When he was a student, Han Kiseok had bangs that slightly covered his eyebrows and often adopted a chic, chilly expression. When one actually talked to him or hung out with him, the man was unexpectedly funny.
Furthermore, in the past, I had often seen him wearing a uniform. So, rather than welcome, I felt that he looked unfamiliar. Instead of a school uniform, he was dressed in plain but luxurious clothes⌠His hairstyleâwith bangs brushed upâframed a soft, smiling expression⌠Everything went well together, but this didnât feel like the Han Kiseok I knew.
In addition, his body frame was definitely larger than I remembered. He didnât gain weight; rather, it felt like he had bulked up from exercise.
âItâs really awkward.â
That guyâs appearance alone drove in how much time had passed since we last met.
However, Han Kiseok didnât seem to share my sense of discomfort; he quickly approached me with a smile. Then, reaching out, he lightly shook my hand. âItâs really good to see you. You didnât change at all.â
âRâŚReally?â
He smiled kindly again; I couldnât tell if his cryptic words were a compliment or an insult. His smile had become more natural than in the past; it seemed as if he had many good experiences under his belt. I was suddenly struck by the realization that this man had lived a good life.
âI also should have worked outâŚâ
By comparison, I had been working myself to the bone before I met Seo DawonâŚÂ 1 There was probably a shadowâfrom the hardships of lifeâthat still lingered around the planes of my face.
I brushed my hand across my face for no discernable reason and followed Han Kiseok to the seats he had reserved in advance. It wasnât by the emergency stairway that Kim Olim had told me about, but the seats were on a pretty, 2nd-floor terrace overlooking a panoramic view of the east side of the hub. It was rather flashy and colorful for two men, but⌠unable to refuse, I sat my butt down on the seat that Han Kiseok had pulled out.
âChoi Lee-kyung looks a little shy.â
ââŚâŚâ
âDawon-ie hyung, what are you going to do? It seems like Lee-kyung-ieâs heart is waveringâŚâ
The greater issue, though, were my servant bastardsâthey speculated on my every move while watching us from behind.
In particular, Jung Garam seemed excited as he chattered away. Instead of reacting, I kicked Garam-ie in the calf, but my foot ached as if I had kicked a wooden pole. I gave up. When I saw Jung Garamâs cheekily laugh, I had to restrain myself from wanting to punch his face.
âWould you like to order?â A waiter said.
âWhat would you like to eat?â Han Kiseok asked.
âUhâŚâŚ an Iced Americano for me.â
âIâll have the same.â
Fortunately, Han Kiseok did not notice anything out of the ordinary. He simply looked at me until our drinks arrived. Then, he opened his mouth. âHow have you been?â
ââŚUhâŚâ Even though I knew that I should answer properly, I couldnât think of a good pretense, so I momentarily hesitated.
I must have looked troubled to Han Kiseok; he gave me an indulgent smile and gently said, âIâm not trying to interrogate you. Iâm merely curious.â
âAh⌠Well, IâveâŚbeen well. Nothing special happenedâŚâ
âIs that your servant?â
âHuh? YeahâŚâ
âIt looks cute.â
ââŚâŚâ
He looked at Lackey, the skeleton, and called it cute. In reality, Han Kiseok was the first person to tell me that Lackey was cute, so my mood was uplifted. Looking at the skeleton clinging to my side, I stroked its skull. âI-Isnât itâŚ? Itâs like a total kid.â
[Clack clack?]
âI was a little unfamiliar with the Necromancer class, so I searched up information on it. I wondered if they dealt with ghouls or zombies.â
âAhh⌠For my level, thatâs a bit too muchâŚâ After speaking, I realized I probably shouldnât needlessly emphasize my incompetence, so I trailed off at the end of my sentences.
Fortunately, Han Kiseok moved onto another subject without asking further about my stats. âItâs been a while since you became a User.â
âHm?âŚI suppose? Itâs been over a year, I thinkâŚâ
âI thought youâd contact me during that time.â
âAhâŚâ At a loss due to the tone of slight disappointment, I scratched at my cheek and avoided his gaze.
At that time, Han Kiseok hadnât given me a clear answer, but I picked up on his true feelings⌠From Han Kiseokâs perspective, he may have wondered why someone who had always worked hard to gain his affection wouldnât bother to contact him. He might have even forgotten all that he had said about me. So, perhaps that was why he contacted me firstâŚ
âIâm sorry. I havenât thought about you until you contacted me.â So, seeing no need to complicate matters, I apologized sincerely.
ââŚâŚâ
âThe two Americanos youâve ordered have arrived.â
âThank youâŚâ I said to the waiter.
However, Han Kiseokâs expression contorted strangely when he heard my apology⌠A little like he had slightly frozen⌠Of course, when our eyes met, that expression disappeared quickly.
Han Kiseok looked at me without even touching his drink; at my sidelong glance, he asked me something else, âThen, do you get along with anyone in the hub? A fixed group or something?â
âHm?â
âYou must have a party when you enter the dungeons. You donât have a guildâŚâ
âAhâŚâ After a momentâs silence, I recalled the names on my friend tab in the system. âThereâs someone named Kim Sangyoon⌠Perhaps you know him? Heâs a streamerâŚâ I chose the most normal person on that list.
