Young Girlâs Thoughts and Last Time Forgiving
Liu Yue wasnât very sympathetic. She wasnât the type who could forgive anyone and everyone for anything. That said, she was a kind young girl, nonetheless. Hence, she wasnât willing to senselessly kill someone. She had never seen a dead person. She felt guilty when she thought about the fact that the boy would die due to the incident. While he did unarguably cross the line, she didnât believe he did it on purpose. Furthermore, her father didnât mind her tail being violated, so she wasnât that angry.
She was sure that the boy didnât deliberately touch her tail. However, mentioning that to her father when he was angry was a fruitless endeavour. Strictly speaking, she didnât want to save the boy. She didnât want to defy her fatherâs command, but somebody dying because of her, not to mention that he wasnât a bad person through and through, saddened her when she thought about it. She was aware she couldnât save the boy as she didnât have a key and most definitely had no plans of going to his rescue. Nevertheless, the night seemed long since she couldnât sleep.
Liu Yue sat up and peered at the empty room. She hopped off the bed and drank a cup of water. She had changed her stockings. Her white stockings clung to her ample legs. The thin white veil on her slender waist looked enchanting. Her red tail gently swung side to side. She had a slender and tall physique, with the same beautiful features as her mother, adding another aspect of beauty of youth to her. She checked herself out in the mirror. She gently hooked her finger into her stocking. She felt that her body was on par with her motherâs, but she wondered why her father still didnât pay attention to her body.
âDid Dad have that sense of self-awareness when he touched my tail today? How can I get Dad to pay attention to me? How can I get Dad to stay by my side?â pondered Liu Yue. She sighed and continued thinking, âDad likes me, but heâs always treated me as a kid. He treats me no different to a five year old. He treats me the same as when I was a kid. Iâve grown up. I hope Dad can treat me as he treats Mom. I hope Dad treats me as his woman as opposed to his daughter. How can I make Dad change the way he sees me?â
Perhaps it was because she couldnât sleep on the long night that Liu Yueâs mind was evidently lively. She recalled the story her mother told her countless times. Aforementioned story was her motherâs story with her Dad. Her mother told her about the time they met to the time they fell in love. Of course, there were two versions to the story. One version was her momâs version. The other version was her dadâs version. The difference wasnât significant, but her momâs version spoke of her dad as the one who was always clinging to her.
âDo I have to do what Mom did? At this age, my mom had already begun running around alone to revive her tribe. That must be why Dad fell in love with Mom. Being able to shoulder things is what makes one an adult, right? That being the case, do I, too, have to do something to make Dad consider me a qualified adult? Iâm confident I can defeat Mom if I can convince Dad to acknowledge me as a woman. After all, Iâm in my prime, while my Mom is an old, over-the-hill fox already. Thatâs why Iâm confident,â rationalised Liu Yue.
After her analysis, Liu Yue imagined her dad wearing her ring on for her, cheering her up. She began to rhythmically wag her tail.
Liu Yue began to spin her brain cogs again: âExcept the question is, what do I have to do to convince Dad Iâm a full-fledged adult? At present, I canât think of anything to do. The world is no longer at war. Whatâs there to do in this land and in this world? Would going to save the boyâs nation considered an accomplishment? It seems to be. Thatâs all I can do at present. The question is, is that a good idea? Leaving the nation⌠No⌠Dad has said I canât. What am I getting all excited for?
âAngering Dad isnât wise. Plus, I canât make Dad worry about me. I have to be a good girl. I know my three sisters are watching me. I may lose favour if I make the wrong move. Itâd be very hard for me to gain favour again. All of my sisters are strong competition, particularly Nona. Nona is the only one among us Father considers a woman. It must be because of her breastsâŚâ
Upon remembering the boy, Liu Yueâs conscience that had startled to settle, began to perturb her again. The random concern frustrated her. She stood up. She couldnât sleep anyway.
âSince Iâm not feeling happy, Iâll go see him. Iâll see him one last time and hear his final words. Thatâll make me feel less guilty,â decided Liu Yue.
