That day I was reading on a chair out in the garden.
Eris and Sieg were nearby doing practice swings.
Although I think it would be fine to give it a rest while theyâre on vacation
Ars was with them just before but Rudyâs aunt Therese had invited him off somewhere.
Theyâre probably eating sweets inside her room by now.
Well thatâs fine, but heâs always been somewhatâŚ
Whenever heâs with with women with large chests, he always looks quite excited.
I feel his relations with women in the future will be harsh.
Lara has been wandering around the garden with Leo for a while now.
Probably plotting something again.
Her actions have been somewhat incomprehensible as of lateâŚ
That aside, Ars, Sieg, and Lara are all usually quiet around the house, so today should be quite peaceful.
Sylphy and Norn took Lucy and Clive on a trip to the Adventurers Guild.
They invited me along with them, but I turned them down.
I donât really want to have a child come up to me, tell me âIâm trying to make a party of adventurers around the same age,â and invite me to join.
And in Millis.h.i.+on Magic races always stand out.
There was also Lilly and Chris to look afterâŚ
But they had already fallen asleep, so I was left without something to do for the first time in a while.
And being myself, I decided to read a book.
And lucky for me, there was quite an interesting book in the Latrea library.
The t.i.tle was:ăOrigins of Divine Attack Magică
Its description of Resurrection Magic was quite interesting.
ăDuring the Human-Demon Great War, the Demons utilised a certain magic to torment the Humans.
Resurrection Magic
A magic to revive and enslave the dead, now Skeletons, Wraiths, and Moving Armour type magic beasts are all thatâs left of this Forbidden Art.
Divine Attack Magic was birthed to combat Resurrection Magic. And during the First Human-Demon Great War the two continued to counter each other and evolved together.
After that, Resurrection Magic was declared a Taboo and was lost, and Divine Attack Magic though it still exists today, is in decline.ă
There werenât any detailed descriptions of any magic formations or chants, nor do I have any intention of attempting Resurrection Magic, but reading about it has tickled my curiosity.
Ancient magic battles.
How romanticâŚ1
ââŚRoxy-sama.â
âYes?â
Someone called me from behind and I looked up from my book.
Standing there was a maid of the Latrea house.
I have a bad feeling about this.
âThe madam⌠Claire-sama has called for you.â
Claire Latrea.
She is more or less my grandmother-in-law.
Although we should be around the same ageâŚ
For now, I wonât show any displeasure, but if it has something to do with the Demon Expulsion faction, Iâm sure that will change.
I wonder what she wants to say.
To be honest I want to runâŚ
I snuck a glance at Eris.
âOi, tuck your arms in more! Raise your chin!â
Sheâs teaching swordplay with the same enthusiasm as always.
If it has something to do with my race, thatâs fine, but if itâs something elseâŚ
Like if itâs about the childrenâs education.
But if I run she might end up calling on Eris.
Eris can't handle complex or subtle conversations.
If they say something she doesnât like, sheâll end up hitting someone.
Thatâs just what sheâs like.
She would be able to rebuke Claire, but then a fight would be unavoidable.
âI understand.â
This is just another duty as Rudeusâs wife.
Part 2
Although I had gotten myself hyped up over itâŚ
ââŚâ
Currently Claire is quietly drinking her tea.
And I, unable to say anything, am simply sitting in front of her.
For some reason Lillia and Zenith are here too, Lillia being in the same shoes as me.
Zenith is the same as always.
Honestly, itâs suffocating.
There are also some sweets next to the tea but I canât reach for them.
Theyâre some of my favourites, but I feel like if I try to grab one, Iâll get told off.
âYouâll ruin your dinner,â or something like that⌠Iâm often having to tell Lara that.
It canât be a coincidence that both Lillia and I are here.
Although our husbands are different, we both have the same position that it wouldnât be an exaggeration to call âmistressâ.
And thatâs something that the Millis religion doesnât accept.
That said, I am prepared.
