She wanted to ask why, but eventually decided against it. Instead, she looked at the exposed skin on his arms and forehead. The scar on top of his eyebrows and the long scar on his arms were obviously not there six years ago.
âYour words have gotten rougher.â
He burst out laughing, as if hearing something silly.
Deatrice stood still, not knowing what he found so amusing. There was this cheerful expression on his face when in a blink of an eye, he stopped laughing.
Then, she heard him say.
âWell, Iâve spent five years on the battlefield after all.â He squinted his eyes and looked her up and down, âBut you seem to not have changed at allâŠâ
For a woman who had never received such a critical glance, she could sense displeasure emanating from him for a fleeting second but she didnât speak out. Instead, Deatrice pretended to be calm and waited for him to finish.
Luciusâ gaze, which had gone all the way down to her toes, finally came back up and stopped to stare at her eyes.
âYouâve gotten a bit boring too.â
He raised the corner of his lips, âWell, I guess what else could I have expected after you became engaged to a similarly boring man whoâs just so full of himself.â
âFredhiââ Deatrice stopped and looked away, quietly reproving him, âDonât belittle him like that. He lost his life because of his father, and I donât want to hear you criticize him.â
As she spoke, she clearly thought he would be mad or laugh at her.
Perhaps it would be because he was dissatisfied with her engagement to the second prince, and the sight of her engagement ring irritates him. He even called it a âdamn ringâ before.
However, after a long silence, Lucius broke her expectations of him once more.
âYou are right, I went overboard. Please pardon me.â
Although rather than a genuine apology, it seemed like he was just saying it for the sake of maintaining a good atmosphere between the two of them.
In any case, an apology was an apology anyways, so she decided to accept it.
âAlright.â
For a moment, he said nothing and fell silent. When Lucius closed his eyes, he seemed to be listening intently at the faint sound of music that could be heard playing from the hall.
The moonlight cast a soft luster upon his face, and the blonde colors of his hair became tinged with a bluish hue underneath the torpid glow of the night.
Lucius, who had been silent for a long time like he was truly enjoying this night, suddenly opened his mouth.
He was curious. But as her silence grew longer, he realized how stupid and childish his question was.
âNevermind. Donât say anything.â
He abruptly got up from his seat. After that, he smiled charmingly and asked some questions as if to diffuse the situation.
âHave you practiced your expressions yet?â
After a while, Deatrice barely answered with a crack in her voice.
âNoâŠâ
âGood,â he smiled, âbecause I think youâd be better off crying anyways.â
He cringed in a playful manner. Seeing her awful expressions at the moment made him think it was impossible for her to act so lovey-dovey with him.
âHereâs what you need to do. Run out from this terrace, crying. But your style needs toââ Lucius took a step closer to her and cautiously pulled the pin out of the side of her head.
From the moment he started walking closer, Deatrice remained motionless and let him do whatever he wanted.
Although, it was more accurate to say that she wanted to move, but her body was too rooted to the spot that she was unable to. Sensing his warmth close by, Deatrice felt his hand gently brushing through her hair as it passed the tip of her ear.
Memories came gushing back to her like a relentless tide.
She remembered details about him. His warm eyes that used to look at her so tenderly, the way he used to smile at her like she was the sun, and how he would adjust his position to make her feel more comfortable whenever she leaned on his shoulderâŠ
Everything suddenly became vivid like it happened yesterday.
It had been so long since she had felt this.
Deatrice suddenly took a step back as an unconcealable expression showed up on her face, unable to bear the twisting pain in her chest.
At that moment, the wind came between them and ruffled her long curly hair. Staring back at her, Lucius just smiled like nothing was wrong.
âYes, thatâs it, youâre already doing great. Now run.â He gave her a cheerful smile, âRun towards the carriage while wiping nonexistent tears in your eyes. Can you do that for me, hm?â
How could he be alright when sheâs currently in a mess from recollecting their past?
She looked up intently at him and hurriedly opened the door as if to run away from all this. Everyoneâs attention became focused on her at that very instance.
Following what he had said, Deatrice swept her cheeks, acting as if she had truly cried. But this time, it was more of a gesture of embarrassment as she could feel all eyes on her person.
Then she ran.
Just as he had ordered her to.
As soon as she was out of sight, someone spoke.
âWhat was that?â
And so, one by one, the people told what they had seen.
âShe definitely went out of the same terrace that Elliott got in, right?.â
âBoth of them were at the same place? Oh myââ
âI saw it too! Elliott definitely followed her!â
âAnd then she came out crying?â
âWhat in the world happened?â
Those were all the kinds of questions they had asked, but the question everyone truly wanted to ask that would confirm whether their suspicions were true couldnât manage to escape their lips.