I canāt exactly say that Iām ready, but Iām not going to get any more time no matter how frustrated I am . In the end, I wasnāt able to think of any contingency plans and had to request Tasukuās cooperation .
Even if I claimed that this expedition was a trap, I wouldnāt be able to fully convince him unless I was able to present firm evidence . If thereās anything else that I should do in preparation, then I should probably warn Cody to be cautious .
Thereās not really any point in doing so, though .
We were proceeding at the rate of horses that had their reins tugged while they were pulling a carriage full of rocks over a rocky area . I could swear that this craggy path was making my feet heavier somehow .
āUse the muscles in your shoulders more, Harold . I know you can do itĀ because the muscles you use to keep your face stiff all the time must be at least five times stronger!ā
Maybe I looked more stressed out than I thought, because Sid, who was walking beside me, decided it would be fun to tease me a bit .
Everyday since the first day of the expedition, without fail, Codyās unit had continued to say things of a similar sense to me time and time again . Perhaps they thought I was nervous, with this being my first assignment and all, and they were just trying to help me relax .
Though there was no doubt that I was nervous in a different sense .
Unfortunately, my various remarks such as āBe careful, donāt grow negligentā or āWatch your surroundingsā were all overlooked by the lack of tension . The majority of the veterans such as Robinson saw the expedition as a low-risk campaign that we shouldnāt worry about .
Sometimes I wonder if I shouldāve been more thorough with my preparations, but I still have plenty of time left . In a bad way, there wasnāt any tension in the air at all .
āYou bastards are taking this too lightly . If a battle starts, youāll be the ones to die first . ā
āWho would we be fighting?ā
āFrom the patrol guard on the border, theyāve reported sightings of men who might be spies from the Empire .
āWell I guess thatās something to be wary of, but if theyāre a reconnaissance team, theyād only thirty people at most . While weāre numbering a little over two-hundred, even if a battle were to start, weād be able to resolve it easily enough . ā
Iām not sure what answer I should give Sid, because I know this isnāt going to be some small skirmish .
Itās only natural that a thirty-person unit specialized in reconnaissance would die in vain against a fully supplied and equipped opponent in enemy territory . So thereās no way any veteran from the Order would conclude such a battle happening .
But thatās only the case if the prior information was true . Thereās a high chance that things will take a turn for the worse from that premise .
Originally itās supposed to be a battle where many casualties are supposed to appear, itās more than likely that thereās going to be ambushes and other surprises waiting for us in the forest .
I wonder how Sid could be so calm and composed yet still meet his demise at the hands of Larry Cloud .
While thinking about such dark things, I swore that Iād stab a metal nail through him before that happens .
If possible, Iāll crush any chance of that meeting happening so that Sid can return home .
āIf you donāt want to die, then you should prepare yourself to be battle-ready at any moment . Well, a bastard like you already knows that, no?ā
āYeah~ Yeah~ā
It seems like Sid, who had gotten used to my crude remarks, kept pushing for goodwill .
I want to warn them of the future that awaits them, but thereās just not enough evidence, instead of getting them to believe me, Iām only cultivating unnecessary distrust and suspicion .
At the very least, I tried to plant a sense of crisis in their hearts to no avail, and before I knew it, we had arrived at a town nearby the Blitz Forest . While staying there we were assigned to patrol the forest .
(Ah⦠what am I supposed to do?)
Having arrived in the evening, and that the preparations for the next day were already completed, I decided it would be nice to try exploring the city dyed in the setting sun .
Considering the time, there wasnāt very many people in the streets . Well, I guess it wasnāt a very big town in the first place .
Even if you walk absentmindedly while brooding over a problem, you wonāt bother anyone on these deserted streets . Unbeknownst to myself, I had walked into a back alley by accident, most probably because I had directed most of my resources towards thinking .
Then my feet stopped .
When my thoughts had returned to me, I came to realize how lost I was . I had no idea where I had walked from .
āJust what am I doing?ā I thought to myself, amazed . In such a dark alley, I caught myself from voicing those thoughts aloud .
āā¦thatās far enough . Just how long do you plan to keep tailing me?ā
I put a lot of pressure into my voice, even though it looked liked I was speaking to myself .
However, at that moment multiple personages appeared from the space that previously housed noone . Their figures were covered completely in black, as if to melt into the dusk, reminiscent of ninjas .
To be surrounded by such an eerie group, my alertness level had risen to its maximum in an instant, even though I wasnāt sure if they were the enemy or not .