I have been somewhat spoilt as of late, but I have always been prepared for insensitive statements.
It seems Lillia feels the same way I do.
Or maybe she was already prepared for it far before I was.
In any case, I can consider it a silver lining that Eris wasnât called here.
âIt seems Rudeus-san is out.â
Claire broke the silence.
She was the first one to talk since I entered.
âHe went to deliver a gift to Cliff-san.â
âWork it is. Even though heâs on vacation with his family⌠Heâs exactly like Carlyle in that aspect.â
Rudeus woke up early this morning and went with Elinalise to deliverăThe Dollăto Cliff.
But would it be ok to call that work�
The Doll.
It was an Automaton designed to take care of Cliff.
I had already received an explanation regarding Anne, and I didnât have any real opinion on herâŚ
But even I feel this one is somewhat off putting.
After all, it looks exactly like Elinalise, even itâs behaviour and tone are identical, only the ears are short.
The appearance was apparently her idea.
Recently Cliffâs position has gotten quite high, heâs been quite popular with women and has even gotten a number of marriage proposals.
So she intends to use it as a form of pesticide.
They were planning to introduce it at Cliffâs wife, hiding the fact that she was an Elf.
Elinalise had spent many months teaching it how to act like her.
That said, Elinalise probably had another use in mind for it.
She had complained that âIt doesnât have what it needs.â
Of course itâs not exactly like her to the last detail, but it really does look just like her, itâs unnerving.
Rudy had once made a doll of me, but I really couldnât handle it if it moved.
If he had asked me for permission, I would have to turn him down.
Even Rudy wouldnât make one without permission.
And in my case, the real thing is close by, so thereâs no need for a subst.i.tute.
Although not to the extent of Sylphy, I wonât complain about anything Rudy earnestly requests of me.
I would like to be spared from anything overly perverted though.
In any case, although I havenât known Cliff for all that long, would a devout Millis believer be happy to get something like that?
âItâs a surprise present,â is what Rudy had said, but I feel like he might get angry instead.
But thatâs not a problem I need to worry about.
âI donât think itâs something you could call work. He and Cliff are especially close.â
âI see. If it was I, as long as itâs not something outsiders shouldnât see, I wouldnât see any reason to go out of my way to deliver it myself, Iâll attribute it to a difference in common sense.â
No, it really is something outsiders shouldnât see.
If it didnât come together with an excuse, thereâs no way Cliff would take it.
âBy the way, Lillia-san, where might Aisha-san be today?â
âAisha has gone to pay a visit to the Mercenaries, she left this morning. It seems she wonât be back until this afternoon.â
Aisha is with the Mercenaries.
Itâs just that after hearing âArs will be in the house all day today,â She abruptly decided to leave.
She probably didnât want to be in the house.
Thinking about it, after Lucy and the others said they wanted to go out, Norn and Sylphy immediately agreed and they left.
Well Norn coming along was in part due to Lucy begging to go out with her.
âIt seems those children arenât so fond of this house.â
Claire breathed out her nose and took a sip of tea.
Maybe she didnât like the taste, but she knit her eyebrows.
And then with a somewhat troubled look on her face, she looked Lillia in the eyes.
âLillia-san, when you came here last, I was quite harsh towards you.â
ââŚNo, I do not think such at all.â
âI would like to apologise for it.
In that time, a man whose birth was unknown named himself Zenithâs husband and requested a.s.sistance from my house.
After that, when I thought they had found Zenith, another woman naming herself his wife with her daughter appeared before me, I was not feeling of good temper.â
âI can understand your mindset. I do not mind.â
âAnd so, I somewhat held it against Aisha.â
Whatâs this p.r.i.c.kly mood.
Itâs making my stomach hurt.
âBut my worry was reversed. You have served the Greyrat house well.
The reason Zenith has recovered to such an extent is due to your strong encouragement.
