Woo Ragi leaned my body against his and then carried me on his shoulders as if he were hauling a bag of flour. Thanks to this, the pit of my stomach pressed against the edges of his shoulders. I felt bile rise upâbeyond feeling upset, I felt like I was going to vomit.
âW-Wait a minute!â I struggled, trying to get him to fix his posture⊠Suddenly I heard a sharp clap and my butt began to throb. My eyes opened wide, stunned.
âDo you want to die? Your butt is touching my face.â Woo Ragi, this crazy bastard, just slapped my ass with his palm!
Weâre the same age! 1
Humiliation and shame bubbled up within me; I grabbed at Woo Ragiâs hair with all my might, as if I were pulling weeds. Blinded by anger, I couldnât see anything else.
Woo Ragi slowly turned his head and glared at me, âAre you crazy? Just where are you hitting!?â
âThatâs my lineâare you crazy?!â
When I said that, Woo Ragi glared at my wrist. My emotions, which rose with my momentary lapse of reason, quickly cooled down in the face of his harsh eyes.
However, I was still frustrated and annoyed. As I released strength from my fingers still grabbing at his hair, the bastard irritatedly shook his head and gripped my side harder. Eventually, I couldnât endure and clung to the swordsmanâs neck.
âTsk, I told you to take your hands off of me,â Woo Ragi said.
âI feel like Iâm about to vomitâŠ! Honestly!â
âIf you throw up, Iâll âactuallyâ kill you.â
ââŠâŠâ Instead of answering, I buried my face into the crook of his neck. At that moment, Woo Ragi stopped walking and spouted a few curse words. Fortunately, though, he fixed his carrying posture. It seems he hated the feel of my burrowing into his embrace more than he loved inconveniencing me. That fact was annoying, but he moved cautiously, taking care to not brush against me. At least I didnât feel uncomfortable anymore.
However, even as I was carried in Woo Ragiâs arms, my condition continued to deteriorate. Earlier, I had thought I felt sick because of the pressure on my stomach, but the nausea had gotten worse.
Eventually, I grabbed his arm and barely managed to open my mouth, âW-WaitâŠâ
Woo Ragi didnât answer, but hurriedly threw me to the ground when we made eye contactâhe must have seen something in my eyes. Lying there, I threw up everything I had recently eaten. âUrghâŠ.â
It was painful enough that teardrops began falling from my eyes.
However, Woo Ragi, who I thought would stay far far away, strode closer. Embarrassed and still feeling nauseous, I tried to scooch away. However, Woo Ragiâs hands were faster than mine.
ââŠHey.â He wiped the vomit off the corners of my mouth. He showed me his hand⊠Unexpectedly, it wasnât gastric juices or food scraps that had clung to the sides of my lips.
It was vivid blood.
I was even more surprised than Woo Ragi. I opened my eyes wide and stared back at the spot I had thrown up: darkened blood. Bewildered, I raised my head. âItâs bloodâŠâ
âYouâŠâ Woo Ragi said something, but, strangely, the floor began to spin around me⊠Soon, I closed my eyes and collapsed. Someone caught me before I hit the ground, but I couldnât remember anything after that.
* * *
When I opened my eyes again, my body was shaking at regular intervals. After a few more minutes just intaking my current situation, I realized I was on someoneâs back.
I frowned and looked around; I remembered that the last person I was with was Woo Ragi. All I could see, though, was darkness enveloping me.
I had no idea how much time had passed. However, judging from my physical condition, it felt like I had rested on his back for at least two to three hours.
The fact that Woo Ragi had continued to carry me on his back this entire time was proof that we were no longer inside my home. No matter how large my new home may be, itâs not so complex nor spacious enough that heâd stumble around in this darkness for hours while giving me a piggy-back ride.
Rather than being at homeâŠI could judge that something had gone wrong, and that Woo Ragi and I were alone and separated from the others.
ââŠWhere are we?â I asked.
âSome zone erected by Koo Hui-seo.â 2
As expected, we seemed to be in some different ârealm.â
HoweverâŠBecause Woo Ragi replied immediately, as if he were waiting for my question, he must have known exactly when I had come to my senses and opened my eyes. I thought heâd make some abusive remarks, like telling me to get off his back or blaming all his frustrations on me, the âhomo.â
Though I was on his back for a long while, he had yet to ask me to climb down; the swordsman just continued to silently walk somewhere. I had thought about raising my head to observe my surroundings, but I ended up adjusting my position to rest my cheek on his other shoulder. My heart was uncomfortable, but my body was at ease.
