If you run into the person you like after youâve done something theyâre sure to hate⌠Youâre sure to act as I did.
âHa. Ha. Ha⌠Since. When. Were. You. There?â
ââŚâŚ?â
That is to say, youâd also be unable to make eye contact or talk properly due to the piercing guilt.
Itâs the perfect way to be outed as suspicious. For example, I really didnât have to freeze, unable to breathe in the aftermath of Seo Dawonâs slow gaze across my body⌠Damn, I really hate that Iâm like this, but I canât really fix my character.
Seo Dawon looked at me calmly; the corners of his lips raised up. His expression clearly stated, âJust what is this guy scheming now?â Honestly, even I thought I was fucking questionable.
âWhatâs wrong?â he asked.
âW-What do you meanâŚâ
âYour expression tells me that youâre hiding something.â
Seo Dawon leaned towards me, face tilted and certain. I stuttered, at a loss for what to say. At this rate, I was sure to confess everything.
However, the person who saved meâŚwas Woo Ragi.
âGet a room, please.â Woo Ragi cracked down on our interaction as if he could no longer bear to see any âhomoeroticâ behavior. At this moment, I felt grateful for his disgusting personality.
Seo Dawon tore his gaze off me and looked at the Swordsman. Then, he sluggishly responded, âSince this is Lee-kyung-ieâs house, shouldnât Ragi be the one to leave?â
âAre you out of your mind? Time and place.â
âI! Am all~ for it! However, let me in too!â
âWhat kind of disturbing things are you saying Jung Garam!â
Fortuitously, even Garam-ie butted into our conversationâŚ
Seo Dawonâs interrogative atmosphere was disrupted; I sighed with relief and slipped out of the Mageâs arms. Of course, Seo Dawon immediately grabbed my wrist, so I failed to escape completely.
Seo Dawon stared down at me with an awkward smile and asked the Servants, âDid something happen to Lee-kyung-ie today?â
âMmmâŚWho knows. Ah! Maybe the coffinâŚ?â
âCoffin?â
Choi Kyung-sik muttered, as if he had just remembered something while cautiously wiping the golemâs core clean. Seo Dawon continued to press on for more detail. I hesitated, and Woo Ragi answered before I could open my mouth, âWe found your staff.â
âWhere?â
âIt was within Geum Miyoungâs stash. She had gathered our keepsakesâthe items that were perhaps too troublesome to discard.â Woo Ragi revealed his hidden sword and tilted the handle forward. A butterfly-shaped decoration was woven to the hilt with thread; the ornament was tilted slightly to the left.
As he showed his death keepsake, Woo Ragi shrugged, âI was wondering where the other side of this thing wasâŚâ
âAhhâŚâ Seo Dawon finally released my wrist and sighed quietly. He patted my head lightly and smiled bitterly, âYou didnât really have to tread on eggshells around me, though.â
ââŚâŚâ His misunderstanding was to my benefit, but my deception left a bad taste in my mouth. I took out the staff I had previously packed away and handed it to him wordlessly.
The Mage lifted the cracked staff. My heart felt uneasy as I saw him stare into the weathered and broken surface of the weapon. It was heartbreaking. And, my heart felt conflictedâmy mind couldnât decide whether or not it was okay to keep deceiving himâŚ
âLee-kyung-ah, will you buy me a new one?â
âAâŚAlright.â
âIâm glad.â Seo Dawon placed down the staff without any hesitationâas if it were some mass-produced industrial product and not some sentimental masterpiece. He then asked me to buy him a new weaponâit was obvious why he asked me for this favor.
ââŚHe didnât want me to feel too melancholy.â
At that moment, I felt shaken again. I wanted to confess my deception to the Mage and instead persuade him to my cause instead.
Everyone here had their own burdens. There must be stories that couldnât be told with these death mementos alone. However, perhaps the servants were trying to be considerate of me by staying silent. Just like how Seo Dawon asked me to buy him a new staff.
âTherefore⌠It wouldnât be good to place another burden on them.â
Seo Dawon would definitely be concerned about the implications behind my newly updated ability. To be honest, I suppose, if I were the Mage, I couldnât help but be concerned as well. After all, my life was the most important aspect of our contract⌠Also, though Iâm a bit embarrassed to say this myself, Seo Dawon likes me⌠Well, probably.
And, Iâm not taking my life for granted. If possible, the correct way forward would be to increase my friendship levels with my servants and increase my dominance over them.