I thank you for supporting Zenith from the shadows.â
ââŚI am unworthy of your words. I am in no way strong.â
âYou are the only one who thinks that. If you had heard what Zenith had to say yesterday you would understand. Everyone in the Greyrat house is grateful towards you.â
ââŚâ
Itâs true.
Rudy may not be conscious of it, but he treats Lillia the same as Zenith.
Not as below her, but as an equal.
That said, Zenith is in a state which she canât voice her grat.i.tude.
If Lillia made the choice, she could live not as a maid, but properly as his mother.
But if that were the case, our home might not be as peaceful as it currently is, and Zenithâs treatment may not have been how it is.
It is because of Lillia, without desire, working from the shadows, that the Greyrat house is what it is today.
âYou too Roxy-san.â
âEh?â
Being suddenly addressed, I raised my head in surprise.
Claire wasnât looking at me, but at her own hands and Zenith.
And then she turned to look out the window.
âThese last few days, Iâve been able to watch the children.
Every one of them are so lively.
Although Lara is somewhat overly mischievous, sheâs a good girl.â
ââŚUm, by any chance did she do something?â
âYesterday morning, she gave me a frog as a present.â
I widened my eyes in surprise.
Just what is that girl doing?
âThatâs⌠Um, Iâm terribly sorry. Please let meâŚâ
âNo apology is necessary. When lunch time came around I had it grilled and gave it back to her.â
I widened my eyes in surprise.
Now that I think about it, yesterday afternoon I remember seeing her eating something grilled.
But when I asked her what it was she told me it was a âSecretââŚ
âOf course, I had one of our chefs properly prepare it. I donât partake very often, but frog is quite a popular food around here.â
Because it rains quite often in the Millis continent, frog and lizard dishes are numerous.
During my time as an adventurer, I was quite grateful for that fact
Although there was the time before I knew detoxification magic that I almost died after eating a poisonous oneâŚ
But if they had a proper chef look at it, Iâm sure they wouldnât feed Lara poison.
But thatâs quite surprising.
From what Rudy had told me, she was quite rigid, and wouldnât be the kind of person to do something like that.
âThis morning she had told me âThat snack yesterday was delicious, I will certainly repay this.â
I donât have a clue what her intentions are in repaying meâŚâ
Is she criticising her?
Her tone is sharp as always, and there isnât a hint of a smile on her face.
Sheâs criticising her isnât she.
âHaa.â
Claire let out a sigh.
It seems sheâs getting to the main topic.
âI donât know what has you so stiff, but Rudeus-san has told me that I am not to meddle in your family.
I do have some things I would like to say, but I intend to keep my promise.â
When she says it like sheâs scolding me, Iâm really not convinced.
âThe reason why I have called the two of you here today is because, compared to the others, you two are the most mature.
Slyphiette-san is still young, and Eris-san is still immature.
I donât know how Zenith was before, but now, she isnât someone that needs to be cared for by others.
What I wish is for the two of you to take a step back and have a good look.
And so⌠*Cough* *Cough*âŚâ
Claire had a coughing fit and the nearby maids ran over.
I stood up and prepared to cast detoxification magic.
But Claire shooed the maids away saying it was nothing and resumed drinking her tea.
âIâm fine, I just choked⌠Hmm?â
Claire was looking at Zenith.
She had just been looking at air seemingly oblivious to the conversation around her.
But she had stood without Lilliaâs incitement and was facing Claire with her vacant eyes.
âShould you not rest?â
Lillia had said it, but it almost sounded as if it had come from Zenith.
âReally, I simply choked a little and youâre causing such a fuss.
Everyone is surprised when they see me with a caneâŚ
My back may be gone, but my mind is as sharp as ever.
You too Zenith, stop making that face and sit down.â
Hearing her mention Zenithâs face, I took another look at her.
It was the same blank expression.
I looked at Claire quizzically, but she also looked surprised.
For now, Iâll return to my own seat.
Zenith, by Lilliaâs hand, was also back in her seat.