But contrary to my expectations, the ten black figures didnāt move . Then, one of them stepped forward and removed the cloth that had previously hidden everything except for their eyes .
āIt has been quite some time~ Harold-sama~ā
That drawling voice of hers didnāt fit the tension . Although her wardrobe had changed considerably from the cookās apron she was wearing before . The person before me was definitely Yuno, Erikaās attendant .
A strong sense of relief swept through my body now that I knew that they were allies instead of enemies, releasing the tension .
āA message from Tasuku?ā
āYes~ā
After fierce negotiations I was somehow able to gain Tasukuās assistance . Iām really grateful to know that he dispatched human resources for me as promised .
But why send me Yuno? This is clearly a heavy burden for Yuno, who doubles as a maid .
Or maybe the reason why she serves as Erikaās escort isĀ becauseĀ sheās that skilled, a brilliant way to keep a skillful personnel hidden .
āWell, I guess Iāll forgive you bastards for that greeting earlier . ā
āYes~ By the way~ Erika-sama told me to āDo as you willā~ā
(Huh?)
What Yuno just told me didnāt register . You would think that someone who was in a master-servant relationship with Tasuku and Erika wouldnāt talk about themselves that lightly .
Those words were akin to her saying āIām here because I wanted to come hereā .
I had just learned something astonishing, but I couldnāt afford to think about such things right now .
āHmm, well, itās fine . Have you bastards heard anything new?ā
āSomewhat~ā Yuno slurred ambiguously .
Although this place was uninhabited, it probably wasnāt the best place to disclose this information .
You never know where ears are lurking .
āIf thatās so, letās move to a secure location, and disclose the details there . ā
āOver here~ Weāve prepared a private room thatās out-of-sight~~ā
As expected, Tasuku did his job thoroughly .
In response to Yunoās words, the other black figures melted into the shadows, once again disappearing into the darkness . Does that mean that Yuno will be my guide?
When I turned to Yuno and saw her face, I couldnāt help but feel soothed by her smile .
Towards her, I silently prayed that sheād help support me when I needed it .
āĀ āĀ ā
(Cody POV)
Itās already been three days since we arrived at the Blitz forest . While performing our duties as a support force, I may have kept up my usual attitude on the surface, but the truth was that my heart felt like it was in the middle of a storm .
The reason for this discord was the boy, Harold, who had just recently joined my unit .
Iām montering Harold due to the request of Vincent, the Knightās Second-in-Command, who also happens to be my old friend, but itās not a pleasant thing to doubt your own men .
If Harold had only one mysterious point to be doubted, then this wouldnāt be so awkward .
Originally, Ā what caught my eye was his overwhelming fighting ability, but my doubts became clear with our run-in with that mysterious red-black mist that we encountered during the exam .
An unidentified monster . Haroldās response was one that could have only been made if he knew something about that foggy monster .
He insisted it was just intuition and acted as if it was the first time he ever saw it, but that was obviously proven a lie judging by how he fought that thing .
If Vincent hadnāt asked me to do this, and I didnāt have these doubts of mine, then maybe I couldāve overlooked this mystery .
There might not be any detrimental effects to The Order by doing this, but why go about it in such a roundabout way?
(The āCrimson-black fogā I really hope that you donāt know anything about it, Harold . )
I canāt fathom his reasons why .
I donāt even know what that reddish fog is in the first place, but if I can clarify the identity of that mist, thereās a chance Iāll be able to see the true meaning to Haroldās actions .
But I canāt say something with leisure now, whether or not he fights on the side of the Knight Order or the mysterious monsters, Harold knows fully well that heās been telling information thatās impossible for ordinary people to know .
When he was informed about his participation in the expedition, he was clearly displeased .
And from the moment that the expedition started, whenever he opened his mouth heād let out repeated remarks akin to āPrepare for battle . ā
As if āhe knewā that there was a need to do so .
Besides, I canāt help but feel anxious whenever I canāt see his figure when I return to town .
I canāt wipe away that bad feeling of mine . Sure, members tend to grow nervous when being sent out on their first mission, but I know that Harold isnāt just some little boy .
Iāll never be able to calm my heart if I canāt even calm my mind .
As Iāve understood it, Iām worried about Haroldās persistent remarks .
Should I purposely spread what I know? I donāt think Harold will come clean, but if this is a crisis that involves lives, this may be the choice I have to make to protect my subordinates .
(But⦠Harold is an important subordinate of mine too, right?)
