I didnât think Iâd be able to keep it a secret from him, but I didnât know either that heâd ask me outright.
I donât know. Would it be right for me to tell Albert what Iâm really thinking to do? Well, I tried to hide it only because I thought it might provoke him more, but if heâs asking me so straightforwardly like this, itâs difficult to make any excuses.
This makes me wonder if Albert really planned to ask with this timing.
An eye for an eye! A tooth for a tooth!
Honesty is the answer to honesty.
ââŠYes.â
Sitting there with light shining on him, Albert looked like a saint. He glanced down at me and smiled faintly.
âI knew you wonât make any excuses.â
I could hear my conscience being split in half as I thought about how to butter up Schubert and Liam before.
âŠItâs a true crime that only I knew since it was a secret before, so itâs alright. I gathered my conscience back together and put some tape on it to make it whole again.
âBecause if I ask you like this, of course youâll answer.â
Albert spoke in a coaxing voice as he widened his eyes in a cheeky manner.
âI know youâll make me answer in whatever way you want me now, Prince.â
Not using any force yet knowing best how to pull people in any way he wants! Thatâs Albert!
âŠWhatâs this? I feel like Iâm a student whoâs being praised for answering correctly.
Either way, since this opportunity came up already, I began to try and persuade him.
âPrince, I think what youâre feeling now is only temporary.â
âTemporary, hm.â
âYou know, itâs just. At first, you⊠hated me so much, and the tower was so cramped with just the two of us.â
âSo itâs just the two of us. Then?â
âBecause you were lonely, so for a momentâŠâ
I trailed off and let him fill in the blanks.
Albert tilted his head to the side as he continued to hold his chin. After inhaling for a moment, he let out a chuckle.
âJust because Iâm stuck in the tower doesnât mean that my standards would disappear.â
His confident tone of voice made me speechless. The first attempt at persuasion was a complete failure.
But I donât fully believe what he said just now. I have no idea how Albert would change when heâs falling in love.
In other words, itâs impossible to know whether his words were true or whether this was all a bluff from a person who couldnât objectively see the person in front of him anymore.
I knew all too well that a person would change once theyâre in love.
âWhat else do you want to say.â
This conversation with Albert was almost like a spear against a shield. Whatever I say, it would all just bounce back.
No, no. Letâs think positively.
This conversation was going much more smoothly than I thought, right?â
He didnât cut me off, and he didnât show that crazy side of him just to cut me off.
So there are still plenty of chances to convince him.
As I was thinking about how to string my words together, Albertâs breath grew so loud in my ears. Huu, huuâŠÂ The sound kept making my face burn up.
Come one now, donât think about anything else. Albertâs voice is only like that because heâs having a hard time wielding magic right now. I muttered to myself as though being brainwashed, but I couldnât help but be constantly distracted by him.
I asked seriously.
âPrince, is this the right time to continue this conversation?â
Then, raising his eyebrows, Albert answered.
âAbsolutely.â
âAlright, then Iâll continue.â
I almost struck a nerve there. Since the person concerned said itâs alright to continue, what could I do? I gave up and chose my words.
âIâm a maid.â
âYes, you are.â
Albertâs entirely calm demeanor made me panic. Was Albert originally a man who had no sense of how the real world works?
Itâs clear that he couldnât grasp the situation.
Right now, itâs like heâs those chaebols who donât understand the lives of ordinary people. Thereâs no way that a person whoâs lived his entire life as an ultra-rich heir would be able to understand the hardships of an office workerâŠ
âYour Highness, Iâve been a maid my entire life, while youâre part of the royal family.â
âIâm afraid of the people whoâll start talking.â
âThen Iâll just make it so that they wonât.â
âItâs not as easy as you think.â
âI can make it easy.â
Albert casually concluded like this. His unwavering gaze and tone made me really feel like itâs possible.
âŠAnd I really do think itâs gonna workâwait, no. Get a hold of yourself. Verbal promises and putting those words to action are two different things! Even if Albertâs the main character, not everything would go his way!
The second attempt at persuasion failed as well.
I sighed.
âDo you have any other arguments to present?â
Albertâs voice was still so full of confidence. I wondered if I should really tell him the last reason.
