ââŚSo, youâre going to bring someone elseâs illegitimate child?â
Nordic asked. It was a sharp voice.
Enoch, who was coughing quietly and looking at his father, nodded.
âYes. If I donât take care of it, I canât be sure of the childâs life or death. For now, Iâm going to be his temporary guardian, and Iâm going to slowly think about the childâs future.â
âDo whatever you want. Get out.â
When Nordic answered meekly, Enochâs eyes widened.
ââŚIs that the end?â
âWhat else do you need?â
âNo, Iâve been hiding for seven years, and as soon as I get back, Iâm going to grab fatherâs neck, but are you allowing me to do this easily?â
âBut itâs fortunate that objectification of what youâre doing seems to be going well.â
âEhem.â
Nordic put his pen down and looked at Enoch while resting his chin.
âConsistent brat.â
His son Enoch would always act in a way that was not fitting for a nobleman.
Even though they are the same aristocrats, one side tries to kill his bloodline for the sake of reputation, and the other side feels sorry for the child and reaps it. Even though it was obvious that it would go up and down in countless rumorsâ.
âYou donât even come to ask me for permission in the first place. Iâve already handed this family over to you a long time ago.â
âAh, but itâs a public matter to use the family name, so if I handle it by myself, isnât it fatherâs duty?â
âIf I object, will you let the child out again?â
âOf course not. So I came here nervous to persuade fatherââ
âItâs a good word to persuade, but youâre going to do whatever you want anyway. I donât want to argue for no reason, so do it on your own.â
âWow⌠Father, have you become very gentle?â
âIâm used to your craziness.â
Saying that, Nordic laughed.
When Enoch was younger, they bumped into each other a lot.
When he grew up, it was hard for him to understand his son, who questioned the hierarchy in this country.
Fortunately, Enoch was able to compromise and grew up adapting.
Of course, he didnât understand the aristocratic society full of an irrational class system and sense of the common people.
It must have been just that he became a child who would obey his fatherâs will.
âI always feel sorry for you. I regret it too.â
âYes?â
Nordics had no choice but to force Enoch to live a life different from his beliefs.
So his son has always been a sore finger for Nordic.
âYou were forced to look at it as a childâŚ.â
ââŚ.â
âI regret it. I shouldnât have done that.â
Despite the political marriage forced for a successor, his son complied.
If he had known that the result would create a 7-year gapâ.
He wouldnât have forced it.
âFather?â
Enoch looked at Nordicâs darkened complexion and smiled.
âI am more grateful than anyone else for my fatherâs choice back then. If I had been more insistent on not getting married and not having children at that time, and if I had really convinced fatherââ
ââŚ.â
âWow, itâs terrible. Our princess would never have been in this world.â
Enoch smiled brightly while talking to himself.
âThank you, really. My world has changed since Lilith was born.â
ââŚ.â
âFor the first time, I thought it was worth living. Then, I realized what happiness is when I see my child grow day by day.â
Enoch muttered dreamily, remembering his daughterâs face.
âI also want to show my child a better world. Well⌠it wonât be easy.â
âWhat canât you do?â
Nordic added, looking straight at Enoch.
âI am old. Now that I have nothing left to do but go to the grave, I wonât bother you anymore with what youâre doing.â
ââŚ.â
âItâs not too late, so do what you want to do. Whether you sell the family name or not, the old man wonât bother you any more.â
âHahahaâŚâ
When Enoch laughed, Nordic laughed too.
The two men were more silent, but the affection that was thicker than words remained between them for quite some time.
* * *
I was surprised to draw a picture with Cheshire on the bed after he had taken a bath.
âWhatâs this?â
Cheshire said he had never seen a jellyfish.
So I showed him a fairy tale book with jellyfish and told him to follow itâ.
âWhy, you donât like it? Do you want me to draw it again?â
I burst out laughing as I looked at Cheshireâs drawing.
âIs this also the main character buff?â
Hyper-realism leaves my mouth wide open. A hyper-realistic jellyfish was drawn on the drawing paper.
Is this a painting or a photo?
âHey, it looks completely different from the jellyfish in this picture bookâŚHow did you see a jellyfish in a fairy tale?!â
âŚAre you drawing a hyper-realistic jellyfish! Give me a buff, too!
ââŚ.â
Cheshire only tilted his head with indifferent eyes.
Indeed, #Thereâs_nothing_I_canât_do
âIt was like the main character with keywords like that.
