She barely came to her senses and asked, âWell, what do you mean? So suddenly?â
Getting married to Kalix?
Then, Uncle Karius, who had been weeping all this time, wiped his eyes and said,
âI told my father. Said that you seem to like Kalix.â
ââŠâ
âIf thatâs true, I was wondering if it would be better to marry Kalix. Of course, your opinion is the most important thing.â
Lelia was stunned, and she didnât say anything. Kalix⊠He said that to her uncle? If Kalix was in front of her, she would have ripped his hair out right away.
âYeah, Iâm not sure if youâre aware, but even a young man named Griffith made things strangeâŠâ
âWhat about Griffith?â Lelia asked in surprise at the sudden appearance of his name.
Aunt Atias was surprised as well.
âDonât you know yet?â
âWhat do you mean?â
It was Uncle Carius who gave her the answer.
âAfter you disappeared from the Imperial Palace, Griffith and Romeo were very fussy about looking for you. Then suddenly Griffith disappeared.â
ââŠâ
âThen suddenly we heard some strange news. It was rumored that the saint Griffith recognized was you, Lelia.â
Lelia recalled conversations she had heard near the neutral zone. She paused for a moment when Griffithâs name came up, and now the saint seemed to be herself.
âAnyway, upon hearing the news, he said he was taking you to the temple right now and acting like you are doing well. Itâs ridiculous how successful he was at it.â Uncle Carius replied with an angry expression even though he had been crying.
This was the issue in a nutshell. There are a lot of people here and there who are aiming for Lelia like beasts, so sheâd rather get married sooner rather than later, and make an excuse to stay in the Superion territory. Therefore, the best marriage partner was Kalix.
Oscar and Griffith were eliminated early on, and Romeo was part of the imperial family, so there were a lot of uneasy things. If she gets married to the royal family, she might need to move there. From the point of view of her family, although he is an imperial prince, they thought that Kalix, who was living alone without any connections after severing ties with the imperial family, would be appropriate. Heâll let Lelia live comfortably in the Superion territory.
âLelia, of course, this grandfather has no intention of forcing anything on you. HoweverâŠâ
ââŠâ
âAs a father who has lost his daughter once, I am afraid to send my granddaughter away.â
Lelia could not answer easily. Her grandfather patted Lelia on the shoulder, telling her to think slowly. After that, everyone left and she sat there alone. Her mind was complicated. The reason why her mother isnât waking up, the great things Griffith has done, and Oscar who looked so sick. Everything was mixing together as she ruffled her hair. Lelia managed to get up and move on to her next step.
Whatever happens to her once she leaves, she has to go back to Oscar as she had asked Romeo earlier. Is he okay and not sick? Was he ill or injured? Just seeing him with her own two eyes seemed to make her heart more comfortable. She couldnât afford it. Her worries about her mother were not enough for her to feel at ease. Lelia went to Romeo to get things done quickly.
âRomeo, lend me that as I had asked.â
â⊠Your complexion is pale⊠Have you eaten?â
Lelia shook her head. She didnât even feel hungry. Romeo clicked his tongue and led her to have a meal first. After half-forcing her to eat, Lelia demanded the scroll again in her impatient voice.
âHmmâŠâ
Romeo stared at Lelia and narrowed his eyes.
âIs the real Oscar really that sick?â
âYeah, he looked like he was going to die at any momentâŠâ
âKalix didnât say anything like that.â
âKalix didnât seem to see him. He was carrying mother.â
âAHAâŠâ
âRomeo, come on. Please, please⊠If something goes wrong with OscarâŠâ
âIf?â
â⊠What?â Lelia replied with her puzzled expression.
Romeo blinked his eyes a couple of times. Then he asked, as if he were asking a carefree question, âWhat would you do if something goes wrong?â
âWell, whatâŠâ
Lelia was perplexed. Doesnât even Romeo think of Oscar as a friend anymore? Because he kidnapped her? However⊠How could that be? She returned safely, and she had no resentment against Oscar for having been kidnapped. But when her friend, Romeo, spoke like that, she felt sad for nothing.
âOscar⊠heâs our friend. Of course it canât go wrong.â
Romeo frowned for a moment at her answer.
âLelia, maybe youâŠâ
ââŠâ
âDo you love Oscar? Did that happen?â
Romeoâs expression looked a little angry. His questions sounded like how could that be? Lelia wrinkled her brow. He said love. The word was so direct and unfamiliar that something tickled in her stomach. And⊠She had never thought of it like that.
