In the last day of his high school, mangaka(aspirer) Tendou Haru, deeply thought about that.
Well, uhmm, itâs me though.-
Middle of May.
A very nice and cool weekday, one that is perfect to do something new.
Coming to school leisurely after classes, I am facing Nakata who is my homeroom teacher at the reception office.
Itâs what you call meeting with the guardians.
I asked my exclusive maid, Maya-san, to be the role of my guardian.
She is a super beauty who has a short black hair that really looks good in her slacks, her age is 18-years-old.
Sitting on the chair to my right, she had a composed face. She is too young for a guardian, but because of her really great career woman atmosphere, Nakata did not point that out.
There is a thin brown envelope placed on top of the table.
Itâs the one that I gave Nakata just earlier.
Pointing at the letters,ăDropping Out Letterăwith his finger, Nakata started to talk about it seriously.
ăDropping out of school, what are you planning to do?ă
ăI will aim to become a mangakaă
ăâŚâŚisnât it better to think twice? Life, isnât as easy as that you knowă
To my answer, Nakata narrowed his eyebrows.
Well, thatâs right huh.
If theyâre told something like âI will quit school and aim to become a mangakaâ, anyone would have that reaction.
Nakata started to do a sermon, saying things like ăIf you drop out of school, most of the choices for work will disappeară, orăLife is longer than Tendou thinks, you shouldnât get impatientă.
I pretend to listen while replying half-hearted answers. I glanced to my side to kill my boredom.
Ahă.
I want to grab breasts.
Looking at the menâs dream that pushes Maya-sanâs blouse upwards, I deeply thought of that.
As Iâve thought, the thing called F-Cup is really great. Itâs even appealing on the top of the jacket you know.
ăâŚâŚyou have really made up your mind huh?ă
ăYesă
ăâŚâŚI got it. Itâs Tendouâs life. Live it without regretsă
Asking me for even more than ten minutes, it looks like he finally understood that Iâm firmly determined.
And after talking about clerical things in details, we left the reception office.
After going to the classroom and organizing my belongings, I had my farewell to my alma matter that I went to for more than a year.
Our stay was probably about 30 minutes. I got tired more than I thought.
And half of that, I was only thinking about breasts huh.
Thinking about it in the other way, I wouldâve died without breasts. I bowed my head to the person I owe.
ăMayu-san, thanksă
ăNo, it is my job after allă
ăShowing me your breasts is?ă
ăWhat are you talking about?!ă
Maya-sanâs face blushed, and hid her breasts with both of her arms. Umu, itâs a good reaction.
When I was grinning like that, Maya-san let out a deep sigh.
ăâŚâŚyouâre really, the lowest of the lowă
Thatâs right. Iâm the lowest of the low.
It is exactly what she said, and I even feel relief from how it sounds.
âŚâŚto Nakata, I had lied to him for a little.
Itâs true that Iâll aim to become a mangaka, but Iâm not thinking that I can live with only that.
Thereâs no way that I would risk my whole life with that kind of a vague reason.
The place that I would bet, is a roulette where only red would come out.
It was so simple, that my face grinned instinctively.
It was very hard to maintain a serious face in front of Nakata.
Life isnât easy?
Fuhaha, well too bad. That is only for commoners who doesnât have talents or luck.
I am different. I am one of the chosen ones.
From today, I will stop being a high school student.
If I was reported, my title would be only jobless. Or maybe, self-acclaimed mangaka.