âTell him that itâll be a breach of contract if he comes any closer.â It was rare for Seo Dawon to express his irritation.
I gulped once and did as he commanded, âI-if you come any closer, itâll be a breach of contract.â
ââŠâŠ.â Koo Hui-seoâs expression changed.
It was as if the words âdonât come any closerâ was a huge affront to him. He looked as if he thought he heard wrong; Koo Hui-seo alternated looking between my face and the gold line drawn at his feet.
However, as nothing changed even after dozens of glances, Koo Hui-seo lowered the corners of his mouth that awkwardly lingered and muttered, with a pale complexion, âLee-kyung-ssi, donât you understand meâŠâ
ââŠâŠ.â
âI donât have anyone else close to me anymore except Lee-kyung-ssi.â
He acted as if I had betrayed him.
I felt uncomfortable with that attitude, yet, on the other hand, I felt pity watching his trembling bodyâlike a shivering man left outside in a downpour of rainâŠI stared back, without saying anything to contradict him.
How many minutes went by?
In the end, Koo Hui-seo retreated a couple of steps with a melancholic look. âLee-kyung-ssi is so fickleâŠâ he grumbled, emphasizing his words by stamping his feet.
When I watched him, silent, his gaze wandered the floor before fixating on mine momentarily. Of course, Koo Hui-seo dropped eye contact first; when I saw how he refused eye contact, I came to a conclusion. âHeâs upsetâŠâ
Would it have been better to leave him to his own devices? 1
Of course, Koo Hui-seo was a genuinely insane person who killed off those he was dissatisfied withâhis mother and his younger brother; it was a hundred times better to behave distantly than to be intimate with him.
Itâs not like I wanted to blindly garner hatred, but it was far too hard to act intimately as he wanted.
âI had expected some affection from Lee-kyung-ssiâŠâ Koo Hui-seo didnât seem to be the type to stubbornly be prideful just because he was upset. He took the odd attitude of audibly muttering all his complaints, even though he avoided eye contact with me as much as possible.
I was dumbfounded by his poor behavior, but, at the same time, his behavior played its role in slightly defusing my sharp vigilance. It seemed foolish to be wary of something like that. Should I say that he was childish?
âUsually, itâs normal to be scared of those who would kill their own motherâŠâ So, against my wishes, I unknowingly responded.
Still looking around at his surroundings, Koo Hui-seoâs ears perked up at my voice and, once again, he muttered to himself. âLee-kyung-ssi saidâŠI should start a new familyâŠâ
My throat choked up for a moment because I thought he was blaming me for giving murderous advice. However, I reminded myself that Koo Hui-seo wasnât in his right mindâhis words couldnât be taken at face value. I understood that his perspective was far from ordinary people.
âI only meant that you should meet new people. Find those that match well with Koo Hui-seo-ssiâŠâ
âI like Lee-kyung-ssiâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
âI think weâre well-matchedâŠLee-kyung-ssi and I.â
Thatâs how I received my first serious confession from a manâof all things, a sincere confession from a psychoâŠ
I steeled myself, trying not to let my complicated emotions show on my face. The confession itself wasnât what worried me, but rather I was concerned with how I can refuse him without causing bloodshed.
We had an advantageous deal between him and us. He, who would soon become the guildmaster for [Red Dragon], was one of the few decent cards we had up our sleeves.
That was why Koo Hui-seo, no matter how crazy he was, could not be robbed of his life. So, I needed some plausible justification to reject his confession. Itâs within both of our interests to maintain a good relationship.
However, considering Koo Hui-seoâs current attitude, half-baked reasons wouldnât make him give up easilyâŠWhat could I say to convince him? âSeo DawonâŠâŠ.â
âSeo Dawon-ssi?â
I closed my mouth, surprised at my own admission, but Koo Hui-seoâs ears had already picked up everything. He asked, straight away, âDo you have a special relationship with Seo Dawon-ssi?â
ââŠâŠâ
âLee-kyung-ah, what are you doing? You gotta nod.â Seo Dawon fished for an answer, giggling. I was forced to nod, feeling strangely flushed.
I wanted to deny any relation between us, but confirming Koo Hui-seoâs theory was the only way to explain my slip of the tongue. Also, it was possibly the most plausible justification.
However, Koo Hui-seo looked more concerned than depressed or withdrawn. âBut Seo Dawon-ssi isâŠBefore I was locked away, there were rumors that he was a dishragâŠDid you know that before seeing him?â 2
âWhat?â
âHe was a very promiscuous manâŠI donât thinkâŠLee-kyung-ssi and he will last very longâŠâ
âPuhahaha!â As soon as Koo Hui-seo finished speaking, Jung Garam burst into laughter next to us. He looked as if he was familiar with this rumor.
At that moment, I donât know why, but my good humor plummeted. I glanced sideways at the Mage, inwardly clicking my tongue. âWell, I suppose it would be strange for there to be no rumors with that kind of faceâŠâ
Despite my rationalization, though, I felt oddly upset.
