Zhèng dà n (the starring female lead in a Chinese opera)
The night was short, and the next day the Ge family was about to return to their hometown. It was about New Yearâs Day that they would arrive. Old Madam Cheng couldnât bear it, so she tried to persuade them to let her stay, but Old Master Ge said, âWe cannot leave this wicked girl behind to ruin the auspicious atmosphere of the Cheng familyâs ancestor worship.â
Everyone in the Cheng family couldnât stay, so they had to go out with their families to see them off. Looking around, Cheng Shaoshang couldnât see Madam Ge anywhere; she didnât know if she stayed in the carriage obediently, or if she had been tied up and thrown in with the rice and dumplings.
The breakup scene was very touching. On one side, Cheng Yang held her uncle and aunt in her arms and tearfully said goodbye. On the other side, Old Master Ge spoke kindly to Cheng Cheng while patting his shoulder â this was Cheng Shaoshangâs second time experiencing such a peaceful divorce.
When Yu Cai Lingâs parents divorced, they didnât argue at all. They even had three tables in the only restaurant in town and explained the breakup details in front of the two families. Apart from the dark faced mayor uncle and the dull looking scholar uncle, everyone was comfortable, laughing and talking with each other. The receptionist in the restaurant thought this was a wedding event and, when they were leaving, almost wished them a happy future. The townspeople spoke of this as a joke, and little Yu Cai Ling was also part of that joke.
Cheng Shaoshang shook her head, shaking off her lingering past. She heard Old Master Ge saying to Cheng Cheng, âDonât be discouraged. You have loved reading since you were a child. My master teaches at the Tian Shu school, and you have to attend for half a day every day to mow and heard cows. In the scorching summer and rainy days, you never stop. The heavens do not disappoint those who work hard, and you will definitely achieve something in your studies in the future.â
Looking at Old Master Geâs kind face, Cheng Cheng began to sour his nose again.
[He means hold back tears.]
âDonât feel that you are inferior to others. You have inferior limbs and old age which wears away your ambition,â Old Master Ge said. âYi Yin was originally a slave and assisted the four generations of kings of Shang Tan. Sun Bin was punished by removing his bones, and he was able to write books and fight. As for the ancient sages, how many of them became renowned at a young age? If you read a lot, you wonât show off your old age.â
[Yi Yin (d. 1549 BCE) was a minister of the early Shang dynasty and helped the Tang of Shang (founder of the Shang dynasty) defeat King Jie of Xia.
Sun Bin (d. 316 BCE) was a general, military strategist and writer who lived during the Warring States period. He was accused of treason, had his face branded and kneecaps removed. Itâs said he was a descendant of Sun Tsu, and wrote his own âSun Binâs Art of War.â]
âBut they are ancient sagesâŚâ Cheng Cheng said, embarrassed.
âYes, and you donât have to rely on a cane. You are not old and you have brothers who are powerful. Wouldnât you be stronger than them? Letâs not compare the achievements of the sages, letâs compare their strength.â
This made Cheng Cheng laugh. Old Master Ge gently stroked his back. âI know your intentions,â he sighed. âWhen you have achieved success in your future studies, you will return to our village and open a school to teach. Regardless of status or wealth, even those who are still herding cows and mowing grass, as long as they are willing to study, you will teach. We will not waste our lives.â
The words went deep into Cheng Chengâs heart, and he smiled with tears in his eyes. âI will live up to Grandfatherâs expectations!â he said. The voice was categorical, loud and firm.
Hearing his submissive Second Brother finally find his courage and ambition, Cheng Shi was both relieved and disgruntled.
Cheng Zhi came up beside him to whisper in his ear. âEldest Brother, you have been persuading Second Brother for so many days and nothing has worked. Look at Second Brotherâs face after just a few words from Grandfather GeâŚâ
âGo away!â Cheng Shi couldnât help but say. âIf I asked you to persuade him, you will only say nonsense that is beyond the pale. After reading so many books, itâs useless!â
Cheng Zhi smiled. âIf Eldest Brother couldnât do it, how could I?â
Cheng Shaoshang stood behind them and pondered the situation; this was a very typical case of character analysis.
