Seeing the countless stars shining in the night sky, a pleasant breeze blew the surroundings. The hustle and bustle regarding the migration of their departed symbolic of ăBeast Kingdom â Pasionă at daytime, had quieted down.
But sometimes, one could hear a mother lecturing her own child, or the tiny squeaking sounds of insects.
While hearing such sounds, Okamura Hiiro sat cross-legged at the top of the royal household, ăOukiă, as he looked at the starry sky above him.
âTo think you were in such a place..â
Even though he recognized the owner of that bothersome voice, he didnât glance at that personâs direction.
âWhat do you want, old man?â
He said those words without turning around to Arnold who called out to him. The latter didnât answer as he thought he would be noticed anyways and continued towards him.
âItâs not a big deal really.â
âThen tell me quickly what you want.â
âUguâŠyou havenât changed that way of speaking as usual.â
Due to Hiiroâs straightforward remarks, Arnold had a cramp on his cheeks, but soon returned with his usual expression and sighed.
âMuir and Mimiru were looking for you, you know?â
âI see.â
âWell, those guys are glad of your visit in hereâŠâŠ even though I donât want to accept it.â
It was obvious from his tone that he was jealous, but Hiiro didnât mind about it. Because he knew since the time he first met him, he was an idiotic doting parent-like figure.
ââŠsay Hiiro.â
ââŠ.?â
âWhy are you trying to get stronger?â
Hiiro wondered where that came from, when he looked into his eyes, he could see Arnold was serious, it didnât felt like question asked in a joking manner.
âDuring daytime, I heard you were having a special training with my Master. But why? You still want to get stronger even though you could do those things?â
He might be referring to the incident where he wiped out the water dolls.
âThatâs a foolish question. Itâs obvious thereâs only one reason for it.â
âHa?â
âBecause I donât want to die yet.â
ââŠ.canât you use your magic to prevent your death or something?â
He probably meant⊠to use the ăImmortality | äžæ»ă character. However, Hiiro had decided not to use any characters related to life.
Heâs also scared about the ăReboundă of it, and even if he did use such a character, the emotion heâs feeling right now would probably vanish.
âThen why not try it?â
âItâs because Iâm alive.â
âHah?â
âItâs because Iâm still alive that Iâm desperately trying to raise myself in order not to die. But if I become immortal, everything Iâve done until now will not matter anymore.â
âHiiroâŠyouâŠâ
âI donât want toy with life so roughly. Especially my own life.â
âWhy are you particular on that part? Are the future fights going to be hard if you arenât immortal? You seem quite fixated on that Predecessor Demon Lord.â
It is as he says, there is a possibility where he would face unfamiliar opponents, so the chances of him winning wonât be higher if heâs not immortal.
âYou may have a point old man, if I really become immortal, I would become an invincible existence.â
âThen why wonât youâŠâ
âBut, thereâs something wrong with it.â
âEh?â
âSomething like foul play, or close to it, as if Iâm betraying everything I had desperately tried to achieve until now.â
ââŠ.is that so?â
âIn my opinion at least. And besidesâŠ.if I did such a thing, my deceased parents who protected me would definitely scold me about it.â
âHeh, this is surprising. Itâs the first you opened up a conversation like that. I was actually prepared for your âItâs not your businessâ speech, you know?â
If itâs the usual Hiiro, he wouldnât speak such things more than necessary. But today, Arnold was quite surprised when he talked about his parents.
âI just felt like it today.â
Hiiro shuts his eyes while looking up at the starry sky. And recalled a childhood memory, when he and his parents went on a trip.
When they entered a blind curve of a mountain trail, his parents died due to an accident caused by a doze driving of an incoming car⊠That was when Hiiro was still 6 years oldâŠâŠ
When Hiiro who had fallen into the bottom of a ravine, woke up, he noticed a warm feeling wrapping around his body.
Apparently, it seemed his dear mother had covered Hiiro with her body to protect him from the impact of the fall. Due to that favor, he was miraculously uninjured.
However, his father who was supposed to be at the driver seat, was not there anymore. Still, Hiiro desperately called for the names of his mother and father.
At that time, his motherâs body moved. However, he shivered when he saw his motherâs body. Itâs possible they hit a tree branch when they fell. Because a branch had broken through the door and skewered her flank from the side. Hiiro could have been involved as well if he shifted a little bit from his position.
But despite this situation, his mother was still conscious. When Hiiro called out to his mother in tears, his mother opened her heavy eyelids as she heard his voice,
ăIâm sorryâŠ.if I couldnât protect foreveră
Her mother was aware that she didnât have any time left. When she saw Hiiro safely uninjured, she expressed a smile and said such words.
