Chapter 1. Marilyn, the best friend of the heroine.
My name is Marilyn Roner. I was born a girl in a humble country village. I donât know if itâs correct to say that I was born in the wrong situation.
The name Marilyn is the same as that of a famous Hollywood actress, but I was not as beautiful as her.
Also, Hollywood itself did not exist here.
And to add one more thing, like that Hollywood star, I canât live my life like that of a main actor.
If you ask me whyâŚ
âMarie!â
You can find the answer right now. From Lariensa, who is running towards me with her brilliant blonde hair.
âIâm sorry, have you been waiting for a long time?â
âI came here slowly. I didnât wait very long.â
Because this pretty girl is the main character of this world.
And Iâm the supporting actor.
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It is said that you canât see the future of your life, but no one would ever think to be born again in a novelâŚâŚ
But I did.
My real name is Songiseul. With this childish name, I was just 20 years old in Korea. I studied really hard and took the CSAT! I went to college! I was dating a guy. Iâve been to MT.
I thought I could make my life big!
All I did while living as Songiseul, in South Korea, was read a novel I always enjoyed called âYou In The Darkâ in my bed before going to sleep.
Lariensa had always been this way in the novel. She always took away what Marilyn had most wanted, with her innocent face, as if she did nothing wrong.
Marilyn wasnât going to put up with it anymore.
âYou feel it once too, how miserable it feels to be deprived of everything that you want.â
Marilyn was no longer a naive country girl. The red-haired woman, whose lower lips were clenched to the point of bleeding, turned her back from Lariensa. Their friendship was in vain, and that was the end of it.
They turned their backs on each other. But Marilyn became a villainess when her crush was taken away by Lariensa.
I made Marilyn, the most pitiful character in the novel, my favorite.
Honestly, Lariensa didnât do anything wrong. But I was moved by Marilyn, who had never lived a life loved by everyone like Lariensa.
She was compared to a friend who was so bright and smiling every day, and lost all her interest and affection to Lariensa.
âOh, Marilyn. What a pity.â
I was tearful after reading about Marilyn, who was shunned by her family after finding out that she had committed a great crime against Lariensa. I connected my smartphone to a charger and lay in bed.
âMarilyn, LaâŚ.â
I wished for her to be happy in her next life. Even if there wasnât a next life. I fell asleep wishing for Marilynâs happiness.
I never thought Iâd wake up in Marilynâs body.
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I was surprised when I woke up again.
âMarie, are you awake now? Hold on! Iâll getâŚ!â
When I got out of bed, I thought I was still dreaming when I saw the golden-haired Lariensa.
âWho are you?â
âWhat? Whatâs wrong, Marie?â
âWhy is there a yellow-haired woman in my house?â
After a moment of silence, Lariensa ran out of the room scream-crying.
âMadam! Maâam! Marilyn hurt her head!â
It was only later that I found out that Marilyn had fallen the day before playing with Lariensa and struck her head on a stone.
I couldnât believe I possessed a villainess in a novel, so I spent a lot of time wandering around, and people around me supported me with special love and interest.
âWhat kind of ice cream do you want to eat?â
âGet me chocolate flavor, Lara.â
Not longer after I possessed Marilyn, I started to call Lariensa by a nickname.
Because one day, Lariensa asked me in tears.
âWhy arenât you calling me by my nickname like before?â
Then I forced myself to call Lariensa her nickname, âLaraâ.
In the novel, âYou In The Dark,â my favorite character was Marilyn, so even good-natured, Lariensa, who made Marilyn unhappy, didnât seem good to me.
But!
That idea soon changed.
âMarie! Iâve got the ice cream!â
I had to admit. All men have no choice but to love Lariensa.
On the day I went on an errand for ice cream, I sat on the bench under the excuse of being sick, and Lara rushed to hand me an ice cream cone.
âYou have to eat it quickly before it melts.â
âAh, I donât have strength in my arm, what should I do?â
âOh, then Iâll feed you.â
Lara was so gentle and innocent. Moreover, she was so pretty! Looking at it now. For me who couldnât move my hands, she fed me the ice cream.
âLara, give me some strength on my shoulders. My head keeps going down.â
âSorry, I was busy feeding you ice creamâŚâ
Lara gave some more strength on the shoulder I was leaning on.
I didnât mean to be so mean, butâŚThis child had a wide range of factors that would excite a personâs school-bullying spirit.
Do I have to say that I want to keep bothering you and teasing you?
Well, now I know some crazy people are going to stick onto her.
âShall we go home now?â
âI canât walk because my legs are tired.â
âIâll carry you!â
It was a complete lie, of course, to say that my legs were tired. People around me have been taking care of me because Iâve been down with a headache. Far from being sick, I was very energetic.