Musician Old Master Cheng only focused on his own beauty and neglected upbringing while Old Madam Cheng did not have the great wisdom to replace her father. Therefore, the three brothers flew in different directions according to their respective personalities.
Cheng Shi was born with a charismatic temperament, precocious and powerful, shrewd and capable. He took on the heavy family responsibilities early on and even led a group of men to establish an army. Even if there was no major battle in the world, he would run horses, take water transportation, and start workshops. It was estimated that his future development wouldnât be bad. However, when the dynasty changed, it directly achieved a change in class. Cheng Zhi was about ten years younger than his eldest brother, so it was natural that Cheng Shi was more like a father. They had more of a friendship-like father-son relationship in that respect, with more affection than respect for each other.
Cheng Cheng was the most miserable. Although he admired his eldest brother, who had a bold and outgoing personality, he had a reserved and introverted personality. It was hard for him to form relationships. He was only two years younger and couldnât emotionally be like a father like Cheng Shi could. On the contrary, he had a faintly competitive relationship since he was a child, and was defeated at an early age. He was constantly compared to others by his neighbors and family members, so he felt that he was more and more inferior to others. Old Master Ge was the image of the ideal father in his mind. It was a pity that Geâs family was too backward, otherwise it wouldnât have been impossible for his character to develop in a different direction when he married the Ge daughter.
The carriage of the Ge family and their party gradually moved away. The Cheng brothers â Yong, Song, and Shaogong â were ordered by their father to ride horses and send people to the front pass, so that the Ge family could leave more easily.
Cheng Shi breathed a sigh of relief and quickly ushered his family to climb back to their carriage. Old Madam Cheng asked Old Lady Hu to stir the fire inside the carriage, firmly grasping Cheng Zhi in her hand and dragging him into the carriage. âMy son is freezing, come to Motherâs place to warm up.â
She ignored Cheng Cheng, who was already thin and shivering with cold.
Cheng Shi couldnât take it and said in a rough voice, âMother, donât stir the fire too much. Be careful not to let the carriage burn, I wonât come to put the fire out then!â The then threw the whip to Cheng Shun, abandoning the horse and pulling Cheng Cheng by the arm into another carriage. He pulled out a small animal skin wine bag from his waist and told his brother to drink.
The four females naturally stayed in one carriage.
Cheng Yang leaned against the wall of the carriage, sobbing. âI donât know if itâs safe to go on the road for such a long time at Grandfatherâs age.â Madam Xiao and Madam Sang couldnât help but gently comfort her.
Cheng Shaoshang was the most impatient with this type of grinding personality. After a quarter of an hour, she finally said, âDonât worry, Cousin. Your Grandfather is so powerful, everything has been arranged properly and the trip home will surely be successful.â
Madam Xiao glanced over. âAre you criticizing elders again?â she asked. âSo inappropriate.â
â⌠Well, then Iâll say something happy.â Cheng Shaoshang said, exasperated. âCousin, your grandfather is driving the wind and snow like this, and he has to bring Second Aunt back as New Yearâs Day is approaching. Donât be distressed. In the future, if Second Uncle and Second Aunt are reborn, it will definitely be because of todayâs meritorious deeds!â
âReally?â Cheng Yangâs face was still glistening with tears. Although Madam Ge was not a nice person, she still hoped that her parents wouldnât divorce.
Madam Xiao shot up and stared at her daughter. âYou mustnât talk nonsense about this.â After thinking about it for a while, she said, âEspecially donât tell your father!â Her daughterâs wisdom was too sharp.
Cheng Shaoshang fanned herself with her sleeve, driving away her charcoal anger. âHey, yesterday Mother also said that children should know everything about their parents and not hide it,â she said coolly. âWhy am I not allowed to tell Father now?â
Madam Xiao glared angrily and remained silent.
