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If you had to die for the sake of the world, what would you really do?
There was once a girl who was urged to make such a choice. To save the dying world, the girl had to die. Suffering, in conflict and with tears flowing, she chose, and announced to god. âI want to save the world; the place where these important people live, and the person I loveâ. With this tragic resolution in her chest, lips trembling and unsteady steps she walked in front of god. She chose her own death, however.
 âI will die instead of herâ
 A man held her back and walked in front of god. He was one of the important people she chose to save even in exchange for her own life. She loved him, and he loved her. To her beloved god asked:Â
âAre you not scared of dying?âÂ
But he answered with a smile, as long as he could die for his belovedâŚÂ
âThere is something I fear more than deathâÂ
And thus, basking in the acclamations of thunder, the man died. And that world was saved. Shedding a single tear, the girl that was left behind said:Â
âLetâs live his share too in the world he savedâÂ
Using such a worn-out line the story ended as if it were a good one. However, two siblings looked at this ending with an unamused gaze. While looking at the credits rolling in the gameâs screen they thought.Â
âSomething I fear more than deathâ huh, I see. But why did no one say:Â
 âArenât you forcing that thing that is scarier than death upon your beloved?â to the man who said that and died instead of the girl?
I see he is one of those âself-sacrificingâ types. It is a template of someone who sounds good no matter what and receives cheap tears using beautiful words.Â
A black-eyed black-haired boy with a distorted smile that shows his distorted personality and a red-eyed white-haired girl, making a frown that showed her bad mood, thought together: Just with the death of one protagonist it looks like the world can be saved. Hundreds of millions of sacrifices can be exchanged for just one, and the cute girl didnât die either. It is actually wonderful. An overwhelming cost-benefit ratio. A very good enterprise! Well then, how would the girl that was left behind think about that?
The man concluded by himself that it is something scarier than death, that means that he pushed the terror of living by sacrificing her beloved to the girl. ⌠didnât that man run away by dying? What kind of feelings would the girl that bet her own life to save that man have? The siblings that thought that looked at each other and got the same impression. That coward. I see âself-sacrificeâ is only a manner of speech.Â
It is just egoism, putting it in another way no one will complain. That is because the one that she should complain to⌠no, the one that she must complain to isnât around anymore. The siblings though that âWhich one should die?â was not the choice they were supposed to make.
âDie togetherâ
Oră
âLive togetherâ
These were the only two options they were supposed to have. It was just egoism after all. If you are going to devote yourself to something, you should do it thoroughly and persist till the end. And if by choosing to âLive togetherâ the world is destroyed, then⌠It is fine to let such a world be destroyed.
You think that this is irresponsible, right? However, letâs refute that. To do that letâs ask ourselves, who or what is responsible? With their love and courage, they were able to prolong the life of the world that was originally going to be destroyed⌠all right. However, you shouldnât take for granted the kindness of strangers, they are just human after all.
To begin with if we are talking about responsibility, isnât it the responsibility of the one that made that world?!
Then, how about thinking about it like this: Originally, the world was supposed to be destroyed, therefore, wasnât it actually according to plan if it ended?! All along the world was mysteriously going to end one day, is it really inconvenient if it ends now?! Therefore, isnât it okay if they laugh together and continue running towards the ends of the earth until their last moment? Those that would complain and say that is egoism⌠Iâm sorry but I reject them. That is because both those that want to complain, and those that are complaining will disappear together with the world!
 âBut even with thatâŚâ The black-haired boy had this thought while laying down his younger sister that had fallen asleep. If I had to die for the sake of the world, what would I really do? Myself, or my younger sister, which one of us would die? I have to say that is out of the question. Die together? That is preferable, but I would like to decline. Then, live together?
That is the most desirable option, right? However, even if it is that is just temporarily running away while saying âThe world is just going to be destroyed anyways for an unknown reason, stupid!â
Surely⌠she wouldnât laugh, right? He thought while stroking his little sisterâs hair. Saving the two of them together with the whole world is what they are supposed to do. Then, without a single sacrifice obtain everything⌠The method for that would be⌠The young boy gazed at his sisterâs hair, and made a bitter smile filled with self-depreciating feelings. There may be no such thing in this world, he thought.
It has been 38 days since the game started. The spiral land floating in the sky⌠that is the board for the game of sugoroku constructed by the Old Deus. Since the beginning it was an existence caused by aberrant principles, however right now. On top of square number 296⌠A phenomenon that made those principles transcend even more was happening.Â
 âUfu, ufufuď˝ Soď˝raď˝?â
The voices of 3 people resounded inside a cave dimly lit by candles.
