Chapter Eight: Is There Something You Donât Like?
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Reinaâs face reddened from humiliation.
Right as a silence fell over the living room, my stepmother cleared her throat.
âDonât paint me as the villain, Pershati. I didnât come to fight with you.â
âIf bringing up someoneâs ex while theyâre happily enjoying their honeymoon isnât an attempt to start a fight, then what is it?â
âYou got married so suddenly. Itâs just regrettable we werenât able to proceed with the proper formalities, since we were so surprised at the news of your marriage.â
âFormalities?â
âThatâs right.â
âWhat are the formalities that you, Mother, should have proceeded with at my wedding?â
As I narrowed my eyes, my stepmother, seemingly embarrassed, fanned herself while avoiding my gaze.
âAhem. Did you know that when a bride is married, sheâs supposed to be given a dowry?â
âWhat? What, gold?â
âSince youâre being taken away from your family, they should express their sincerity for who raised you up until now. But whatâs this?â
She clicked her tongue, her anger seeming to grow as she spoke.
âThis is no different than being looked down on.â
âTheyâre looking down on me?â
My stepmother, thinking I was agreeing with her, put down her fan and gently took hold of my hand.
âI felt like you were being looked down on and it made me unhappy.â
âWhat makes me even unhappier is you holding my hand right now.â
I spoke in a displeased tone and withdrew my hand coldly. Even in such a tense atmosphere, like thin ice, my stepmother was insistent.
âPershati, why donât you understand where Iâm coming from? You donât know how lonely and empty the estate is now that Iâve lost my eldest daughter. I still visit your bedroom sometimes.â
âSo to fill that emptiness, you came to receive a dowry?â
âThatâs because it feels like the Lapileon family is looking down on youâŠâ
âAre you doing business with me as an asset?â
I hit the bullseye. Both of their faces instantly paled.
âS-Sister! Why do you say it like that?â
âIt seems like you donât have enough money. Is your wealth in decline, Mother?â
âWe were only thinking of youâŠ!â
âThatâs right! We were just worried you were being ignored!â
I became tired watching them conjure up excuses like rapid-fire. Letting them be for entertainment would end here.
âIn my opinion, the ones looking down on me are you two.â
âWhat?â
âIt seems like you donât know who the Grand Duchess of the Empire is?â
Their shoulders flinched.
âYou forget who you sit across from, your chins raised so high you donât know they point to the sky. Iâll ask you once more. Who are the ones looking down on me?
At my question, their chins lowered.
Thatâs right. This is the reason I offered Grand Duke Lapileon a contract marriage.
Seeing them rendered speechless, I felt refreshed.
âGo back, Mother. This is the last time I will meet with and listen to you while staying polite.â
âPershati! Weâre your family! How could you do this?â
My stepmother raised her voice while speaking in an anguished voice. Reina, as if to show her sadness, took out her handkerchief and dabbed away her tears.
âYour sad act wonât work on me, so stop.â
âPershati!â
âWould you like to return to your residence with dignity? Or would you like to be dragged out by the guards?â
My stepmother clenched both of her fists tightly. After her mask of pretending to be a kind and pitiful mother was taken away, all that was left was a face filled with loathing and contempt towards me.
âSister, what about Sir Siph? He is just too pitiful. Canât you at least let him take the Imperial knightsâ evaluation exam? Heâs still someone who was by your side when you were having a difficult time. Shouldnât you do one last thing for him?â
âReina.â
âI heard that the judge for the evaluation was His Royal Highness the Grand Duke! Then, Sister, canât you request it? Hm?â
Sheâs still pushing for her lover.
She must think that if Siph becomes an Imperial knight, then something will change. But that canât happen.
âReina.â
âYes, Sister.â
âGo and tell Siph.â
âHuh? What should I tell him? Just tell me!â
Reinaâs face brightened instantly.
What an idiot. Did you think I would simply let myself be taken advantage of?
âTell him to live quietly without making a fuss if he doesnât want to lose the rest of what he has.â
At that, there was no more conversation.
âYouâll come to regret what happened today. Just you wait.â
âLetâs wait and see who regrets it more.â
âDo you think itâs over just because you received the inheritance?â
I scrunched up my face, as though I had drunk bitter medicine.
I had expected them to find another way to try for the inheritance, since they couldnât get me to marry Siph. It was just as I thought.
âWhy are you bringing up my inheritance?â
âYou know that if youâre ineligible for succession, you need to cough up the full value of the inheritance, including what youâve used, right?â
They must have really been trying to use their brains.