Liu Yue got dressed. As an insurance policy, she adjusted her belt to ensure that her tail wouldnât be pulled down so easily. She pulled the door open and checked the corridor. The flames were still alight in the corridor, but the guards had yet to patrol the section she was in; therefore, she didnât need to worry about being discovered â not that it would matter if she did. It, admittedly, would be weird to know that she was visiting the boy who was going to die tomorrow, though. In addition, she didnât want her sisters to know that she sneaked out to see the boy. She planned to just exchange a few words, and then send him off tomorrow, or maybe he could sleep until heâs dead.
The main reason Liu Yue wanted to see him was to shut down the tinge of guilt she felt. It was the last time sheâd see him. If she didnât see him, sheâd never get another chance.
Nona stood at the corner of a wall. She blankly watched her sister hastily walk over in her direction. Liu Yue probably didnât know Nona wasnât asleep. Nona wasnât feeling guilty as her sister was. She merely happened to drink too much at night and needed to visit the washroom. Of course, there was also the possibility that Nona was so excited about going out with their dad tomorrow that she couldnât sleep. Nona never expected to see her sister in the corridor.
Nona wondered to herself where Liu Yue was off to. Liu Yue certainly wasnât going for a stroll judging from her hasty pace. She seemed to have something to do, but the question was âwhatâ, especially at this time of the night. The direction Liu Yue headed wasnât her dadâs room. Where could Liu Yue be going at that hour instead of sleeping when they had to leave with their dad tomorrow?
âThat direction looks dangerous for some reason⌠Thereâs the direction of the dungeon. Liu Yue was violated today, so what is she going there for? Could Liu Yue still be angry and wants to finish him off herself?! Itâs a given that he deserves to die, but personally killing him is slightly disgusting no matter how you think about it, right?â wondered Nona.
Vera irritably opened her eyes and gave Nona a shove. She rolled over and pulled her blanket over. She said, âIâm seriously tired, Nona. Donât tell me that youâre afraid of going to the toilet on your own at night. Go ask Sister Luna to take you if thatâs the case. Donât bother me. I want to sleep! If I donât sleep properly, I wonât grow!â
âNo, itâs about Liu Yue! Liu Yue went to the dungeon!â
âHuh?â Vera sat up with a bewildered look.
Nona elaborated, âYou heard that right! Liu Yue is heading toward the dungeon! Alone! Sheâs going there on her own! She must want to kill the boy. Itâs not good for us to kill no matter what the case is, right?! We need to go stop her!! We need to stop her!â
âNo, Iâm not worried about her killing him, but him killing her in the end.â
Veraâs breasts were important to her, but her sister was more important. Vera was genuinely worried her sister would be in trouble because problems always cropped up for Liu Yue whenever she was involved with a guy. That was why Vera had an odd sense of concern.
Vera grabbed her clothes by the side, and then told Nona, âGo wake Daisy. Weâre going there together. Itâs always better to have backup⌠Donât wake Mom and Dad. I donât think things will get out of hand.â
Nona always panicked when handling things, which was why she required somebody to provide her with directions. Nona responded to indicate she understood the instructions and then ran out to call Daisy. Vera adjusted her clothing and then ran out.
Liu Yue was completely oblivious to the fact that her sisters knew where she went. She was at the stairs to the dungeon but regretted the decision somewhat. After all, the dungeon was a dark and cold place. It had never been used or cleaned before, so moss and huge rocks made the place very cold.
Liu Yue was dressed in an ordinary dress. She, consequently, shivered as she looked at the stairs. Fear crept in when she looked at the darkness below. She second guessed whether or not to descend despite being there⌠She couldnât shake off the feeling that she would be the one who got the short end of the stick if she went down thereâŚ
âWe are in the Imperial Palace, so there shouldnât be any dangerâŚâ reasoned Liu Yue.
Liu Yue shook her body. Her dress appeared from her belt again. She wrapped it around herself so that it she wouldnât feel too cold. She took in a deep breath and then headed down.