For some reason, he felt as if he hadnât seen her face in over a month and a half.
It was as if God had inadvertently neglected to move forward in time, and before he knew it, a month and a half had passed.
âSomething is wrong.â
Feeling this way, Yuzuru went to the heart of the jungle to solve the question.
âArisa!â
âK-kya~!ăYuzuru-san!ăUm, Iâm in the middle of bathing, or rather⊠what is it?â
âI wanted to check something.â
âW-what is it?â
âI was wondering if the color of the lower part is the same as the topâŠâ
ââŠhuh?â
Next time: Yuzuruâs death!
One day.
While he was taking a shower, he looked at the figure in the bathroom and tilted his head.
ââŠhm?â
Yuzuruâs gaze landed on his abdomen in the mirror.
There was something not quite right about it.
ââŠKuh.â
He tried to depress his belly and put more effort into his abdominal musclesâŠ
Then directly touched and pinched his abdomen with his fingers to confirm it again and again.
ââŠNo way, thatâs ridiculous.â
After quickly washing up, Yuzuru wiped his hair with a bath towelâŠ
He got on the scale in the changing room.
âWhat theâŠ!â
He had gained weight.
(Iâd like to think itâs because Iâm in a growth spurt that Iâve gained weight âŠbut itâs hard to deny the meat on my bellyâŠ)
Since his height had increased somewhat, it was only natural that his weight would increase accordinglyâŠ
But he felt that he had gained more weight than he had gained in height.
Of course, the muscle was heavier than fat, so one canât judge weight alone as âfatâ.
However, he didnât feel like he had gained any muscle mass, and since his belly seemed to be sticking out a bit, it was reasonable to conclude that he had gained weight.
(But why? âŠIâm sure Iâm not getting less exercise. In fact, Iâm working even more at my part-time job.)
Yuzuru was working in the hall of a restaurant.
His job as a hall staff was not only to bring food and take orders but also to patrol the restaurant so that customers could easily talk to the staff.
So, the amount of exercise was surprisingly high.
At least more than lounging around at home or playing video games.
A few months ago, he had to work more shifts to buy a gift for Arisa, so his physical activity must have increased.
(Whatâs the causeâŠ?)
While Yuzuru was inwardly thinking about thisâŠ
âYuzuru-san, Yuzuru-san⊠are you listening to me?â
There was a cute voice that sounded like a bell ringing.
There was no way that Arisa would dislike Yuzuru just because he gained some weight, and it was not like he gained enough weight to tell herâŠ
It was a manâs vanity.
Even if itâs a lie, Yuzuru wanted the image of him in Arisaâs mind to be a strong âmachoâ man.
âI see⊠If you ever need any help, just let me know.â
âThank you. Um⊠so?â
âWould you like a second helping?ăWe still have some meat and potatoes. And some rice.â
âAh⊠right. I think Iâll have some.â
Todayâs main dish was meat and potatoes with fresh potatoes and onions.
It would depend on the person whether one could eat white rice with the meat and potatoes, but Yuzuru was in the category that could eat it.
âIs that so? Got it.â
Arisa replied in a nonchalant and obliging manner.
But Yuzuru, who had known her for a long time, could tell that Arisaâs voice was very buoyant.
If she had a tail, it would have been wagging.
âHere you go.â
âThank you.â
Yuzuru received a bowl of white rice and some meat and potatoes from Arisa.
It was basically carbohydrates and carbohydrates.
âAhâŠâ
âWhatâs wrong?â
âN-no⊠itâs nothing.â
In response to Arisaâs slightly anxious question, Yuzuru shook his head slightly exaggeratedly and resumed eating.
And as he ate, he thoughtâŠ
(This is the cause, huh�)
The culprit was Arisa.
The amount of exercise remained the same.
But why did he gain weight?
The answer was simple.
Because he ate more.
Indeed, it was natural logic when he thought about it.
