Griffith, who sat down, immediately changed his expression to a serious one. As the atmosphere changed rapidly, Lelia clenched her fist in tension. Griffith started with a deep sigh.
âFirst of all, Iâm glad youâre okay. You donât know how surprised I was when I found out Oscar kidnapped youâŚâ
ââŚâ
âItâs a relief, I missed you.â
At Griffithâs words, Lelia bowed her head. It sounded like he was openly criticizing Oscar, but she couldnât refute it.
âItâs primitive and violent to force you to get married.â
ââŚâ
[He was trying to hack into the system and get me to drink some weird medicineâŚ]
Lelia wanted to respond, but she held back.
[Did his expressions ever reveal his feelings?]
Griffith smiled at her.
âWell, I canât just blame you.â
ââŚâ
[What you have done so far isnât worth criticizing?]
In the midst of the absurdity, Griffithâs expression changed dramatically. Griffith spoke seriously, âBut Lelia, Iâm sure itâs the same for the rest of us.â
âWhat?â
Lelia crumpled her forehead. Griffith shrugged and continued speaking.
âKalix is also forcing you to get married. Romeo is probably hoping for it, too. Heâs calm now, but⌠heâll soon reveal what you mean to him, really.â
ââŚâ
Leliaâs face turned pale at the words. Suddenly, the story that Griffith had last told her passed by her mind.
âAm I the only one like this? The other three are the same.â
âThink about it, we participated in the war and since our reunion, weâve lived for you⌠For your revenge.â
âThen, we found out you were alive.â
âWe learned that youâre a girlâ.
âHow would we feel then? Of courseâŚâ
âDonât you want to have you in a different way than before?ââ
âIâve lived for you all my life⌠Thatâs for sure, Lelia. You have to be innocent.â
âWell, this is what happened⌠I can stand it. Sharing you with other guys.â
âYou need to be responsible for us, Lelia.â
It was a mess in her head. She couldnât believe it. Sure enough, Griffith brought it up.
âOf course, itâs the same for me. You told me last time, but I canât help it.â
Lelia stared at Griffith with refuting eyes.
âDonât say that as if itâs a matter of course. Donât force me.â
âIâm not forcing you⌠Again, I canât help it, Lelia.â
Griffith was like a doll that only repeatedly said it couldnât be helped. It was frustrating.
âWhatâs so obvious?â
âYou may find it difficult to understand, but itâs natural that weâre attracted to you. It would have been the same if you were a man.â
âHow can that be naturalâŚ?â
âDonât you think so?â
âWhat?â
âDo you feel nothing when you see us? You canât feel anything? Would it be okay if we met other women and got married?â
Lelia blinked blankly. It was a problem that she hadnât considered. She thought about what it would be like for Oscar to do that, but⌠However, Griffith continued to talk without giving her time to think.
âOf course, you might be fine⌠But weâre not. You lived for the purpose of survivingâŚ
And we only lived for you.â
ââŚâ
âSince we met again at our reunion, we had only one goal. Getting revenge for you. Other than that, we didnât think about anything. So it canât be helped but be different for you.â
Lelia was speechless. It was her fault that made her friends seek such revenge. It was an excuse, but she had no choice but to cheat in the first place. Nevertheless, guilt was built up in her. She didnât want to deny it.
âItâs going to keep repeating. Everyone will try to monopolize and have you, and eventually weâll all be a mess.â
ââŚâ
It was terrible. She didnât understand why he said it as if it were natural.
âOscar thinks it will all be solved if he forcibly marries you and locks you up, but thatâs not true, Lelia.â
ââŚâ
âIf you donât want to end in a catastrophe, you have to find a solution.â
Lelia lifted one eyebrow and looked at him. Griffith was talking as if there were some tricks. But the answer did not come back easily. Griffith hesitated as if he was enjoying Leliaâs nervousness waiting for an answer. Then, when Lelia was overwhelmed, he brought it up.
âThis is a story from earlier, Lelia. When youâre successful⌠Oscar wonât be able to force you either. The same goes for Kalix.â
âAnd what is thatâŚ?â
âI told you, right? Emperor Perseus.â
Griffith hardly gave Lelia time to think since earlier. It was difficult for Lelia to come to her senses due to the swirling conversation. When she heard Emperor Perseusâ name, her heart dropped heavily.
âNow that I know your mother is alive⌠he is not going to stay still.â
âWhat if he doesnât stay silent?â
There would be a backlash. What if that person doesnât stay still? The Superion family will never send her mother back to the Imperial Castle. Emperor Perseus could never try that if he had a conscience.
