Now that Takanashi-san and Natsumi have become friends, the three of us commute to school together every morning and eat lunch togetherā¦
Right now, Iām very happy.
Up until now, I have never been able to enjoy school, even to say the least.
Of course there were events like the athletic and school festival, but I preferred to keep my involvement to the bare minimum, and was absorbed in prioritizing my work as an officer and in the student council.
Ironically, this led to a positive evaluation of me, but of course I did not enjoy it.
If it werenāt for Natsumi, going to school would have been nothing more than a hassle.
Now that I know Takanashi-san, met him, and became friends with him, I enjoyed going to school and spending time with Natsumi and Takanashi-san; the three of us together.
If the person I was before were to see me now, she would think I am a different person.
Thinking about it, everything was related to Takanashi-san.
Takanashi-san was a person who meant that much to me.
Now that weāre friends, I should be happy butā¦
For some reason, I get upset over the smallest thingsā¦
Natsumi is my best friend and I consider her to be irreplaceable.
When Natsumi said she would make me a lunch box, I was very happy and excited.
Howeverā¦Takanashi-sanās lunch is off-limits.
Iām the one who will make Takanashi-sanās lunch.
Grandmother also asked me to return the gratitude⦠However, when Natsumi said she would make Takanashi-sanās lunch box too, I never thought to that extent.
I just⦠I thought that I was the one who should make Takanashi-sanās lunch and thatās all I could think about.
Natsumi had no ill intentions, she just said it out of kindness and gentleness.
On the other hand, what am I acting like that for�
And the same goes for the name calling. Why did I think about such a childish thing?
I need to apologize to Natsumi.
However when it comes to Takanashi-san, I donāt understand myselfā¦
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Mmm, sheās thinking about something again, isnāt she?
Ever since lunch break ended, Saraās been putting on a difficult expression.
Probably because of our conversation during lunch, so I guess itās about āmaking lunch boxesā.
When I told her I was going to make Takanashi-kunās lunch, she was quite concerned.
Like the name-calling thing, it was obvious that Sara had some feelings for Takanashi-kun, one that made her not willing to give him up to anyone else.
Thatās probably what it is ā jealousy.
The other thing is⦠to what extent is Sara aware of her feelings?
Maybe I need to check here, to know where the story will go.
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After school, Sara called out to me.
āNatsumi, may I have a word with you?ā
āHm? Okay.ā
āSorry about what happened during lunch breakā¦ā
Sara told me.
Just in time, we should have a little in-depth talk.
āLetās change places. I also have some questions I want to ask you.ā
āWell, Iām going to the student council room later, so how about somewhere near there?ā
āIām fine with that.ā
I checked her expression as we walked, and as I guessed, she was somewhat troubled.
When we arrived at a place that was a little less crowded, Sara started to talk.
āFirst of all, regarding lunch break, I was rude to you about Takanashi-sanās lunch box. I apologizeā¦ā
āYes, I knew you were going to say that. Ah, just to be clear, I really donāt mind it. So you have nothing to worry about, Iām fine.ā
āThank you very much.ā
Well, letās find out just how much feelings she has towards him for the time being.
āRegarding the lunch boxes⦠you thought it was your role to make Takanashi-kunās bento, didnāt you?ā
āYes⦠thatās right⦠but I just donāt know why I ended up being that wayā¦ā
āI see. For example, if Takanashi-kun gets injured or catches a cold, and someone else has to take care of himā¦ā
āIāll take care of everything, so donāt worry.ā
Apparently, sheās obsessed with Takanashi-kun.
āIf Takanashi-kun were to go out with another girl, would you go along with him?ā
āā¦If itās for some errands, Iād like to help him, but if Takanashi-san asked that person out⦠then Iāll leave⦠huh, itās weird⦠butā¦ā
āEven though your mind knew you shouldnāt, did your heart tell you that you didnāt want to?ā
ā⦠Yes. Am I crazy? After all, I know that normally I shouldnāt intervene⦠butā¦ā
Thatās it.
Sheās definitely jealous, but sheās having trouble understanding jealousy itself.
Furthermore, she doesnāt have a clue where those feelings came from, does she?
Hmm⦠it could be her first loveā¦
Letās not be impatient and just follow her until she realizes it on her own.
āI see. First of all, itās not strange to have feelings that you canāt reasonably process for someone you like. Sara just didnāt have anyone she felt that way about because she didnāt let anyone around her. Youāre fine.ā
āIs that soā¦? Iām glad to hear that. I thought I was going crazy because I had never felt this way before.ā
āYes. However, if you just throw those feelings out to the people around you, you might cause trouble for Takanashi-kun, so if you feel like doing it, you probably should ask him.ā
āI understand.ā
āOkay, Iāve asked what I wanted to ask. Are you also done Sara?ā
āYes, thank you very much. Thanks for your help, I feel relieved. Now Iām off to the student council.ā
Now I understand Saraās feelings.
If the other party is Takanashi-kun, I can be of assistance.