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Chapter 75
Chapter 75
Translated by Naralara
Edited by Naralara
TW: Rape. Blood.
Choi Inseop greeted the foreign couple, who looked at him with strange eyes, with a hi, but there was no reply.
It would look weird. On the 12th floor, there were only five rooms, and they were all suites, but there was a man with an ugly outfit like him sitting in front of the door.
Inseop carefully opened the cake box. It was still fine, but the cream was about to melt.
“
 Still shooting.”
Mumbling to himself nervously, Inseop closed the cake box again. It felt nice to go out to town to buy a cake, but it was only when he arrived at the front of the room that he realized he had come out without the key.
The problem is that he left the key to his room on the 9th floor as well as the 12th floor. Reluctantly, In-seop sat in front of Lee Wooyeon’s room and began to wait for him. It was because the hotel lobby was too crowded with people, and he could miss Lee Wooyeon.
He hoped he would come soon. The cake shouldn’t melt.
Inseop thought so and turned his gaze towards the hallway where the elevator was. Every time the elevator stopped, there was a clicking sound. Thinking it would be good if it stopped on the 12th floor, Inseop turned his head, but Lee Wooyeon was still nowhere to be seen. It seemed to have stopped on another floor.
He didn’t have a cell phone, so it was inconvenient. How did people meet and live in a time when there were no cell phones? It seems that cell phones have become common in just a few years

“
 
 ?”
Inseop looked up at the familiar shoes that appeared in front of him. It was Lee Wooyeon.
“Ah
 
 !”
Inseop raised his hand in surprise when he saw the blood on his shirt. Lee Wooyeon grabbed Inseop’s hand and forced him to stand up. Before even asking what the hell was going on, Inseop was dragged into the room by Lee Wooyeon.
“Are you hurt?”
“
 
 .”
Lee Wooyeon didn’t answer. He held Inseop’s wrist and just looked down.
“Are you injured somewhere?”
Choi Inseop asked, carefully examining Lee Wooyeon’s body. Not only his clothes, but also his face had blood splattered, and his hair was all wet with sweat from what he had been doing.
“
 
 Are you here after filming?”
“You.”
“
 
 ?”
“Where have you been?”
Inseop blinked in fear at Lee Wooyeon’s stiff tone.
“Where the hell did you go?”
“
 
 to buy a cake
 
 .”
Inseop raised the cake box he was holding in his hand and showed it to him.
“Because this place is famous, 
 
 The line was longer than expected and I was late. I’m sorry for making you wait.”
Lee Wooyeon sighed and swallowed a short laugh. He ruffled his sweat-drenched hair and looked down at Inseop.
“Wait?”
“
 
 . 
 
