I stopped my fingers as I reflexively refused him.
I thought that his private daily account might contain a lot more information than I had right now. In particular, it could have his face that he kept a secret so far.
āHeās probably pretty ugly, butā¦ā
When I thought of the very ugly Shin Heejae, taking a selfie while holding up a pose, I subconsciously smiled. Thinking about being able to see the evidence of that guyās ugly face made my mood brighten.
āI think his face will be chubby and heāll wear glasses⦠and have a neck like a turtle.ā
Even if I didnāt get to see it, I could get an estimate, but it will be the type of fun that could not be compared with the destructive power of seeing it in reality.
[Sesam: OK]
So, I accepted. Shin Heejae posted a link in the chat window. I hurriedly opened up SNS and applied to follow. A few seconds later an alarm sounded saying that I had been accepted.
I started to scroll through one by one the daily photos of the guy who had uploaded quite a bit.
Andā¦
āWhy doesnāt noona tell me what your account is?ā
āā¦ā
āSo thorough. Noona, are you a pig?ā
āā¦ā
āJust kidding. And I like the chubby type.ā
āā¦ā
āWell, itās fine⦠But noona, are you looking at my account? Why arenāt you talking?ā
Fuckā¦
[Sesam: is that photo theft??]
āHuh? Puhahaha! Why? Because Iām handsome?ā
The smirking voice revealed a faint confidence in his own face.
I hated to admit it, but it was a face worthy of that.
I was about to get angry.
[Sesam: No? u look ugly lol]
Of course, I had no intention of conveying my true impressions, so I naturally denied it.
However, Shin Heejae seemed to have already noticed my bewildered behaviour. He teased me with a tone that showed that he clearly was unbothered.
āNoona are you actually farsighted?ā
[Sesam: lol]
[Sesam: itās not a lie, a face like yours is common on the street lol]
I replied that in chat, but I was swearing to myself as I looked at the picture of him standing next to an umbrella on the beach in a bathing suit.
Fuck⦠Comparing the height with the parasol, his height seems to be over 185. Besides, what about the shoulder? No matter how well kids grow these days, we were only three years apart⦠It was honestly crossing the line that Shin Heejae was that tall with such a face.
It was Shin Heejaeās attitude that made me even more pissed. No matter how much I attacked him, he was steadfast without hesitation. It was evident that he knew very well what standard his face was.
āMy face is common? Where does noona work?ā
[Sesam: no. Itās not common, itās just ugly ć ]
āHaa⦠I see. Then Iāll be noonaās ugly person, hm?ā
At the same time, he changed his nickname to [Uglyā„] and ran around my character noisily.
That refreshing attitude was something that only a really good-looking person could have, so I couldnāt bear it and fired a water bomb over the head of Heejaeās character. Of course, I couldnāt kill him because it wasnāt PVP.
Shin Heejae chased the water bomb and giggled as if he was in a water park.
Ah, fuck. Iām annoyedā¦
* * *
[Me: hey Hyejin]
That day, as soon as I turned off the game, I spoke to Hyejin.
Looking at Shin Heejaeās face, the conclusion I came to was āI canāt quite understand itā. I started to suspect that he might have stolen the picture.
However, since I was a person who only went back and forth between work and home, and I didnāt use social media, I have no confidence in recognizing photo theft. I didnāt know celebrities unless they were national idols or national MCs.
But Hyejin was different. She used social media quite a bit, listened to k-pop incessantly even when playing games, and she knew male idols and models well.
I believed that Hyejin would be able to tell whether Shin Heejae stole a photo or not. I downloaded one of the pictures of Shin Heejae and sent it to Hye-jin.
[Hyejin: oh my]
[Hyejin: who is this??]
[Me: you donāt know?]
[Hyejin: hm? where did you find this?]
[Hyejin: I donāt know⦠but wow heās handsome]
āDriving me crazyā¦ā
I chewed my lips and asked Hyejin again.
[Me: hey, isnāt this photoshop or something?]
[Me: like when you take a picture, all of a sudden it looks so damn pretty?]
[Hyejin: a camera app? not really? the toneā¦]
[Hyejin: itās like an Apple phone camera]
[Hyejin: really who is this?? a model??]
