Kyrie turned around in the position of putting her hand on the doorknob. Nathaniel did not answer. He was looking at her with a far and distant smile in the noon sunshine.
Kyrie instinctively turned the doorknob at that moment.
Kagak. Kkak.
There was a clasp scratching sound, but the door didnât open.
Was it an illusion? In a moment, even Nathanielâs shadow seemed to dance with joy.
[You canât go out.]
Kyrie had hardened. All kinds of thoughts passed through her mind. Afterwards, she smiled as calmly as possible.
âI thinkâŠâŠ someone broke the doorknob. Call someoneâŠâŠ.â
[It wonât work, but if you want to.]
Nathaniel buried himself deep in the sofa as if he were looking at a child who wanted to become an adult soon. The blatant action made Kyrie bite her lips. Even when she turned the doorknob again, the rattling sound only rang hollow. She looked up, swallowed her emotions, and turned back and asked.
âDid you lock it?â
[A servant did.]
âIâm not in the mood for jokes. Did you order it?â
[Of course.]
ââŠâŠNathaniel. It canât be like this.â
[It can.]
âNathaniel! Now youâre jokingâŠâŠ!â
[Joking?]
Kyrie swallowed her breath when she saw Nathaniel standing near her in a blink of an eye.
[Which part of what Iâm saying sounds like a joke?]
Nathaniel looked down at her. It was transparent ice-like snow on the sea. It was clear without impurities, but the depth was unknown.
Kyrie stepped back without realizing it and leaned against the door. She tried not to show her suffocation, but it didnât work out. In front of Nathaniel, who did not smile, even her breath was noisy.
âBut I have no intention of being swayed.â
Kyrieâs purple eyes became fierce.
âI have a free will for my body. What rights do you have to keep me from getting out of here?â
[Oh. Rights.]
Nathaniel giggled. He slowly raised his hand and wrapped it around Kyrieâs neck. His eyes were cold. His eyes looked as if he were looking at an immature child.
[Rights]
As their skin touched, the cold air permeated through her neck. Kyrie trembled without realizing it, and Nathaniel lowered his head slowly. It wasnât until he reached close enough to touch her lips that he twisted his head and whispered.
[Kyrie. I donât ask anyone for permission.]
It was an arrogant and cold voice.
[No one is above me.]
ââŠâŠ.â
[Itâs the same for you.]
Their eyes met from the corner. The blue eyes, as cold and heavy as the heart of sapphire, seemed to sink Kyrie into the deep sea right away. Eyes with no emotion, no excitement, no human joy. Fear slowly began to creep into Kyrieâs mind. Whether he liked it, Nathaniel laughed while lowering his black eyelashes like a velvet fan.
[Donât be mistaken, Kyrie.]
He gently slapped her cheek and took a step back. Pulling his chin, his posture holding the cane with both hands was elegant. He was not a human being, so he wore this noblest human shell and put it under his feet.
[Donât be mistaken.]
Nathaniel kindly looked down at the hardened Kyrie, who feared about what was to come.
[I donât think itâs a bad deal. Of course. I canât keep you in any cage, can I?]
He gestured. The strings hanging from the ceilings everywhere rattled by themselves. Soon, the door opened behind Kyrieâs back that did not open no matter what she did.
âDid you call us, Kyrie Buchanan?â
ââŠâŠ.â
About thirty servants lined up outside the door and bowed at the same time. Kyrie was choked with the greetings from the numerous servants whom she could only see the top of their head.
âTheyâreâŠâŠ servants of Count Buchanan.â
[That way, youâll be less shy. Your father also allowed it.]
When Nathaniel beckoned, the door closed again. He reached out his hand to Kyrie where she was. Kyrie held his hand with a learned movement, and when she tried to pull her hand out, she was already seated on the drawing room sofa.
âMy father did that?â
Kyrie asked with an uneasy face.
[Yes.]
âMy fatherâs off limits to you.â
[Indeed.]
âWhat did you talk about?â
[I wonder.]
Kyrie managed to press down on her tearful stomach.