âOf course, this is also according to planď˝right? ď˝Please say it isâŞâ
âHm, if that is what you want Iâll say it⌠As if Iâd be so stupid that Iâd put together such a plan!!â
âNii⌠This is⌠not the turn system⌠and instructions are not being givenâŚâ
With two dice, she became 3.6 years old. The redhaired little girl, Stephâs dry laugh.Â
With one dice each, they became 1.8 and 1.1 years old. The babylike Sora and Shiroâs screams.Â
And the shocks and resounding sounds that seemed to announce the collapse of the world, continued.ă
âPlus, it is an RTS! Are you out of your mind? Are you an idioooot?!!â
Screaming, he closed his eyes and thought: What kind of joke is this?
â⌠Calm down. First, we have to understand the situation, or nothing will beginâŚ!â
With thoughts that seemed like they would freeze if he lost focus, Sora squeezes out some words. Jibrilâs âchallengeâ, he reflected on that, it was, âWith more than two persons, immediately agree to swear by the pledges to a game presented by someone other than the targets of this challenge, and win itâ. We were made to swear by the pledges to that, and to begin this. A game modeled after the Great War from the past.
First, we need to grasp the situation we are in, the rules that were laid down. Sora looks at his surroundings. They were surrounded by naked bedrock, it was a dark and narrow space. A single âmapâ was spread out on a desk that was placed right in the center. But it was an old-looking, beaten up âmapâ with faded colors. It was printed on white paperâŚ. Correction, it was painted over in black. The essential topographical information was barely depicted. Instead of that, on top of the black-painted, parchment-like map there was a UI that looked like it came straight out of a computer game. Moment by moment it displayed information about the game.Â
â1st of July 184 B.T. 03:45â
Probably that is the notation for the age before the pledges came into effect, Before Testament. âUnitsâ were shown with a triangular shape, âCitiesâ with a ĺ¸ shape, etc.⌠Using that information, he understood that the small cave where they were located probably was the âCapitalâ shown in the center of the map. Apart from the area around the capital and the âScoutsâ that were doing reconnaissance, it seemed that there was no other method to display the terrain on the map. Also, on the side of the desk there was a lot of paper and a pen. Somewhere a little further away, there was a beaten-up wooden box, a âmailboxâ. It looks like you can make the âunitsâ move by writing âCommandsâ in these papers and mailing them.
Looking worried about the incessant attacks coming from outside, Steph stood up and said:
âI-Iâll go look outside for a bit OK!?â
âW-Wait! Letâs try to send a unit that has weapons, letâs send out scouts with added weapons.â Sora said, and posted a âcommandâ.
Each second we perceive is equivalent to eight hours of the time displayed on the âMapâ. If this cave is the âCapitalâ, the player space, then, the outside⌠it is suspicious that it might be possible to go inside the game, however, if you went out who knows what you could come across. He tried touching the unit displayed on the âMapâ with his finger, and the unitâs information was displayed.
Age, gender, etc. Information similar to combat ability is not present, that is extremely unkind. In any case, using the displayed âIDâ to identify the unit, he posted the order. As soon as he did, the axe holding unit took off, if 1 second is eight hours, then it took off at 28800 times the normal speed. It passed through the exit at a speed you canât even see and stood on the field.
ââŚNii, if you give the scouts weapons⌠their mobility, will fall⌠is it not a wasteâŚ?â
âHAHAHA my sister, that is your brotherâs wisdom!â In response to what his sister pointed out, Sora simply shook his head and said âGood griefâ
âItâs possible we might encounter the other races, right? If you donât increase their survival time, usually you canât attain informaâŚâ
 But immediately after that. The weather changes, a wind that can be felt even inside the cave blows with a wheezing sound, and in that moment, the unit that exited the cave a few seconds ago was annihilated from the map as if it was melting snow. ââŚ. What was that?â he touches the map on top of the desk and confirms the display. âSpirit corpse windâ Is written.
 âItâs a good thing you didnât go out, huhâ
 Sora said to the frozen and pale Steph. Wait a second.Â
âHeeeey!? What is up with this filled that has lava squares and that blue instant death!?â
 The screaming Sora comes to a conclusion. No, something like a conclusion: Jibril, who talked to us with dead eyes as if she didnât know us announced it from the beginning. He just didnât want to recognize that truth, but now he had to accept it. That seriously, this is not a joke.