ââŚâ
Silence once again flowed.
Claireâs surprised expression gradually returned to normal.
But it seemed like she still wasnât quite calm on the inside yet.
ââŚWhen she first stepped into the aristocracy.â
Claire once again started talking.
âWhen Zenith first attended a n.o.ble party, on the way out I lost my footing on a staircase and fell.â
Her tone had gotten emotional.
Before I knew it, Claireâs gaze had fell.
Something like sobbing had gotten mixed into Claireâs voice.
âIt was no large injury. It was quickly mended with healing magicâŚ
But for some reason, I can clearly remember Zenithâs face at the time.â
Something came dripping out of Claireâs sunken face.
She picked up the handkerchief by her side and wiped around her eyes.
âZenithâs reputation was excellent, I was so proud. I, never once thought, I raised her wrongâŚâ
Claireâs shoulders were shaking.
And I, not knowing what to say, simply stared at her.
ââŚâ
I suddenly thought.
My thoughts on the childrenâs futures.
I married Rudy, I gave birth to Lara and Lily.
I would leave the children to the family and teach at the Magic University.
Sylphy, Lillia and the like would look after the children at home, and I would look after them when they enrolled in the school.
It was a fulfilling life.
But I hadnât given any thought to the idea on how to raise them.
Lara was the daughter I gave birth to, but compared to Lucy she was quite mischievous, and it had me worried.
Was it because I was of a Magic race, was it because she was half human, I worried about all kinds of things.
But before I knew it I had spent years worrying and she had already grown up.
She wasnât particularly cut off from the other children, and was quite close with Ars and Sieg.
Sheâll calm down when she gets older.(i)
Thatâs what I thought. I was the same.
But I hadnât really thought of anything past that.
Lara has the role of âSaviourâ placed upon her, but I donât entirely understand what thatâs supposed to mean.
I knew she would partic.i.p.ate in the fight against Hitogami, but what about after that?
Right, after the fight, life still continues.
Honestly, I thought worrying over it was pointlessâŚ
âI apologise for my loss of composure.â
âDonât mind it.â
âOne shouldnât be crying at my age.â
Claire, with her eyes still red, returned her handkerchief to the table.
She also cried yesterday, at the Mikoâs reenactment of Zenithâs story.
âAhem.
In the Holy Millis Nation, there is a saying that a broken house raises broken children.
I am also in agreement with that opinion.â
Claire said that and took a strong look at us.
âThe children of the Greyrat house are all healthy and in no way warped.
I would also never call Zenith warped.
But, from here on out, you should be careful.
On the chance that any abnormalities appear, you would be the first to notice.â
Abnormality.
Like when Zenith decided to go out on her own.
Itâs certainly possible.
Especially Lara. I can never tell just what sheâs thinking.
No, it might not be Lara.
Maybe because she had been raised so meticulously, Lucy would be at the most risk.
At school sheâs a dedicated scholarâŚ
Would I find some abnormality?
Uh⌠Just thinking about it makes my head hurt.
âI called you here today to tell you just that.â
Claire leaned deeply back into her chair.
Lillia and I exchanged glances.
In response to my bewilderment, Lillia looked at Claire with determination.
âI understand. You may leave it to me.â
She looks like a soldier just entrusted with an important mission.
She can probably say that because she has confidence in the way she raised Norn and Aisha.
Oh, Rudy too.
âI will also do what I can.â
I also said that.
Itâs not because I have confidence.
As a teacher Iâve seen all kinds of people,
But I still donât think Iâm qualified for it.
But through Eris and Sylphyâs guidance, I hope I can provide a new path for anyone who strays.
If itâs that much, I can manage.
I have to.
But thatâs not all there is to it.
Although Claire has her own viewpoint, I have to look at it objectively.
Sheâs from the Demon Expulsion Faction, so her opinions ought to reflect that.
I want to be able to respond to her request, even though she thinks little of me as the Magic Race I am.