I wanted to shake off this mystifying disappointment; though Seo Dawon opened his mouth to speak, I cut him off. âWellâŠI canât help it if we break up someday, but that doesnât matter right now.â
âReally?â Koo Hui-seo asked.
âYesâŠI like dishraââŠI mean popular people in the first place.â
âReally? You have unique tastes.â
ââŠ..â
âHmm⊠I see.â
Jung Garam muttered to himself, âWell, I guess thereâs guys with no dignity out thereâŠâ 3 Seo Dawon simply closed his mouth and looked at me strangely. Koo Hui-seo patted his chin, observed me, and docilely stepped back.
With that finished, we could finally leave the mansion. Koo Hui-seo, holding my hand tightly and not hiding his reluctance to see me go, said âPlease come to the mansion at least once a month.â
âAlright.â I readily answeredâwe needed to periodically verify the reports on Koo Kyungmanâs physical condition anyway.
Koo Hui-seoâs face brightened at my answer; he offered to escort us to the car and provide a chauffeur. While waiting for the car to arrive, I casually asked him, âWhen will you be authorized as the new guild master?â
âFirst, Iâm going to report them both as missing, then temporarily take over as interim guild master. Afterwards, Iâll reveal motherâs corpse.â He nodded, estimating that all of this would take no longer than seven days. As we entered the limousine, brought over by the chauffeur, I said my final parting remarks, âPlease watch out for Bae Jaemin. If he contacts you, let us know.â
âOf course.â Koo Hui-seo shockingly bowed his head to mine, brushing his soft lips to my cheeks. I looked at him, amazed at how he could look so unperturbed.
I was confused as to whether he was indulging in foreign-style greetings or if he had an ulterior motive. In the meanwhile, the glass pane of the window rose, dividing us, and the car started on its journey. IâŠhad to endure the stinging gaze of Jung Garam and Seo Dawon, who watched it all happen from my side.
When the car left the estate, Seo Dawon spoke first, âLee-kyung-ah. You donât believe those rumors, do you?â
âWhat rumors?â I asked, nonchalantly, but in fact those rumors regarding Seo Dawonâs past did concern me. Just what did he do to be remembered so vividly by someone like Koo Hui-seo?
Seo Dawon, after staring for a bit, suddenly leaned towards me. He moved as if to whisper something into my ears, but, instead of whispering, he lightly bit them instead.
âW-what are you doing!â I shouted, both frightened and flabbergasted.
Seo Dawon shrugged his shouldersâturning on me though he was in the wrongââWhy are you so indifferent after hearing these rumors that Iâm promiscuousâ 4
âWhat are youâŠW-why should I care about something like that!â
âYou should grill me, asking whether or not itâs the truth, and burn with jealousy.â
I stared back in bewilderment, forgetting that I had been rubbing my bitten ears. The shock made me miss the perfect timing to respond back, âWhy should I be jealous?â
Seo Dawon smiled at me, âWhen you said you liked me, why would you say the reason was because Iâm popular? Koo Hui-seo wasnât convinced at all.â He laughed, asking if there was ever an idiot who only cared about popularity with his date.
I sat, frustratedly massaging my neck.
However, Seo Dawon didnât stop there. He also bit my cheekâthe one Koo Hui-seoâs lips touched; when I froze, he grabbed my chin and drew closer, his lips almost brushing mine.
Jung Garam was next to us. He simply looked annoyed and sneered, âAre you really going to do this in the car?â
Jeez. What on earth is he doing?!
I couldnât slip from Seo Dawonâs grip on my own strength. I couldnât watch the sight of him coming closerâcloser to my lipsâso I closed my eyes.
However, instead of biting at my lips, Seo Dawon stopped a hairâs width away and, in a low voice, warned me, âNext time, if you donât avoid Koo Hui-seoâs nonsenseâŠIâll continue?â
âItâs not that I didnât avoid himâŠ!â
âIâm different from Lee-kyung-ie. I get very jealous; remember that.â And then, he distanced himself from me as if nothing had happened.
TL: Thanks for kofi Hi-mi! This bonus chapter is for you!
Weâre at the end of this arc! Thereâs a lot to parseâthe nightmare fuel of it all. Koo Hui-seoâŠConfessions and MCâs dense dense feelings. Iâll probably write my own feelings in comments but also I wanted to ask. In preparation for chpt 100+⊠whoâs your fave suitor? (Or character in general?)
Footnotes
The original saying, literally translated, would be âbeat his own drum and play janggi by himselfâ Aka to leave Koo Hui-seo to his own delusions Dishrag is slang for slut. A.k.a. Used rags. ë žìëš = slave boy or those who sell their dignity for selfish reasons ì ë°íì„ = The thief turns on the master with a club. or Save a stranger from the sea, and heâll turn your enemy. or Save a thief from the gallows and heâll cut your throat. Itâs often used in stories where the swindler accuses their victim of being the thief. Thus: turning on me though he was in the wrong.