-san: A polite suffix, but not excessively formal.
-kun: A common suffix among friends and younger people.
-chan: A common suffix among people youâre close with, mostly used for feminine nicknames and girls, since itâs cutesy and childlike.
-senpai: A common suffix and noun used to address or refer to oneâs older or more senior colleagues in a school, workplace, dojo, or sports club.
âI forgot to return Hayakawaâs phone⊠Reika, Iâm going to his class for a bit.â
âWait, Iâm coming with you. Itâs too annoying to be alone in the classroom.â
Thatâs because my classmates try to talk to her when Iâm not around. I canât stay with her every second, such as during PE or when she goes to the restroom. The girls usually ask her to join their group, and boys generally ask for her phone number.
She always responds coldly, though, which worried me a fair bit.
â⊠Gotcha. But that guy doesnât like me going into his classroom outta nowhere.â
âOh, but isnât it inconvenient to be without your phone? Weâre his friends, so we should just give it to him.â
Behind his phone was a Polaroid of his family. We both didnât talk much about our families, but this made it seem like his was very close.
Iâve never seen him mention that to anyone else either, but heâs always cheerful to talk about martial arts and his own sister. Maybe heâs not a loner like me.
âItâs class two, letâs go!â
Reika and I headed there. It made me nervous to go inside another classroom, even more so when the only one I know there is Hayakawa.
Come to think of it, Eri⊠I mean, Mashimaâs friend, Hikari, is in this class, but Iâve hardly ever talked to her.
Stepping inside, we saw Hayakawa reading a book alone. Meanwhile, I made eye contact with Hikari, who chatted with her friend by the entrance.
âHm? Whatâs the matter, Sawada-kun? Ah, maybe you have something to do with Hayakawa-kun? Want me to get him for you? Ehehe~â
Mashima and Hikari have been friends since middle school. They were in different classes now, but they always regarded each other as âbestiesâ.
They were both very social, being at the top of the invisible social hierarchy that reigned over the school. Iâm sure this classroom was filled with popular people.
However, I sensed something unpleasant coming from her. What is this? Iâve never felt this before⊠No, I just never tried to see it.
She reminded me of Mashima, and a shiver ran down my spine.
When I said my final goodbye to her and cried in front of Reika, my eyes were finally pried open. I began to see what I couldnât before.
I noticed that when she mentioned Hayakawaâs name, she had a slightly mean look on her face. Her laugh was too similar to Mashimaâs, too.
Thereâs no need for her to call him here. I should just go in.
âYou donât have to. Iâll just go myself.â
My words made her shrug, and she looked somewhat disappointed.
Does she have a thing for Hayakawa? But I heard from Mashima that Hikari only went after good-looking guys. If you wanted to have a shot with her, you had to be at least as good-looking as Hiratsuka. Both Hayakawa and I couldnât even try.
âReika, Iâm going in.â
âOkay, I wanted to see his class either way.â
He was still reading a textbook, sitting by himself. I tried to walk up to him, but an unknown girl suddenly spoke to me.
âUâUm, youâre the âUnknown Rookieâ from that video, right?â She squealed. âI became your fan after watching that fight!â
âWoah, heâs real! Heâs the one who beat up Hiratsuka-senpai!â
âEy, youâre pretty good. That last kick was impressive.â
âHm, youâre face is all stiff! Youâre so nervous, thatâs cute!â
âHey, did you guys know that Sawada is my friend?â Hikari popped in.
âSeriously? Hikari, thatâs su~per awesome!â
My eyes dart around the room. Iâm too nervous to talk to girls I donât already know. Besides, Iâm not her friend, and I donât get a good vibe from these girls either.
Iâd rather just go to Hayakawaâs seat.
Seeing I was in trouble, Reika pulled me by the hand and plowed through that wall of girls.
âOkay, okay, he has something to do with Hayakawa. Passing through~â
The girls were like, âHuh? Who do you think you are?â, âDonât touch my body!â, âWhat are you doing, transfer student?â, âYouâre getting carried awayâ, but they all moved out of the way.
Reikaâs face was too scary, after all. One glance was enough to make them break eye contact with her.
I wonder whatâs the thing girls feel that boys donât. Either way, all I know is that we shouldnât mess with it.
Then, Hayakawa closed his book with a sigh, his eyes finally meeting mine.
âHuh? WâWhat are you doing in this classroom?! TâToshikiâŠâ
âYou forgot your phone. Here, you should be more careful with it.â
âTâThanks. HâHey, we should talk in the hallway! Itâs too noisy here, donât you think?â
âSâShut it! Itâs the only time I can study! ⊠Iâm going to the hallway.â
âOkay, okay. Are you easily angered or something?â
âHa? ThatâsâAh.â
His face suddenly turned blue. A group of guys suddenly approached us. They were delinquents, outside even the invisible school hierarchy. Some hung out with the popular kids, others hung out with the losers. Their habitats vary.
These ones in particular were slightly more fashionable and conscious of their own appearances. They were probably popular.
âYo, Hayakawa, did you really think you wouldnât be bullied if you invited your buddy over? I mean, this guy is just a foul-mouthed, gloomy criminal, ainât he? Donât make me laugh, dude. Just âcause Hirano came back, doesnât mean weâre over with ya. He got the flu, and he ainât coming back soon.â
âAnyway, your friend over there will love to try out my new punch.â
âOi, wait a secâŠ. Isnât that girl super cute? Is she seriously his friend?â
Hayakawa gritted his teeth, enduring it, and I finally understood what was going on. Behind all the bright smiles and happy jokes, was an effort to hide his suffering. He never whined, and always had a grin on his face.