 .”
“Did I wait?”
Lee Wooyeon shouted in a voice filled with venom.
He ran for three hours. Each and every building, there was no place that he hadn’t been to. Whenever he saw an Asian man, he ran like a hungry dog and checked his face. Using Choi Inseop’s real name, he called the airport to find out if such a person had left the country. Knowing he would be turned down, he called every airline. He drove to the airport twice. He ran all over the airport building, and every time he saw the staff, he showed him a picture of Inseop asking if he had ever seen such a person.
Lee Wooyeon went around like a madman to find Choi Inseop. He kept running, even though he knew he was doing something useless. Even when his head told me it wasn’t going to work, he couldn’t stop himself. He ran around as if it wasn’t his own body. He kept going, kept going. until he got tired.
Lee Wooyeon wandered around town until he accepted the fact that Choi Inseop could not be found. When he returned to the hotel, he entered Inseop’s room first. Even after confirming that the room was empty, Lee Wooyeon searched the room again. As he went up the stairs from the 9th to the 12th floor, Lee Wooyeon swallowed the bitter truth that Choi Inseop had left him and disappeared. The emotion that ran through him set fire to his stomach.
Anger, frustration, self-destruction, and betrayal of being deceived twice.
Every time he took a deep breath, the dark emotions that accumulated were choking him. For the first time, the feeling of self-blame came up. About leaving Choi Inseop in the room by himself, about asking Dayoung to hand over the documents to him without knowing what was in the envelope, and, above all, to himself who gave Choi Inseop this much trust.
Lee Wooyeon, who was walking down the hallway, with bitterness, saw Inseop sitting in front of the door. He closed his eyes and opened it again, thinking he had developed a mental illness to the point where he finally had hallucinations. However, as he got closer, what he thought was an illusion became more and more realistic. At once, he grabbed Choi Inseop tightly. Just like that, Lee Wooyeon dragged Inseop into the room. When asked what he was doing, Choi Inseop held out a small cake box. He was so upset that he couldn’t even laugh.
“Did I wait for you?”
Lee Wooyeon shouted at Choi Inseop.
Because the emotions of the other person and the emotions he felt were different, there were times when he was not sure of the choice of words. But now he could say with certainty that the word “waiting” was not correct.
It was despair.
Abandoned by Choi Inseop, that time was despair for Lee Wooyeon.
“Did I fucking wait for you?!”
With a voice filled with rage, Lee Wooyeon shouted.
He took the cake box from Choi Inseop’s hand and threw it on the floor. As Inseop gasped, and turned his head to the cake box, he grabbed his chin and made him look at him.
“
 
 I am
 
 , it’s late
 
 .”
Inseop’s lips were covered by Lee Wooyeon’s, just as he was about to apologize. It was a wild and violent kiss. Lee Wooyeon tore Inseop’s clothes by hand. Inseop, whose wound on his wrist had not yet healed, twisted his body in pain, but Lee Wooyeon did not stop.
He forcibly laid Inseop on the table and pulled down his pants. When the fasteners were lowered, the lustrous genitals like a weapon were revealed.
“Wooyeon, wait a minute, talk to me, wait
 
 Arg!”
Lee Wooyeon shoved himself between Inseop’s buttocks without any preparation. While shoving into the tight hole, Lee Wooyeon embraced Choi Inseop. Inseop shed tears and sobbed at the pain that cut through his body.
Lee Wooyeon looked like he was going crazy. He didn’t want to hurt Choi Inseop, but it didn’t go his way. His body didn’t listen. His eyes went white in anger. He couldn’t tell if what was going on was sexual desire or anger towards Choi Inseop.
“Ah
 
 ! Ow, it hurts
 , st, stop
 
 ”
Inseop held the table and cried and begged. Lee Wooyeon asked as he saw the handprints he made yesterday clearly remained on his wrist.
“Why are you making me like this?”
“Ahh
 
 ah, stop it
 
 ha, don’t
 
 !”
“Why are you driving me crazy, I’m asking you!”
Knowing that Inseop was unable to answer, Lee Wooyeon still insisted on an answer.
“Answer me! Choi Inseop!”
The table shook with every shove. Inseop’s slender body was also struggling on it. Because it was pitiful, Lee Wooyeon’s anger against himself grew as well. He felt like his head was going to explode. He didn’t think anything of it. He just wanted to somehow have this, the one he has now. He was out of breath. His vision went white and he couldn’t see anything. Without a sense of reality, Lee Wooyeon bit his lips and moved his waist.
While holding Inseop’s ass, Lee Wooyeon ejaculated. Semen and blood flowed between Inseop’s legs. The inside was torn and blood was dripping from the inside.
“Ugh――, uh
 
 , Ugh.. 
 .”
Inseop’s sobbing gradually made Lee Wooyeon’s feelings subside. Choi Inseop fell down and cried. Lee Wooyeon’s vision became clearer and clearer. The first thing that caught his eye was Inseop’s trembling shoulder.
“Inseop
 
