The Springâs Appearance (15)
I felt a warm and soft sensation on my back in my hazy moments. I also felt a soft touch on my face. Next to my ear was someone anxiously calling out to me in her familiar voice. I slowly opened my eyes to see Momâs shocked and anxious blue eyes. Her tears fell pit pat onto my face.
Before I could speak, Mom tightened her arms around me and wailed, âMommy is so glad! Mommy is so glad!! Son, Mommy is so glad youâre all right! Mommy was so scared! Mommy was so scared this time⌠Mommy⌠Mommy⌠How could Mommy hurt youâŚ? Mommy⌠would never be hurt youâŚâ
All else aside, I was suffocating. I was very perplexed as to what that woman used my body for, though.
I mulled over Momâs appearance: âWhy are Momâs clothes torn and tattered? Sheâs a woman, so what was she trying to do? Also, sheâs Momâs substitute. She and Mom have very similar bodies. Are there lesbians among elves?â
I think she probably only wanted to humiliate Mom with my body. Iâd say she miscalculated if that was her plan. After all, Vyvyan was already used to it. Actually, Iâd say Vyvyan looked forward to it. Iâd be willing to bet Vyvyan relished it.
Mom finally released me. Then, she tightly clasped my face and looked into my eyes. The panic in her gaze faded. She stroked my head feeling consoled. With a smile, she expressed, âSon, you managed to recover before Mommy could establish a link with you. You do trust Mommy, after all; else, you wouldnât have come back. Mommy is very happy. Mommy is really happy to see you again and know that you trust Mommy!â
âI wonât forget you, Mom, never. Iâll always trust you. You were always by my side no matter what. Iâll stay by your side even if you no longer need me. I promise.â
I realised Momâs importance to me after another separation, and I finally understood just how much I loved Mom. I wanted to stay by her side even if she didnât want me anymore. I wanted to stay by her side regardless of what the circumstances might be.
However, before I could snuggle up in Momâs embrace for a while, I had gotten out of Momâs embrace. I dashed over to Lucia, who was on the ground and trying to get up. I pulled her into my embrace. She struggled to look up at me from my arms. Despite me tormenting her in such a cruel way moments ago, her expression was the same as usual. There was no fear whatsoever. Instead, she looked glad to be reunited with me. She gently wrapped her arms around my back and smiled: âYour Highness, youâve recovered⌠Iâm so glad.â
âSorry⌠sorry⌠sorry⌠sorryâŚâ
My entire body quivered as I tightly hugged Lucia. I was afraid of losing Lucia, whoâd forgive me and stay by my side no matter what. I was very scared. Lucia loved me so much and was always by my side regardless of what happened. She was able to forgive me and reveal such a blissful expression in my arms. I really loved the innocent and cute girl.
âI know. I knew from the very start that you wouldnât hate me,â said Lucia, with a soft giggle. âAfter all, if you didnât love me, I wouldnât have two daughters who are so cute. I have always believed that you always love me whenever I look your eyes and our girlsâ eyes every day.â
âYes⌠Lucia, Iâve always loved you. I love you very much⌠Iâll never abandon you, neverâŚâ
âMe, too⌠Your Highness⌠Me, tooâŚâ
Vyvyan stood up. She used a green spell to gently heal her bruises and scratches. While she was at it, she repaired her clothing. As she watched her son and Lucia, she thought, âThe two of them are in each otherâs embrace, while all I can do is watch. I wanted to hold my son for longer, but he ran from my embrace to hug the woman he loves. My son is no longer that child from then. He left me long ago.
This must be the loneliness of a mother. In the past, he was in my arms, yet now heâs tenderly hugging another woman. What can I do, though? What can I do? I can destroy the continent and kill anybody I please, but I can never bring my son, who belonged to me, back to my side, sadly. What else can I do besides watch?
Why does my chest hurt? It hurts more than when I was being pummelled. That moronic god doesnât know a thing. She thinks she can hurt me with that much? Only my son knows â actually, maybe he doesnât know â that I would never hurt him because heâs my most beloved son.â
I carried Lucia up and then glanced back at Mom. Mommy Vyvyan looked at u gentle, yet lonely. She didnât stop me. I supposed that mustâve been the look a consoled mother wore.
I turned my attention back to Lucia and quietly asked, âSorry, Lucia, but do you still have any strength left in you?â
Lucia hesitated for a moment then nodded. She instantly caught on to my thinking, so she lightly hopped out of my arms: âIâm fine, Your Highness. You should go and see Her Highness⌠I think she mustâve been hurt, as well⌠I can return by myself⌠except you canât just brush me off tonight. Iâll be up and waiting for you to come.â
âI know. I promise to come over.â
I kissed Lucia on her lips. She nodded and then used the wall as support to slowly return to her room. I couldnât take two people back; therefore, I had to give up on one. It wasnât that I didnât care about Lucia. I just knew that Iâd always be by her side. Thus, I was more worried about Mom feeling lonely.
âMom, I have lots of things I want to ask you.â
âUhm, I know, Son. Letâs go. Letâs head back and slowly discuss it,â replied Mom, laughing in a soft voice as she watched me approach her.