As soon as Koo Hui-seo finished speaking, a dismal feeling settled in the atmosphere between us. Simultaneously, a more pungent scent erupted from the conjoined tree and man alongside the stench of the black fruits.
That smellâŚThe more I smelled it, strangely, the more I felt like I was being suffocated; I had no desire to get any closer; some instinctive wariness emerged from within.
However, unlike me, Seo Dawon stepped forward. He grabbed the manâs half-exposed forearm and swept his hands across it, as if he were surveying furniture. A faint light appeared when Seo Dawonâs hand passed over Koo Hui-seoâs arm; before I could take a close look, that light sunk into him.
I was nervous, wondering what skill Seo Dawon had used on Koo Hui-seo or what changes would appear in the chimerized man, but the two did not talk or react even after the gleam of the light had faded.
âYou received this curse from Koo Hui-seoâs mother?â Seo Dawon finally broke the long-lasting silence. As expected, the light seemed to be some diagnostic tool.
[âŚMother seemed to think it was a âcure.â] Koo Huiseo answered the Mageâs question obediently. However, his mild tone could not hide the hatred that accompanied the word, âcure.â [It would have been better if I had gone to a psychiatrist. She believed that she could solve things on her own.]
âWhat happened?â
[At first, mother considered Hui-seoâs mental schism a small misfortune. Thatâs why she treated it as a âWitchââit started with a âBaptism.â]
ââŚIs he speaking about *that* Baptism?â
Iâve heard of a skill called the [Witchâs Baptism].
High-level Witches often received large sums of money in return for casting the [Witchâs Baptism] buff on Users; the buff was known to chase away misfortune or calamities that would persistently cling to the victim.
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Therefore, the effectiveness and results prescribed by each testimony of the baptized Users were quite different. Some purport immediate relief from chronic headaches, and others swear theyâve returned alive from an accident that had almost killed them.
âHow was a skill that drives away misfortune supposed to treat something like Dissociative Identity Disorder?â
Koo Hui-seo continued, as if he had read my mind.
[Of course, a severe mental illness like a personality disorder could not be alleviated by a baptism. From then on, mother began suspecting Hui-seo and began feeding him truth serums.]
âShe suspected him?â
[She suspected that we may have been lying about our illnessâthat we may have broken the Witchâs designated taboo.]
He also explained the taboo.
As the son of a witch, Koo Hui-seoâs mother wanted to keep him under her protection. Thatâs why she created a âtabooâ that changed daily; dozens of conditional blessings hung upon that taboo and would be maintained if Hui-seo did not commit the taboo.
A witchâs skill set usually consisted of restrictions and rewardsâthe stricter the restrictions the higher the rewardsâŚand the more severe the price would be for breaking them.
And at first, Koo Hui-seo would break the taboo several times.
If there were only one or two taboos, he may have been able to maintain that balance, but his mother cared about her son very much. She devised protective skills every day that wouldnât allow even a scrape from a shaving razor.
In the blink of an eye, dozens of restrictions were placed upon him; Koo Hui-seo thought that he couldnât live any longer while conscious of so many taboos. However, Koo Hui-seoâs mother neither backed down nor compromised. Her sonâs rebellion fell on deaf ears.
[Hui-seo lost one thing with each taboo he broke. He may lose his sight for a few days; other times, he might lose his voice.]
âThat kind ofâŚâ I couldnât help but curse at her style of discipline.
No matter how much you may want to protect him, how could anyone do that to their own child? Itâs a perfect environment for breeding obsessive disorders⌠Such mental illnesses could form even in their absence in a sound mind.
According to him, the taboos were strange and tricky as well.
His shirt must always be buttoned to the very last button; he must only check the time five times a day; he must not be alone in a room with a red lamp; donât step on white thresholds; etcâŚÂ There were dozens of restrictions with no consistent rules; it was far too difficult to memorize. I felt suffocated just imagining myself in Koo Hui-seoâs position.
Furthermore, he had to endure more than his motherâs obsession with taboos and baptisms.
[Funny thing is, the protections didnât really work through his father.]
âHis father?â
[He never liked Hui-seo. We would often get beaten up or verbally abused.]
He was abused by his father.
And, the level of abuse was quite severe: hanging upside down for an hour while being hit by a bat or breaking bones while blocking a golf club.
[Motherâs âprotectionâ never worked against father.]
âWhyâŚ?â
[Because fatherâs violence was designated as neither escapable nor preventable. To summarize, Hui-seo had to live without violating rules for a protection that was ultimately useless when he needed it the most. Wasnât this the perfect environment to go insane?] Koo Hui-seo said mockingly. [However, mother believed that Hui-seo wouldnât have developed this disease if he kept to the rules. She believed that he had fallen ill after deceiving her and breaking taboos.]
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[So, Hui-seo often tried to kill himselfâŚThat didnât go his way either. When he tried to hang himself, the rope broke; if he fell off the roof, his fall would be stopped in the middle, and heâd only break his leg.]
The baptism was cast by one of the nationâs foremost witches in an effort to protect her child. No matter how hard he may have tried to die, he wouldnât have been able to succeed.
âDid Koo Kyung man, perhaps, seek out Seo Dawon to end his brotherâs pain?â I thought.
He had only asked for Seo Dawon to kill his brother.
Seo Dawon, who happened to be looking at me, silently shook his head, signalling for me to keep mum. He might have thought the same but had decided that it would do no good to mention Koo Kyungman to the corpse-like man. Or maybe Seo Dawon wanted to bring the matter up on his own.
Anyway, I kept my mouth shut at his cue and decided to continue to listen.
âHmmâŚIâm sorry to hear thatâthe fact that youâve been abused by your family.â Seo Dawon said.
ââŚâŚâ I couldnât help but feel embarrassed at the drivel that left the Mageâs mouth.
How could he give his condolences with an expression that brokered no feelings of comfort or sympathy� What was he thinking?
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[It seems Iâve bored you?] Of course, Koo Hui-seo would reply in an understandably jilted way in retortâhis voice sounded different from the polite tone used earlier.
However, Seo Dawon answered without hesitation, âA little?â
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âAnyone would be able to guess that youâve suffered through some rough times just by looking at you.â Seo Dawon added sarcastically, âAfter all, chimeras donât normally decay while alive.â
This social interaction burned me from the insides. Is he the devil? What if Koo Hui-seo becomes uncooperative because of your wordsâŚ
[I guess thatâs true. Iâve said something useless.]
However, the atmosphere did not turn perilous as I had expected. Koo Hui-seo bowed his head and closed his mouth, as if he agreed with the Mage. He looked as if he no longer wanted to talk. He shrank back into the crack in the tree that housed his face.
Maybe some of his expectations for our visit had vanished. I stared at Seo Dawon, asking through my expression âWhat are you going to do now?â The Mage, though, stayed calm.
Before Koo Hui-seo could fully bow his head, Seo Dawon asked arrogantly, âIâm curiousâIf we completely restore your body, would âKoo Hui-seoâ come back to life?â
The chimera immediately stopped moving as soon as he heard Seo Dawonâs words.
TL: Sorry if this chapter is rough, I had to PR it in a hurry!