âDonât joke around and tell me.â
Nathaniel touched the smooth surface of his cane with a smile, which, in other words, seemed to be made to smell refreshing forever.
[Kyrie. Humans compromised.]
âCompromise?â
[A tribute to you, a compliment to you, a respect to you, and all of that in exchange for taking you away. If you also have eyes, you would have just seen that none of the servants made eye contact with you.]
ââŠâŠ.â
[Thatâs the price of your blood]
After he had finished whispering, he leaned against his cane and stared at Kyrie.
[Disappointed?]
Kyrie bit her lips, then raised her eyes again fiercely.
âDonât avoid the subject. You say as if they made me this way, but no. You are the one locking me up, arenât you?â
[It didnât work either.]
Nathaniel grinned. His smile was so beautiful that one could cry, so Kyrie felt it. He meant it.
âLet me go.â
[I canât.]
âThereâs no reason to do this.â
[Itâs too dangerous for you out there.]
âItâs not dangerous! It was Princess Juliaâs fault, and itâs not going to happen againâŠâŠ!â
[How can I be sure that it wonât?]
Eyes like a very clear ice lake blinked.
[Thatâs your arrogance.]
âNathaniel!â
[Iâve already given you a chance.]
âNobody can give me a chance!â
[Really?]
He squinted his eyes and smiled. It was close to ridicule.
[I donât think so.]
Nathaniel reached out. Unlike before, Kyrie did not hold his hands, but only looked at him with confused eyes. Nathaniel whispered once again in a strangely excited voice.
[You donât think so?]
Kyrie didnât answer. She bit her lips and turned her head away.
[Kyrie.]
Despite the small call, she saw the door that wouldnât open in front of her.
[Grab it.]
Nathanielâs voice became lower. Still, Kyrie still didnât answer him.
Soon, she heard Nathaniel get up. Soon after, when Nathaniel stood in front of her sitting on the sofa, Kyrie couldnât help but look up at him. Nathanielâs smiling face showed no signs of displeasure.
âLet me out.â
Nathaniel reached out. His big cold hand wrapped Kyrieâs cheek but she shook it off, but Nathaniel didnât even seem to be hurt. The white hand with prominent bones was rather slower and softer, touching Kyrieâs ears and cheeks.
[I canât.]
âLike yesterday, I can use my body to threaten you.â
[Youâd better not think about it. If you donât want to be tied up.]
âAre you out of your mind? Do you think Iâll be able to stay with you after all that insult?â
While looking at Kyrie, who was angry in a rather high voice, Nathaniel stared at her with a gentle expression. In fact, he seemed rather interested.
[It means to think carefully. Thereâs no owner who abandons his pet just because his animal bites his hand.]
âIâm not an animal.â
[Of course. You know how to talk.]
âDonât be sarcastic.â
[Itâs the way you like.]
âAt least I look properly at the other person.â
[For me, this is âproperâ.]
He lowered his head slowly and put his forehead together with Kyrie.
[Nathaniel, whom only you didnât know, feared by humans. All the evil in the world.]
It seemed that a devil was whispering. He was like the sea, so the small emotions of humans quickly diminished.
[How can you be so naiveâŠâŠ.]
He giggled. Kyrie looked into his eyes as a small blue universe revolved. The blue eyes in front of her nose seemed to become more ecstatic as Kyrieâs purple eyes were shaken by anxiety.
âThis is not rightâŠâŠ.â
[I donât care.]
âI am a humanâŠâŠ.â
[Yes, youâre a social animal. Would you like to have a ball every day? If you want, we can play chess for ten days and nights.]
âThat meansâŠâŠ.â
[Iâll give you the moon that doesnât tilt forever. In this palace, the flowers will be red for ten days, and you will take everything from your seat.]
Kyrie trembled at Nathanielâs voice, which came in softly like the sound of the waves of the night sea. The more he spoke, the more she felt keenly that he was not human. Nathaniel bumped the tip of his nose to Kyrieâs and asked her tenderly as never before.
[Are you hurt?]
She was hurt, or she wasnât hurt. He didnât know that it didnât matter.