āTakanashi-san, do you have any club that youāre interested in?ā
āHmm⦠to be honest, I havenāt really found something that I would like to do.ā
āArenāt there any club activities that match your interests?ā
āHm⦠if I find something that catches my interest, I might join a club by then.ā
We walked while talking about nothing in particular.
*Raining*
Amidst the sound of rain as it struck our umbrellas, we both ended up in silence.
This kind of atmosphere is rare for us.
Itās not that things feel awkward, but⦠it seems Senpai is thinking about somethingā¦
I continue to walk with Senpai in silence.
And by the way, the other half of my body is already soaking wet.
Itās a bit chillier than I thought⦠Iāll have to change my clothes as soon as I get home.
āTakanashi-san⦠am I being overzealous?ā
āEh?ā
Suddenly, Senpai asked me in a serious tone.
Overzealous�
āWhatās with the sudden question?ā
āItās just that⦠lately I feel like Iāve been behaving in a way that I never have before⦠like now, I feel like I was a little too forcefulā¦ā
I believe that she just really cares about me.
āAnd lately, when I read books, watched dramas, and such things, it occurred to me. What Iāve been doing for Takanashi-san, including lunch boxes, may be too much for someone who is only a friend⦠Ratherā¦ā
Ah⦠thatāsā¦
Certainly, if you think of a friendship between a boy and a girl, usually, not many would go that far for friendship.
But I have no problem with it as long as itās something Senpai wants to do, and I think itās fine for us to take our own standpoints regardless of what others think.
āIām happy as long as youāre happy, Takanashi-san. I put priority on that and acted without thinking whether it was normal or not. And as a result, Iām afraid Iāve become too pushy⦠as if Iām imposing on youā¦ā
āSara-senpai, I have never once thought or felt that I was being imposed upon or that you were being excessive.ā
āā¦ā¦ā
āIndeed, if you consider it in terms of friendships in general, it may be a little different. But I donāt think we need to worry about what the world thinks. Our standpoint is like this, and if we donāt think that itās excessive, then thereās no problem at all. I have never had any trouble with anything Sara-senpai has done for me so far. I was happy with everything. So, just continue to do what you want, Sara-senpai.ā
ā⦠Are you really okay with that? To be honest, I feel like I want to do something more for Takanashi-san. And so, Iām sure Iāll continue to do things that Takanashi-san doesnāt even ask me to do. I may even prioritize my own pleasure and joy first.ā
āItās all right. You donāt have to worry about what is normal. Itās our own business, and we donāt need to be mindful of others.ā
āYes⦠Thank you. If thatās the case, Iāll continue to do things as I see fit.ā
Then Senpai gave me her usual smile.
āFufu⦠I feel relieved. I donāt want to cause you any trouble, Takanashi-san.ā
To be excessive in comparison to what is normal for the rest of the world is something you can easily notice if you have the slightest inkling.
However, we are fine with how we are, and I am fine with what Senior wants.
āāāāāāāāāāāāāā
We arrived at⦠in front of my apartment.
I closed the umbrella when we got under the roof.
Senpai is⦠well, not completely soaked, but it looks like she got a bit wet.
āThank you very much. Iām sorry you had to take me homeā¦ā
āNo, itās fine. Then, Iām going home, so Takanashi-san shouldā¦ā
Senpai noticed the drenched half of my body⦠and then looked at her own half body⦠and then looked at me again⦠hii!
āTakanashi-san⦠what is the meaning of this? Iām not that soaked, but you clearly are, Takanashi-san. Itās like you sacrificed yourselfā¦ā
āSara-senpai doesnāt want me to get wet, right? Me too, I donāt want Sara-senpai to get wet. Much less, since Iām the one who forgot my umbrella. It is natural for me to give priority to Sara-senpai, and if you were in this position, you would do the same thing, right?ā
I bursted out the words to her all at once, as if I was trying to convince her.
Did it work�
ā⦠Since you have said that much, then I wonāt say anything more⦠Certainly, if I were in the same position, I would have done the same thingā¦ā
Sigh~⦠I managed to convince her.
āPlease quickly bathe or change your clothes to stay warm. You should put on thick clothes that will warm you up, okay?ā
āYes. Thank you very much, Sara-senpai. Have a safe trip home.ā
āSee you tomorrow.ā
Then Senpai left.
I had an unexpectedly serious conversation with her.
Perhaps the unusual atmosphere made me⦠spout those cheesy lines.