I stood up while holding that hand, but I couldnât respond to Koo Hui-seo. It wasnât because I found it hard to believe his wordsâthat he wouldnât live longâbut because the hand I just grabbed was so cold that I couldnât believe it belonged to a living person.
ââŠIs the request Koo Hui-seo-ssi wants to make⊠Donât tell meâyou want me to make you into a servant?â I asked, adopting a deliberate cold look.
Then, Koo Hui-seo tilted his head, âIs that not an option?â
âNoâthatâs not the problem. Is there really no other way for you to recover?â
âMm⊠I donât know?â
My heart ached as I looked at his vacant expression.
Perhaps he didnât even think about finding another way to live. This man had been waiting for death his entire lifeâthe doctorâs conclusion may have been the happiest thing he had ever heard in his life. He couldnât erase the anticipation and excitement on his face.
That face was just so unbearably pitiful. I knew he had a terrible childhood and had been shunned by all those who were supposed to love him. Furthermore, I was also one of the people that Koo Hui-seo wantedâcraved attention fromâbut couldnât have.
HoweverâŠ
âWere you really⊠going to ask me to turn you into a servant when you died?â I asked, clenching my teeth.
Koo Hui-seo must have read something in my expression, but he failed to properly grasp my inner emotions. He merely rolled his big eyes around and continued to say, âYes⊠But, come to think of itâŠâ
âYes?â
âLee-kyung-ssi doesnât like me very much. I suppose he might dislike that idea.â
ââŠâŠâ
âBut still, canât it be doneâŠ? In return, when I die, Iâll leave all my inheritance to you. Youâll be able to live without having to work for the rest of your lifeâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ After hearing such a stupid statementâwas that all his brain could manifest?âmy forehead wrinkled.
Koo Hui-seo kept an eye on my changing expressions as he offered unsolicited information on his properties. âWell, I⊠I have 200 billion in assets that donât need to be taxed. If you want, I can set up a corporation or trust, andâŠâ
âShut up. Please.â
âYe~esâŠâ
I rubbed my brows as I looked at Koo Hui-seoâs guileless expressionâit seemed he had no idea that this would anger me.
This man is a fool. A three-year-old child could probably debate better than him. Therefore, I shouldnât get angry⊠he wouldnât understand anyway. Heâll probably just wail, âIâm sorry⊠Should I kill myself now?â
SoâŠ
âKoo Hui-seo-ssi, if you die within three years, I definitely wonât sign a contract with you.â
""
âWhat?â
I grit my teeth and decided to speak at his eye level. Adopting a deliberately mocking tone, I said, âItâs the truth. Why should I sign a contract with a dreary person like you? Iâll forget about Koo Hui-seo-ssi as soon as he dies.â
âS-So meanâŠâ
âKoo Hui-seo-ssi, youâve never been abroad, have you? After demolishing that bastard Bae Jaemin, Iâm going to travel the world with Dawon-ie. Jealous?â
ââŠâŠâ
âWithout you, I think I wonât have any concerns about being with Dawon-ie. Lighthearted and free. Itâll be a relief, really.â
âThatâs really, really too muchâŠâ Face flushed and tears streaming down his cheeks, Koo Hui-seo protested with a cracked voice. The more I spoke, the more upset he became; he wiped his tears with his drooping sleeves, like a child. âLee-kyung-ssi is truly cruel⊠This must be Seo Dawonâs influenceâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
âI wasnât even going to ask you to summon me⊠I just didnât want to⊠be apart from Lee-kyung-ssiâŠâ
It took great effort to stop myself from shedding tears at Koo Hui-seoâs pitiful pleas. It seemed that he hadnât noticed my reddened eyesâhis vision was impaired from his own tears.
So, hiding my emotions, I said, ââŠBut, if Koo Hui-seo-ssi can live for 30 more years, Iâll sign a contract with you.â
âWhat?â
âI keep on saying this, stop hurting yourself. We can search for different doctors and also ask for second opinions from Priests as well. They say that âhealingâ canât cure diseases, but if whatâs wrong with you is caused by a curse, we might be able to cure you with skills or items.â
ââŠâŠâ However, Ko Hui-seo looked even more depressed than before. He seemed like he wanted to protestâhis cheeks trembling slightlyâbut eventually, only tears streamed down his cheeks. My encouragement to live on seemed to hurt him more than anything else.
