The way Albert said such things naturally always made me nervous. Does he know just how much his casual words make my heart pound?
It would be nice if I had the power to look into peopleâs hearts. Iâm not a bold enough person to be comfortable right away with the person who confessed to her.
I know that this happiness now might not last forever, and I also know that the affection heâs harboring for me could leave just as easily as it came. So, I canât fully trust the prince.
Despite such sentiments, there were still times when I got overcome with the urge to take his hand and let go of all the thoughts and worries that were holding me back. There were times when I wanted to accept his feelings without ever worrying about the future.
A personâs heart was very simple, and it was all too easy for it to waver when in comes an elegant, attractive prince who keeps approaching me despite my efforts to push him away.
Heâs cheeky, knows how to handle people well, and knows just how much his words affect others.
I looked straight into Albertâs eyes. Looking at him this close, those red eyes now feel different compared to when I first saw them.
As he now looked ahead again, his angular jawline became visible to me.
Framed by jewel-like gray hair beneath the dark night sky, his perfect jawline could be seen. Below, it was his protruding adamâs apple and his wide shoulders.
âŠI believe itâs been a while since Iâve said this. But as I continued to stare at him with a serious face, I somehow got grumpy, wanting to make his heart waver just as he did with mine.
âPrince.â
âSeems like you have something to say.â
âYes, Prince. Youâre handsome today, too.â
Well, something like this wouldnât make Albertâs heart pound, but it didnât seem like he hated hearing it either.
Hearing my words, Albert blinked a couple of times before he lowered his gaze to match mine once more. He smiled as he asked.
âIs there a reason for why youâre trying to butter me up?â
The answer: honesty. Itâs impossible to play hard to get with Albert. I decided to express my feelings little by little, even if it wasnât direct.
I opened my lips and spoke honestly.
âI wanted to see you get surprised by why I said, Prince. I feel like Iâm the only one who gets taken aback every time.â
âCompliments arenât bad, but thereâs another way to surprise me. Youâve already let me personally experience it.â
âWouldnât it be impossible to surprise you if you already know?â
âNo, itâs possible.â
âHow?â
The eyes that glanced down at me were curved beautifully.
âYou can come and give in to me.â
ââŠâŠâ
âAnd you can kiss me first.â
It really makes me wonder if Albert Grey was originally a man whoâd talk with such a shameless face. When I squinted at him instead of answering, Albert shrugged.
As always, he smiled all the same, but his low voice carried an underlying weight.
Iâm too scared to address that weight. I know for a fact that the moment I try to do so, it would be a point of no return. In such a case, it would be best to pretend not to know anything or just pretend not to notice it.
Fortunately, we were standing over the magic circle now. While looking up at him, I spoke with an over-enthusiastic voice.
âYou can drop me off now. My headache isnât bothering me and I can walk on my own.â
âThatâs right.â
Albert took a scattered lock of my hair in his hand. As he tucked it behind my ear, the back of his hand touched my cheek, leaving behind a trail of warmth.
âBut not me. Iâm constantly using magic.â
âPrince, youâre being too obvious these days.â
âYou wouldnât notice unless I make it obvious.â
Yes, I wouldnât ânoticeâ unless Albert tells me. So, it was another jab at my conscience. Albert really knew me well.
âBut still, I can walkâŠâ
Before I could finish talking, our surroundings suddenly changed. I was still in Albertâs arms, and weâve arrived in the north.
ââŠWhat.â
And in front of us were Duke Liam Masenâ
âY-Your Highness?â
âand Baron Schubert Bergen, who had an indignant expression on his face.
As I made eye contact with Schubert, I saw how his lips opened and closed several times. He looked so hurt, as if he had witnessed his lover having an affair.
It seemed like my reputation with Liam and Schubert had crumbled to pieces right from the get-go.
Iâm not doing it on purpose either!
I struggled to get down from Albertâs arms, but even if I tried to push him with all my strength, it could never be enough.
Albert turned towards his vassals with an expressionless face, pulling me close despite my vigorous resistance.
âŠWhat Albert told me before we left the tower came to my mind. Itâs not that I wasnât feeling pain, but Albert, now able to use magic outside, was the one blocking it!
âŠMore than making a bad impression, I hated feeling pain. So, I decided to remain obedient.
