âAll other swindlers upon earth are nothing to the self-swindlers.â
The delusion that he acclimatized and the misperception that he became more skilledâYoonshin would certainly fool himself that way. Yoonshin would feel much better; guilt was too leaden of a feeling. Sehun knew that Yoonshin was always earnest in whatever he did, so Sehun could easily picture how burned out the younger man would become.
This was the path that Sehun walked before Yoonshin followed, and at times, he felt incredibly isolated. Sehun was worried that a draining fate would loom over Yoonshin. He knew that worrying was useless, but he couldnât stop himself.
âDonât you feel anything at all, Attorney Song? You liked Professor Do a lot,â Sehun said, turning the table against Mihee.
âOkay, thatâs that, but this is totally unlike you,â Mihee replied.
âWhat about?â
âFor once, your moral response to another person is quite normal. Although I might interpret it slightly differently depending on whether this is directed toward the professor or Attorney Do.â
âThe incident at that dinner was your misunderstanding. You still donât believe me. I wouldnât feel so wronged about that if I did something then.â
âLetâs say that you didnât do anything last time. I donât know if you did anything after.â
Sehun shook his head at Mihee in disbelief.
âDonât try me. We didnât do it,â he retorted.
Mihee raised her voice. âHey, Sehun Kang. What do you mean, you âdidnât do itâ? Who do you think youâre fooling? Do you realize how long Iâve known you? You have interest, curiosity, and indecent feelings for him. Iâm sure youâve stripped and devoured him in your head a thousand times already.â
âIf stabbing in the dark is your hobby, open up a psychic reading shop instead of staying at a law firm.â
âStabbing in the dark? My conclusion is backed up with evidence. Do you really think I donât know how lenient you are with him? Youâre a snake in a suit. The lawyers under you now are the ones who just managed to survive by avoiding your venomous bite. Why is Yoonshin Do the exception? Why is he the only one to rouse your long-buried guilty conscience? Whatâs so special about him? Bring me up to speed.â
Sehun didnât answer, and Miheeâgaining momentum in her logicâsaid firmly and conclusively, âIâm the recruitment manager as well as the associate lawyer manager. Yoonshin Do has been cast out by the junior lawyers for over half a year. All your cases are billed hourly, so heâs earning money just by attending each meeting, and as long as he stays in your favor, heâs guaranteed success. If it were me, I would be absolutely livid with envy.â
âIâm only using him everywhere because heâs so useful. You should know since youâve seen his work.â
âYou mean thatâs one of several reasons. Youâre obviously very lenient with Attorney Do. Something is different here.â
After mulling over her reply, Sehun answered calmly but somewhat defeatedly, âI received a flower. It was too pricey of a bribe.â
âA flower? What the hell are you going on about? Did he promise you some rare precious stones? I donât think Attorney Do is the type to do that.â
What Yoonshin had given him was truly priceless. It was a gift of incomparable value to gems or anything else of the like. Thanks to that, Sehun felt an overwhelming tidal wave of emotions, threatening to sweep him away even with a wave of a hand by Yoonshin.
Everything Mihee said was right. From the beginning, Sehunâs attitude and perception of Yoonshin were different. This firm was a jungle. Some would die while others would survive. Sehun knew that there was no way Mihee wouldnât know about his dynamic with Yoonshin because she was always hyperaware of her environment. That was probably why she could bring this topic up in the first place.
âWhatever. Letâs stop talking about this. If you understand the situation, can you set up a meeting with me and President Cho of Youngjin Construction? Iâll take that as a yes and head out,â Sehun concluded.