After taking in a deep breath, I opened the door to the bedroom. Then, as I descended the attic ladderâs steps, I saw Albert, who was reading a book.
He had been concentrating on his book with his monocle on his eye, but he turned to me.
I tried to smile, but I had one hand clutched over my stomach. Oh, it hurts so much.
âWell, you look like you have a stomachache.â
ââŠIâll be honest. I think what I ate earlier isnât sitting right with me, Your Highness. It hurts.â
âYou did eat in a hurry. What are you trying to do, though? Why do you need that basket?â
âI need⊠to prick my finger. Prince, may I talk to you after this?â
Smiling awkwardly, I slowly moved to the attic ladder with the basket in my hands.
With a stiff jaw as though he couldnât understand what I was doing, Albert asked me again.
âYouâll⊠prick your finger?â
âYes, please let me do that first.â
ââŠOkay then.â
Albert didnât seem to understand the purpose of pricking oneâs finger, but I couldnât worry about explaining to him first.
Iâm dying, okay? Dying. Anyway, I decided not to hide anymore because I really needed to get rid of the pain.
I groaned and took out a needle. It was a needle for sewing clothesâwell, it was perfect for the job.
Disinfection is a must. I hovered the tip over a candle flame first that Albert had left on next to the bed.
He was just looking at me without saying a word.
Thatâs understandable. I donât think itâs common in this time and place to prick fingers.
âIf Your Highness feels sick later, you can do the same thing. Itâs very effective, so itâs a good remedy.â
âWhat the hell are you going to do with that needleâŠâ
I raised my hand and pricked my finger with it.
At that moment, black blood flowed out as I felt a slight sting.
Wow, so I guess that stomachache was really bad.
Albert had been standing behind me, but he instantly moved closer to me. He held me from behind, reached out for the needle I used to prick myself, and took it away from me.
It was only then that I realized he was someone who was truly going to be a king. What heâd shown so far was only a fraction of his presence.
He knew how to control people with just the tone of his voice. My heart pounded heavily.
âLook at me.â
I couldnât avoid looking at him anymore. I finally lifted my gaze and faced him.
The face I once thought had gotten softer was as cold as a glacier. His severe expression was so scary, and no matter how handsome he still was, I wanted to run away.
Those red eyes were more terrifying than they were beautiful.
The vicious gaze made me recall that he was someone who knew how to kill people.
He was the man who would kill Rosteratu and all of the kingâs allies just so he could rise to the throne.
Even if those killings were justified, itâs not something that could be understood by someone who thought with a modern perspective. I never imagined killing anyone in my life.
âYouâre not lying.â
Albertâs voice reached my ears.
Pretending to be calm even as my hands trembled so much, I replied.
âI-Iâm not.â
I stammered anyway. At this rate, Albert would know what I was thinking.
âIâm not scared. The Prince is so handsome after all. Itâs okay since youâre handsome.â
My inner voice was screaming something different from what I just said, but after saying this, I visibly calmed down and seemed to be less frightened. And I think the atmosphere around Albert became more relaxed than earlierâor am I mistaken?
I think I could hear those words from him even as he didnât say them directly. I gulped and nodded.
Albert looked down at my finger. It was still bleeding after all this time, but I immediately said something about it.
âAh, itâs fine even if itâs still bleeding. Itâll stop soonâŠâ
âIâll help you.â
Albert pulled my wrist up gently, and my body naturally leaned forward and went into his arms.
Being in his wide embrace was so warm. I couldnât believe he was giving off such a cold atmosphere just now.
I placed a hand over his chest to push him away. No, it was more to push myself away from him.
âAhaha, I lost my balanceâsorry.â
âItâs bleeding, so we need to stop it.â
âWe can just use a piece of cloth for that or something.â
But then Albert put my finger in his mouth.
It felt as though all my nerves on that finger came alive.
âUhâŠâ
And this time, I was rendered speechless in a different sense.
Forgetting that I had to push him away, I stared blankly at Albert, who was sucking my finger.
With his head leaned forward, his gray hair cascaded over and touched my shoulder.
He was way too close. I could even see his individual lashes.
The eyes under those lashes slowly looked up. Now, he was staring right into my eyes.
âThe blood has stopped now.â
Albertâs eyes curved as he smiled seductively. In a momentâs rapture, I could only stare.
This guy.
It was clear that his specialty was to seduce people unknowingly.
* * *
My stomach got better, but because of a different reason, I still couldnât sleep. Thereâs a big problem here.
What the hell is that prince thinking�
He kissed my lips and my forehead, saying that those were rewards for my hard work. Now, he sucked my finger because it was bleeding. He was being so weird that I think other people would misunderstand his actions as well.
Doesnât it all point towards liking me?
But considering the situation, that doesnât make any sense at all.
The only time Iâm with him is whenever weâre eating together or whenever Iâm not here in the attic.
The conversations we had were usually just me one-sidedly babbling because he rarely answered.
Even so, it was hard to read Albertâs intentions.
After a long time of agonizing, I finally came to a conclusion.
Iâm hungry, so letâs just eat.
Albert didnât say anything to me, and it wouldnât make a difference if I just mulled over it alone, so it was better to just feed myself. Iâve been using my head too long, and that wasnât like me at all.
What difference would it make if Albert likes me? I donât like him anyway.
In this situation, itâs better to just ignore emotions.
If itâs a feeling that wonât continue in the future anyway, itâs much wiser to pretend to be tactless and clueless.
I stayed up all night thinking about it.
The night before this, I slept very well, so I wasnât so fatigued after not sleeping this time. But my belly clock was ringing.
The current time is 7:50 AM.
It was almost time for the knights to come with food and other necessities, and this was the only moment that the gate of the tower opened. Itâs hard to get all the ingredients through the small window, but I had no other choice because, of course, I couldnât go outside.