To be honest, Yuzuru had also been aware of it for a while.
Even though he was aware of it, he had been ignoring it, daring not to think about it.
Because Arisaâs cooking was delicious.
She also considers the nutritional balance.
And since it was Arisaâs cooking, there were practically no calories.
But no matter how well-balanced the nutrition is, it was obvious that if one ate more, one would gain weight.
Because it was delicious, and because Arisa would ask, âDo you want a second helping?â, he couldnât help but overeat.
In addition, she recently made him eat a high-calorie cake.
âYuzuru-san, Yuzuru-san.â
â⊠Ah, um⊠Sorry. Whatâs wrong?â
After dinner.
While he was cleaning up the dishes, Arisa spoke to him and Yuzuru came to his senses.
âNo, um⊠your hands stopped. I mean, did you finish washing the dishesâŠ?â
âAh⊠sorry. Iâve already washed these.â
Yuzuru said and handed the plate to Arisa.
Arisa wiped the dishes she received from Yuzuru with a cloth and placed them in the draining basket.
âAre you sure youâre okay, Yuzuru-san?â
âNah⊠itâs really not a big dealâŠâ
âIt doesnât sound like anything serious⊠but, even if itâs trivial, I can help you, okay?â
Now, Yuzuru wondered what to do.
Although he didnât want to say too much⊠When it comes to losing weight, Arisaâs help would be essential.
After thinking about it for a bitâŠ
Yuzuru said.
âErr⊠It will be fine to have a little less quantity for meals from next time.â
Not wanting to say that he had gained weight, Yuzuru only dared to say what he wanted.
And Arisa wasâŠ
âEhâŠ?â
Her hand stopped.
Her eyes widened and she froze.
ââŠArisa-san?â
âW-was it⊠not tasty?â
âN-noâŠâ
âIâm sorry. Was there something in it that you didnât like?ăOr was it not salty enoughâŠ?ăOr was the flavor too strong?ăOr was it too sweet? âŠMaybe the smell of the meat wasâŠâ
With a slightly pale face, Arisa asked Yuzuru.
Her voice was trembling, and her expression showed terrible anxiety.
Yuzuru realized that this was the wrong thing to say.
âNo, there was nothing wrong with the taste.â
âR-really?ăS-so, is it possible that there was hair in it?ăOr maybe you just donât like my homemade food anymoreâŠâ
âArisa!â
Yuzuru shouted loudly and hugged Arisa tightly.
Arisaâs body trembled with fear.
âCalm down. I love your cooking, and I love you even more than that.â
Yuzuru whispered in Arisaâs ear.
Then the stiffness in Arisaâs body slowly melted away.
âI-is that soâŠ?â
Yuzuru slowly pulled away from Arisa.
Arisaâs face had turned bright red.
âSorry. I lost my composure⊠Um⊠then, why only a small amount? Is it because there was too much, or maybe you couldnât finish it or something like that?â
âFirst of all, that kind of issue⊠is there, I guess? Well, it is not a problem, because we freeze the excess and eat it later.â
ââŠthen?â
âUm⊠Iâve gained weight.â
ââŠYes?â
âIâm gaining weight, so I thought Iâd go on a diet.â
ââŠOh.â
Yuzuru felt a little embarrassedâŠ
Arisa, on the other hand, had a dumbfounded expression.
ââŠso men get fat too.â
ââŠItâs not uncommon for men to be fat.â
âIâm sorry. That was a poor choice of words. Um⊠I didnât mean practically, I meant conceptually⊠or that you care about it.â
Women were very sensitive about their body shape.
So even if there was no change in appearance, a gain of a few pounds would be perceived as âfatâ.
Men, on the other hand, did not care if they gained a few kilos.
They didnât even weigh themselves in the first place.
Thatâs what Arisa was trying to say.