âHmm?â
The door to the room opened.
A white dog walked into the room.
And of course, on top of it was Lara.
Lara was, for some reason, covered in mud.
Both her shoes and clothes.
Even though Iâve told her so many times to not walk into the house with dirty shoes.
âLara, donât ride Leo inside.â
Lara looked annoyed about it, but she still got off him.
I donât tell her very often around the house, but I feel like itâs been working as of late.
Even at school, whenever I take my eyes off her, sheâs always on him.
I feel like sighing.
Lara just slowly walked up to Claire.
âHi-Baachan, I found something cool.â
âWhat is it?â
âThis.â
Lara reached into her pocket and pulled out some round gold object.
I couldnât see it well from where I was sitting, but is looked like a necklace of some kind.
Claire was amazed when she saw it.
âWhere did you find this?â
âThe garden; lost. Hi-Baachan youâve been looking for it right?â
âYes, for quite a while now⌠But, how?â
âBa-chan said: âEven though you were always wearing it; you probably ruined your back bent over searching for itââ
Lara looked at Zenith and said that.
That wasnât something the Miko had said the other day.
Lara probably heard it herself maybe yesterday or this morning.
âAnd you went to find it for me?â
âAs thanks for the snack yesterday.â
ââŚâ
âIt was delicious, but those are better as snacks.â
Lara s.h.i.+fted her attention to the table.
Sheâs looking at the cakes that came out with the tea.
âYou can eat them if you want.â
âRub a dub dub, thanks for the grub.â1
Lara grabbed one and put it straight into her mouth.
With both explosiveness and agility, in an instant she had cleared the table.
I at least wanted to tell her to wash her hands first.
âAh.â
She ate mine too.
ââŚâ
Well I donât really mind.
If I ask Rudy I can have sweets whenever I wantâŚ
I wonât get mad at a child for stealing my food.
But myâŚ
âAhhh~â
She looked quite satisfied as she swallowed the last bite.
Leo was astonished.
As if he was wondering where his portion was.
Weâre in the same boat.
âYup, itâs better than frog.â
âWell then I guess Iâll have to have some ready for tomorrow as well.â
âYay!â
Lara got back on Leo and headed back outside.
She had already forgot my warning not to ride Leo inside.
âAh, um, Iâm sorry she doesnât have any manners.â
I apologised but Claire was focused on what Lara had brought to her.
When I got a closer look, I could see it was a gold locket.
It had a young manâs picture inside.
âCarlyle gave this to me just before we were married.â
ââŚâ
âIt was something far too expensive for his station at the time but he had told me: âAfter we are married, I will be a member of the Latrea house, and I will no longer be able to buy you something with money that is wholly my own.ââ
She sounds touched remembering it.
âI had lost it about a year ago, but had been bent over looking for it, my back became as such and I was forced to give upâŚâ
The maids were also surprised by it.
Claire probably didnât tell the servants she had lost it.
âRoxy-san.â
âYes.â
âThere is no need to be caught up in formalities when expressing grat.i.tude.â
ââŚHaa.â
âLaraâs manners are plenty sufficient. It seems I was mistaken.â
No, I donât really think Lara is that admirable of a girl.
But if she can say that, I may have been mistaken about the woman called Claire Latrea.
Rudy had been quite wary, and Aisha outright hates her.
I had been quite on guard, I wonder why.
Or perhaps she has changed since Rudy last met her.
He has an effect on all kinds of peopleâŚ
In any case, I think I can get along with this person.
We havenât known each other for long, but after this visit, we may never meet again.
âMake sure that girl doesnât fall down the wrong path.â
âOf course.â
I nodded in response.
Translator Notes and References
1. "Romantic" Written in katakana (The Engrish j.a.panese alphabet) has a different meaning to the traditional love sense and refers to the older artistic, epic, adventurous meaning.
2. Originally: "Itadakimasu". If I made you laugh I have succeeded.