I stopped my fingers as I reflexively refused him.
I thought that his private daily account might contain a lot more information than I had right now. In particular, it could have his face that he kept a secret so far.
âHeâs probably pretty ugly, butâŠâ
When I thought of the very ugly Shin Heejae, taking a selfie while holding up a pose, I subconsciously smiled. Thinking about being able to see the evidence of that guyâs ugly face made my mood brighten.
âI think his face will be chubby and heâll wear glasses⊠and have a neck like a turtle.â
Even if I didnât get to see it, I could get an estimate, but it will be the type of fun that could not be compared with the destructive power of seeing it in reality.
[Sesam: OK]
So, I accepted. Shin Heejae posted a link in the chat window. I hurriedly opened up SNS and applied to follow. A few seconds later an alarm sounded saying that I had been accepted.
I started to scroll through one by one the daily photos of the guy who had uploaded quite a bit.
AndâŠ
âWhy doesnât noona tell me what your account is?â
ââŠâ
âSo thorough. Noona, are you a pig?â
ââŠâ
âJust kidding. And I like the chubby type.â
ââŠâ
âWell, itâs fine⊠But noona, are you looking at my account? Why arenât you talking?â
FuckâŠ
[Sesam: is that photo theft??]
âHuh? Puhahaha! Why? Because Iâm handsome?â
The smirking voice revealed a faint confidence in his own face.
I hated to admit it, but it was a face worthy of that.
I was about to get angry.
[Sesam: No? u look ugly lol]
Of course, I had no intention of conveying my true impressions, so I naturally denied it.
However, Shin Heejae seemed to have already noticed my bewildered behaviour. He teased me with a tone that showed that he clearly was unbothered.
âNoona are you actually farsighted?â
[Sesam: lol]
[Sesam: itâs not a lie, a face like yours is common on the street lol]
I replied that in chat, but I was swearing to myself as I looked at the picture of him standing next to an umbrella on the beach in a bathing suit.
Fuck⊠Comparing the height with the parasol, his height seems to be over 185. Besides, what about the shoulder? No matter how well kids grow these days, we were only three years apart⊠It was honestly crossing the line that Shin Heejae was that tall with such a face.
It was Shin Heejaeâs attitude that made me even more pissed. No matter how much I attacked him, he was steadfast without hesitation. It was evident that he knew very well what standard his face was.
âMy face is common? Where does noona work?â
[Sesam: no. Itâs not common, itâs just ugly ă ]
âHaa⊠I see. Then Iâll be noonaâs ugly person, hm?â
At the same time, he changed his nickname to [Uglyâ„] and ran around my character noisily.
That refreshing attitude was something that only a really good-looking person could have, so I couldnât bear it and fired a water bomb over the head of Heejaeâs character. Of course, I couldnât kill him because it wasnât PVP.
Shin Heejae chased the water bomb and giggled as if he was in a water park.
Ah, fuck. Iâm annoyedâŠ
* * *
[Me: hey Hyejin]
That day, as soon as I turned off the game, I spoke to Hyejin.
Looking at Shin Heejaeâs face, the conclusion I came to was âI canât quite understand itâ. I started to suspect that he might have stolen the picture.
However, since I was a person who only went back and forth between work and home, and I didnât use social media, I have no confidence in recognizing photo theft. I didnât know celebrities unless they were national idols or national MCs.
But Hyejin was different. She used social media quite a bit, listened to k-pop incessantly even when playing games, and she knew male idols and models well.
I believed that Hyejin would be able to tell whether Shin Heejae stole a photo or not. I downloaded one of the pictures of Shin Heejae and sent it to Hye-jin.
[Hyejin: oh my]
[Hyejin: who is this??]
[Me: you donât know?]
[Hyejin: hm? where did you find this?]
[Hyejin: I donât know⊠but wow heâs handsome]
âDriving me crazyâŠâ
I chewed my lips and asked Hyejin again.
[Me: hey, isnât this photoshop or something?]
[Me: like when you take a picture, all of a sudden it looks so damn pretty?]
[Hyejin: a camera app? not really? the toneâŠ]
[Hyejin: itâs like an Apple phone camera]
[Hyejin: really who is this?? a model??]