This one is a very personal reason, and just thinking about it was making my heart twist up in all sorts of ways, so I didnât want to say it as much as possible.
Itâs also a frank confession of the fact that Iâm more of a coward than I look.
But what could I hide from this prince? I donât want a misunderstanding to happen later.
I finally opened my lips and uttered the words I tried to hide deep in my heart.
âIâm afraid that youâll change your mind, Prince.â
Unexpectedly, Albert was affected by this. As he was at a loss for words, he blinked once.
As though he didnât think Iâd say this.
âYou think Iâll change?â
ââŠIt hasnât been long since youâve changed also, right? In the same way that you started liking me suddenly, Iâm scared that youâll stop liking me just like that, too. Itâll happen later when Iâve already given everything of myself to you.â
This was my final defense.
Because I know that the moment I begin to bare my heart to Albert, in an instant, heâll tear down all the walls I tried to build around me and take all of me.
Thatâs why I need to hear some assurance before I can fully accept him.
Hearing all these reasons, Albert was lost in thought. His breathing gradually settled as he calmed down.
âSo you donât dislike me.â
âHow many people in this world can ever dislike you, PrinceâŠ?â
I answered seriously. Well, I guess itâs possible for asexual people?
But for me, itâs impossible to say that I hate Albert.
âYouâve been thinking of getting away from meâŠâ
The light of the magic circle gradually faded and covered my entire body instead. As the light had dimmed, his faintly lit eyes shone in the white light.
Albert reached out and brought my hand close to his lips.
âEven if I donât change, you wonât believe me.â
A strangely different touch pressed against the back of my hand. The bridge of his nose, his long eyelashesâthey seemed like theyâd touch my hand at any moment.
Pressing his lips gently on the back of my hand, Albert spoke.
âTry it.â
ââŠWhat?â
âAll the things you want to do, try it.â
His eyes curved into arcs. A warm look in his eyes was directed at me, as though to console me.
âOf course, I wonât just stay still, butâŠâ
It couldnât be said that he looked like a man whoâs given up. Rather, he was like a predator who was releasing his prey temporarily if only to show a little mercy.
The problem was that itâs more likely that the prey would eventually fall back into the cage.
âWhat I mean to say is, whatever you want to do, Iâll allow you to try it.â
Albert cradled my face with both his hands. As his center of gravity had shifted, it looked like he was about to fall on top of me.
âBut you canât stop me from what I want to do eitherâŠâ
The weak light emanating from the magic circle cast a slight shadow over his face. One bead of sweat flowed down from the side of his face and to my cheek.
âIâm pretty good at waiting.â
With one hand, he caressed my cheek. One thumb swept where the bead of sweat had fallen, smearing it to the side.
âIâm pretty good at begging, too.â
Albertâs face was getting closer. The moment I let out a sharp exhale in surprise, his voice sank into my ears.
âRight now, just as Iâm begging to you, Iâm going to try every trick there is.â
Albertâs body tilted forward. His face got closer and closer to mine.
âD-Daââ
Dangerous, was what I was going to say, when Albert buried his face on my shoulder. To be more exact, he fell on top of me.
âHuh?â
I could feel his firm body on me. He didnât feel heavy because he was still sitting on the bed with just his upper body falling on me, but the distance between us was practically gone. My face flushed bright red.
âIs there anything Your Highness is planning to do?â
Liam was actually the most curious about this. When Liam asked him to stay here back then, the prince left without even looking back, but then suddenly he came back to the castle with that maid in tow. Liam couldnât understand.
âI must meet the mages.â
âYour Highness will be at risk of revealing your current location. Please leave this matter to me andââ
âIt concerns black magic. You might be put into danger, too. Losing you now would affect the military greatly.â
Liam grew quiet. Itâs true that he was accustomed to wielding a sword and not magic.
âAnd it would be better if I can find out who had cast this spell.â
From tomorrow onwards, heâd probably need to rest for three days, but heâd be fine after that. Rather, if he would use up his mana reserves close to the limit, then he might need to rest for around a week.
Even so, if he ever would need to push himself to the limits, the pain that would fill his whole body would be something heâd need to inevitably face.