Gritting his teeth, he touched one of the âUnitsâ on top of the âMapâ and pinched out. As soon as he did the unitâs field of view was projected into something like a screen that appeared midair inside the cave. The unitâs field of view, namely the scene outside the cave. Towards that disastrous spectacle, while everyone gasped Sora put on a forced smile and said with a trembling voice:
â⌠Haha, this is the âGreat Warâ? oi oi, stop saying things that are mostly lies.â Â
That is absolutely not something like a âwarâ. No matter what kind of post-apocalyptic fiction it may be, itâs paradise compared to this. If Sora and the others had to choose a word from their vocabulary to describe that, only one would be appropriate, it was âHellâ.
⌠âI seeâ, he thought. This is a game that reproduced the âGreat warâ from the past. It seems this is a so-called strategy simulation game. As soon as we accepted Jibrilâs âChallengeâ a whole world was born on top of square number 296. Did this space expand infinitely? Or did it shrink? I donât know the exact theory behind this, but it looks like the whole planet was reproduced inside a 10X10 kilometer square.Â
That scene was⌠a red sky covered in ash and ravaged by the fires of war that were wrapped around the whole planet. Even now, form the ruined sky that looked as if it was going to fall, the blue âSpirit corpsesâ were endlessly raining.
The wind that killed that human unit with a single hit is a mixture of âSpirit corpsesâ, dust and ash. It changes into âBlack ashâ that is like snow that doesnât melt, and covers the ground as far as he can see.Â
Furthermore, violent and devastating attacks and lights were still hitting this wilderness that was already like a cemetery. That was what was making those big sounds and shaking the cave incessantly since before. In other words that light was the war between the 16 races, the exceed, before the pledges forbid violence. Each time the lights and sounds flash the sea and the land change like a kaleidoscopeâŚÂ
This infinite natural disaster is the âGreat Warâ? What a joke. âJust how did Imanity survive this infernoâŚ!!â
He tries screaming that, but he understands⌠Jibril has no reason to lie. Therefore, this is the âGreat Warâ the era that humanity survived in the past. Additionally, according to Jibrilâs predictions history says that âHumanity could only endâ.Â
âThere is no way, right?! A combat unit evaporated just by breathing the air!? ThenâŚâÂ
As if to match Soraâs screams, the sky flashed once again. The landscape on the map that barely projected anything changed. Was the âscoutâ affected? The image that was being projected stopped and blacked out. âThis is not a strategy game right!? I canât strategize and I canât fight shit, can I?!â He tries screaming that, but he understandsâŚ. That that is only natural.
I do not know exactly how strong the 16 races (those unreasonable bastards) are when they are not bound by the pledges. However, Jibril was able to split the ocean with 5% of her power and whistood a direct hit from a hydrogen bomb without any injuries. Even if a few hundred million humans swarm her there is no way Imanity could inflict even a grazing wound, that is a self-evident truth.Â
ââŚNii e-even so⌠if we gather a death stackâŚ(TL note: a death stack is an RTS strategy in which you put a ridiculous amount of units in a single space, they can basically kill anything) with a one-time attack⌠we might be able to pull thâŚ.âÂ
âAgainst the guys that can teleport!? Against the guys capable of attacks on the scale of altering the earthâs crust?!â
 As another attack flew by, Sora pointed at the âMapâ
 âThe landscape changed again! We can pull through with a one-time attack? A stray bullet will annihilate us together with the capital!!â Sora thinks. According to Jibril this is âShuviâ.
I see, all right. Then letâs try to think about this âShuviâ. Our own civilization is bound by the âAncientâ, while the other races are modern and have hyper-efficient units that can laugh scornfully at us. They can use nuclear attacks to destroy facilities, and change the landscape with no penalties. It might be possible to fire them continuously. Difficulty level MAX, a tribe of goblins, but our tribe has no arms or legs. It is impossible to build bonus granting things like wonders. Actually, we canât even build common facilities.Â
Anyways, all civilizations started âalready at warâ. If we establish a city badly, and it borders on another raceâs territory, a death stack will rush us. Fighting is suicide, on top of that, the victory condition is: âThe fall of the enemy capitalâ only. If our capital ever gets pinpointed it is almost certainly an instant loss, the opponent is a Flugel (Official cheats) after all. On top of all that, they have to play a âblind runâ. âŚHow is that? With just that, it is already a difficulty level that has never been, nor will ever be seen. Apart from some masochistic gamers, it is a product that would surely cause angry complains towards the makers.
