ā€œYesterday was terribleā€¦ā€
I was left alone so I waited for Nanami to come back, then went home together.
I was worried about Akari, but it seemed that she arrived at home before me.
ā€œAkari…are you okay?ā€
After that incident, Akari locked herself inside her room. She didn’t show up at dinner, and even took a bath before I arrived home.
That’s why I couldn’t read her notes last night.
I wanted to know her feelings, after everything that happened…
ā€œOh, crap— I’ll be late.ā€
When I glanced at the clockā€˜s hands, it was already time for school.
A lot of things happened, so I guess I’ll need some time to collect my thoughts.
With that in mind, I headed for the door.
ā€œAah!… A-Akari, good morning.ā€
I met her as I was about to leave the house.
ā€œā€¦!ā€
She was surprised when I called her out of nowhere. But as usual, she ignored me (again). She might be upset. I guess I have to start from scratch again.
ā€œAā€¦ā€
But it’s strange.
Normally, whenever I would call out to her, she would immediately walk away without saying a word. But now, for some reason, she stopped.
Aware of my presence, she then whispered something.
ā€œAkari… What’s wrong?ā€
I was curious so I tapped her on her shoulder and asked.
I looked at her face, and as usual, her ears were bright red. Maybe she’s still worried about what happened yesterday?
ā€œ~~~~!ā€
She screamed inaudibly and with a bang, she opened the door and ran away.
ā€œWhat am I supposed to do…?ā€
The only thing I could do was mutter to myself.
***
ā€œOkay, let’s end here today!ā€
It was getting late and the manager had finally announced the end of club activities.
Actually, I wanted to leave early so that I could talk with Akari, but I can’t say, ā€œI want to accompany my sister, so please let me take a break from the club.ā€
No, I have to think of another excuse…
Looking back this morning, I guess it would be more difficult to talk with Akari.
I’ll try my best tomorrow.
ā€œHey, Yusuke, do you have a little time after this?ā€
As I was about to leave, Nanami approached me.
ā€œYeah, I have some time. What do you want?ā€
ā€œI wanna talk… about what happened yesterday.ā€
Well, I guess I would have to make things clear…
I don’t know how far into ā€œyesterdayā€ she wanted to talk about, but I couldnā€˜t refuse.
ā€œOkay, well, I got this strange feeling.ā€
From the look on her face, it didn’t seem like it would be a pleasant conversation.
ā€œI’m sorry to take up so much of your time.ā€
I stopped at a cafe near the school and listened to what Nanami had to say.
ā€œNo, that’s fine. What’s the matter?ā€
ā€œYeah, the thing is… Well, how should I say it?ā€
She looked as if she was having a hard time saying something and was worried about my reaction.
ā€œNanami?ā€
ā€œI’m not sure what to say… Well I know, but I have to tell you.ā€
—And what is it?
ā€œYou know, yesterday when they were arguing, I felt something.ā€
ā€œHm.ā€
ā€œI think Akari-chan likes you.ā€
ā€œWhaā€”ā€
What?
ā€œI’m just making a guess, but it’s possible.ā€
She continued while I was stunned by her remark.
ā€œI believe she’s ignoring you not because she hates you, but because she likes you.ā€
ā€œNo, no, it can’t be possible.ā€
What was she talking about all of a sudden?
ā€œI’ve always thought that she didn’t like you. If everyone saw her usual attitude, they would believe that was the case, until now.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€
ā€œBut, like I said before, I’ve always thought there was something wrong with her. You used to be so close, but then she changed too muchā€¦ā€
I think that’s what she said when she came to my house on Friday.
ā€œI wanted to check out something, that’s why I invited you two on a date. Of course, it’s also to help you, but…if she didn’t hate you then and if there’s another reason… then what you’re trying to do now is meaningless.ā€
Her words hit right on the mark.
ā€œSo… how did she look in your eyes?ā€
ā€œTo be honest, I don’t think she hates you. Rather, she likes you.ā€
ā€œBut that’sā€¦ā€
ā€œRemember your argument with senpai yesterday?ā€
Intercepting my words, Nanami continued,
ā€œBefore that, I was alone with Akari-chan. When you left to make a phone call, I told her the reason why we were on a date. I said, ā€˜The reason why I invited you was because Yusuke’s acquaintance wants to be friends with you. And that’s why Yusuke was trying to fix his relationship with you, Akari-chan’.ā€
Why would you tell that lie to Akari…?
ā€œAnd she seemed very upset when she heard that. Rather than being surprised, I saw a very sad expression on her face… After that, she left her seat and ran away immediately.ā€
ā€œThis much happened without my knowledgeā€¦ā€
ā€œAnd the most important thing happened after that. Do you remember what Akari-chan was going to say when you were arguing with Yamamoto-senpai?ā€
ā€œThat… Akari isā€¦ā€
ā€œā€˜You’ve said enough… Don’t you dare to utter a single word about my Onii-chan.’ After that, she said that her brother was more attractive. Without a doubt, you weren’t hated by Akari-chan.ā€
ā€œWell… it could be true.ā€
What Nanami said was exactly the truth. Yesterday, Akari was furious for my sake because Yamamoto spoke nonsense about me.
ā€œSo, I’m just guessing from here, but I’m sure that Akari-chan likes you. But for some reason, sheā€˜s keeping her distance. I don’t know what it is, but…maybe she ā€˜likes’ you more than we think.ā€
Ah… Now I’m in trouble.
It may have been careless of me to ask Nanami and the others for advice.
ā€œI understand what you’re trying to say, but I just can’t believe it. The way she has been acting so far doesn’t seem like it.ā€
ā€œWell, I’m just guessing. It’s not like I have any proof. But I’m sure I’m not wrong.ā€
She was confident despite the lack of confirmation.
ā€œBut if Akari… likes me, isn’t it strange to keep a distance? We’re siblings, and if she doesn’t hate me, then at least she can be a little more friendly.ā€
ā€œThat’s why. As I said earlier, I think the ā€˜like’ that she feels is different from what we imagine.ā€
ā€œDo you mean sheā€¦ā€
ā€œYes, she likes you as a man, that’s what I’m saying.ā€
Hypothetically speaking, Nanami was indeed correct.
ā€œSo you’re saying that Akari has feelings for me, but she’s holding back because I’m her brother?ā€
ā€œWell, I think it’s fair to say that. If she keeps her distance, only then she can control her emotions towards you. And this explains why she was acting like that.ā€
…!!