[Me: I asked because I thought it was a theft]
[Hyejin: theft? I donāt know ć ć Itās not a face I knowā¦]
[Hyejin: whatās his name?]
ā⦠Damn it.ā
I bowed my head in despair, but Hyejin kept asking if there were any other pictures, so I sent her some more pictures of him. Just in case.
However, she ignored my words that it was theft and just admired it.
[Hyejin: wow]
[Hyejin: oppa where did you find this account? I want to see it too]
[Me: hey]
[Hyejin: yes]
[Me: this is⦠Shin Heejae]
[Hyejin: huh?]
[Me: I said itās Shin Heejae fck]
[Me: heās claiming that]
[Hyejin: eh??]
Hyejin was also embarrassed by my words, so she didnāt say anything for a while.
Hyejin wasnāt angry, but she was just curious. She nailed the theft probability as zero, saying it didnāt come up with an image search on the web. In addition, she asserted that it was not altered with an application, and the possibility of it being photoshopped was low.
[Hyejin: the angle is straight and front-facingā¦]
[Me: or is it a family photo? he could have stolen from his family]
[Hyejin: lolololololololololololololololololol]
[Hyejin: no, but so what if heās handsome lololol heās a handsome bastard]
[Me: ha ⦠this bastard looks like this thatās why his personality is so annoyingā¦]
[Hyejin: he lives up to his looks tsk tsk]
Hyejin praised him, pretending to curse, and she said something more, but my motivation was gone and I ended the conversation without any profit. I didnāt feel good.
Why? Why on earth?
Why was Shin Heejae tall and handsome and good at games? And this bastard has 300,000 subscribers to YouTube. Thatās enough to make 10 million won a month ridiculously.
Originally, I hated him, but now I really trembled at everything about him. Because it was annoying. Why did I have to feel inferior to this?
[Heejae: noona are you sleeping ć _ć ?]
Meanwhile, a message came from Shin Heejae.
In fact, he started to send me this kind of message every night ever since he woke up in the hospital. Normally, I would have ignored it and slept, but today was different. I pressed the message notification, and soon after it was marked as read.
Shin Heejae would also have confirmed that I had read his message.
The guy continued chatting as if he had been waiting.
[Heejae: youāre not ignoring it for some reason lol]
[Heejae: are you bored?]
[Heejae: If you are bored, call?]
I look at that message, and if itās today, somehow⦠I felt like I could do something really netkama-like.
So, I answered.
[Me: kk but I wonāt talk]
[Me: do it if you donāt mind speaking by yourself]
As soon as I answered the text, within a second, I got a call from Shin Heejae. I declined the call once and then chatted in the chat window.
[Me: bastard youāre too easy]
[Heejae: oh what āā]
[Me: do it again]
But this time, a video call request came.
In any case, this bastard seemed to have a more vicious personality than expected. I immediately hit [Reject].
[Heejae: you didnāt fall for it]
[Me: blocked]
[Heejae: oh wait a minute lololololol you wouldnāt have picked up anyway]
[Heejae: just one more time hm??]
He asked with annoying aegyo emoticons pouring in from him. Tired, I just laid down on the bed with my phone down.
Soon, as expected, my ringtone rang. This time it was a proper call request.
āHello?ā
āā¦ā
I impulsively answered the call and activated the āmuteā function on my side. Even by a mistake, my voice shouldnāt leak out. I laid there lying on my back.
āNoona, you told me to call you. Why arenāt you talking?ā
Shin Heejaeās voice, which was different from when I heard it on Discord, resounded heavily in my ear. It kind of tickled me, so I brushed my ears off and put my cheek to the phone again.
Shin Heejae was complaining in a troubled voice because I did not respond.
āAre you doing this for fun?ā
āā¦ā
āNoona, are you really not going to talk?ā
āā¦ā
About 10 seconds passed like that. A regular, small noise continued, and I opened my mouth involuntarily as I listened.
āYawnā¦ā
āSeyoung-ah.ā
Then suddenly he called my name. I opened my eyes wide, feeling a sudden escape from sleep.