But even those are not a big problem. The absolute worst rule, the finishing blow is below:
âIf you lose you commit suicideâ
Yes, even if you overcome this amazingly impossible game, and brilliantly acquire victory, you prize will be âJibrilâs deathâ ⌠and thatâs it. That we will receive some dice as a bonus⌠what about that? Thus, Sora finished carefully analyzing the circumstances of this gameâs aberrant difficulty, and asked himself: âCan we win?â He answered himself: âThere is no way we can winâ
âIt is just a game to see which one of us dies! There is no way to win!!â
Sora explained what would happen after they won the game. Towards the screaming Sora, who had an angry face like never before Steph timidly said: â I-In that case! I-Isnât it fine if we renounce our rights?!â Thatâs right, she proposed the rule that shouldnât be mentioned. âE-Even if I lose all my dice I will not die, right!? You also said that as long as someone reaches the goal it would be fine right!! In that case if we let Jibril reach the goalâŚâ
Thatâs right, the possibility of renouncing your rights, that rule. Transferring all your dice to someone as well as revealing the method to win against the Old Deus from Soraâs side. Only in that case no lives would be taken. Sora answered Stephâs proposition with a simple âAh, thatâs rightâ in his mind. Even if they lose all their dice, their Mass Existence Time, they would just lose their body and become spirits. Therefore, he couldnât deny that asking Jibril to win would be okay. Plus, itâs true that if itâs Jibril she would probably be able to reach the goal. However.
âShe is going to make Blank accept defeat by threatening us by using her own life as a shield?...âÂ
ââŚYouâre joking⌠are you asleep?... or is it⌠a bad jokeâŚâă
Plus, even with that, one person will die, even in the best-case scenario. Sora took a seat, put his hands together and looked down. In that kind of atmosphere, Shiro, and even Steph couldnât say anything. But, as if to wait for Soraâs answer, they stood breathing silentlyâŚ, and after a few seconds, no maybe it was a few minutes? After what might have even felt like a few hours he finished his long thinking, and raised his head.
Because of the malice that clung to him and to his distorted and fierce smile, Steph had to swallow a scream.
âIt is a simple thing⌠Jibril is saying: âIf you want to win you have to kill meââ
 Sora announced, or thought, whatever the case it looked like it was not a joke. It seems that Jibril is demanding we do this for real, without any lies or bluffs. Also,Â
âSheâs underestimating us⌠sheâs basically saying, âif you donât think you can win go ahead and renounce your rightsââ
She politely went out of her way to prepare such an insurance just for us. Â
âIsnât she first class⌠Shiro, letâs do itâ Sora said.Â
With murky black eyes he slowly stood up, while Shiro looked for his true intentions.Â
âLetâs go meet her lowly expectationsâÂ
ââŚâŚâŚ.. Yes, I understandâŚ..âÂ
Did she understand the intention hidden in there? She gave a solemn, and resolute nod.Â
âHow did humanity survive the Great War? Was it?âÂ
Muttering, Sora and Shiro sat on the gathered chairs, faced the map, and grasped the pen.ăăă
âAs she wishes, letâs show her plentyâŚâ
 âAre you really doing it? That is to say, are you really going to win?!â Steph said.Â
She was the only one concerned about JibrâŚ. No. Originally, she asked if there was any chance to win. To that, Sora and Shiro answer with dark smiles.Â
âIt will be an easy win. I can win this kind of Null game even with my eyes closed.âÂ
ââŚsuuuper easyâŚâ
 I donât know what intentions Jibril had when she made this game. However, whatever they were, at least we know she thinks she has to win against us. Sheâs saying that if that cannot be granted, then she will kill herself. Like the hand he was supposed to take. Originally there was just one. Thatâs right, Sora laughs darklyâŚ
At the same time, on square number 308. A very young beast was standing stock still in front of an image that was being projected into empty space. With two dice remaining, and a bit shorter than usual was a girl with fennec ears.Â
âWh-y⌠why the hell is everyone doing this desu!â Hatsuse Izuna howled at what the screen was showing.Â
Seated on an ink line that was floating through space, cold and inorganic, but giving off an overwhelming presence, was the Old Deus. She didnât know whether she wanted to ask her something or to blame her. From the beginning this was a game of sudoroku against an Old Deus, wasnât it? She thinks, as silence returns. And yet,Â
âWhy did it become a situation where we have to let someone die desu?!âÂ
But the Old Deus didnât answer to her blaming. No, there was no need to answer. What she was projecting was the answer. What the Old Deus was projecting was the natural conclusion. The game where the loser becomes a sacrifice between Soraâs team and Jibril. Kurami and Fiel, who took advantage of the chaos to try and steal the Eastern Federation. And the one who used even them so he could use the Warbeastâs sacrifices as foothold to force other sacrifices, Plum.
