âThereâs no needâŚâ She shook her head repeatedly.
Lu Lixing chuckled. âWhy not?â
âBabyâs hard to coax?â
âItâs okay,â Lu Lixing whispered in her ear, âIâll only call you that when itâs just the two of us.â
âBabyâŚâ
A warm breath flowed through her ear, making her feel itchy.
Ji Qingqing turned her head away, trying to avoid him.
âBaby, baby, babyâŚâ
Ji Qingqing buried half of her face in the pillow, but Lu Lixing persisted, calling her nonstop. Her heart beat so fast, it felt like it would jump out of her chest.
She suddenly turned around, covering Lu Lixingâs mouth with one hand, not allowing him to say this embarrassing nickname again.
âShut up! Donât shout anymore!â Ji Qingqing was furious with embarrassment.
Lu Lixing gently bit the hand Ji Qingqing used to cover his mouth. Ji Qingqing softly let out a yelp and released her hand, looking at him with a mix of anger and annoyance.
Lu Lixing laughed.
For a moment, there was a comfortable silence. Only the sound of two peopleâs shallow breathing could be heard.
After a long time, Ji Qingqing said, âIâm so scared.â
âScared of what?â
âIâm afraid that you donât really like me. Maybe you donât like me as much as you say and you just keep me around as a tool to keep yourself alive. And when you donât need me anymore, youâll throw me away.â
She tremblingly said, her words laced with fear, âItâs a lose-lose situation. Iâm afraid Iâll lose and then you wonât need me, but I wonât be able to leave you⌠itâs ugly.â
Lu Lixing sighed deeply, turning to hold her in his arms. His voice was steady and strong.
âDonât worry, I wonât let you lose.â
Ji Qingqing bit her lip, still trembling. âI know, I havenât lost.â
âIf one day I leave you, itâll only be because Iâm dead. But donât worry, when I left the hospital, I bought a grave for the both of us, so we canât be separated.â
Ji Qingqing exasperatedly laughed through her tears and looked up at him with a glare.
The lampâs light from the bedside was partially obscured by Lu Lixing. His shadow enveloped Ji Qingqing from within.
âSo⌠the thing you said earlier about having a child.â
Ji Qingqing asked in return.âWhat?â
Lu Lixingâs words had a hint of a smile, âYou said, we should have a child earlier.â
Ji Qingqing was surprised, then her fair complexion turned red. She made a small sound of agreement.
âHow early is âearlierâ?â
Ji Qingqing bit her lower lip, feeling a little bit uncomfortable. But under Lu Lixingâs questioning, she couldnât help but reply, âOf course, the earlier the better.â
âNow?â
Ji Qingqing didnât dare look at him.
Lu Lixing held her waist and pressed her onto the bed. Ji Qingqing was currently wearing a silk pajama that fit her perfectly, outlining her delicate figure.
In such a close distance, he could smell the yuzu fragrance from her body.
A faint and refreshing aroma emanated from her hair, shoulders, collarbone, and every inch of her milky white skin. Every inch of her body exuded fatal temptation and charm.
But itâs not good.
He couldnât deceive her again.
Ji Qingqing deserves to know the truth and make her own decision.
Lu Lixing took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He calmed down for a moment and when he opened his eyes again, the fiery emotions from before had faded.
âXiao Aâs meaning of sharing your life with me isnât what you think. It means that from now on, I will live and die together with you, understand?â
âLive and die together?â
He continued to explain, âThat means, if you die one day, Iâll also die.â
Ji Qingqing was slightly startled. âThat means, Xiao Aâs proposal of sharing my life with you didnât mean cutting my lifespan in half to share it with you?â
âDo you think youâre a discounted commodity?â
Ji Qingqing was startled by this sudden explanation.
I and Lu Lixing wouldnât have to die early? We could watch our children grow up, get married, and have children? Does that mean we still really have a lot of time together?
Ji Qingqing excitedly asked, âReally?â
âYes, really,â Lu Lixing said in a hoarse voice. âNow my life is in your hands. Do you still want to have a child with me earlier?â
Ji Qingqing placed her hands on Lu Lixingâs chest, looking into his eyes. They quietly looked at each other and it was like they could hear each otherâs heartbeats.
âMr. Lu, do you know that this is like driving without a license*? Youâll be fined for this.â
*T/N: I personally presume Ji Qingqing refers to them having intercourse outside of marriage since they arenât legally married yet.
âSo what?â
She teasingly replied, âJust pay the fine to me tomorrow.â
Ji Qingqing narrowed her eyes with pleasure. Her eyes slightly tilted upward as she smiled charmingly. She put her hands around Lu Lixingâs neck and kissed him.
Her kiss was like a spark that ignited an explosive fire between the two of them.
Ji Qingqing grabbed Lu Lixingâs hand which was sneakily touching her and asked a very foolish question. âCan you?â
Lu Lixing laughed and his hot breath spread on her neck and shoulders.
His desire was rapidly rising.
He gently bit Ji Qingqingâs earlobe, his voice was hoarse, and his body was burning with passion that was difficult to control.
âYouâll know later.â
The bedside lamp dimmed.
The window was open and the apricot-colored curtain was blowing high in the evening wind. The moon slowly emerged from the clouds and shone on the marble floor of the bedroom, casting a silver frost on the ground.
In the center of the room, the high-end silk sheets were in disarray on the big bed, and the only sound heard in the room was the delicate and soft moans and heavy breathing.
Unfortunately, at Lu Lixingâs strong request, the following bed scenes werenât heard by Xiao A. But according to its memory, it heard four words before shutting down.