âBut did you really gain weight?ăIsnât it just because youâre growing up?ăIt doesnât look like youâve changed at allâŠâ
âItâs not so much the weight gain itself⊠itâs more like I feel that my stomach is sticking out a littleâŠâ
If the weight gain was due to the increase in muscle mass, he would be rather pleased.
Thinking about this, Yuzuru rolled up his clothes a little.
âItâs like thisâŠâ
âH-heyâŠ!ăDonât do that out of the blue!â
Arisa looked away, embarrassed.
Her cheeks were rosy, her gaze averted, but she glanced at Yuzuruâs stomach.
However, the act of suddenly rolling up oneâs clothes and showing oneâs skin was not allowed.
It was a feeling that Yuzuru could not quite understand.
âI-I mean, do you really have to show it?â
âNo⊠Well, I wanted to ask you if things are different from Arisaâs point of view.â
If possible, Yuzuru wanted to hide the fact that he had gained weightâŠ
But, now that itâs known, he decided it would be better to let her see it than to hide it.
âEh⊠T-thatâs right. Y-yeah⊠From my point of view, itâs not really âŠb-but now that you mention it⊠compared to last summer⊠itâs true that itâs harder to see your abs⊠although it might be due to memory correction.â
âIn Arisaâs mind, are my abs memorable?â
âD-donât be weird about itâŠâ
âAre they memorable?â
ââŠW-well, I thought you were muscular and sexy, you know?â
Last summer, when they went to the pool, Arisa was still in her tsun-tsun phase.
However, the fact that she thought Yuzuru was âsexyâ in his swimsuit from that time on, meant that Arisa also saw him as the opposite sex.
Yuzuru could also honestly say that when he saw Arisaâs breasts at the pool a year ago, he thought, âWow, sexy!â. It was probably the same kind of thing.
Just as Yuzuru had many thoughts when he remembered Arisa in her swimwear, Arisa also had thoughts about Yuzuru in her swimwear, which made him very happy.
But maybe it wasnât the feelings that were in sync, but the delusions.
âI can show you as much as you want. If you want, you can even touch it.â
ââŠIâll have to show you mine instead, wonât I? I wonât be fooled.â
Yes, he showed her his pecs. And let her touch it.
Instead, Arisa also⊠understands, right?
It seemed that this strategy would not work.
âBut âŠyou donât seem to be so fat that you need to go on a diet.ăSuddenly changing your eating habits is not good for your health, you know?â
âIf we donât take care of it early, weâll have a hard time later. Besides⊠Arisa likes muscles, donât you?â
âP-please stop saying that as if my fetish is muscleâŠ!ăWhether you have muscles or not, regardless of whether you are fat or not, Yuzuru-san is still Yuzuru-sanâŠâ
âBut if itâs me whoâs muscular or me whoâs fat, youâd prefer the former, right?â
Even though Yuzuru also likes Arisa no matter if Arisaâs waist gets fatter or her breasts and buttocks lose their volume, as Arisa is still ArisaâŠ
However, rather than a fatter Arisa, he preferred the current Arisa, who was curved where she should be curved and firm where she should be firm.
Considering the other person, it was only natural to try to make the person you love like you.
âThatâs⊠well, trueâŠâ
âBesides, itâs almost summer vacation.â
Probably, he might even go to the beach or pool with Arisa.
Perhaps Soichiro, Hijiri, Ayaka, and the others would be there.
Having a sloppy body at that time would not be good.
âOkay. Then letâs do it together.â
âNah, itâs not like Arisa also has toâŠâ
âI was also just thinking that I might need to get serious soon⊠Itâs not like Iâve gotten fat, okay?â
âNo, I know that.â
During Golden Week, he was able to see Arisa in her swimsuit, but he didnât get the impression that she was particularly fat.
She had very nice proportions.
âIâll try to keep your meals and lunches low in sugar and high in protein.â
âAh, no, you donât have to be so fussyâŠâ
âAre you underestimating it, Yuzuru-san? Are you sure you want to do this?â