âJust you wait.â
They got up abruptly, seeming to know that I wouldnât go along with anything else they said.
Without even a knock, the door suddenly burst open.
ââJust you wait.â What I heard just now⊠was that directed toward the Grand Duchess?â
Selphius, tilting his head arrogantly, walked over with a tap on my shoulder. At his sudden appearance, my stepmother and Reina bowed their heads with dumbfounded expressions.
âI never imagined that I would ever witness someone telling the Grand Duchess to âjust wait and seeâ in my lifetime.â
âY-You must have misheard.â
ââŠYou?â
Selphiusâs face, which had just been smiling, hardened as fast as a plaster cast. Selphius, who had spent his entire life growing up as the arrogant Young Master of the Grand Duchy, could not be looked down on.
âYou speak informally.â
Selphius growled coldly. His demeanor was completely different to when he spoke with me.
âYouâre doing great, Selphi.â
I drank my tea calmly, as if a mere onlooker of the situation.
âI-I was not thinkingâŠâ
My stepmother eventually surrendered in a voice as small as a worm wiggling by. Selphius walked to my side with his short legs and spoke flatly.
âYou should not be apologizing to me, but to the Grand Duchess herself.â
Ahh, he received such impeccable training on family etiquette. I donât even have to do anything.
âYouâre not apologizing?â
Selphiusâ domineering tone pressured an apology. They were in the Lapileon estate, and the two people in front of them were the Lapileon Young Master and the Lapileon Grand Duchess.
They lowered their heads slowly.
âI-Iâm sorry, Your Royal Highness.â
âSaying such a thing to the Grand Duchess. You should be thankful. The sole reason you are being left alone is the Grand Duchessâ kindness.â
ââŠYes.â
âYour Royal Highness, shall we send them on their way?â
Selphius continued his role solidly until the end. As soon as he indicated with his head that he was asking me, he waved his hand dismissively in a gesture which said âgo away quicklyâ.
After the two of them had departed, Selphius and I left the drawing room feeling refreshed.
âBy the way, your family is really something else.â
âDid you hear everything from the start?â
âVaguely. I have pretty sharp ears. If they come again, please call for me. Iâll make it so that they canât even show up.â
It felt like I had made a reliable ally. I smiled and nodded.
âShould I ask the kitchen to make a chiffon cake so we can share it?â
At my question, Selphius stopped walking. No matter how good his acting was, a child was still a child. His stateliness from earlier disappeared, and it looked like hearts were dripping from his eyes.
âWhere is Theodore? Letâs call him and eat together.â
âHis Royal Highness is away visiting the Imperial palace.â
âThe palace? Why?â
âSome time ago, there was a celebration congratulating our victory in the war. As a result, there will soon be a festival celebrating the Crown Prince and the Grand Duke.â
âAhâŠâ
âHis Majesty called for him, saying there were things to discuss before the festival.â
It was said that Theodore was a huge factor in winning the war because of the curse. If he wiped even a drop of his blood on his sword, those with even a slight scratch would all die.
âA victory festivalâŠTheodore probably doesnât even want one.â
All the rumors about him enjoying war, blood, and killing were all lies. At least, that was the way I saw it.
Because of the curse of his blood, he has no choice but to utilize it. Because his entire body was a weapon.
Next to me, Selphius furrowed his brow as if remembering something unpleasant. He spoke after fixing his expression.
âIn the countryside where I was living, many children lost their parents to the war. So I donât like war.â
ââŠâ
âIf the nation has become this powerful, then they should stop now. Why does the Emperor have such greedâŠâ
âSelphi.â
I quickly stopped Selphius, who was about to say something against the Emperor, and glanced around.
There were guards on duty in the surroundings, as well as maids and servants working.
If news that a grievance was expressed about the Emperor in the Grand Duchy, there was a chance that rumors of treason would spread. It was best to be careful.
âI understand how you feel.â
With a bitter smile, I patted Selphiusâ head. Although Selphius mumbled âstop it, why are you petting me?â with a bright red face, he didnât avoid my hand.
âLetâs eat cake together. Selphi.â
* * *
As soon as night fell, Theodore came back with a tired countenance. He approached with a dark expression and inquired after me.
âThe butler informed me that your family visited.â
âThey did.â
âAre you alright? There werenât any issues?â
It seemed like Theodore asked me without much thought, but having someone genuinely worry about me was a new experience. It was a curious feeling.
