Lanceâs diagnosis of âresentmentâ froze Qi Mu in place. For a long while, he didnât know what to say.
Akkad, on the other hand, frowned, âLance, what are you talking about? How could Little Sevenâs music be resentful? I didnât notice it. I heard momentum.â
âWell,â Lance shook his head, âReed, youâre not a delicate person, to begin with. I wish I misheard. But since youâve come to me with your precious student, you must feel that your and my violin is somewhat complementary. You asked me to give some pointers. SoâŚâ
âIâm saying, even though my playing is not on par with your student. . . Over the years, my understanding is not worse than yours.â
Since his old friend so serious, Akkad realized Lance really wanted to guide Qi Mu. So he said, âYes, Lance, youâre right. I think that on music perception, youâre better than me. But I donât feel the âresentmentâ you mention. . .â
âProfessor, I think. . . I understand what Master Lance meant.â Akkadâs next words were interrupted by the pleasant voice of the youth. He turned and saw Qi Mu looking at him with a smile. âProfessor, Master Lance can hear things that even I didnât notice. I believe. . . heâs right.â
Lance nodded and smiled, âThatâs good. This kind of resentment isnât a bad thing. To tell you the truth, Beethoven couldnât have forced himself to write so many classics while being deaf if he didnât have such sorrow and hatred toward life. Of course, everyone has different styles of music. Little Seven, I hope you can be a genius like Mozart. . . not Beethoven.â
Mozartâs life was full of ups and downs, from the fame in his youth to the predicament of his later years. He pawned his watch to survive, and eventually, even his grave was gone. However, his music seldom showed the ugliness of humanity. Instead, it was always exciting and cheerful.
Classical music was diverse. Whether you were gentle, delicate, vigorous, or even cynical, you could always find your place in this world.
Nevertheless, music was like people. One can tell what kind of a person someone was by hearing their music. Although Mr. Lance seemed to be directing Qi Muâs violin, he wanted Qi Mu to cast aside the grudge in his heart.
Lance believed Qi Mu may have suffered some unfairness before and was depressed. He wanted Qi Mu to open his eyes, to see everything was better now, and to forget those unpleasant things.
However, Lance didnât know the inexplicable aggression in his music was caused by. . .
A deadly hatred that could never be forgotten.
Although he knew he couldnât forget this hatred, Qi Mu still took Lanceâs words to heart. He didnât want his music to be entangled in the shadow of that scum forever. But to completely forget and abandon it, he could only say. . .
ăThis matter needed to be resolved first.ă
Qi Mu thought this to himself but didnât leak any of it in his expression. He bowed respectfully to the gentle maestro and said, âThank you for your advice, Master Lance. I understand.â
Lance smiled at his earnest expression. Although he didnât know what kind of torment this child had in his heart, he hoped this lovely young man would live happily.
Akkad was not as delicate as his good friend. He didnât hear any kind of buried aggression when his student played. He thought there was nothing wrong with Qi Muâs sorrowful style.
In this world, only Lance Trier, one of the worldâs top three violin masters could find the faint aggression in Qi Muâs violin. Even the other two, Reed Akkad and Farrell Louis couldnât hear it.
Qi Mu and his mentor had lunch at Lanceâs home. Not long after, Qi Muâs mentor rushed him to the maestroâs practice room. The famous violinist said it was so Qi Muâs skills wouldnât get rusty when, in fact. . . Akkad wanted to discuss some âsecretâ matters with Lance.
After the sun set and night fell, Qi Mu was finally released âwith the grace of His Majestyâ and could put down his violin.
Qi Mu searched for the aggression Lance mentioned the entire afternoon. He played ăViolin Concerto in E minoră and ăDevilâs Trillsă for four or five hours but still couldnât find it.
Qi Mu could only sigh. âMaster Lanceâs musical perception. . . is second to none!â
Since he couldnât find the aggression, Qi Mu secretly decided to solve this matter as soon as possible. He didnât want to let that scum affect him after leaving Lanceâs house.