âBesides, youâŠyour child will be born soon, right?â
âYesâŠâ
âThat child⊠Excuse me, but itâs going to be a human child, right?â
ââŠSomething similar to that, I suppose?â
I sighed briefly, but, since I needed to persuade him in any way possible, I continued to speak quite seriously, âKoo Hui-seo-ssi needs to take good care of that child. Koo Kyungman⊠is going to die, right? If you die as well, that child will become an orphan.â
ââŠâŠâ
âDo you not want Koo Kyungman to die? No wayâdo you perhaps want to die with him?â
âNoâŠâ Koo Hui-seo shook his head, and his fingers twitched in my grip. I knew his mind could easily drift elsewhere, but at least the tears had stopped. So, I let him be.
Koo Hui-seo touched my hand several times; his ears flushed red. He hesitated like that a few times, then, in a nearly pleading voice, he asked, ââŠLee-kyung-ssi. You donât want me to die?â
âYes.â
âThâŠÂ Then⊠Do you like me?â
âYes.â
Koo Hui-seoâs eyes doubled in size. âTruly?!â He shouted in a loud, almost screaming voice.
I didnât think heâd understand, but I sighed and looked at him head on. âI like you enough to not want you to die.â
He turned rigid momentarily. I placed my palm on his chest as I worried that his breathing might have stopped completely.
Then, as soon as I placed my hand on his chest, Koo Hui-seo tightly gripped my hand with tremendous force. The excitement and passion reflected on his face⊠it was, as I predicted, overwhelming. I took a couple of steps back and unsuccessfully tried to rip my hand away from his grasp. I shook my hand, âLet go of me.â
âJust once⊠Can you tell me that one more time?â
âNoâI wonât tell you again.â
âAhhh⊠Youâre too much! I⊠I was going to give up! Why does Lee-kyung-ssi continue toâŠâ
Of course, I had no intention of observing Koo Hui-seoâs abnormal excitement. So, I aimed a kick at his legs straight away.
However, Koo Hui-seo tried to dodge, and my kick landed between his legs. While the man stood perfectly fine, IâŠ
âAre you insane?â
""
ââŠ*Whine*âŠâ
The hardness between his legs made me feel filthy. Damn it⊠I thought he was acting a bit unusual ever since his ears turned redâŠ
âHaah⊠Let go of my hand now. If you donât let go, Iâll actually hit you.â
ââŠâŠâ Koo Hui-seo made a face that stated he might want to get hit, but, when I shot a scornful glare at him, he reluctantly let go of my hand. I looked at him irritably, but when I noticed sweat trickling down his temple, I closed my mouth.
Koo Hui-seo licked his dripping sweat and smacked his purple lips, âI canât help it⊠Since Lee-kyung-ssi keeps on coaxing me to liveâŠâ
âYour complexion doesnât look well. Sit here for now.â
âWill you really make me a servant in thirty years?â
âYes. I understand, so⊠Rest for now.â When I calmly cut off his words and commanded him to rest, Koo Hui-seo quickly flopped down on the sofa. Then, he began breathing heavily, face flushed.
Even so, his gaze was constantly on me. After his âexcitementâ had calmed down, I asked him what had happened during the months I was absent. âWhat happened while I was gone? Koo Hui-seo-ssi, I heard you were hospitalized.â
At that, Koo Hui-seo seemed to shrink in on himself a little. He answered slowly, âI⊠Moon Issak brought a search warrantâŠâ
âWhat?â
âFortunately, he wasnât able to find any substantial evidence⊠Anyway⊠At first I thought Lee-kyung-ssi told Moon Issak everything. He seemed to know far too much during the investigationâŠâ
I grit my teeth as I listened to Koo Hui-seo. It was astonishing to think that, within just a month, he managed to gather so much information from me and used it for various purposes.
At the same time, I became concerned that Koo Hui-seo might have fallen victim to Moon Issakâs âhypnosis.â If he went so far as to obtain a search warrant and interrogated him, Moon Issak might have manipulated Koo Hui-seo as well.
âDid Moon Issak do anything weird to you by any chance?â
âAh⊠Mmm. Well, that was all taken care of by the âother Koo Hui-seoââŠ.â
However, my worries vanished with Koo Hui-seoâs subsequent words. As I looked at his bright and innocent expression, I thought, âEven a crazy guy like him has his usesâŠâ. I shook my headâit wasnât good to harbor such disrespectful thoughts.