âThis isâŚa last resort option.â
Therefore, for the time being, I decided to hide this skill from everyone.
If they looked at the skill description, theyâll just think that I can summon the servants. Although, this could become troublesome if they ask for me to practice the skill.
If I were to reveal the side effects, everyone will tell me not to use the skill. However, there will be circumstances where I canât avoid summoning more than 1 servant. Then, even if I were to willfully summon these people, theyâll feel useless guilt for stealing away my life.
This is how I can do my part.
Resolve steeled, I scratched my head and took out my cell phone. âDo you want me to buy it on Market Raid? Iâm talking aboutâŚyour staff.â
âLetâs take a look.â Seo Dawon sat down at the table and took my cell phone. The servants, who had finished roughly sorting the loot, began to gather around.
However, even after we scrolled down for a long while, no one reacted. Unlike his previous nonchalant attitude, the Mage concentrated hard on the screen.
âNothing catches your eyeâŚ?â I asked, after 30 minutes of breathless, tiring window shopping.
Seo Dawon answered without raising his head, âMm.. There is⌠But the price is a bitâŚâ
âAh, really?â How expensive is it for someone like Seo Dawon to worry? I paused momentarily before continuing forward, letting curiosity show in my voice, âYou donât have to worry about the price.â
âReally?â
âYeah. To be honest⌠I wouldnât have any money without you guys.â
His expression now bright, Seo Dawon entered [Lee Dojin] into the search bar and clicked on his [Made to Order] tab. I flinched momentarily, but, because I felt guilty for deceiving him and because I wanted to buy him some excellent equipment, I kept silent
The Mage sorted the available designs by price and pressed on the coolest-looking one. Then, without any hesitation, he continued to add more and more paid extras to the staff.
I slipped my gaze awayâIâm sure the ordered staff would cost an astronomical amount. Not looking at the price would probably be better for my mental health.
However, the problem wasnât solely Seo Dawon. The observing servants piped in with their own two cents.
âMy dagger is also⌠itâs almost corroded.â
âThereâs a small crack on the bottom of my shieldâŚbut you donât need to worry about it.â
âUsually one replaces the flight stones of a echo blade on an annual cycle, but itâs already been three yearsâŚâ
âLee-kyung-ssi. Thereâs a 30% discount coupon targeted at Alchemists. 30% discounts on Golem Nucleuses arenât so commonâŚâ
I looked at every servant, one by one; they all had such tearful, pleading faces. Ah, come on⌠Isnât making that kind of expression cheating?
âO-Of course⌠Iâll buy them. For you guys tooâŚâ Eventually, I readily(?) opened my wallet.
Seo Dawon, who continued to add extra add-ons with no end in sight, raised his head when he received the notification [No more extras can be added.]. From my brief glance at his face, I could see a slight rosy red blush on his face; for the first time, I thought he looked his age. âSo cuteâŚâ
âThanks, Lee-kyung-ah.â He approached me, as if he had read my thoughts, and hugged me tightly.
It was my first time seeing Seo Dawon act like this, so, drunk on the atmosphere, I began talking nonsense. âItâs nothing⌠haha! Isnât there anything else you want to buy?
âMm, a cape? After all, MagesâŚlook cooler when casting magic when theyâre wearing a cape.â
âT-Thatâs right⌠Very important.â Though inwardly I didnât think this was right, I kept nodding. I couldnât help myself.
* * *
âHello! This is the âMarket Man.â Are you home? There are delivery items that need to be signed by the order recipient⌠Letâs see⌠Thereâs about 130 items! Wowâyouâve ordered so much.
ââŚYes, Iâm at home. What time will you be coming?â
âI think Iâll arrive in an hour. The delivery car is almost filled up completely with Choi Lee-kyung-ssiâs items. Ahahaha. You must have just moved in?
âYesâŚwell. HahaâŚha.â
As Market Raid boasts a fast delivery rate, the delivery day from hell started a day after our order was placed.
Aside from the [made-to-order] times, the Servant bastards kept asking to buy them more stuff, saying they needed this and that. Later on, they didnât even ask for my permission and continued to add things into the carâŚeventually, it all turned out this way:
I recalled the utterly sweet, cute, affectionate, and lovable Mage from yesterday.
âI honestly super liked itâŚâ
As a result of being drunk off the atmosphere, without really being able to relish the loot we retrieved from Geum Miyoungâs stash, we used it to buy new equipment. The money that was left in my bank account was nearly empty as well.