 .”
When Lee Wooyeon tried to grab Inseop’s shoulder, Inseop was startled and leaned back. In his face, which had turned white, Lee Wooyeon could see the fear.
It was a familiar sight. The gaze that was directed towards him as if he were looking at a disgusting monster. It didn’t matter how other people saw him. Because they saw him as a monster, he didn’t even think he needed to consider himself monsters.
However, through the eyes of Choi Inseop, Lee Wooyeon realized that he was a monster. It was exhausting, and his heart tightened. Lee Wooyeon was perplexed because he did not know what this feeling of choking and tingling in his throat was.
“Inseop
 
 .”
He reached out again and touched Choi Inseop’s shoulder. Inseop trembled and sobbed and cried. Blood was still flowing between his buttocks. Lee Wooyeon took off his shirt and wiped Inseop’s legs. He tried to support Inseop, who was crying, and take him to bed.
“Don, don’t do it!”
Inseop shouted. In a voice full of resolute rejection and fear.
“Don’t. My, I’m going
 
 it’s ripped.”
Inseop pulled up his pants and got up with his shaky legs. But he could not walk even a few steps and fell down.. Seeing this, Lee Wooyeon frowned as the pain in his chest that he felt earlier grew even worse.
“Inseop. I will support you.”
“No
 
 I will take care of it.”
“I’m sorry. I
 
 , please listen to me.”
“Lee Wooyeon, couldn’t you listen to me first?”
Tears welled up in Inseop’s big eyes. The documents Lee Dayoung gave him contained a copy of Lee Wooyeon’s driver’s license. Seeing the date of birth written on it, Inseop doubted his own eyes. It was because the birthday of Lee Wooyeon he knew was two months different. Plus the birthday on paper was even today.
Inseop, who was groaning alone, got dressed to go buy a cake. It was still difficult to move, but he was able to get a car from a staff member he met in the elevator and rode it all the way downtown. He went to the most famous cake shop in downtown Hawaii, waited an hour, and bought a cake and came back. Since he bought a piece of cake from his money, he didn’t even have the money to catch a taxi. On the way to the hotel, he stopped in cold sweat several times and rested. So he came back and waited for Lee Wooyeon, thinking about having a small birthday party together. He couldn’t think of a present, but he wanted to do something like this, so he gathered up the courage and made a plan to kiss him. He sat in front of the door and waited for Lee Wooyeon with these thoughts.
However, he was dragged into the room and, without listening, was forced by Lee Wooyeon. Lee Wooyeon didn’t even give him a chance to make an excuse.
Inseop couldn’t stop crying because of his sadness and fear. He didn’t like Lee Wooyeon. He wanted to leave him, who was so violent and selfish, and to disappear. Even so, his heart ached at the thought that those tender eyes looking at him might be real emotions.
He liked Lee Wooyeon so much, and he hope that he will like him with similar feelings.
“I’m sorry. Inseop
 
 .”
Lee Wooyeon opened his mouth. He reached out and hugged Inseop, but Inseop stubbornly refused. Now, he did not want to surrender his emotions to Lee Wooyeon’s hands.
“Inseop. Wait a minute and look at me Okay? Listen to me.”
Lee Wooyeon leaned down and put his face under Choi Inseop’s face and whispered softly. Inseop reached out and pushed his shoulder.
At that simple gesture, Lee Wooyeon was pushed back. Standing one step away, Lee Wooyeon looked at Inseop. Seeing that expression on his face that he didn’t know what to do, Inseop’s heart ached again.
“
 
 I thought you were gone.”
“
 
 .”
“I thought you ran away.”
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Lee Wooyeon spit the words out from between his teeth.
“I heard that Lee Dayoung handed you the documents with a copy of your ID
 
 , I thought you were gone when I heard about it.”
“I didn’t see it. something like that
 
 .”
Inseop didn’t even know that there was a copy of his ID in the document. All he saw was Lee Wooyeon’s driver’s license.
“An Asian person
 
