I took a shower and stood in front of the sink. Iāve been doing strength training for years, so Iāve always had muscles, but since Iāve started working as a cleaner, I feel like Iāve gained muscles all over the place. It seems that cleaning work uses muscles that I never thought Iād use, and my thighs and back are starting to stand out.
āJust in case, you know, I should brush my teeth for good manners.ā
I brush my mouth carefully, and while Iām at it, I brush my tongue as well. I trimmed my hair andā¦ā¦stopped my hand there.
āI never cared about my appearance before.ā
My face, which used to be covered with stubble, is now clean and smooth. Even if I donāt have a part-time job, I try to shave once every two days. For ten years, I thought I didnāt want to meet people. Now Iām actively trying to meet people myself.
āItās normal, butā¦ā¦itās growing on me a bit.ā
When I was a recluse, Seika would call and text me every day, but I found it annoying and threw away my cell phone. After that, I had no way of contacting her, and she visited my house a few times, but I didnāt even try to see herā¦ā¦
I put the can of hair conditioner I had in my hand back on the shelf and just lightly stroke it with my hand. During my stay in the āVillage of Fate,ā I had called Seika to confirm our feelings for each other. At the time, I was just happy, but when I thought about it calmly, I realizedā¦ā¦that I had no power or right to make her happy now.
Iāve been able to get a part-time job since I was a NEET, but now Iām just trying to make ends meet. No, Iām living with my parents and not paying rent or utilities. I canāt even support myself on my own. I do have some money in the house, but itās not enough to pay for even a cheap apartment.
Seika probably doesnāt even care about my income. In fact, with her income, the two of us should be able to live comfortably. She works at such a famous company that even I know about it. When I looked it up on the internet once, I was overwhelmed by the high starting salary.
āBut I canāt give up this part. Even if I canāt make the same amount of moneyā¦ā¦I want to be paid enough to support the two of us.ā
One way is to become a full-time employee instead of a part-time worker. I was talking to the president once.
āYoshio, if you want to be my employee, youāre welcome. I can guarantee you two days off per week, except during the busiest times.ā
I was cut off at once.
āYouāll be more stable if you get a full-time job because youāll have all kinds of insurance. However, if you want to do something else, you can work part-time. Weāve had people who wanted to be in a band, novelists, and manga artists at the same time.ā
For the time being, I was just hoping to get a part-time job, but I couldnāt say anything back to the presidentās proposal.
āThereās no need to rush, but you should at least decide what you want to do in the future. Of course, you can also say you want to continue working because you canāt think of anything. Not everyone has a dream or a purpose. Itās up to the individual to decide what they want to do as long as they have enough money to live day to day.ā
I just nodded.
āWhat do you want to do in the futureā¦ā¦?ā
I broke away from a decade of doing nothing and started working part-time. I was satisfied with that. Iām working harder than I did back then, and I feel more alive. But thatās not good enough. I canāt be satisfied here.
Even if I wanted to go out with Seika, I couldnāt even afford a date. About half of the money I earn from my part-time job is saved to pay for the āVillage of Fateā. Whenever I look back at my money and current situation, I almost regret coming back here from that village, but I chose my own path. I donāt want to say anything shameful now.
āThatās what I wanted. Itās a little late to regret my choice, isnāt it?ā
Ten years ago, there was something I was really aiming for. But I had a setback and stopped trying, and it would be impossible for me to get into that industry in this state. I donāt hate the cleaning business. In fact, I even think it suits me.
If thatās the case, then I should just bow to the boss and ask him to make me a full-time employee. Butā¦ā¦.I was about to start thinking about it again, so I washed my face with water, put on my usual going out clothes instead of my fancyā¦ā¦clothes, and headed for Seikaās house.
ā¦ā¦ā¦
Standing in front of Seikaās house, I was impressed by the fence that surrounded the property. It hadnāt changed since the old days, but it was always magnificent. The white stucco walls are topped by a black tiled roof. It looked like a mansion from a period drama.