âGood girl.â
Albert said this quietly, looking into my eyes as I stopped resisting. Liamâs forehead became wrinkled as he watched Albert smile calmly.
Fortunately, Liam and Schubert were the only ones who came to see us. Maybe theyâre the only ones Albert called, so the others didnât know.
The prince carried me with one arm and reached out to Liam. Liam stood blankly in place, as though he was genuinely in shock.
Heâs handsome even when heâs frowning. Even so, Liam looked quite scary right now. All I could think of was how evil I looked in the eyes of someone whoâs loyal to Albert, thinking that I was a witch.
It was Albert who spoke first.
âI apologize for suddenly making a visit at this time. First, take out the coat I asked you to bring.â
With one corner of his lips raised, Albert snatched the coat out of Liamâs hand. It wasnât the same natural smile I saw whenever I was with himâit was a monarchâs smile that made his magnificence shine.
âI know you want an explanation, but thereâs no time for that now. Just as I trust you, this time, you trust me.â
Albert gave no ounce of hesitance in his decision. His confidence was what attracted people.
ââŠI understand.â
The short response was convincing enough.
Albert placed the large coat over me, and my vision soon turned dark. The arms holding me were still firm.
He started walking.
âLetâs go.â
With the short remark, I could hear the sound of their footsteps over the snow-laden road. Liam and Schubert followed Albert silently and without any protest.
ââŠEverythingâs weeeiirdâŠâŠâ
Blanc muttered silently, perhaps feeling the strange atmosphere flowing between me, Albert, Liam and Schubert.
I thought that he was sleeping until now, but it seemed like he heard everything.
âBlanc, why didnât you sleep?â
When I whispered to him, Blanc lowered his head for a bit and then raised it once again.
âI canât sleeeepâŠâ
Blancâs eyes glinted clearly in the dark.
âŠYou were worried.
Just as I did while Albert was sick, this little dragon was worried about me. Enough to shake off all the drowsiness he used to feel just to keep me company.
âDonât⊠get siiickâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
âYou said⊠weâre gonna⊠see the wooorldâŠâ
ââŠâŠâ
âDonât diiieâŠâ
Blancâs eyes were brimming with tears as he dug into my arms. Iâm not sure whether Albert heard it because he said it in such a small voice.
âŠYeah, Iâll go see the world with Blanc. My goal is a relaxed, healing life.
The moment I followed Albert to the capital and people found out what kind of relationship we were in, it was natural that they would be the talk of the town.
A maid and a prince. It was good enough material for gossip, and I knew all too well what kind of words would be said about me.
Itâs impossible for me to push away Albert using only my own strength. I donât know if itâs because heâs a bulldozer when it comes to love, or if he really just didnât care about his surroundings, but Albert was proving to be more reckless than I originally thought.
Anyway, I was here so that Albert could heal me, so Iâll stay put until itâs time to wake up from this and return to the tower.
Itâs not like we wouldnât see each other again in the future, so I should score some points with Schubert and Liam.
Because I might be able to get some help from Schubert or Liam since everyone in the world would oppose me and Albert getting together.
Albert and I were only spending more time together, and it could be because heâs a lonely man.
Time would solve everything. I could disappear from his sight, and everything would return to the way it was.
Time could solve many things.
* * *
I was carried somewhere else. I had no idea if Liam dismissed the castleâs employees for a bit or if they just werenât making noises, but I couldnât feel their presence as we walked.
Coming into the room and locking the door behind him, Albert laid me down on the bed. Only then did my vision brighten once more.
I still didnât have a headache.
The shining chandelier on the ceiling was dazzling. I frowned slightly at it this time, too.
ââŠDoes Your Highness mean that itâs connected to the reason why youâre trapped inside the tower?â
âThatâs right.â
Liamâs features grew serious.
âThis didnât come up when the mages had been tortured one by oneâŠâ
âThereâs more things for you to look into now.â
âYes. I apologize deeply for doubting Your Highness.â
âYou donât have to be sorry for something that you were rightly suspicious about. Then, can you leave now?â
âYes, Your Highness.â
That was enough to quell Liamâs doubts. Schubert stepped up to see if there was anything more to say, but Liam quickly dragged him away by the collar.