TN: Just trying out new formatting instead of writing âpartâ. The new way looks cleaner imo.
The garden was full of floral scents. Lucia walked in the s.p.a.ce in the garden then would stand still and close her eyes, the scent seemingly intoxicating.
These days, her biggest job was gardening but she did not personally do any labor. The gardener took care of everything.
Lucia simply made the choice on what flowers to plant, checked if they were doing well and wandered around.
However, even though they did all the work, people would flatter her. It was a bit funny at times.
Looking at the sky, the sun had already gone down and was making shadows. She turned her gaze towards his office.
âAhâŚhe isnât there.â
He was definitely standing there a while ago. His intense gaze on her neck was embarra.s.sing but when it disappeared, she felt disappointed.
It was a complicated feeling.
He often took a break from work to rest in the balcony and Lucia often went into the garden because she wanted to see him.
Her âexamining the flowersâ was a pretty good excuse. Majority of the time that she saw him was limited to the evenings. It was only around this time that she could see him for an extra moment.
Although they
lived in the same place, he was usually far from her reach as he was really busy. Jerome had informed her that he was buried in a pile of paperwork.
He was very diligent lord that would hold a half-day meetings with his va.s.sals every three to four days and did not forget to inspect his fief.
Count Matin only knew how to show his face at various parties in the capital and wasnât concerned about the situation of his fief. She had only found out later but Count Matinâs fief was one of the worst.
Because of the excessive taxes, people would either escape or were caught while trying to escape and were killed. Perhaps the miserable ending of Count Matin was his karma.
Almost every night, Hugo and Lucia would have dinner together, talk, then Hugo would find her in the bedroom. She knew that she should not be greedy for more but she sometimes couldnât bear the loneliness.
Lucia sometimes felt like she was standing dangerously on the thin ice of a deep lake and would rather have the ice break so she could sink to the bottom.
âYour Grace, Iâve been asked to escort you inside.â
ââŚBy who?â The only person who could ask someone to bring her inside was her husband, the Taran Duke but she still
still asked the maid.
âHis Grace asked me to escort you inside.â
âWhy at this timeâŚ?â
Lucia followed the maid inside with an uneasy heart. There wasnât only one person waiting for her in the receiving room on the second floor.
In addition to Jerome, there was the family doctor, Anna. The moment Lucia saw Anna, she had an inkling of what was happening.
Afterall, not too long ago, sheâd been acting like she didnât know what Jerome was talking about. She knew that Jerome would one day tell Hugo. However, she didnât think that Hugo would go to the extent of summoning the doctor and coming along with her.
Although, truthfully, it would have been a bit disappointing if he hadnât shown any interest.
Looking at Lucia who stood at the door like an uninvited guest, Hugoâs expression hardened and he took big strides, approaching her. As his tall and large frame suddenly appeared in front of her, Lucia was momentarily shocked.
âWhyâŚâ He started speaking with repressed expression but stopped and grabbed her hand. He dragged her to the sofa and then sat beside her.
Anna slightly turned her head to peek at the ducal couple. It was her first time seeing the couple together up close, side by side.
She had had her doubts about whether the rumoredly terrifying knight-born Duke and the quiet
the quiet and fragile-natured d.u.c.h.ess would look good together but seeing them together this way did not paint an awkward picture.
âTo be attacked by someone that big, her Grace must have it hard.â
From Annaâs perspective as Luciaâs doctor, she inwardly criticized the Duke that was ignorant of his own strength.
âYour Grace, I heard you have not had your monthly guest the entire time youâve been here.â
ââŚThatâs correct.â
Lucia was uncomfortable with this situation. She had personally made the choice to be infertile and had never bothered to look for treatment as she knew she could treat it by herself at any time but this situation made it seem like she was a patient with a deadly disease.
âYou never had your first menstruation?â
ââŚI had my first menstruation.â
âThen when did you stop menstruating? Were you hurt or ill before it stopped? Does anything feel wrong inside?â
ââŚâ
âWife, explain it properly to the doctor.â
Lucia was surprised at his voice which sounded firmer than usual. Turning her head to look at him, she saw his cold red eyes, watching her. For some reason, he didnât give off a good feeling.
ââŚI took the wrong medication when I had my first period.â
âWhat medicine did you take? Did you feel poisoned?â
âI donât really know what medicine I took and I donât know about being poisoned.about being poisoned. It didnât hurt and till now, I havenât been able to see anything strange with my body.â
Even when Lucia was looking for doctors in her dreams, those doctors could not properly figure out her symptoms. Even if she explained everything to Anna, it didnât seem like Anna would figure it out but Lucia still hid her symptoms as much as possible.
This female disease was a delicate one. If the patient did not explain it properly, the doctor could not find an answer. Even more so if it was a disease the doctor had never heard about before.
No matter how many times Anna dug through her memories, she had never heard of symptoms where someoneâs menstruation stopped after they took medicine.
âYour Grace, can you retrace your memories a bit more? What did the medicine taste like? For what reason did you take it? How much of it did you take? Â And what was the color and shape of this medicine?â
ââŚI donât know. It happened when I was young and had no knowledge of medicine so I donât remember anything.â
Hugo who had been sitting still, listening to the conversation, suddenly turned his body and stared at Lucia.
âTalk with me for a bit.â
He then made a gesture to the people standing around.