āIām sure the village would love to have a stone wall like this in the end.ā
Itās still a log fence, but for strength, Iād like to replace it with something more magnificent. Whenever I see a structure these days, I first think about whether or not it could be incorporated into the village. There is a wooden gate on the stucco wall, which is quite old-fashioned and looks as if it has a huge lock on the inside, but it actually has a keyhole and opens smoothly despite its appearance.
It used to be heavy and hard, but they remodeled it before. The door was unlocked, so I opened it and went inside. There was white gravel in the garden and in front of the entrance, giving it a perfect Japanese look. When I pressed the doorbell by the door, I immediately heard Seikaās voice.
āCome in.ā
āSorry to bother you.ā
When I opened the sliding door and entered the house, there was a dirt floor, and on the left was a kitchen with a cooking stove. There is a sense of a good old traditional house that does not betray its appearance, but in fact it was not like this in the past. There used to be a very ordinary kitchen, but it was remodeled to look like this.
There is a large shoebox on the right that can hold dozens of pairs of shoes. However, since only Seika and Grandma Okiku live there, more than four-fifths of it remains empty. There is a huge pillar in front of the house and a sunken fireplace in the back, surrounded by cushions.
Looking at it all, one might get the impression that it has remained unchanged for tens, maybe even hundreds of years, but this is all after the renovation. It used to be an ordinary living room.
In fact, the interior design of this old house was a combination of hobby and practical use for Seikaās parents. They wanted to open an old house style cafe for a long time, so they took the plunge and remodeled their old house.
As a result, it became a quaint old house style, but unfortunately, right after it was completed, they were killed in a car accident. I was more used to the old style than this interior, so it still feels strange to me.
āGood, make yourself at home by the fireplace.ā
Seika peeks out from the room that was supposed to be a private room to welcome me. It is now her room. Incidentally, the room next to hers is Grandma Okikuās.
āLove you.ā
I sat down in front of the sunken fireplace. It certainly has a certain charm. Beyond the sunken fireplace, there were shoji screens, which opened to reveal a series of large glass windows. Beyond that, there was a pond with carp swimming in it, which Seikaās parents had insisted on. Itās certainly not bad. Just gazing out at it makes me feel as if Iām enjoying a luxury.
āItās really splendid, even the bathroom is so stylish.ā
Seika sat down in front of me with a wry smile. Unlike me, Seika wears proper clothes even at home. Sheās wearing a sleeveless black dress with a light cardigan over it. Underneath is a pair of shorts. Iām not a fashion expert, but I can at least understand that it looks good on her. I tried to think of something clever to say, but nothing came to mind. I need to work on my communication skills a little.
āThis house is too big for just me and Grandma. I wouldnāt mind if there were one or two more people here.ā
She stares at me with a meaningful expression on her face. Sheās playing with me, isnāt she? I can see the smile on her face.
āIf I get kicked out of the house, rent me a room.ā
āOh, God. Thatās how you try to get away with it.ā
The casual exchange was pleasant. Iād like to keep chatting with her, but I think itās time to cut to the chase.
āSo what is it that you want to talk to me about?ā
āUm, well, Iām actually thinking about changing jobsā¦ā¦.ā
I was preparing myself for what kind of advice I was going to give, but she surprised me. Iāve been unemployed for a long time, and Iāve never had a full-time job. It means sheās in a lot of trouble, right?
āUh-huh. I donāt think I can give you any advice since Iāve never worked before.ā
āMaybe I just need someone to listen to me complain.ā
āWell, go ahead. You may find that your thoughts become clearer as you talk to others. Iāll listen to you as much as you want.ā
If thatās the extent of it, Iāll be happy to listen to it if it will lighten the burden on her heart.
āThank you. Iām not dissatisfied with my current company at all, but thereās something Iāve wanted to do for a long time, and Iām wondering if I should change jobs to study for it.ā
āItās a big company with stable performance and the income is not bad. Normally, I would think itās a waste of time.ā
āYouāre right. Thatās what Iām wondering too.ā
I feel like I want to encourage Seika to pursue her dreams. If I had a stable income, I could have said, āDonāt worry about money, Iāll support you,ā but as it is, financial support is impossible.