Although he had decided, he had yet to form a solid plan when Akkadâs voice called out, âLittle Seven, teacher. . . might be leaving Vienna soon.â
Qi Mu asked, âProfessor?â
In the beautiful and quiet streets of Vienna, a handsome youth walked with a delicate dark green violin case in his hand. Under the dim moonlight, his eyes were wide with surprise. He was dumbfounded. . . unable to understand what he just heard.
Akkad sighed, âThereâs a problem in my hometown, so I have to go back. Little Seven, is it okay for you to stay here and continue studying on your own?â
Qi Mu slowly recovered. He nodded and spoke gently, âAlright, Professor. Iâll study hard, donât worry about me.â
Akkad nodded and after a while, he said, âLittle Seven, you donât have to worry. I have many friends here. If thereâs anything you need and I still havenât returned, you can ask them for help.â
Warmth spread in Qi Muâs heart. He nodded, smiling. âOkay, Professor. I know.â
âNow that I think about it, arenât those guys out performing?â Akkad thought for a moment then went on, âOh, by the way, the Vienna Symphony Orchestra seems to have a performance in a few days. That Evra fellow should be back, this is his stronghold after all! Little Seven, if thereâs something you need, you can go directly to Evra, the principal conductor of Vienna Symphony Orchestra. Although that fellow has quite the temper, he should be willing to take good care of my student.â
At the familiar name, Qi Muâs footsteps faltered. He was stunned for a moment, but before Akkad noticed, he chased the old man again and smiled. âYes, Professor. You can rest assured, I will take care of myself.â
Not noticing anything unusual, Akkad nodded. âEvra gave me two front-row tickets the other day. Unfortunately, I canât accompany you. If you have any acquaintances here, Little Seven, you can give them the other ticket.â
Qi Mu smiled and accepted Akkadâs concert tickets. His eyebrows furrowed for a moment, then he smiled. Helplessly, he said, âProfessor, how could I know anyone here? Oh, right. It seems that Bai Ai is here currently. I heard that they are rehearsing for their concert next week. Then can I. . .â
âLittle Seven!â
Qi Mu burst out laughing. âYes, yes, yes. I wonât give the ticket to Min Chen, Professor.â
Akkad nodded with satisfaction. He continued to assert his warnings. Qi Mu nodded almost constantly, never daring to say âNo.â
On the red-brick street, only a few people still walked in the dark. Lance lived close to the hotel they were staying in. After only a few minutes of walking, Qi Mu returned to the hotel and placed his violin case on the table.
After confirming he was the only one in the room, Qi Muâs smile faded away. He stood in front of the huge floor-to-ceiling window, fist tightly clenched. He looked silently toward the southwest. . . where the headquarters of Vienna Symphony Orchestra was located.
He never expected that just as he decided to solve the matter from his previous life, Akkad would give him the ticket. Everything seemed to be arranged from the dark as if some big hand called âfateâ silently manipulated his life, making him faceââ
The very thing he didnât want to let go!
At that moment, a plane from Geneva landed at the Vienna International Airport. It skidded down the runway and stayed for a few minutes before releasing the exhausted passengers.
The Vienna Symphony Orchestraâs schedule was tight this season. Unlike the Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra, they didnât tend to spend a lot of time practicing before their performances. They just got back to Vienna, and the day after the next, they would hold another concert.
It can only be said that since conductors have their own style, so do the orchestras.
At the airport, the members of the orchestra walked in groups of three to five. Only the last Chinese man at the back was alone, disjointed and disharmonious.
Luo Yu Senâs handsome face had thinned over the past few months. He looked a little harsh. He stared at people with fixed eyes without seeming to realize it. This made the other members of the orchestra, who were already hostile to him, even more unwilling to approach him.
A few days before their concert in Vienna, Evra announced that in three months, at the earliest, or six months, at the latest, he would select a new deputy concertmaster. Luo Yu Sen had longed for this position for a long time, so this opportunity. . .
He would never let go of it!
Luo Yu Sen didnât know, though, that while he was gunning for the deputy concertmasterâs seat. . . Just half a city away, a young man sneered, waiting for their reunion.
âThe day after tomorrow. . .â
âLuo Yu Sen, itâs been a while since I last saw you.â
The young manâs soft voice echoed in the quiet room and soon disappeared without a trace.
The quiet night of Vienna hid the secrets of many people.