Madam Sang laughed out with a huff, stretched out her hand to pinch Cheng Shaoshangâs ear, playfully scolding, âYou restless little creature, listen to your mother!â
Except for the ignorant Cheng Yang, all three people in the carriage were well aware of what Cheng Shaoshang meant. If Cheng Shi had heard what she had said just now, he would know there was still a possibility that Cheng Cheng and Madam Ge would get back together, and try and find him a new bride immediately.
Madam Xiao felt that this matter should not be concluded so hastily. Cheng Cheng had been living for everyone but himself for half his life, and never thought about his future independently. Now he had time to think about it for himself. Whether it was a division or union, or whether he meets his beloved and marries another, it should be decided by Cheng Cheng himself, not Cheng Shi. It was time for Cheng Cheng to grow up.
Cheng Shaoshang knew what Madam Xiao was thinking, but she didnât think much of it in her heart. There were all types of people in the world; some people had their own opinions from a young age. For example, she herself decided before graduating from elementary school that she would be a delinquent and it was no use crying for her grandmother all day. Before she received her first visit from Aunt Flo, she decided she would step away from hanging out with the wrong crowd and study hard. A person was useless if they couldnât make up their mind. Some people just didnât have an opinion and needed someone else to give them a push.
Second Uncle Cheng was a soft-hearted person. He had visions that in the future, when Old Master Ge was on his deathbed, he would be recruited to his bedside while the old man would cry and entrust his family to him. Looking at Madam Geâs pitiful appearance, he might agree to get back together with her. Then, he would never be able to get rid of her for the rest of his life. Cheng Shiâs approach was to straightforwardly find a gentle and virtuous woman for Cheng Cheng. If she was considerate and loving, wouldnât he do his best for her?
Seeing the mother and daughterâs respective concerns, Madam Sang smiled and refused to comment. She took out her kit bag, looked through it, then stuffed the last piece of caramel candy into Cheng Shaoshangâs mouth to stop her from talking.
It was a matter of trust and loyalty that Madam Xiao took Cheng Yang with her when she dealt with household chores the next day. In order to prepare for the New Yearâs Eve worship of the ancestors and gods, Madam Xiao taught Cheng Yang hand in hand, from setting up altar tribute tables, adding offerings and fruits, inquiring about crops returned by the village leader and their plans for the coming year, to handing down New Yearâs money to the clan and families of the lonely and widows, and even how to speak to the clanâs women.
As for Cheng Shaoshang, she continued to read, write, endorse, and stay at home â even though she was burning to know what the world outside was like.
Finally, two happy things happened.
First, Cheng Shaoshang had grown taller. When compared to AâZhu, she was at least two to three inches taller, had a thin waist and soft limbs, and had a slight graceful look when she walked around. She no longer looked like the clumsy and childish girl she used to be. AâZhu smiled and opened the corners of Cheng Shaoshangâs robe and pants, releasing the excess fabric. She felt that all of her hard work was paying off these days. She allowed Cheng Shaoshang to walk around the courtyard more; even if she ran and jumped around, she wouldnât dissuade her.
Second, after receiving her pre-job training, AâMei had arrived. With this lively and agile little girl chattering around her, Cheng Shaoshang felt that her life was no longer so dull.
Along with AâMei, there were more than a dozen new maidservants. Qing Cong pointed them out to Cheng Shaoshang one by one, ranging in age from eleven to fourteen years old. They were tall, short, fat and thin, and could be equipped with everything from being skilled in embroidery to incense and insect repellent to being as strong as mountains and rivers. At this point, Fourth Young Lady Chengâs team was considered complete.
This was exactly the opposite of the era Cheng Shaoshang came from. In that time, materials were unprecedentedly abundant, but manpower had become increasingly expensive. Ordinary middle-class families could only hire a nanny for at most an hourâs work. But here⌠looking at the nearly twenty employees who were âservingâ her, Cheng Shaoshang didnât know what to think. She welcomed her first New Year in this era in confusion.