âHeâs got such a pretty face, but his back isâŠso wideâŠâ
Woo Ragi really had everything except for a decent personality. For a while, I let myself be carried like that, thoughts wandering. However, after a seemingly long time had passed, I cautiously asked, âDo you knowâŠhow to get out of here?â
Woo Ragi responded with a shocking answer, âHow should I know?â
âY-You have no idea?â
âYou donât know either.â
âNo, thatâs not what I meantâŠ! Then, where are we going?â
ââŠDonât tell me, you canât see around you in this level of darkness? You donât see how those bastards, following your blood scent, keep coming for you?â
âWhat?â
âThatâs why weâre constantly on the move.â With that said, Woo Ragi continued pretty vigorously. Was there really some unseen opponent in the dark Woo Ragi was fighting against? Goosebumps ran up my spine.
I stared straight ahead, but it was hard to identify anything in the dark and could only see the back of Woo Ragiâs head. Eventually, I buried my face into the swordsmanâs back and tried to stifle the sound of my breaths. After all, there was nothing else I could do.
[Ruff!]
I could very faintly hear the sound of a dogâs bark or a wolfâs grunt. Simultaneously, Woo Ragiâs shoulders stiffened until they became as hard as stone. A sharp wind brushed past my back; as it passed by, something moist sprinkled onto my hands. It was hotâŠand smelled nauseating.
âNnghâŠâ
âJust keep your head shoved down. Donât be soâŠ! Cumbersome.â
ââŠAlright.â Since Woo Ragi was moving so intensely, I thought itâd be better to flatten and press myself against the swordsmanâs body.
We stayed in that state for a long time; after a while, Woo Ragiâs behavior gradually changed. It seemed that he had dealt with everything that had rushed at us.
âHaah⊠Iâm going crazy.â Woo Ragi sighed, frustrated. Even if he killed all the enemies now, who knew how long this situation would continue?
Of course I was anxious. The only person I could rely on in this unexpected situationâwhere I could see nothing in the pitch-black surroundingsâwas Woo Ragi, andâŠ
âSeo DawonâŠmust be worried about me, right?â
We couldnât connect or communicate with the other servants at all. Just then, Woo Ragi suddenly stopped walking. Nervous, I grabbed at his shoulders with tense fingers. âW-What?â
âThe sun is rising⊠Fuck, where is this? Is this Koo Hui-seoâs house?â
âWhat?â
âJung Garamâs better at getting a grasp of the fieldâs underlying structureâŠâ Woo Ragi murmured.
I was shocked and puzzled by his grumbles. The sun rose? Wouldnât that mean the surroundings should be brighter?
âThen, why canât I see anything yet?â
I rubbed at my eyes again. However, I could still only see pitch darkness. Actually, I couldnât even see the hands rubbing at my eyes. Once again I stretched up my hands and pressed into my eyeballs, but nothing had changed.
By then, I panicked; I recklessly reached out and grabbed whatever was in frontâWoo Ragiâs head, of course. I could feel the softness of his hair and the strands in between my fingers, but my eyes couldnât make out the unique golden color that should be there.
Woo Ragi looked back at me without hiding his displeasure as soon as he felt my touch. Of course, I couldnât see such actions but I confirmed it through how his hair swept across my hands.
âWhat?â He asked.
âR-Right now⊠Is it bright? Is there light?â
âWhat bullshitâŠ?â
âMyâŠeyesâŠâ
âWhat?â
âI canât seeâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
As I spoke, I kept rubbing at my eyesâit felt uncomfortable, like there was something stuck between my eyelid and my eyeballs.
However, because Woo Ragi dropped me to the floor, I could no longer continue rubbing. Bewildered, I was dismayed at the feeling of being pushed away; soon, I felt abandoned in the darkness. âW-WhyâŠ?â
ââŠâŠâ
âW-Where did you go? My eyes really are strange! I canât see anything, okay?!â
ââŠâŠâ
I scrambled to reach out to where I estimated Woo Ragi might be, but I grabbed at nothing. Still, I kept my arms outstretched as I walked around. I couldnât believe that the Swordsman would just leave me behind and disappear. âWoo Ragi⊠Ragi-yah! Woo Ragi-ssi⊠W-Woo Ragi-nimâŠ!â
ââŠâŠâ
âYouâre not there? D-Did you really abandon me?â
ââŠâŠâ
âYou couldnât haveâŠright?â After calling out for a long while, I fell into a panic. I sat down and began to helplessly weep.
And, only then did that crazy bastard open his mouth. ââŠI guess you really canât see.â
His voice came from behindânot where I had reached out. I stiffened in surprise; Woo Ragi lifted me from the back. I remained rigid in his embrace and stared blankly at the source of his voice.
âAre you a faucet? Stop crying. Itâs frustrating.â
ââŠâŠâ
âWould I really abandon you? Youâre so dramaticâI just sat you down for 1 minuteâŠâ
And I⊠When I heard those shameless remarks, anger bubbled within me. Eventually, I wiped my tears with my sleeve and cursed at him, âYou⊠You madman! I really thought you went crazy!!â