was breathing as rough as him.

“So … what about this?”

　This time he spoke in a slightly softer tone than before, but that doesn’t mean that he is being kind.

“…!”

　Lukrov’s fingers head into the base of Chizuru’s feet. Despite Chizuru’s first in a year and two months, and Lukrov’s first in fourteen years, his hands seemed to remember everything exactly. He quickly finds the most sensitive part of Chizuru and strokes it.

“Who touched here …?”

　For a moment, she wondered what would happen if she answered “someone”. The best knight of the country is sometimes the devil of the country. I’m sure someone will see the blood.

“Hmm … mmmm”

“Did someone touch here …”

　The caress was obsessive, and it seemed that he was trying to delay the response because he was afraid to hear the answer from Chizuru. Chizuru’s secret part begins to get wet with liquid, and a lukewarm sound overflows.

“Nobody … nobody … nobody touched me, only …”

　At the response of Chizuru, Lukrov finally slowed down and stared at her in a hurry to answer.

“Nobody, nobody. Only you … only you, so please believe me.”

　Chizuru told him, and touched Lukrov’s cheek with a trembling hand, in the break of breathing. “I’m back because I love you. I love you …”

　Lukrov’s answer did not come back to Chizuru’s confession.

　Or maybe that was the answer. Even so, the two of the held each other under the starry sky that night-again.

　Chizuru realized again what Lukrov was like. He can be an incredibly kind lover, or a terrifying knight who just wants to kill when approached.

　He does not allow betrayal or share a loved one with someone.

　He doesn’t easily accept someone in his heart. Not to mention the ex-lover who once betrayed him … especially an ex-lover who left him.