 I went out after hearing that the person was stabbed with a knife. It wasn’t
 
 , seeing the blood, 
 
 I kept looking for you.”
Lee Wooyeon continued speaking with his head bowed.
“I couldn’t find you so
 
 I searched. I searched
 
 I looked for you, but I couldn’t find you!”
Unable to contain his anger, Lee Wooyeon screamed and clenched his fists. Just thinking that Choi Inseop had escaped his hand and disappeared was enough to make his body tremble.
“I kept looking.”
“
 
 .”
“I ran like crazy, grabbing people that looked like you, I ran and ran, but because Inseop wasn’t there
 
”
Lee Wooyeon grabbed his forehead with his hand. He felt like his head was going to explode. His heart throbbed again, and it tightened. Lee Wooyeon was madly confused because he couldn’t even tell if what he was feeling was an emotion or a physical change. He couldn’t swim, but he felt like he was thrown into the middle of the sea.
It was daunting, dizzy, horribly, and confusing.
Seeing a cold sweat running down Lee Wooyeon’s forehead and his face pale, Inseop opened his eyes.
“Why, 
 
 are you like this?”
“
 
 I don’t feel well.”
After saying that, Lee Wooyeon ran to the bathroom. Hearing the sound of vomiting, Inseop was startled and frozen on the spot.
It felt like it wasn’t the Lee Wooyeon he knew. It was strange. He was not always a relaxed and confident man. Who the hell was that man over there?
Choi Inseop dragged his weak legs and walked to the bathroom.
“Lee Wooyeon
 
 , are you okay?”
Lee Wooyeon stood blankly, holding the wash basin with the water running. Looking at his back, which was hardened like a stone, Inseop asked again with a worried voice.
“
 
 Are you okay? Wooyeon, are you okay
 
 !”
Inseop grabbed his arm and looked at his face, then he was surprised. Lee Wooyeon was crying. Tears were constantly flowing from Lee Wooyeon’s blank eyes.
“Oh
 
 Should I call a doctor? I will call the doctor.”
Inseop shuddered and straightened his back. His hands trembled at the thought that something was wrong. He needed to find a phone first, which hospital was it, and what are the symptoms? 
 !
Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop from behind. Inseop was startled by the damp feeling on the nape of his neck and thought that he should call the doctor right away.
“I will call the doctor. It’s okay. I’ll call the doctor
 
 .”
“What should I do
 
 .”
“It’s okay. I’ll bring a doctor. Don’t worry. I’ll go out
 
 !”
The strength in the hand that was holding his shoulder got stronger. Lee Wooyeon said in a low voice from behind, “Don’t go.”
“Don’t go. Inseop. 
 
 Fuck, don’t go.”
“
 
 Ugh, Lee. Wooyeon
 
 .”
“How do I do this. 
 
 Now I feel really crazy.”
“
 
 Mr. Lee Wooyeon.. 
 .”
“Really, really, I think I’m crazy. If I wanted to, I could act like an ordinary person, but 
 
 That’s not going to happen.”
Lee Wooyeon’s voice mixed with crying reached Inseop.
“What should I do
 
 .”
Inseop looked back slowly. He removed Lee Wooyeon from his body and looked at his face. Lee Wooyeon’s unfamiliar face, which he had never seen in any other works or screens, stood there.
He was afraid. He couldn’t stand the range of emotions he was feeling, and he was very afraid. In that unusual appearance, Choi Inseop saw the human side of Lee Wooyeon. So sweet and affectionate, 
 
 it was so damn good
Inseop reached out and wiped Lee Wooyeon’s face. Lee Wooyeon paused and looked at Inseop. It was an empty, empty gaze. As their eyes met, more and more emotions began to dwell in those eyes.
Surprise and bewilderment, fear, relief, and greed.
“I’m not going.”
Choi Inseop said as if making a promise.
“I want to go, I want to go, 
 
but I won’t.”
“
 
Inseop.”
“Even if this happened to Lee Wooyeon, 
 
 I, 
 
 You’re so ugly and stupid, but you
 
 .”
He may not have heard the last words. The words were swallowed inward, as if rolling in his mouth. However, Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop tightly as soon as his lips were closed.
“
 
