âYou open up firstâŚâ
To calm my nerves, I told myself, âDonât worry. Thereâs nothing to be scared of. Iâm an adult now. Iâm no longer afraid of my mom⌠and⌠and⌠now that I think about it, I canât think of anything that I did wrong⌠I just have another two. I can explain it. Mommy Vyvyan and Mommy Elizabeth canât understand what I say, anyway. I just have to say theyâre old classmates or old friends who came to hang out. Thatâll work⌠I should be able to slip my way through this oneâŚâ
I shivered as I took my keys out. It took multiple attempts to insert the key into the hole. I thought Iâd be welcomed with an aggressive scene, such as three mothers quietly sitting there, staring each other down and waiting to kill whoever dared to move⌠Or, Mommy Elizabeth and Mommy Vyvyan being unable to resist and attacking first⌠While I was cognizant Mommy Vyvyan and Mommy Elizabeth were sensitive about me, I didnât think theyâd kill someone in a place they didnât understand⌠That was what Iâd like to believe.
A part of me was concerned⌠If there was a third, I mean, a fourth mother, they wouldnât hesitate to resort to hostility. I wouldnât put it past them to try and kill my biological mom. Mommy Sylvanas was probably their bottom line. If more mothers continued to show up, the two of them wouldnât be able to contain their frustration.
Opening the door was akin to opening Pandoraâs Box or the door to hell⌠I looked inside, only to find the three more relaxed than I imagined. In fact, all of them had a can of beer in their hand and chatted merrily. It was harmonious beyond beliefâŚ
Thoughts began running through my head: âWhy are the three so harmonious? Is my mom not worried about these two random women? Are Mommy Vyvyan and Mommy Elizabeth not suspicious of this fourth mom who randomly appeared?â
Sister Ning leaned her head over and curiously stole a glimpse. She quietly asked, âSomethingâs wrong⌠Why is it so quiet? Did nothing happen?â
âMm⌠I agree that itâs unbelievably abnormal⌠but isnât that something to celebrate?â
Upon entering, the three raised their heads in unison. Mommy Vyvyan smiled: âWelcome back, Son.â
Mommy Elizabeth folded her arms and nodded: âIâm glad youâre back, Son. What did you bring back?â
My attention wasnât on Vyvyan and Elizabeth. Instead, I fearfully looked at my mom. She had an upright posture. Not a strand of hair was out of place. Her expression made me instinctively feel that I did something wrongâŚ
âYouâre back,â Mom remarked.
What surprised me, though, was that Mom didnât give me any flak. She, instead, calmly nodded as if I just went to buy salt. She looked at the pile of clothes I bought and Sister Ning, who followed behind me.
Mom regarded us with a smile: âNing, you know these people, right? It sounds as though you know each other. Else, you wouldnât have bought them clothes. I donât blame you. Foreigners do have a different concept of aesthetics compared to us.â
Sister Ning and I froze. Mommy Vyvyan and Mommy Elizabeth, who were behind me, also froze. Mom looked left and right then revealed a look of revelation. She thundered, âThese two women are related to you, after all, arenât they?! Why do you have these two women with you?! Whatâs their relationship with you?! This has never happened in our family before! Itâs not as though Mom canât accept you having a girlfriend but not two!! Look at them! They may look pretty, but theyâre around my age, arenât they?! What is going through your head?! Come home! Come home, and just you wait!!â
Before I could reply, Mommy Vyvyan hugged Momâs head from behind. Mom wanted to counter, but she instantly lost all of her energy. Then, she slowly fell onto Mommy Vyvyanâs chest. I spaced out for a brief moment and then leapt over. Mommy Vyvyan shook her head: âSheâs fine, Son. Mommy didnât kill. Mommy just felt that she needed to relieve herself.â
Mommy Vyvyan pursed her lips into a smile then placed Mom onto the sofa. She patted Momâs face and softly laughed: âHow pitiful. Sheâs putting herself through the wringer, yet she canât put down her shield. Mommy sensed it. She panicked when she realised that there was a problem. Sheâs far from being as composed as she shows on the surface. Look, Mommy helped her relax a little.â
Mom slowly opened her eyes. She saw me and Mommy Vyvyan, who was smiling. I panicked as I watched Mom come to. As soon as I went to speak, she pulled me into her embrace and tightly hugged my head. She lashed out at the two women, braying, âThis is my son, My biological son! I wonât hand him over to you! Never! Heâs my son! I will never give him to a woman without a thought! At least not now! Heâs my son! I will never hand him to you!â
Questions jumped into my mind: âWhat in the world is going on?! What the hell is this?! Whatâs going on?! No way! No Way! Sheâs not Mommy Elizabeth or Mommy Vyvyan. This is my biological mother, a soldier, a heroine who never frowns, a female soldier!! Sheâs never shown me any gentle expressions and even forced me to use my willpower to get through things when I was sick⌠Such a mother is hugging me, like this, and saying this sort of stuff?! This canât be real! It canât be real! Surely Mommy Vyvyan mustâve added something she shouldnât haveâŚâ
âSee? Sheâs the same kind as us.â Mommy Vyvyan folded her arms and chuckled in a soft voice.
Mom kissed my forehead with tears coursing down her face. She whimpered, âMommy didnât want to treat you that way, either⌠Mommy wanted to hug you and kiss you as other mothers did, too⌠Mommy also wanted to dote on you⌠but⌠but⌠Mommy canât⌠Mommy⌠is too concerned with how others evaluate Mommy⌠Mommy⌠shouldnât have behaved that way⌠Mommy loves you⌠really⌠Mommy⌠really loves youâŚâ
Itâs not really my place to tell you what happened after. After calming down, Mom fell asleep until night time. I couldnât tell if it was her pent up feelings that she never let out or if Mommy Vyvyan messed with her mind. I couldnât bear to leave when I watched her sleep. Regardless, I knew I didnât belong in this world.
At night, I replenished Mommy Vyvyanâs mana. She enjoyed it to the absolute max. Afterwards, she drew up a magic formation at a tall building near our house.
I had mixed emotions. I kissed Zhu Liangzheâs Mom on the cheek. Frankly, I couldnât imagine how she dealt with the news of my death when she loved me so much. My initial assumption was wrong. Mom wasnât the type of mother to be proud of me for sacrificing myself to save a child. She loved me. She wouldnât feel proud. She mustâve bawled until she passed out in front of my grave.
I had the option of staying, but I couldnât. I was dead. Zhu Liangzhe was dead. Momâs Zhu Liangzhe was dead. Everything in this world was an illusion. It was all just a dreamâŚ
Knowing I had to return to the world I reincarnated into, I silently apologised: âSorry, Mom⌠It truly wasnât on purposeâŚâ