âYou kept talking about her, but you kept saying all these details that you didnât usually care about. That she tended to cut her nails too short and it looked painful, that thereâs a small mole between my index finger and thumb, and⊠Hey. Are you actually a pervert? Who even notices and remembers something like that in such detail. I thought youâve gone off the rocker.â
If it was him, he would have noticed right away that he was attracted to her. But since she was the daughter of Duke Everett, he would have tried to stay away from her and denied it all. Even so, he thought that it shouldnât have been long until he gave up.
In the end, he should have acknowledged his feelings for her and thought about completely wrenching her away from the Everett family.
But unexpectedly, all he did was to be cruel to her and to reject her completely.
Something must have happened. Someone intercepted between them. Or, because of a misunderstanding, or something elseâŠ
ââŠâŠâ
Theodore stopped in his tracks. Before he knew it, he was already in front of Lilyâs room. As he was lost in thought, he came all the way here without realizing it.
He hovered outside the door for a long time, but eventually, he turned around without knocking on the door. There were many things he wanted to ask. He wanted to talk more with her and learn more about her.
However, it wouldnât be easy to approach her. He was suddenly afraid of how she would look at him.
In the end, he left without going in to see Lily. But at the other side of the hallway, he caught sight of a familiar silhouette. Theodore soon recognized who it wasâhis aunt, Missus Seymour.
âWhy is she hereâŠâ
After contemplating for a moment, he soon schooled his features and approached Missus Seymour. He greeted her with a smile, and Missus Seymour looked at him with a pleasant expression just as usual. Theodore observed her for a moment and asked.
âAunt, what brings you here?â
âI came to check Lilyâs condition because I heard she collapsed. Isnât it natural to do this as the elder of the family?â
She wasnât wrong, but⊠Theodore strangely felt anxious. Wasnât it through Calvin that he heard Missus Seymour didnât see Lily in a favorable light?
âŠSomehow, he had a hunch that he shouldnât let Missus Seymour meet Lily right now.
After hesitating for a moment, Theodore smiled at Missus Seymour and opened his lips to speak.
âI went to visit her earlier, but Lily must have fallen asleep early. I believe itâs better for you to visit her next time.â
âIs that so? Then⊠Iâve come here for nothing. Just as you said, it would be better for me to come visit her at a later time.â
âYes. I also need to return to my office and do my work.â
Theodore and Missus Seymour left the hallway and descended the staircase. By the time they reached the second floor where the dukeâs office was situated, Missus Seymour spoke up.
âTheo, is your memory stillâŠ?â
ââŠYes, but Iâm alright. Thereâs nothing for you to worry about.â
âThatâs right⊠Those memories arenât even important. Donât push yourself.â
At that, without realizing it, Theodoreâs expression almost hardened. Unimportant memories?
âBut⊠It worries me, still. Just pass time as you did before you lost your memories of Lily. She wonât be here for long either way, since sheâs someone whoâll soon leave the household.â
ââŠThank you for your advice, Aunt.â
Theodore replied reflexively, and at this, Missus Seymour smiled at him kindly. She soon lightly curtsied towards him before walking away.
Theodore remained in that spot, still lost in thought.
âUnimportant memories. Someone whoâll soon leave the householdâŠâ
He found those words unpleasant. And the more he ruminated, the more he had a bad feeling about it. Itâs true that Missus Seymour had been taking care of him for a long time now, but⊠He knew that it was only because of the protectiveness she felt over him.
Though the previous duchess asked her to take care of him, it wasnât only because of this that she wanted to think of herself as someone like his âmotherâ.
âPerhapsâŠâ
Seeds of doubt that had been planted slowly budded. He wasnât certain of it exactly just yet, but he had a strong hunch that there was something wrong here.
* * *
If one cog in the framework were to get misaligned, then everything would start to break down. The first time he felt that something was amiss was just one day after Lily Everett got married and left.
Hessen sat on the sofa, a sour look on his face. Pulling out a cigarette, Owen was sitting on the sofa in front of Hessen and soon opened his lips.
âDo you want a smoke?â
âIâm good.â
When Hessen refused, Owen nodded lightly. He raised the cigarette to his own mouth and lit the end of it. He inhaled once and soon exhaled, the pungent stench of its smoke permeating the air.
âI heard you crossed paths with Lily and Theodore Valentino.â
âF*ck, does everything reach your ears?â
âBe respectful and call me Brother.â
âBrother, over my dead, frozenâŠâ
While Hessen grumbled under his breath, Owen took in another puff of the cigarette. Sitting with his legs crossed, he leaned back against the sofa and exhaled smoke for a long time. Looking like this, he was like the very portrait of boredom and relaxation.
Tak, tak.
He shook off the tip of the cigarette on the ashtray then leaned back once again. Then, Owen asked.
âTell me what happened.â
âWhat else. Theyâre the same as beforeâŠâ
No. It wasnât the same. In the time that he hadnât seen Theodore Valentino, it seemed like he was strange, somehow. However Lily Everett on the other handâshe was still the same.
âThough she has some strange hobby of walking around while pretending to be a maid.â
After contemplating for a moment, Hessen snatched Owenâs cigarette case on the table and spoke.
âHeâs a little weird, that guy.â
At those words, Owenâs eyes glinted. Hessen didnât notice because he was lighting his cigarette. He inhaled deeply just as Owen did, but immediately after a cough burst out.
CoughâŠ! Cough, cough!
âWhat kind of crazyâ Are you smoking this because you think it tastes great?!â
In any case, Hessen threw the cigarette after spewing out colorful swear words. Blurry smoke rose exactly from the crystal ashtray.
âDidnât he seem like a completely different person?â
âWhat are you talking about?â
When Owen asked like this, Hessen frowned and answered with another question. He wondered what kind of nonsense his older brother was spitting out.
Instead, Hessen looked for some water to rinse his palate, but Owen just curved his eyes into crescent moons. Then, with a subtle tone of voice, he spoke as though whispering a secret.