[Me: I asked because I thought it was a theft]
[Hyejin: theft? I donât know ă ă Itâs not a face I knowâŠ]
[Hyejin: whatâs his name?]
â⊠Damn it.â
I bowed my head in despair, but Hyejin kept asking if there were any other pictures, so I sent her some more pictures of him. Just in case.
However, she ignored my words that it was theft and just admired it.
[Hyejin: wow]
[Hyejin: oppa where did you find this account? I want to see it too]
[Me: hey]
[Hyejin: yes]
[Me: this is⊠Shin Heejae]
[Hyejin: huh?]
[Me: I said itâs Shin Heejae fck]
[Me: heâs claiming that]
[Hyejin: eh??]
Hyejin was also embarrassed by my words, so she didnât say anything for a while.
Hyejin wasnât angry, but she was just curious. She nailed the theft probability as zero, saying it didnât come up with an image search on the web. In addition, she asserted that it was not altered with an application, and the possibility of it being photoshopped was low.
[Hyejin: the angle is straight and front-facingâŠ]
[Me: or is it a family photo? he could have stolen from his family]
[Hyejin: lolololololololololololololololololol]
[Hyejin: no, but so what if heâs handsome lololol heâs a handsome bastard]
[Me: ha ⊠this bastard looks like this thatâs why his personality is so annoyingâŠ]
[Hyejin: he lives up to his looks tsk tsk]
Hyejin praised him, pretending to curse, and she said something more, but my motivation was gone and I ended the conversation without any profit. I didnât feel good.
Why? Why on earth?
Why was Shin Heejae tall and handsome and good at games? And this bastard has 300,000 subscribers to YouTube. Thatâs enough to make 10 million won a month ridiculously.
Originally, I hated him, but now I really trembled at everything about him. Because it was annoying. Why did I have to feel inferior to this?
[Heejae: noona are you sleeping ă _ă ?]
Meanwhile, a message came from Shin Heejae.
In fact, he started to send me this kind of message every night ever since he woke up in the hospital. Normally, I would have ignored it and slept, but today was different. I pressed the message notification, and soon after it was marked as read.
Shin Heejae would also have confirmed that I had read his message.
The guy continued chatting as if he had been waiting.
[Heejae: youâre not ignoring it for some reason lol]
[Heejae: are you bored?]
[Heejae: If you are bored, call?]
I look at that message, and if itâs today, somehow⊠I felt like I could do something really netkama-like.
So, I answered.
[Me: kk but I wonât talk]
[Me: do it if you donât mind speaking by yourself]
As soon as I answered the text, within a second, I got a call from Shin Heejae. I declined the call once and then chatted in the chat window.
[Me: bastard youâre too easy]
[Heejae: oh what ââ]
[Me: do it again]
But this time, a video call request came.
In any case, this bastard seemed to have a more vicious personality than expected. I immediately hit [Reject].
[Heejae: you didnât fall for it]
[Me: blocked]
[Heejae: oh wait a minute lololololol you wouldnât have picked up anyway]
[Heejae: just one more time hm??]
He asked with annoying aegyo emoticons pouring in from him. Tired, I just laid down on the bed with my phone down.
Soon, as expected, my ringtone rang. This time it was a proper call request.
âHello?â
ââŠâ
I impulsively answered the call and activated the âmuteâ function on my side. Even by a mistake, my voice shouldnât leak out. I laid there lying on my back.
âNoona, you told me to call you. Why arenât you talking?â
Shin Heejaeâs voice, which was different from when I heard it on Discord, resounded heavily in my ear. It kind of tickled me, so I brushed my ears off and put my cheek to the phone again.
Shin Heejae was complaining in a troubled voice because I did not respond.
âAre you doing this for fun?â
ââŠâ
âNoona, are you really not going to talk?â
ââŠâ
About 10 seconds passed like that. A regular, small noise continued, and I opened my mouth involuntarily as I listened.
âYawnâŠâ
âSeyoung-ah.â
Then suddenly he called my name. I opened my eyes wide, feeling a sudden escape from sleep.