âKim Sangyoon? Hmm⌠Sorry, I donât know who he is. I donât really watch User streams.â
âAh, okayâŚâ
ââŚâŚâ
ââŚâŚâ
I felt another difference that separated the past from the present; as students, the conversation didnât feel so awkward even when we were silent. But now, there was an unbearable awkward atmosphere as silence stretched between us.
Han Kiseok must have felt the same way; he repeatedly opened and closed his mouth, trying to say something. I stirred the blameless iced americano with a straw, careful to not make eye contact with him.
âI guess heâs a celebrity that only I donât know.â Meanwhile, Han Kiseok must have been searching the Warrior up; he was looking at his cell phone screen. I wondered what he had read, but then I saw Kim Sangyoonâs profile on the screen.
âItâs valid to not know him if you donât watch streams. Itâs only been a few months since his channelâs popularity has shot up.â
âShot up?â
âYeah. It hasnât been long since his subscriber count exponentially increased⌠Ah! Kiseok-ie, do you want to watch him too? He often does slapstick comedyâŚâ To overcome this silence, I hurriedly turned on my cell phone and showed him my favorite Kim Sangyoon stream clip⌠Han Kiseok was expressionless; it was as if he were watching some serious nature documentary.
He did not even chuckle when he saw Kim Sangyoon crumple to the ground as he was about to sit down (his chair had wheels and had moved backwards). I almost quietly laughedâthe clip was still funny on a second watchâŚ
Bashful, I hurriedly took my cell phone back from Han Kiseokâs hand and muttered an excuse, âThere are some folks that donât really understand his humorâŚâ
âNo, itâs just⌠Itâs fascinating that youâre in a fixed party with someone like him. How did you meet him?â
âAh! Thatâs⌠We got closer after Sangyoon-ssi carried meâŚâ
âCarried you?â
âMhmm⌠First, he accepted money for that service, but⌠Mmm⌠Somehow we just got closer.â To be exact, we became friendly through Seo Dawonâstanding behind meâinstigating a slave contract through violence and intimidation. We subdued the Warrior through those tactics, but⌠I couldnât exactly be forthright with this explanation.
Instead, I tried to fabricate a moving story. âSangyoon-ssi is truly a kind person⌠He willingly goes around the dungeons with me.â
âAh⌠Then, was Kim Sangyoon-ssi the one to first propose clearing dungeons together?â
âMhmm.â
âHow often do you go with him?â
âAboutâŚtwo or three times a week?â The more I talked, the stranger Han Kiseokâs expression became. As if he discovered some major plothole in my explanation, he became increasingly persistent with his questions.
âSo you entered this Kim Sangyoon personâs party?â
âNo? We just raid togetherâjust the two of usâŚâ
âThereâs quite the level difference between the two of you. Waitâjust the two of you?â
ââŚâŚâ It sounded like the Han Kiseok was questioning why someone like Kim Sangyoon would drag around an incompetent User like me. I crossed my arms across my chest. âYeah. It seems like he still likes me even though Iâm so incompetent.â
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Han Kiseok looked up with a startled expression after he heard my answer. âThatâs not what I meant⌠Normally, at your level, itâs faster to raid dungeons as a party.â
ââŚI also donât know why Kim Sangyoon prefers to raid with just the two of us.â
âI apologize. This wasnât what I intended.â He apologized quite neatly, but I still felt uncomfortable.
âAs Choi Kyung-sik said⌠Did Han Kiseok meet me to fulfill some ulterior motive?â
His persistent interrogation was not what I expected from the Han Kiseok I rememberedâŚ
Furthermore, heâd listened to my situation, but he hadnât talked about himself at all. So this time, I resolved to put on an act and pretend to be interested in his life. The servants said that his girlfriend worked for a company run by Geum Miyoung, rightâŚ?
âS-So⌠How are you doing these days?â I asked.
ââŚNothing special. Life is just travelling from job to house to job to house.â Han Kiseok spoke as if he were living some joyless, boring life, but, as far as I knew, the man was a fairly successful User. Before I met Seo Dawon, if someone were to ask me to describe a fanciful Userâs life⌠I might have imagined Han Kiseokâs current lifestyle.
I didnât know if the man was showcasing his humility or merely bluffing, but Han Kiseok firmly shut his mouth tight after that answer. I took note of his attitude and, in an awkward tone, asked him another question. âMm, then⌠Did you meet your current girlfriend at your job?â
Han Kiseok, who had been looking down with his gaze focused on his coffee, slowly raised his head. Then, with a bewildered expression, he countered, âGirlfriend?â
âYeah?â
âI donât have a girlfriend?â
Footnotes
The original is âcreated porridge.â Rice porridge requires hours of constant stirring to make sure rice doesnât stick to the bottom of the pot. Itâs slang for âextremely hard work.â