This was my unwavering conviction, but at the same time it was the idealism that troubled me .
I know that Harold isnāt as bad a kid as he appears to be, now that Iāve been in close contact with him for several months . He seems to be keeping some secret, but he hasnāt done anything detrimental to the Order so far .
I want to believe in Harold, itās only natural to feel that way as his supervisor .
Iām believing in him because I want to believe in him, but I canāt talk about it . This unconditional trust of mine is equivalent to blind foolās .
I exhaled a long,Ā longĀ sigh .
Just thinking about it makes it more complicated .
Having said so, maybe I should just walk up to Harold one day and say āHey there, morning Harold-kun, is there anything youāre hiding from me you want to talk about?ā
Thereās always the chance that heāll spill everything due to being seen through .
I immediately purged the thought, thereās no way that would work!
However, it might not be a bad idea to talk to him sometime . We might not have another chance if something happens during the patrol mission .
And when I tried heading out to meet with Harold, a messenger burst in with the momentum to break down the door .
āThereās a report that a patrol duty unit is being attacked by someone! There are numerous reports of injuries! They are requesting immediate assistance!ā
Each commander started moving with the message, but I was the one to move the fastest .
As I opened the door to the room housing my Unit, there should be twenty people including Harold .
āItās time for work! Tell everyone to gather outside, and Robin-kun-ā
āY-yes?!ā
āWhereās Harold-kun?ā
āHe was here just a little while agoā¦ā
Iām too late, heās probably already heading over to the scene .
My intuition told me so .
āFrom here on out the Cody-unit will follow the instructions of the Maric-unit! Iāll be looking for Harold-kun, so Iām counting on you!ā
āC-captain?!ā
I ran out without listening to Robinās voice, and went to check the stables first . I didnāt hear of anybody borrowing a horse, and their numbers didnāt seem to decrease .
Harold may have thought that a rookie member didnāt have the authority to borrow an emergency horse .
In other words, Harold decided to run to the Blitz forest on his two feet, I should be able to catch him if I use a horse .
I, who had just borrowed a horse made a beeline straight to the forest . Within five minutes, I was able catch sight of Haroldās back .
Even so, what amazing leg strength . It took more time than expected to catch up .
Slowing down the horse, I jumped off and stood in front of Harold .
āWhere are you going in such a hurry, Harold-kun?ā
āā¦bastard, what are you doing?ā
āYou mean with Robin and the others? I left their command to the other teams . ā
āGo back . You may be a bastard, but youāre their captain . ā
āIf thatās what you want, then why donāt we return together?ā
āI refuse . ā
Rejecting my offer to return, Harold decided to work alone .
He has no idea the consequences this could bring, ignoring the command of a superior officer and acting selfishly to his own plan .
Moreover, if he intervenes with the battlefield, he wonāt be able to avoid punishment . Itāll be beyond the range that I can protect him from . At worst, heāll be discharged and imprisoned .
But I guess that means the reason why he has to go is that important to him .
The boy named Harold will never bend his own beliefs . He has the strength to make anything he intends reality .
I canāt persuade him with just words .
āWhy do I have to have such a stubborn subordinate?ā I thought with a bitter smile .
āDo you really expect me to return by myself?ā
āI donāt care, just go already!ā
āAnd here Iām telling you I canāt do that! Do you really want to be convicted as a criminal that badly?!ā
And thatās only the case if he survives .
Just by looking at Harold eyes, you could tell how displeased he was . They were the eyes of someone resolved to dive into the jaws of death .
Iāve seen so many people that have had those eyes to the point that itās unreasonable, and more than a few of them are dead .
āā¦ā
āAre you sure? Do you really want me to say this?ā
Thereās no way I can send someone with such eyes to the battlefield .
Although Vincent may be suspicious of Harold, Iām different . When I first saw Harold, I could see it .
The figure of Harold standing as a great knight that lead others .
Some might say this is my selfishness speaking, and theyāre right . This is me working for my ideals .
I know that Harold has the potential to reach heights that neither I nor Vincent will ever be able to achieve .
Still, I donāt want to die .
I took in a deep breath, I canāt afford to hold back in this fight, no matter what .
Unsheathing my sword, I realized I was doing something that I might not be able to handle myself .
Letting out my usual laugh with vigor, I declared,
āIf you really want to get past here that badly, youāllĀ haveĀ to go through me first! ā¦get it?ā
Translated by KuroInfinity . Written byĀ Izumi (ę³) .