 Please tell me more.”
“
 
 .”
“Tell me you like me, and you won’t go.”
“
 
 I like you.”
“Again.”
“I like you.”
“Say more, keep on, keep on talking.”
“I’m not going. I’ll continue being next to Lee Wooyeon, 
 
 I want to be with you if Lee Wooyeon feels the same way
 
 .”
He thought the last word sounded sad. It sounded like Lee Wooyeon would leave him if he hated him, and a sense of sadness came over him. Inseop shed tears. Lee Wooyeon’s hand trembled as he embraced him.
“I’m sorry, Inseop
 
 .”
“
ugh
 
 .”
“I’m crazy, 
 
 I don’t know if what I feel is the same as what Inseop feels. What is certain is that 
 
 I think I want Inseop to continue to like me.”
Lee Wooyeon’s hand wiped Inseop’s back. As he kissed the nape of his neck, Lee Wooyeon let out the darkened emotions.
“I have lived a decent life with a broken head, 
 
but I think my heart was broken because of you.”
Lee Wooyeon’s hot lips touched Inseop’s cheeks, eyes, and forehead. Inseop felt his whispered words being engraved into his skin.
“I think my heart broke when you rescued me from the lake.”
“
 
 .”
“So, take responsibility and stay by my side.”
Lee Woo-yeon, who hugged Inseop, kissed him tenderly and whispered. He ran down Inseop’s mouth and licked his lips. When Inseop exhaled and hugged Lee Wooyeon’s neck, he smiled a little.
“
 
 Why are you laughing?”
“Fuck, I must be crazy.”
“
 
 .”
“Choi Inseop makes me laugh when I hear the sound of you kissing.”
“
 
 . 
 
 .”
“No, I’m crazy. Sorry. I will not blame Inseop for that.”
Lee Wooyeon covered Inseop’s face with his hands. Then he pressed his lips to his forehead and muttered.
“If Inseop abandons me, he might see me on the 9 o’clock news instead of on an entertainment program.”
He kissed Inseop’s crown. Both in the hair and in the earlobes. He raised his hand and kissed each finger.
“When you, really, hate it so much that you can’t stand it, then just kill me.”
“What
 
 .”
“Otherwise, I might have to kill Mr. Inseop.”
“
 
 .”
“I don’t want to do that. Ever, I don’t want to.”
Lee Wooyeon hugged Inseop. He couldn’t get over this feeling he felt today. He opened Inseop’s lips and kissed him. He put his tongue in his hot mouth and moved. Lee Wooyeon’s body warmed up little by little at the feeling of being alive inside Choi Inseop.
“ha
 
 .”
Lee Wooyeon gently rubbed Inseop’s waist and exhaled a hot breath. Inseop’s face reddened at the firm touch from below. In fact, from before, Inseop felt it below. He desperately pulled his waist back, not wanting to be found out, but Lee Wooyeon blatantly rubbed it.
“Inseop
 
 .”
Lee Wooyeon called out his name in a desperate voice.
“Inseop, Choi Inseop
 Inseop.”
“
 
 , 
 
 .”
He knew what he wanted. The front of his pants were already bulging up. However, because of what happened just before, Lee Wooyeon was unable to express his desires first. He swept down Inseop’s hips and waist with his hand, calling out Inseop’s name sweetly as if it would melt.
“Inseop, 
 
Inseop, Inseop
 .”
Just hearing his voice relieved Inseop’s strength in his legs. Lee Wooyeon’s hot voice constantly called out Inseop.
“Inseop, Inseop. 
 
 Inseop 
 
 Inseop.”
Choi Inseop hugged Lee Wooyeon’s neck and whispered softly.
“Let’s go to bed.”