Whether inside or outside the game, they were in situations where nothing would end until someone became a sacrifice. The one who put that together wasnât the Old Deus that Izuna was blaming. It is a situation they themselves created. She comes to this conclusion in silence.ăă
âA strange question. Thou. An accomplice. A co-conspirator. Why dost thou ask?âÂ
She looked like she didnât blame her. Whatâs more, she showed no disappointment, nor despair nor desire.Â
âThe concerned Old Deus hath the obligation to fulfill all of the winnerâs demands.â God speaks dispassionately, as if she doesnât know the meaning of losing hope.Â
âPlanning to usurp an Old Deusâ rights is a foolish desire. It is inevitable that thou cometh to this conclusion.âÂ
ââŚâŚâŚâŚ..âÂ
We planned to steal everything from God. We were the ones who started everything. Feeling like it is implied to be their own fault, Izuna takes a breath⌠In that case, even if we reach this sudorokuâs goal, what will this Old Deus do? Izuna thought.Â
The Old Deus looks at Izuna as if she didnât have absolutely any interest in her since the beginning, with eyes so lifeless that you canât even feel coldness in them. No matter who, if they desire profit, this is what happens. In order to obtain something, you have to steal from someone else, that is a simple truth. Towards her eyes that seemed to announce that, Izuna just lowers her head without saying anythingâŚ
At the same time, outside the game.
Eastern Federationâs capital. Somewhere in Kannagiri Island.Â
Peeking from the window of a certain hotel, there was someone looking up at the spiral land that obstructed the moonlight, at the game of sudoroku created by the Old Deus.Â
Whether inside or outside the game, people are upset and struggling with confusion, impatience, and fear according to some stratagem. In a different place.Â
 âNnn I donât really understand, but the Elf fleet cameď˝. Itâs very boring, though ď˝âÂ
She announced with an exhausted tone and a voice filled with nervousness. That shadow pulled a single piece of paper from a pile of documents, and nodded. It looks like the circumstances really came together, she thinks confidently. It has been 38 days since the game against the Old Deus began. It became a situation where everyone betrayed, deceived, stole and killed each other. It became like that simply because everyone desires profit.
In order to acquire something, there is no other choice but to steal it from someone else, that is a simple truth. If you think about it normally thatâs what happens, it is as obvious as saying that if you trip you will fall.
It is okay to not think normally. She announces that, the intentions of those who entrusted her with that paper.Â
The current situation was just as it was written there, not a single word or sentence differed. Peacefully, and feeling a little cold, the shadow left the inn carrying a heavy backpack.Â
âHey! Inside the back pack again? Who do you think I am? Heey!!âÂ
While the contents of the very heavy backpack filled with water assert themselves, she reflects upon the question that those that entrusted her with that paper asked themselves.Â
âIf you had to die for the sake of the world, what would you really do?â
 âIf I could save the world with that, there is no choice but to dieâÂ
They answered themselves, however, they gave a bitter smile.Â
âIn that case, if the world is not saved I would die in vainâ And they continued.Â
âIt is only a slight difference if the number of sacrifices is one, two, one thousand, or one hundred million.â
If, in order to avoid a large number of sacrifices you allow a small number of sacrifices, then one day, for sure the number of sacrifices will overcome the number of saved people. Whether it is with self-sacrifice or the lowest possible sacrifices, you are not saving the world. You are just prolonging its life. And the world continues on, without changing. Looking for the next sacrifice one after the other. Without changing anything until the day the world is finally destroyed.
If you prattle on about something high and mighty like saving the world, show me that you can do it by refusing to make even a single sacrifice. They said it, that this world is just a game. If you recognize even a single sacrifice, it will continue without end. Such a foolish âmetagameâ is neither inevitable nor absolute in this world. Thatâs why, we will put an end to it right here.Â
Therefore, the shadow that was entrusted with proof of that, outside of everyoneâs memories, was burdened with a heavy, heavy moveÂ
âHey! Canât you carry me more politely!? Someone other than Darling is treating me in such a crude manner, does that mean you have the courage to make an enemy out of the seas?! Hey, are you listening to me? Hey!?â
⌠Also physically heavy that trump card was raising complaints from across the backpack. Continuing to Sankaitandaifu, unsteadily, step by step, she started to climb the endlessly long, steep road.