âWhat? Do you want me to draw again?â
âWhoo, no. I didnât mean that you didnât draw well. Itâs just, youâre so good. Ung.â
Having confirmed Cheshireâs talent, I secretly covered my drawing paper.
A world where the boundaries between the main character and the supporting role are clear, from the talent levelâ.
Itâs really sad that Iâm not the main character.
âWhy cover it? Iâve already seen it.â
âUng, yeah⌠You can laughâŚâ
âBut you decided to draw a jellyfish, but why donât you draw a jellyfish?â
âUng?â
I tilted my head and looked down at my painting.
âWhat do you mean, itâs not a jellyfish?â
Jetty, Jun, and even after that, the butler Rem and the twin brothers asked if it was a jellyfish, so letâs just call it a jellyfish, I made up my mindâ.
âIsnât that your father?â
âŚYeah, my Dadâs face!
âH, huh?â
I was surprised for a moment and looked back at Cheshire with wide eyes.
âD, does this look like my Dad?â
âYeah.â
âOh my! Thatâs right!â
Wow. Even a sharp insight into my profound art museum.
Truly the main character.
âHehe, Iâm glad. Then can I give this to my dad as a present?â
Feeling better from my depression, I looked at the picture with a happy heart.
â⌠You, do you like your father?â
âUng? Suddenly, thatâs another question. Because itâs Dad, of courseââ
âit may not be. It was not something I would say carelessly in front of Cheshire, who was abused by his father.
âUm, my dad is a person everyone would like. Thatâs why I like him too.â
âYeah.â
âMy dad is cool and nice, right?â
âUng.â
âThen would you like to be my Dadâs son too?â
I told Cheshire, who seemed envious of me.
âWhat?â
âYour father is really a bad person. He gave birth to you, but heâs not your father. You can be my Dadâs son.â
Because thatâs your original place.
Cheshire, who was staring at me, speaking confidently, laughed.
He laughed at what a seven-year-old kid said about how lucky she was to have a good life.
âYou donât believe me? My Dad must have said he would be your family, right?â
âI donât need it.â
âWhat?â
âI donât need anything like a family.â
ââŚ.â
Cheshireâs reaction was so cold that I carefully shut my mouth.
âI finished drawing ten pages. I will go sleep.â
âO, oh. Ung.â
Cheshire, who gave out ten sheets of drawing paper, rose.
âWhere is the servantâs room?â
âWhat about the servantsâ room?â
âI want to sleep.â
I patted the pillow on the bed.
âSleep with me here. Tomorrow, Iâll ask Daddy to decorate your room next to mine.â
ââŚ.â
Cheshire alternated between the pillow and me with absurd eyes.
âEnough. How can I sleep in a place like this? Show me another place to sleep.â
âOho, Mr. Toy. Arenât you supposed to listen to everything I say?â
ââŚ.â
âLie down.â
When I tapped the pillow one more time, Cheshire finally sighed and laid himself down.
âHehe. Itâs fluffy, isnât? Youâll fall asleep really well, you know?â
ââŚ.â
âGood night, Cheshire.â
Cheshire sighed when he saw me lying on my back and saying good night.
Then he closed his eyes.
How long have I been watching the bruised face?
The sound of breathing evenly.
I got out of bed, realizing Cheshire was completely asleep.
Then I found the remaining Salvation that I had given to Rico, mixed it with warm water, and buried it in a cloth.
âHeâs not going to wake up, right?â
Because he must have been very tired.
I carefully wiped the bruises and wounds on Cheshireâs face with a small hand.
âAh, letâs see the effect.â
Cheshireâs wounds healed instantly, and he quickly regained his handsome face.
âHehe.â
I put the cloth aside and lay down on the bed, staring at the sleeping Cheshireâs face.
âI donât need anything like a family.â
Thatâs what he said, butâ.
I knew that Cheshire missed family affection more than anyone else.
He was abandoned by his mother and abused by his fatherâ.
And yet why did Cheshire not leave them first?
âYou know, Cheshire. I will tell you a particularly great secret.â
I whispered in a very low voice so he wouldnât wake up.
âYou are the main character of this world.â
Hoping to hear my voice even in his dreams.
âYou know the main character has a hard time. But the hard time will pass someday. Iâll help you so that you donât have a hard timeâand.â
I promised as I carefully placed a blanket over the sleeping Cheshireâs body.