âEmperor Perseus is out of his mind.â
âWhat?â
âEmpress Perseus came to the neutral zoneâŚâ
ââŚâ
âItâs to treat madness. It seems that his hallucinations have gotten worse recently.â
At the surprising remark, Lelia grabbed the white robe over her knee.
âMadness? What the hell is thatâŚ?â
âAs you can see, madness is very difficult to treat because it is different from your grandmotherâs symptoms. It seems almost impossible⌠Anyway, maybe thatâs why he grew more violent.â
âViolent?â
âWhen his madness arises, he swings his sword and slashes everything in front of him. Itâs crazy.â
âNo, thatâs absurdâŚâ
Lelia blinked in confusion. What do you mean, madness, swinging his swordâŚ? If he had such symptoms for a whileâŚ
[Is it because of me?]
Her palms grew sweaty from nervousness. She pursed her lips. Griffith glanced at Lelia, who had been psychologically withdrawn due to her anxiety and nervousness. His prey, already caught in the trap, was trembling with fear. Without hesitation, he fired his last arrow.
âWhat would Emperor Perseus do if he found out that your mother is still alive?â
ââŚâ
âAlthough he has madness, itâs not to the extent that he canât hold the office of emperor⌠A mad emperor who still has power could not leave his wife, whom he has missed all the time.â
There was nothing incorrect with Griffithâs words. Lelia could easily guess what he was talking about. Griffith continued to speak as if his words were confirmed by Leliaâs guess.
âNo matter what he does, he will try to keep his wife by his side again. You know that too, Lelia.â
ââŚâ
âMaybe he will declare war against the Superions. At least, he will threaten them to give back his wife and daughter.â
Leliaâs guesses were the same. His obsession with his dead wife was unusual. Her fingertips trembled with nervousness. A rising body temperature overlapped with her hands shaking in nervousness, which were barely holding the hem of the clothes.
Griffith, who came over to the next seat, covered the back of her hand with his large hand and gently locked their fingers. It seemed his intention was to calm her down, or a gesture to keep her close. Strangely, she began to suffocate as if she were strangled. Griffith lowered his head and spoke softly, in such a low voice, as if tickling her ear.
âBut, Lelia, if youâre successfulâŚâ
ââŚâ
âEverything will be solved.â
âSolved?â
âEmperor Perseus will try to force you and your mother to the Imperial City. He is going to kill all those who will oppose him because of his madness.â
ââŚâ
âIâm sure you will live together in the Imperial Castle. He will bring down the current empress and put your mother back there.â
The terrible speculation took her breath away. Looking at Lelia, Griffith continued to talk, wrapping her hands tightly.
âThe twin princes will be happy, too. Iâm sure they will be happy that their family is finally together. But Lelia, will you and your mother be happy?â
ââŚâ
Lelia was speechless.
Her mother might be happy if she recovers her memory, but Lelia wouldnât be happy. It was terrible just imagining it. It was clear that she would endure a terrible life the whole time, while only looking at her mother.
âEmpress Perseus wonât be able to abandon Julianna. Because he loves her with his life, and Julianna will eventually accept your mother, too. Or maybe she will hate her for being the stepmother who pushed her mother awayâŚâ
Ahh⌠The blinding situation made blood rush to her head, making her feel dizzy. Lelia bit her lips.
Griffithâs warm touch touched her lips. Tsk. He clicked his tongue low and wiped away the drops of blood gently. Then he hugged her small shoulders as if to calm her down. At the same time, he didnât stop stabbing her with thorny words. It was a contradictory attitude.
âIâm sure heâll threaten you that he wonât let Superion go. They will comply with the emperorâs order, fearing that Superion will be at a disadvantage, or that an army of wizards will take it over.â
ââŚâ
âYouâll live your life pretending to be happy, but you wonât be able to go back to the Superionâs territory⌠Isnât it terrible?â
â⌠Ahh, stop.â
âBeing in the Imperial Castle, you were in pain.â
âStopâŚâ
âWhen I saw you like that, you donât know how much it hurt. I donât want you to stay in the Auraria Imperial City.â
It was a friendly tone as if comforting. Eventually, tears gathered in Leliaâs eyes and flowed down. Griffith carefully stole the tears with his fingertips as if they were jewels.
With a lovely, reluctant look, he looked at the poor, young animal as if he were admiring it. Now that he had scared her, it was time to reassure her. He smiled softly, and began to whisper like a sneaky snake. With a very sweet and soft voice. A path she canât take unless it goes his way.