After nodding reluctantly, I quickly changed the subject.
âI heard from Selphi â the capital is going to hold a celebratory festival for you soon?â
âItâs completely unnecessary.â
As I thought, he didnât like it. Although it seemed that he hated it more than I expected.
âDo you not like war? Or do you not like attention?â
âI donât like either.â
Seeing how he answered without even the slightest bit of hesitation, it looked like he really meant it.
According to the rumors, Theodore was a âbloodthirsty warriorâ who enjoyed war, blood, and killing, butâŠ
There wasnât a single thing true about the rumors.
âDo you happen to know anything about the rumors about you?
âWhat are they like?â
âThey say you love war, blood, and killing. I heard that you were a barbarian who didnât even pay attention to your only heir after sending him off to a remote residence.â
And I also heard he didnât complete his first wedding night, but letâs not tell him that.
Even at my straightforward words, Theodoreâs expression was unchanging. He was calm as if listening to a story about someone else.
âThen, did you believe them?â
âWhy donât you correct the rumors?â
âWhat?â
âItâs like someone is deliberately speaking ill of you. If life was based on rumor alone, you would be the worst person in the world.â
Thatâs right. Unless someone was purposely spreading rumors, they shouldnât have been this harsh.
âI donât care about the gaze of the world, so it doesnât bother me.â
âEven if youâre being cursed at like a devil?â
âThatâs right. And frankly, they arenât wrong.â
Theodoreâs lips curled into a self-mocking smile. With his gaze lowered and a stony, expressionless face, Theodore mumbled quietly:
âHow could there be anyone worse than a man whose body possesses lethal poison?â
I scowled at Theodoreâs self-loathing. I even had the sneaking suspicion that maybe the horrible rumors came from Theodore himself.
I didnât bring it up to create such a heavy atmosphere!
In an effort to lighten the mood, I raised the pitch of my voice playfully.
âI think you might have to care now.â
âWhy is that?â
âYouâre married to me now. Since youâve become my reliable support, if you get caught up in weird rumors, then Iâll be in a bad situation too.â
Theodore didnât have an answer. No, more accurately, I donât think he knew how to respond.
âAh, right. I heard you went to the Imperial palace. Did you meet Princess Dahlia?â
As soon as I finished my question, a murderous look crossed Theodoreâs face.
My goodness, whatâs the matter?
His expression was so cold it felt like he really could kill someone.
âThat princessâŠâ
ââŠâ
âSheâs definitely insane.â
âWhat? Did something happen?â
My concern rose unintentionally because he spit out his words so angrily it seemed he had been holding them back behind his serious face.
Did she do something weird again?
My uneasy worry became a reality.
âShe wrote a pledge in her own blood.â
ââŠWhat?â
Did I hear wrong? What? She wrote what?
My mouth hung open out of shock.
She really is one of those ultra-rare crazy bitches.
âJ-Just what did she write?â
âThat part is a bit weird.â
âWhat?â
âShe did write something, but it was in a language no one could recognize.â
Theodore scowled as he remembered what had happened.
âIt looked like an ancient script. On top of that, they said she wrote secretly every night.â
âShe wrote a pledge in her own blood every night?â
Goosebumps formed all along my arms. Something definitely went wrong while she was recovering.
Because of her disease, Dahlia did not receive proper education. She never went to an academy. Due to her difficulty with outsiders, she didnât even have a common tutor.
And yet she wrote a blood pledge in an ancient text?
There were many strange details. But the shocking news didnât end there.
âWhen she burned the blood pledge, she said she needed to burn it with my hair and approached me with a knife.â
At Theodoreâs words, I stood up abruptly.
âW-Were you hurt?â
âYou think I wouldnât be able to block that? She approached me from behind, so I just pushed her away. His Majesty couldnât even say anything.â
Sheâs even crazier than I had thought.
I remembered Dahliaâs murderous gaze boring into me from the day I left the temple.
I should definitely avoid her.
âEnough. Letâs stop talking about that. I donât even want to think about it again. More importantly, here.â
Theodore shuddered, then took something out and handed it to me.
âI almost forgot.â
âWhat is this?â
âTomorrowâs article⊠No, to state it more accurately, the newspaper that was almost released tomorrow. It wonât be released anymore, though.â
âWhat?â
I unfolded the newspaper Theodore handed me.
At the very top was news about Princess Dahlia. My eye was immediately drawn to the article written just below it.
[Grand Duchess âPershati Lapileonâ! Abandoned a Commoner and Reached for Power!]