It wasnât the usual one his mother would give, but she cried in tears and embraced Hiiro. But he noticed that her mother was getting paler by the second, it felt like his heart was being crushed.
Still his mother reassured Hiiro as she gently stroked her head with a gentle smile on her face.
ăListen HiiroâŠfrom here on outâŠ.you may experience painful thingsâŠ..sad thingsâŠ. And many more similar to theseâŠ. But always rememberâŠ.never give upâŠ.. Desperately struggle to liveâŠ.live on Hiiroă
Her mother was still smiling even though she was crying in tears.
ăThe things you want to doâŠ.do itâŠ.donât endure itâŠ.do all the things you want to doâŠ.but Hiiro⊠I wonât permit any plans going to heavenâŠalright?ă
Hiiro was already drenched in tears. Although he was young, the bright Hiiro somewhat noticed that her motherâs words felt like a goodbye.
To such a HiiroâŠton*âŠ.his mother gently poked his forehead with her index finger. And while smiling pleasantly,
ăHey now, if youâre a manâŠyou shouldnât cry that easilyâŠLeave your griefâŠin this placeâŠ.and go out there and live⊠Iâm sureâŠ.happiness is waiting for you at the end of itâŠâŠ.Thatâs whyă
Once again, her mother hit his forehead,
ăAlthough we may be apart for a little whileâŠ.but always remember thatâŠme and your father will be waiting for youâŠon the other sideâŠ.Thatâs whyâŠ.HiiroâŠ.live a straight lifeă
And then, her mother quietly shuts her eyes. No matter how much he cried and prayed to God, her eyelids never opened again.
After that, he didnât understand how long had passed by. He looked up at sky from the broken window. Although he felt a bit hateful, a starry sky was brilliantly spread around the night sky.
From then on, every time Hiiro sees the sky full of stars, he remembers his parents. And the words of her mother.
That day also, Hiiro learned the feeling of what it is to lose life at armâs reach, and even after he was rescued from that day, he had kept something from that incident all this time.
And that wasâŠ.
ăTo live a straight lifeă
Because his mother had told him that, if he pushed straight from the path he was taking, surely he could face anything from that path. And his deceased parents wouldnât get angry at him as well.
âMy motherâŠsheâs scary when you make her angryâ
âHm? Did you say something Hiiro?â
Hiiro shook his head and expressed a smile. It seems Arnold did not hear what Hiiro murmured.
âSay old man.â
âA?â
âI will live a straight life.â
ââŠâŠ.?â
âI will not allow anyone hindering me. I will walk on the road I believe. If there are obstacles, I would strengthen myself and break towards it. Even if I donât become immortal, I will find a way to get stronger still.â
âUkiki! As expected of the contractor I recognized!â
Tenn suddenly showed from who knows where and gets on Hiiroâs shoulder.
âYellow Monkey, how long were you here?â
âN~â
When he looked at the direction Tennâs finger was pointing at, he saw three figures that were obviously not hidden.
âBlue Ribbons, Nitouryuu, ChibiâŠ. What are you guys doing?â
At the mention of his words, all of them jerked in surprise and went out with their apologetic appearances.
âErrr, uhmâŠ.since the stars are so beautiful tonight I thought we could spend time with you looking at it.â
âI-I agree! I would gladly enjoy star gazing with Hiiro-sama if he wishes toâŠâ
âIâmâŠalways together with Hiiroâ
In face of their desperate excuses, Hiiro sighed. But he wasnât in a bad mood because of it. Because by looking at the stars this way, he could reconfirm his feelings, so heâs actually sorry for them.
âWell thatâs that Hiiro, just give up. Since we are all here, why donât tell us some secret episode of yours? You know, about that kind of things? Like finding a crush or two at Eviâ eh?â
It was reasonable that Arnoldâs talk was interrupted mid way. Because he groaned from the two hands affixed to both of his shoulders with an unusual grip strength.
âOji-san, why donât we take for a walk?â
âAnd talk about regarding that, yes?â
Muir and Mimiru was giggling âufufufuâ , as a Hannya appeared on their back.
(TL Note: Hannya is a mask used in theatrical Japan representing a jealous female demon)
âWhaâ wait guys! Tha-that was just a joke!â
âYour character is very bad, Oji-san!â
âI concur! I wonât permit such acts!â
âIâm sorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry!â
And so two little girls had began chasing the fleeing old man. It was difficult to understand how it arrived to such a situation.
(That old man really never learnsâŠ)
Hiiro once again looked at the starry sky with his dark pair of eyes. It was really similar to the stars back then. At that time, he recalled what he swore to himself and thought about it quietly.
(Mother, Father, I will live to the utmost from now on)