âYo, cutie, itâs a waste to be Hayakawaâs friend. Wanna hang out with us? Letâs go to karaoke after school! Iâll even invite him tooââ
Iâve been with Mashima for a very, very long time. Maybe because of that, my sensibility was rotten and I didnât notice it. I canât believe my friend was in this situation and I only realized it now.
He had a gut-wrenching look on his face, and a murky swirl of emotions rose up from the bottom of my stomach. Unable to hold it in any longer, I take a step forwardâ
But Hayakawa interrupted me.
âToshiki, Iâll be fine. I give in to these scum. So, please⊠Hold back, okay? I donât want you to get in trouble because of meâŠâ
He gives us the best smile he could muster.
I know this isnât our classroom, so if we do something, heâll only be harassed later. To be honest, Iâm afraid of just going in and messing with delinquents. Just a few days ago, I was just another gloomy, boring, and blind guy.
But even then⊠Even thenâ
ââI canât just ignore a friend in need.â
Reika sighed oddly close to me. âToshiki, youâve gone back to your old ways a bit, havenât you? Not bad. Thatâs a good thing about you⊠Also, I hope these scum delinquents drop dead.â
âSâScum? Youâre just a pretty face, donât try to one-up me! âCome here!â
One of them tried to grab her hand, and before I could even move, she threw a clean kick on the guyâs chin, and he fell limp on the floor.
The ruffians couldnât grasp what just happened, and they looked at her in dismay.
âWhat, you guys gonna hit back? I mean, donât you guys have some kind of bullying video on your phones or something? If you do, Iâll deck you out in one hit.â
âReika, Iâll take care of the rest. I donât wanna see a girl get hit in front of me.â
â⊠GirlâŠÂ Hehe~ Okay, Iâll step back.â
âAw, God d*mn it! I was gonna do something if the bullying got worse, yâknow? Sh*t, what if these guys come after me in the dark! Iâm all alone in this classroom, guys!â
Hayakawa said so while pulling out a video on his phone. It was footage of him being assaulted. The delinquents turned pale when they realized it, and I was very surprised.
If I was bullied, Iâd just whimper and retreat into my shell. I wouldnât have thought of fighting back as he did. All I did was whine about Mashima, so I wouldnât have the balls to stand up to the bullying.
âHayakawa, youâre strong.â
âHuh? What are you on about? Youâre the strong one here!â
âNâNo, thatâs not what I meantâŠâ
âHey, shut up guys! Pay attention!â
Reika did not let her guard down even though the delinquents visibly lost their will to fight. That was because a man walked in from behind them.
I could tell he was unusually skilled, considering his footwork as he walked. Incidentally, he was also very good-looking.
Walking up to us, Hirano wrinkled his brow and stepped over the face of the decked-out delinquent. I then got in front of Reika. I wonât let anyone hurt my precious friends.
Hirano opened his mouth, face burning red, and talked to Reika.
âHâHey, câcould you tâtell me your nâname? IâIt was love at first sight! âOh, IâIâm Satoshi Hirano, 17 years oâold. I like boxing, making money, and my sister. My ideal girl is one that can⊠kick a*s⊠Um, IâIâd like to exchange diaries with youâŠâ
The classroom went dead quietâŠ
Reikaâs eyes darted around.
âHâHuh?! MâMe?! I donât know what you mean by that! âIâm going home! TâToshiki, clean up this mess!â
âRâReika? OâOkay, see you around⊠WâWhat should I do, Hayakawa?â
âWhat the actual hell⊠Yo, Toshiki, I wanna transfer to your classâŠâ
So Hiranoâs burning-red face wasnât out of anger? Was he blushing with embarrassment? Meanwhile, I could hear screams from the other girls in the classroom.
âWâWhy is Hirano-kunâŠ?!â
âDidnât you like men?!â
âWhy did that b*tch⊠Ugh! Disgusting!â
âAw, Hirano-kun is embarrassed. So cute!â
âYeah, heâs annoying, but heâs so handsomeâŠâ
âIâll forgive his rowdiness since I got to see a rare cute expressionâŠâ
â⊠Iâm gonna learn kickboxing.â
Suddenly, Hirano grabbed Hayakawaâs shoulder.
âYouâre friends with that girl, huh⊠Okay, now youâre my friend too. I ainât properly talked to a girl before, manâŠâ
âHuh?! IâI donât know either! Youâre in Underground Fighting, arenât you? Seriously, give me a break⊠Besides, arenât you always getting tangled up with this classâ girls!? They are so fake!â
âEh? I donât remember talking to any of âem though? ⊠Girls in this class are so annoying, I donât even remember them.â
âHuh? You were very close to Hikari Kawano though, right? â
âWho? I donât care about her. Yo, letâs get on with the strategy meeting.â
âTâToshiki, save me! Wait, Iâm talking to him as if I were his friend⊠Iâm done with.â
âOi, youâre my friend, so you can talk to me however you want.â
The two of them looked like they would be fine, I could tell from the atmosphere around them.
I said goodbye to Hayakawa and decided to leave the classroom. I have to catch up with Reika, after all.
⊠But, thinking about it, when this Hirano guy said âit was love at first sightâ to Reika, that boggled my heart⊠I wonder what this isâŠ
I shake my head, trying to forget about it. Still, I canât help but recall something⊠Mashimaâs friend, Hikari, was kicking the air with an intimidating look on her face. Her burning gaze was directed at Reika, whoâd just left the classroom.
I think that she, just like Mashima, is a brew of human malice⊠But it was not natural like Mashimaâs, it was more voluntary and vile.