âItâs okay.â
âIâm stronger than I look! You know?â
âI donât believe it.â
âI really am!â
âWhat if I trust you and end up falling down?â
I really didnât want to go home on Lariensaâs back butâŚ
âIâll never let you fall!â
âHuh⌠is that true?â
âI can promise to heaven!â
âThen you canât.â
Lariensa was super tease-able. Eventually, I was carried by her, and this good kid was all sweaty by the time we got home.
At home, Lariensa and I were right next door. The two houses were so close that no ant could pass through them because of the narrow distance between them.
âOh, my God! Lariensa, did you carry Marilyn?â
âYes, she said she didnât have any strength in her legs.â
âWhy didnât you call us?â
âI wanted to carry Marie.â
âWhat can I do to repay you?â
Marilynâs mother, Mrs. Roner, thanked Lariensa for her hard work. She had some suspicion of my bluff, but she still had a long face.
âItâs late, so go home and have dinner, you can play with Marilyn tomorrow.â
âYes, Iâll see you tomorrow. Bye.â
âGood-bye, Lara.â
I winked at Lara, who was about to turn around. Lara, who knew what my wink meant, smiled shyly and headed home.
âIâm going to bed now!â
After dinner, I ran to the floor of the bedroom. There was only one reason to rush.
My pretty girl is waiting for me!
Lara opened it the window and I did too.
Taking advantage of the narrow gap between the two houses, where the windows were almost aligned, I jumped across the window and jumped into Lariensaâs room.
âAre you going to sleep in my room again today?â
âYouâll get upset if I donât sleep.â
âIâve never been upset, well.â
Lariensa, who talked with her cheeks puffed out, smiled at me. Ugh, so cute.
It wasnât long after I possessed Marilynâs body, that I started crossing into her room without my parents knowing.
Until then, the original Marilyn and Lariensa must have been chatting late at night with the windows open, but it became different once I possessed Marilyn. She was worried for me, so Lariensa went through the window into my room, first.
But Lariensa had a feeble fear of heights. So now that my condition has improved, Iâve started crossing over to Lariensaâs room.
Since then, it has become a habit to go to each otherâs room secretly and sleep over. Even if I pretend not to, I know that Lariensa will be in a tight spot for a few days, if I ask to sleep with her in my room.
Because of that, it is natural to go to Lariensaâs room at night.
âLara, did you get new pink pajamas?â
âYes. I got a report from my brother and itâs a gift for passing the entrance exam.â
âYouâve got a ribbon on it. The designâs pretty earful.â
âDo you want us to match pajamas or something similar later?â
âYou and I arenât even a couple, so why would I do that?â
âThen how about friendship pajamas?â
I didnât know it in the novel.
Lariensa liked to match a lot of things with me. When Lara, who grew up loved by everyone, expressed affection to me in this way, it was difficult for me to refuse.
âThen, Iâm going to have to prepare for your entrance ceremony.â
So I turned the subject around a bit.
A year ago, Lariensa had a chance of entering the Cloud Academy with the real Marilyn. The Cloud Academy is a prestigious academy where students who take the entrance exam every year will not be able to know the results until a year later. Anyway, thatâs why the test results from a year ago were recently released.
There, Lariensa was the only one out of the two of us, to pass.
âDonât give me a present.â
âWhatâs wrong with you again?â
âAre you celebrating my entry into the academy?â
âYou wanted to go in that way. â
âThatâs what I said, butâŚâ
Lariensa murmured in a small, crawling voice.
âI have to break up with you if I goâŚâ
Lariensaâs admission into the Academy in the first pace was one of the reasons why Marilyn in the original book ignited a sense of inferiority towards her.
âAre you sorry about that?â
âMarieâŚâŚ.I donât want you to have any other friends than me.â
âYeah, yeah, okay. â
In fact, I wasnât worried at all.
BecauseâŚI know all the things Laraâs gonna get into, in the academy.
The original story begins with Lariensa entering the Academy.
It already hurt my head to think that this innocent, kind, and weak girl would be associated with crazy men. As a good-natured heroine, Lariensa was a character who couldnât refuse anything.
I frowned as I recalled the events.
All the other male leads.
Itâs the first time Iâve had this feeling. Wow, thatâs funny!
Is this a sign of love? Ah, itâs awful.
âDonât worry, Lariensa.â
I gritted my teeth thinking of the male lead and other love interests I hadnât met yet.
âItâs going to be all right.â
Obviously, in the original, Lariensa entered the academy, and the misfortune began, but I decided not to worry too much.
There was something I believed in.
âSo you donât have to stop worrying about me making other friends, and you donât have to worry about going into the academy by yourself.â
Because youâre not going to enter the academy alone.
I hugged Lariensa, who was still anxious.
Donât worry, Lara. Youâre in my care from now on!