Of course, she likes Oscar. He was only a friend in her heart, but now she honestly doesnât know. The medicinal effects had long since disappeared. She was clear about that. Still, looking at Oscar, there were times when something swelled up inside her. The tips of her skin rose and her throat tickled. Wouldnât it be appropriate to express her feelings as a little bit beyond liking, and say that she is curious about her rationality? Since an unfamiliar feeling seemed to have just sprouted. Rationally, she thought that, but it was her heart that had barely acknowledged it.
âItâs not like that⊠But OscarâŠâ
ââŠYes, I know. You two were special.â
âIâm worried. Iâm afraid he will be in pain and alone like he was when he was youngâŠâ
Lelia murmured nervously, and Romeo nodded his head, as if he understood after being persuaded. Then he pulled out paper from his jacket and held it out. It was the magic scroll that Kalix used.
Romeo took a deep breath and slowly explained how to use it. After listening to his long explanation, Lelia returned to her room. There were two scrolls clasped in her hands. The other one was just in case she needed to come back. But she had no intention of taking advantage of it. She folded one of the sheets neatly into her sleeves.
If she finds Oscar, and knows that heâs okay⊠She was going to convince him. She will tell him to come with her. She was still afraid to admit it, but she planned to come back together after confessing. So, she held back on the other scroll. After they come back together through the rift created by Oscar, their relationship will be different from before. Finally, she remembered a conversation she had with Oscar. Oscarâs voice pierced her chest.
ââŠGo, I will send you away as you want.â
âOscar, how could youâŠ?â
âGo, get lost.â
It was a cold voice, but when she thought about it again, it was a plea.
Donât leave me.
I want you to be by my side for the rest of my life, just as you promised when I was young.
It was obviously a plea. She didnât understand his sincerity at that moment. Only now has that plea been heard.
âAnyway, you hate me. With those eyesâŠâ
When she remembered his terrifying voice, bitterness and coldness caused her heart to ache. She said no, and yet she never imagined he would be so misunderstood. When she comes back here holding Oscarâs hand, she thought she would then have corrected the misunderstanding so that she would never again have such a misunderstanding. She was going to give him a tender hug, talk to him warmly, and say she would protect him like she did when she was a child. She wonât shy away from looking into those eyes, and she will tell him that his eyes were really beautiful.
Recalling how Romeo had told her how to use the scroll, she was about to tear up one of the scrolls. Thud! The door suddenly swung open with a sound.
âKalix?â
It was Kalix who suddenly opened the door and entered. Kalix wrinkled his eyebrows and walked in as if angry. Then he took the scroll from Leliaâs hand.
âKalix, what are you doingâŠ?â
âWhat are you going to do with this?â
ââŠâ
âAre you going back to Oscar? Are you crazy?â
âKalix, Iâll explain.â
âYou want to go back to that madman? To a guy who doesnât mind saying he never thought of me as a friend?â
â⊠Kalix.â
Lelia took a deep breath. Now was not the time for her to be like this. Kalix, who was interrupting her in an urgent situation, was frustrated. Kalix looked at her expression for a moment and then clenched his fist. She could feel the force in his jaw, which was tightly constricted by him.
âDidnât you have a desire to marry me?â
â⊠ThatâŠâ
âIs it my mistake? Nonsense. How is that a mistake?â
Kalix grabbed Leliaâs shoulder with his large hands. As he got closer, a sense of intimidation came over her. His eyes brightening like a beast, Kalix leaned his head in and pushed his face closer. It was a completely different look than usual. Just before hunting, his eyes gleamed like a beast. It seemed as if his reasoning was not working.
âHow could that be an illusion? You even did that to me.â
ââŠâ
Leliaâs expression wrinkled with fear, and her eyes tightly closed. Kalix continued grabbing her by the shoulder for a moment and trembled, then lowered his hands. Then he mumbled a little sorry. When Lelia barely took a breath, Kalix spoke in a calmer voice, different from before.
âHe never thought of me as a friend, but I did. I think of all of you as friends, even at the cost of my life.â
ââŠâ
âSo, I will give up.â
As always, Kalixâs words were difficult to understand. She explained to him several times clearly, but⊠Kalix was more stubborn than anyone else. Thatâs why it was really difficult to unravel his misunderstandings. It was like turning the world upside down. But this moment was even more difficult. This moment she has no idea what he was talking about.
She was still thinking about what to say when Kalix kindly added an explanation.
âGo and get that b*****d.â
ââŠâ
âCan you marry me and marry him too?â
ââŠWhat is that?â
Lelia blinked her eyes. It was the strangest thing she had ever heard in her life. Kalix laughed at the bewildered woman and spoke.
âStrange? Even when I misunderstood that you were a man, I thought I was going to get married to you, but what did I know?â
ââŠâ
âHey, whatâs wrong? Marrying two men, or two men marrying one woman. Isnât all of it strange, too?â