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There are people who dampen my mood the moment I step out.
Itâs the type of people who are aggressive in their own territory, but they become weak and silent once they take a step outside their comfort zone. Thereâs an expression from my past life that describes this type of person as âa lion at home and a mouse abroadâ. This type of person has a strong temperament at home, but is otherwise weak.
Whatâs my point? Surfania fits into this category.
âIâm tiredâŠâŠâ
âWhy?â
Itâs only been a few minutes since we departed her home. The only thing weâve done is get on the carriage, and sheâs already saying that with a gloomy expression.
âWell, the carriage is shaking. Just sitting in here robs me of my already lacking strength.â
âOh really.â
Just sitting there takes up her strength. I canât sympathize with her poor constitution. In truth, Surfania isnât really frail. As far as I know, she doesnât get sick despite her unhealthy lifestyle. She complains about being uncomfortable in the carriage, but she doesnât get motion sickness. She also has the stamina to walk long distances, as she proved at the festival two years ago.
Surfaniaâs not athletic in any way, but sheâs born without any health problems. She should at least be grateful to her parents for that.
ââŠHey, Chris.â
âYeah?â
âWhere are we going exactly?â
âTo the church.â
Her ignorance is annoying, so I tell her our destination. Itâs a small church at the outskirts of the town. Others who visit the church have an unshakable trust in the Calibrachoas, so weâre easily permitted there.
ăI see. The church, huhâŠâŠă
She nods, giving a distant look.
Sheâs giving me the impression that sheâs trying to look for an excuse to turn back. I want to tell her that nothingâs going to happen, but it doesnât seem like sheâs going to listen.
âI donât have any business there though. If itâs about contributing money, my family should have that taken care of.â
âNo, and weâre not going there to flatter anyone, okay? In fact, weâre going there not for any particular reason.â
âThen thereâs no reason to goâŠâŠ no, thatâs not it. Chris. I donât believe in any gods in the first place, so it would be an insult if I went. I would probably receive some kind of divine punishment for stepping into the premises for not being a believer. So letâs go home.â
âYouâre too much of a bad loser.â
Iâm too tired to point out the contradiction in her statement, so I just crush her with those words.
I donât have a good impression of the church either. I know from my past life, but I donât like the way they preach fatalism.
I donât give a damn about fate.
I donât need fate, since I already have Michelie.
I want to live my own life. I want Michelie to be happier than she was in the story.
ââŠâŠChris? Why are you pouting like that?â
I didnât realize I was making a long face.
âOh. Itâs nothing.â
Telling Surfania wonât solve anything. I quickly go back to normal. Surfania looks at me searchingly, but thereâs no way she can see through me like Michelie does. I keep quiet and avoid her gaze, pretending not to notice.
ââŠâŠI see.â
She gives up right away, looks away and makes a small sigh.
âFine then.â
I doubt itâs just my imagination that she was sulking. I cast a sideways glance at her, and sheâs looking away. It doesnât seem like sheâs going to talk.
The carriage proceeds despite the halt in our conversation. I spend some time regretting the fact that I made it awkward. We finally reach our destination.
This church is tiny compared to the cathedral in the capital. It looks like a humble building even from where Iâm sitting.
âYouâve arrived.â
Mariwa greets us with a troubled sigh as we get off the carriage.
âMiss Toinette?â
Surfania raises her voice in surprise.
âYes, thatâs right. Good day, Miss Surfania.â
âG-good day.â
Unlike Surfania whoâs taken aback, I expected Mariwa here from the beginning.
âYup. Weâre here, Mariwa!â
âYes, yes. My, how did you find outâŠâŠ Well, I suppose it matters not. This way, please.â
She briskly enters the church.
Mariwaâs really different when sheâs off duty as a private instructor, especially the lack of her usual strictness while going straight to the point.
âHey, Chris. Whatâs all this about?â
âHeh heh heh. Actually, I heard that an acquaintance of mine would be in this church, so I came here.â
âEh?â
She becomes even more surprised. I have no intention of dragging out the unpleasant mood from earlier. When I tell her my purpose for coming here, she becomes shy and her expression stiffens all of a sudden.
We canât just stand here, so I drag her along and start walking.
âItâs alright. Itâs an acquaintance of yours too.â
âMine tooâŠâŠ?â
Going after Mariwa, I grasp Surfaniaâs hand firmly to prevent Surfania from escaping as sheâs glancing back at the carriage. Iâm keeping the name of our acquaintance as a little surprise.
I drag her into a chapel lined with long wooden seats.
âPlease excuse us. I have something special for you today.â
The person I dragged Surfania along to meet is here.
âAh, Miss Mariwa. What do you meanâŠâŠ Eh, Chris?!â
âCall me Lady Chris, you commoner.â
I give my old acquaintance a joking smile.
Seeing my usual attitude, the acquaintance makes a nostalgic expression.
âWhoaâŠâŠ You havenât changed a bit. I mean, youâre still aristocratic as ever, Lady Chris.â
âOf course. And you still havenât gotten any wealthier, even for a commoner.â
âUgh, shut up. And I thought you were supposed to be something special as Miss Mariwa mentioned.â
âYou shut up!â
Itâs been two years, but we still heartily exchange brutal yet acceptable jokes.
After confirming the fact that neither of us have changed, he looks at Surfania whoâs behind me.
âAh, that would be Surfania Calibrachoa. Would you prefer if I call you Lady Surfania?â
He throws in a little joke as a greeting for their reunion.
Heâs still as friendly as he was two years ago. In contrast to our considerate and frank acquaintance, Surfania looks at me anxiously.
âH-hey, Chris. Who isâŠâŠ this person?â
âHave you forgotten me?!â
The commoner we met two years ago, Leon Nardo, shouts out loud in response to Surfaniaâs cruel question.