āIāve got some money saved up, so if I donāt get paid for a few years, Iām totally fine.ā
āOh.ā
It was an unnecessary worry.
āMay I ask what youād like to try?ā
When I asked her about it in the course of our conversation, she suddenly averted her gaze and fidgeted with her hands. What, is it really that difficult to say?
āYou knowā¦I wanted to make my fathersā dream come true.ā
āDoes that mean you want to open an old-fashioned cafe in this house?ā
āYes.ā
Well, Seika was the one who was most excited when her parents told her about opening a cafe. She bragged about it to me. Iām going to work as a waitress, too,ā she said. The floor plan of the house is designed to be used as a cafe right now. With the right ingredients and supplies, she could be up and running within a month.
What do you want me to say? You donāt need to consult me, youāre all set. Seika is a good cook, and she can handle socializing and taking care of people. Sheās also beautiful, so itās no surprise that sheāll be the talk of the town when the restaurant opens. If I imagine Seika wearing a Japanese kimono and holding a tray to serve customers, I thinkā¦ā¦is possible.
āMy grandmaās a great cook and sheās offering to help me.ā
āI think you should give it a try then. Iām sure sheāll get mad at me for saying something like that, but I think itās going to be very successful.ā
āReally?ā
āYeah, Iāll come by when I can.ā
The only problem is the location, but there is a national highway a short distance away, so traffic is not bad. Thereās also a bus stop nearby, so itās possible to come from the station. Recently, if a place has a good reputation, it will be talked about on the Internet, so I think I can handle that.
āHey, thereās one more thing I need to talk to you about.ā
A dumb voice leaks out unexpectedly. Letās seeā¦I mean, I was wondering if I could get a job as a waiter when it opens in a few years.
āI donāt think I have the manpower for it, and if we could run a cafe together, Iām sure weād be happy every day.ā
If you are begged with moist eyesā¦ā¦your body will try to shake your head on its own. I held my ground and asked, āCan I think about it? She smiled shyly and said, āYes, Iām in no hurry.ā I was about to leave, but there was something I really wanted to ask her, so after much deliberation, I mentionedā¦ā¦.
āSeika, I want you to answer me honestly, youāre not going to quit your job and start a cafe just to hire me out of pity, are you?ā
It was a nice offer, but the first thing that came to my mind was this question. Seika had been kind and concerned about me. And, oddly enough, she still seemed to be in love with me. Thatās why I couldnāt throw away this possibility. Seikaās face, staring intently, smiles as ifā¦ā¦troubled.
āI thought about it for a while, okay? But itās not that I want to offer Yoshio a stable job, itās more of a strategy to see if heāll join me at the cafe. Thatās the plan. Iām quite a calculating person.ā
Sheās joking but I think she probably meant it. She always had a tendency to act like that when sheās trying to cover up her embarrassment.
āAlso, it was a good time to quit the company. I can quit now without causing any trouble.ā
Seika toned down and sipped her tea. Her face looks somewhat sad.
āWhatās going on at the company?ā
āā¦ā¦I didnāt tell Yoshio because I didnāt want you to worry, but thereās been some persistent headhunting. Itās going to be a problem for the company. So I thought it would be a good time to start my dream business, a cafe.ā
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My heart palpitated as I heard Seikaās confession. I just heard a similar story recently. I have a bad feeling about this, but it canāt be true, can it? Iāll ask her just in case.
āWhat kind of company invited you?ā
āLetās see, a young CEO whoās been on the rise lately? He was wearing some kind of expensive suit and looked kind of rude. He was eager to hit on me again and again, saying that he would give me preferential terms, but I donāt think he was my type. And the name of the company is āUtopia,ā he said.
ā¦ā¦No way, this is where it connects to my sisterās story? Itās too good to be a coincidence. No, but isnāt there still a possibility that Utopiaās company is doing something as extensive as that?
Recently, so many unbelievable things have happened around me that Iām starting to wonder if everything is not a coincidence and someone is behind the scenes. Can I just brush this off as a coincidence? It seems that a matter that is more troubling to me than the fact that there are more options for employment has arisen.