On New Yearâs Day, before dawn, Cheng Shi and Cheng Zhi went to attend the Great Court Meeting. When they returned, both brothers were nearly purple with cold. It turned out that only officials with two thousand stones in rank and above could enter the hall to congratulate the emperor. Only a thousand stones like Cheng Shi could stand on the steps of the hall and Cheng Zhi, who only had a few hundred stones, could only stand in the atrium. Old Madam Cheng was so distressed about this and nearly asked her young son to resign.
Cheng Shi deliberately joked to comfort the women. âThanks to Third Brotherâs low official rank, he was sent away after the ceremony. Brother Wan is still waiting to give the emperor food and wine at the moment.â He turned his head to look at Madam Sang. âI saw your brother. I heard that His Majesty has accepted Teacher Huangfuâs advice and, in the future, he will call people to discuss Buddhist scriptures after the annual New Yearâs Day celebration of the Hundred Bureaucrats. I think Brother Zihuai is leading a group of Confucian students, and I donât know if he has time to come to the house to get together before returning to Bailu Mountain.â
âHuangfu Yi? He, heâs not stillâŚâ Cheng Zhi reacted, and before he could say anything, Madam Sang quickly pinched him and said to Cheng Shi with a smile, âIâm sure heâll come. I was planning to have my brother live at home but, unexpectedly, His Majesty wouldnât let anyone go, and his mind is all tied up in the discussion platform.â
Cheng Zhi glared at his wife, but decided to shut up.
At this moment, Madam Xiao called everyone in to begin the New Yearâs ceremony.
New Yearâs in ancient times was more of a ceremonial activity, praying to the gods for blessings, paying homage to the ancestors and continuing to ask for blessings, and then watching the exorcism dance, listening to loud gongs and drums drive away evil spirits, and then slaughtering some animals to engage in superstitious activities and, finally, the inevitable family feast. The members of the Cheng family, regardless of gender, were seated according to age, offered pepper and cypress wine to Old Madam Cheng in turn, then raised their glasses together to wish the old woman a long life and good health.
The three brothers of the Cheng family thought that they would be separated from each other soon, going their separate ways, so they gathered in front of Old Madam Chengâs seat to toast, making her laugh. Madam Xiao had worked hard for many days, and was persuaded by Madam Sang to drink more, and she was happy in her heart. She pointed here and said, âThis was arranged by Cheng Yang,â and pointed there and said, âThat was arranged by Cheng Yang.â At the family banquet, everyone praised Cheng Yang for her virtuousness and intelligence.
Cheng Yong, who had always been observant, noticed this. After the banquet, he rushed to his mother and asked, âWhy does Mother only teach these things to Yang Yang but not Niao Niao?â
Madam Xiaoâs expression was calm as usual. âNiao Niao doesnât even know a few words,â she said with a smile. âCan she understand the genealogy or read the flower book aloud? Besides, before doing anything, she should understand the reason first, and at least read a few books of the sages first. Everything cannot be done overnight; it must be done step by step.â
Cheng Yong was extremely filial and, although he felt this was vaguely inappropriate, he didnât ask much. However, he felt even more pity for his younger sisterâs childhood difficulties and being unable to have the proper upbringing as a young lady from an ordinary official family should have.
After thinking about it for a long time, he unpacked the writing table with four red sandalwood lacquer patterns of Qilin that he had used for many years. This was given to him by his scholar Master Cheng, when he was eleven years old. He instructed his attendants to clean and tidy it up, and send it to Cheng Shaoshang tomorrow. It would be regarded as a New Yearâs gift for his younger sister, encouraging her to study and read well. She could use it for now until he found someone to create a new one for her.
[Qilin is a mythical Chinese beast that looks like a unicorn.]
The brotherly affection was so strong that even a cold-hearted person like Cheng Shaoshang was moved. She knew that ancient scholars, not to mention the writing desk theyâd been using for many years, even a pen, an inkstone and a book slip were not something they allowed others to touch easily.
Cheng Shaoshang never expected that her first large-scale verbal altercation with Madam Xiao would actually be due to this writing desk.