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That sounded somewhat extreme.
Xiang Wan furrowed her eyebrows. âYouâre too negative.â
Hur! The corners of Xie Wanwanâs mouth quirked upwards. âXiang Wan, youâre a good person.â
Xiang Wan felt like she was breaking out in cold sweat when she heard that.
âDonât, please donât say that. Strictly speaking, Iâm not considered good. Iâm selfish, just like everyone else, I would place my interests first. In fact, this is not wrong. We canât expect ourselves and others to be a perfect model of morals and ethics like everyone has to live like a saintâŚâ
Xie Wanwan didnât deny that.
She raised her eyebrows and continued to smoke indolently.
Xiang Wan examined her expression and spoke slower. âLife is short. We canât change what has happened. Every day when we wake up⌠Oh, itâs a new day. On a new day, youâre the gorgeous celebrity and have numerous fans and have wealth that ordinary people couldnât achieve in their lifetime. You can enjoy a luxurious lifestyle that ordinary people didnât even know or heard about beforeâŚâ
âDo you feel better when you think this way?â
Xie Wanwan shrugged her shoulders. âIâm used to it, so I donât feel much different.â
âOh, that hurts!â Xiang Wan smiled, showing a warm smile. âThink about this, then; youâre rich and famous now because the heavens wanted to compensate you for all the suffering you have gone through? Itâs fair, right?â
âIs it fair?â Xie Wanwan looked up at the sky while smoking. âItâs unfair, unfair.â
She had stressed the second âunfair,â one heavier than the other.
Xiang Wan concluded, âSo, these arenât the issues that made you irascible?â
Xie Wanwan turned around, puffing out a cloud of smoke. âYou guessed it!â
âYou sat on a rooftop and nearly jumped off from a building,â Xiang Wan spoke with a smile. âYouâve gone through the ordeal of being tied to a tree with a bomb attached. Youâve survived numerous misery and suffering. I know you will live well⌠In my impression, youâve always been strong. Itâs not that you donât mind all these suffering, at least, you can show others that you didnât mind at all, but what kind of issue made you suddenly mind all of these?â
Then she remained silent.
However, it seemed that she didnât reject what Xiang Wan had said.
That meant Xiang Wan could continue to communicate with her.
Xiang Wan observed her expression and tried to sound her out. âIs it because of Tang Yuanchu?â
âNo!â Xie Wanwan denied flatly. A while later, she spoke in a cold tone, âNot entirely.â
Not entirely meant that Tang Yuanchu differed in her heart.
Xiang Wan felt that this was the time to probe more.
âWho else could let you be so bothered that you must go out? Is it Ye Lun?â
âNo,â replied Xie Wanwan swiftly. She even revealed a sarcastic smile. âHeâs not important at all.â
It was strange that she was unwilling to answer Bai Muchuan and Tang Yuanchuâs questions honestly, but before Xiang Wan, she could say that easily.
âWomen understood women the most,â remarked Xie Wanwan, âyou must have known that long ago, right? Thatâs why I feel like we should have been friends.â
âWe canât be friends.â Xiang Wan was still firm concerning this issue. However, she had a gentle expression when she said that, which made her seem really like a friend, or maybe more. âIâm not a magnanimous person. If we become friends, weâre going to be awkward around each other, and I wonât feel at ease. Iâll be honest, Iâm not confident that my boyfriend is best pals with a ravishing beauty!â
She was so sincere and honest!
Xie Wanwanâs hazy gaze seemed to have brightened a little.
âI really do like you as a person.â
âYouâve told me several times.â
âIf Iâm a guy, Iâm going to be like those men, trying all ways and means to get youâŚâ
âThose men?â Xiang Wan cracked up. âSuch men have not appeared in my life. Iâm different from you; Iâm not a man magnet. Iâm just an ordinary woman.â
Xie Wanwan didnât know what to say. ââŚâ
Silence ensued once again.
Between women, especially beautiful women, it was easy for them to develop feelings of antagonism and opposition between each other. It differed from men, where a hero would value another hero. It was hard for two beautiful women to become real friends or for one to become true friends with a beautiful woman. That was why there was a term called âfrenemy.â
Xie Wanwan did not have friends.
Countless people hated her.
Xiang Wan didnât have many friends either.
Countless people hated her.
If not for Bai MuchuanâŚ
In fact, they could actually become friends due to their character and personality.
At least, that was what Xie Wanwan thought.
At this moment, when she looked at Xiang Wanâs smiling face, she suddenly believed a quote online, which she used to spurn aroundâthat some people possessed a natural ability to let others feel at ease. When one came in contact with such people, it was easy for them to relax. They could be trusted and could be talked to.
Xiang Wan belonged to these types of people.
Xie Wanwan felt a burning sensation in her throat⌠There were some words that she wanted to say, but she still lacked some courage to do so.
âTell me about it.â Xiang Wanâs voice felt like it could hypnotize people. âWhat exactly is troubling you?â
The cigarette that clamped between Xie Wanwanâs fingers were still burning.
For a moment, it felt like it might burn till the end of timeâŚ
Suddenly, a spark from the cigarette scalded her hand.
She quivered at the pain, threw the cigarette, and patted the ashes away from her clothes.
While she was frantically doing that, Xiang Wan saw that her pair of eyes were already reddened.
âI⌠canât.â Xie Wanwan squatted down as she wanted to pick up the cigarette, but before she did so, her knees bent. She sat down by the wall and curled herself up like a helpless child.
âDid someone threaten you?â Xiang Wan didnât move from her spot.
To her, it was a good thing that Xie Wanwan was overwhelmed by her own feelings.
Only then did the latter would have the urge to confide in Xiang Wan.
âTell me,â said Xiang Wan firmly, âyou need help.â
âI canâtâŚâ Xie Wanwanâs lips were trembling.
Her voice was hoarse like she was sobbing.
âI can help.â Xiang Wan kept giving her psychological hints. âEven if I canât help, Bai Muchuan will be able to do so⌠Donât you have confidence in him?â
âNo⌠I canât let them know about this. I canât let anyone know about thisâŚâ Xie Wanwan shook her head repeatedly.
Suddenly, she hugged her legs with her head on her knees while her shoulders moved as she cried.
Xiang Wan had never seen her cry.
This woman did not even cry even when she faced death. Why?
Xiang Wan got up and walked over to Xie Wanwan, where she held her shoulders.
âDonât be afraid! Youâre not alone. You still have us, we will help youâŚâ
Xie Wanwan had an outburst of emotion, her shoulders quivered as she cried. In fact, the entirety of her body was shivering in grief. She hugged Xiang Wan tightly, like a drowning person, clinging onto a piece of driftwood.
âI⌠have a kid. A kidâŚâ
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